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2004 26 May :: 2.54 pm
:: Mood: distressed
"The truth, is you can slit my throat and with my one last ghasp of breath I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt"- Taking Back Sunday
thats how i feel right now
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2004 25 May :: 5.46 pm
3 days left and countin
only 3 more days, I cant wait!!!
today was my last day in history class :( but itz all good cuz i got 2 play spades 1 last time even though me and my partner were getting our asses kicked lol...not as bad as yester day though.
Lets c over the weekend not much happened, friday night i hung out with ashley.
sat i went to the mall with sandra and she slept over. It was also justins birthday. he was havin a party and invited me and sandra to come but we didnt end up goin...besides i dont think he even wanted me there...he called sandra and asked her to come, and i was with her so he didnt want to seem rude so he invited me, but w/e...im thru with him!
sunday i went over to danielles house to study, which was fun...anywayz i got nuttin else to say so i'll update when sumthin interestin happens.
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2004 20 May :: 5.20 pm
:: Mood: drained
only 6 days left
Itz actually hard to believe that as slow as sum of the days of skewl go by, that the year could be almost over. Overall though i cant complain...besides the waking up early part and dealing with sum ppl i dont like, the skewl year hasnt been the bad. some of the best memories come from the littest things....like hanging out in history, even though it gets soooo boring sumtimes it could also be reli fun, expecially when sum1 brings cards. I have lots of memories on the bus walk home also...there are sum crazy ass ppl that ride my bus...but i dont think i could walk home for one week without laughing at how funny and stupid these ppl are (theres mainly 3...but im not gunna say their names cuz then i'd be givin them a compliment...trust me u kno who u are!) sum of the best memories also come from my favorite subject, lunch. no matter were i would sit i would alwayz have fun...anywayz i'm gunna try real hard not to cry on the last day of skewl, but i cant promise anything...alot of my friends are movin and im gunna miss them so much!!! and to the ones that r stayin i look forward to hanging out with u next year.
xoxo Jen
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2004 11 May :: 7.51 pm
hey...nuttin much goin on...emily i'm officially goin to Disney w/ u...my mom said that it was ok. Dani...dont let her get to u SHES NOT WORTH UR TIME!!! trust me I was in the same situation(not exactly but sumthin like it) ...atleast u kno the BITCH! lol...NICOLE u need to read and comment on my journal! anywayz...im gettin pissed off at sum ppl! 2 imperticular...i'm still not gunna mention any names...but u should kno who u r!
*much luv to: emily, dani, christina, nicole, mike, justin, casey, tiffany, joan...and all my other friendz who alwayz put a smile on my face
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2004 9 May :: 6.58 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Yellow card: ocean avenue
I havent updated in a while, thats only because nuthin interestin beens goin on. this weekends been ok.... i reli didnt do anything
*friday i just hung out with Christina...we reli didnt do much but it was still fun
*Sat I got to c YAZMIN i've missed her sooo much we definitely need to hang out more
*today is mothers day and if it wasnt i would've been at the blink 182 concert with emily :(
Thats about all thats goin on i'll write when sumthin interestin happens
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2004 3 May :: 7.24 pm
:: Mood: depressed
another day
im pretty depressed today...I reli like a guy who doesnt have feelings for me :( idk wut to do...just move on I guess...EASIER SAID THAN DONE!
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2004 29 April :: 4.18 pm
:: Music: Fuel-shimmer
alright ppl...heres wuts goin on...it'z not that interestin but w/e
*yesterday i went to sunfest and saw fuel...awesome time! I forgot to pay ya bak emily...u gotta remind me!
*moms officially in mexico
*ummmm...wow justin...i cant believe u asked me that but w/e...im still pretty pissed at you!
*past week has been kewl i got to hang out w/ sum friends outta skewl ~x-tina, mike, emily~ we need to hang out more often!
well thats about it like i said it wasnt that interestin but i was bored and had to do sumthin!
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2004 26 April :: 9.13 pm
im bak
hey...im bak! i went on vaca for a week...had a good time...i went parasailin...and kayakin (dont kno if i spelled that right)! I missed ever1...emily,nicole, dani,justin,x tina, mike,adam, casey, jessie, ashley...amd sooo many more ppl...anywayz...luved ur last comment em! well i gotta go l8er
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2004 18 April :: 10.02 pm
:: Music: fountain of wayne: stacy's mom
okay day
holla...today was ok...i went shoppin and got a new swimsuit...got into a huge fight w/ my mom but itz all good now! Im real pissed thou...im not gunna say at who cuz i'm not that big of a bitch to call anybody out...yet...but if ur readin this u should kno who u r! all i gotta say is dont say ur gunna do me a favor...and then dont do it...i mean u didnt even call to explain urself...assmuncher... well im out...its early but im soooo tired PE@CE
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2004 17 April :: 4.25 pm
leave me alone
OMG!!! why does she have to screw up my life so much. Everythings goin fine then she thinks she's helpin me while shes reli just fuckin me over! GET UR OWN DAMN LIFE AND STOP RUININ MINE...im soooo pissed, why does she have to get involved with everything...I never asked for her help!
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2004 14 April :: 5.28 pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: eminem: bully
today was an EASY day...nuthin went wrong. 7th hour was the most fun, lets see wut else is new...
next week on wednesday im goin to Pensicola, so i'll be missin 3 days of skewl...the week after that my moms goin to mexico
Summer is comin ^ so i'm hopin to get a job at a summer camp...i need to save ^ for a car
Blink182 is comin and i wanna go sooooo badly...i'm hopin for the best
friday night I gotta go to skewl from 8:00pm-12:00pm cuz i got to do a stupid parent prom thing...definately not lookin forward 2 it, but hopefully x-tina can come
oh ya...danielle next time u go get ur nails done lemme kno...cuz i wanna get em put back on. well thats about it PE@CE
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2004 13 April :: 4.04 pm
if u learn one thing in life...
If u only learn one thing in life, its that guyz are lying assholes...and if anyone tells u any different their lying to u and to themselves. so dont get sucked in by "love" from any guy...cuz it's only gunna end 1 way...with a tear!
**thanx to the friendz who have alwayz been there for me- Nicole, Emily, Dani, Ashley, and Bri...I LUV U GUYZ!**
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2004 12 April :: 8.39 pm
:: Mood: blah
back 2 skewl
well today officially sucked only b-cuz it was the 1st day back from a long weekend! Anywayz...glad to see alls well dani. My weekend was o.k. I had the most fun with x-tina, other than it was kinda boring at times! Theres nuthin much goin on...i feel alot better than last time i updated! well im out...l8er
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2004 7 April :: 3.42 pm
FUCKIN ASSHOLE
I dont understand y ur such a fuckin asshole (u kno who u r) u dont have to be immature and ignore me...fine w/e i dont wanna be ur friend ne-way...BITE ME!!!
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2004 6 April :: 7.29 pm
happy
hey...im actually happy cuz I got my comp to wrk HELL YA! now i can actually communicate with the outside world
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