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2007 20 July :: 11.05pm
today felt like the longest work day everrrrrr. i worked 1:30 - 10:00, but it was so insanely slow that the time dragged on like you'd never believe. today i worked with barb, nicole, and chantal. OH and i bought another book - its mad good so far. i think im obsessed with the seven deadly sins series.. its kinda pathetic when you get so into the book that you actually create images of these people in your head and actually want to meet them haha.
other then work, ive been in a blah mood.. tomorrow is gonna be 3 years since my mom passed away. my aunts not even coming here to spend it with me which makes me really sad. i'm gonna be so alone. i miss her so much, it doesnt get easier. it still constantly kills me.
oh, also.. so i wnet on a vacation with my cousisn and aunt n uncle - ill give you details tomorrow, because right now im exhausted. but it was so much fun. but yea, i think im gonna go for now. im pretty tired, so im gonna go do some exercise n then read til i fall asleep.
goodnight all ! <3
&& what kills me is i know im wasting my time ; yet i still refuse to let go . .
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2007 20 July :: 12.34am
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: journey
to a new beginning . .
aight bitches. altho NOBODY reads this thing -- im back and im going to start consistently writing in this mo'fucka again. i would start tonight, but this thing needs a makeover so im doin that firsttt. be back tomorrow <3
my new thing is that i'm going to end every entry with a quote - so heres to a fresh start !
WH0 ARE YOU TO JUDE THE LIFE i LiVE? i KNOW i`M NOT PERFECT-- & i D0NT LiVE TO BE. BUT BEF0RE YOU START POiNTiN FiNGERS.. MAKE SURE UR HANDS ARE CLEAN !
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2006 2 November :: 12.33am
i feel like im SCREAMING at the top of my lungs && NOONE can hear me!!!!
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2006 25 October :: 11.10pm
i fucked up..
i think i really, really fucked up.
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2006 19 October :: 10.51pm
just sayingg hiiiii to whoever still reads thiss and that i shall update sooon. promise promise!
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2006 14 April :: 10.27am
well, today is the day. spring break started after school yesterday and today im going to south carolina!! im going with my cousins, aunt and uncle. we are leaving around midnight and we're driving there. 12 hours in a small ass car with 5 people and mad luggage lol. gonna be great. but i hope the weather will be nice; because i wanna 'beach it'. ill miss you all and ill be back in about a week! yaya
ya'll have fun and be safe!
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2005 27 November :: 7.36pm
i love my woohu. i really do. its my escape from reality, from people.. nobody reads this thing that i talk to, so i feel like i can write whatever i want and not give a fuck. yay !
nothing ever works my way..
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2005 26 November :: 7.13pm
life sucks . .
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2005 16 November :: 3.53pm
tomorrows gonna be CRAZY !!
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2005 12 October :: 11.27pm
i FUCKiNG HATE THiS . .
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2005 7 October :: 7.52pm
pina is over and we're having a ton . o . fun and i looooove herr !!
♥♥
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2005 25 September :: 7.52pm
tackle football . .
what what
yeah, i played . . and did good
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2005 23 September :: 3.10pm
mommy,i miss you terribly . . Happy 2nd birthday in heaven. . you are truly missed. i hope i make you proud. Please help aunt lee get through the day, its so hard on us.
RIP
9.23.57 - 7.21.04
i love you more then you will ever know. i miss you so much..
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2005 18 September :: 8.49am
. . =]
good night last night, really good night
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2005 7 September :: 4.45pm
fuck you . . fuck what you do . . fuck how you act
-- fuck how you just dropped me instantly
you and him just go be happy - and continue to forget i never existed
. . because im done with it, im done giving a shit and im done caring.
the end
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