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:: Music: evanescence - my immortal
aaahh.. if only he was sober!
haha lifes been pretty good so far.. im not gonna get into details about whats been going on but i had a great 4th of july and a good last couple of days.
Kevin and Landis i owe you both an assbeating. -- for the beach and for last night, you both pinched and bit me so much i have bruises lol.
michelle got shitfaced last night, heather got shitfaced last night, mario got druunk, kevin got druunk, and lil ol me wasn't ev even buzzed lol. i was def gone on friday tho, completely gone.. but hey, thats what 7 shots of 151 will do to ya lol. but im not going any farther into detail, if you really wanna know just ask.
the love you cant have lasts the longest, feels the strongest, and hurts the most.
being with you makes me feel like i dont have to try so hard to be happy . . it just h a p p e n 's* <33 =)
*girls that get plastic surgery are only trying to have the same outter appearance as their inner appearance -- FAKE* lolol something off leno, thought it was funny
later. xoxo to all the special people, you know who you are .. and crotch - we still needa talk!
..if only he was sober.! =(
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2004 1 July :: 8.27pm
boy oh boy he makes me shiver
no matter what life brings my way..
i still wanna be with him
<33*
at least i had the balls right?
i wish it was a better outcome.
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2004 1 July :: 4.23am
:: Music: blink - down
hola! lifes been fun lately!...uhh i havent really seen mario and them for a long time, but my mommys back from the hospital and im very very very happy about that. its really good to have her home.
anyways, theres this new interst in carlys life. tyler .. hes a really good guy, one of my good friends..and then his best friend rob, he's a new potential boyfriend type thing. we're getting to know each other, but so far .. its all good so far. he's really nice, sweet, sarcastic, funny.. etc. but i wanna get to really know him first. Carly's really hitting it off with tyler.
tomorrow carly rob tyler grubb and i are supposed to be going to the beach, and i dont know whats going on after that. i dont know if im going to new york or not, but i have no idea what im doing for the 4th of july - i really really wanted to go to grubbs and spend it with all of them, but then again, i really wanna spend it with my mom.
carly rob tyler and i all played putt putt golf a few days ago, carly and i tied in first with 50 rob came in second with 51 and tyler came in third with 60, lol it was a fun game. i shoulda bet, i woulda had a nice bet going.
but i guess ill get going, it is 425 in the morning and im gettin up early to go to the beach. i love and miss mario pat mike maura and jimmer lots .. not to mention zach and wick.
<33*
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2004 27 June :: 4.20pm
:: Music: nonpoint - truth
fun couple of days
last couple of days have been fun. ive been with carly megz sarah frank erik jon and nicki a lot lately. its been cool tho.
yesterday i went to the beach with carly landis tyler kevin and bourdon. Then a buunch of people showed up, some i liked some i didnt. what i mean by that is that Justin, John, Trina, Felicia, Breya, Myers and Danny showed up. It was crazy!! Much fun, but crazy..
After the beach carly and I went back to my house and got taco bell. yummy* and then later on we went to franks house and saw frank, chris, nicki, megan and patrick. then we came back to my house, played some cards and Florin and Erik came over to play cards. [yes jen i said FLORIN lol] and tyler showed up for a while -- it was a fun time lol.
Bourdon and Tyler definitely had a fun time at the beach lol. oh boy did they have fun. I have no idea whats going on today, but hopefully it will be fun, but i gotta go, i got food cookin! xo
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2004 25 June :: 6.28pm
just to get everything straight, i did thank mario mike and heather a loot for doing what they did and here are the comments to prove it ..
lol omg u are the first person to really make me laugh. those faces were priceless.. thank you so so so much for being there for me when i needd you and my mom appreciates it too. i walked outta the hospital for fresh air and you were already there trying to find the room number, i really wanted to cry on the spot knowing that you mike and mario were all there. thank you so much. and yes the car ride w/ the traylor-trash sisters wasn't fun.. lol i love you <33
-said to heather from me-
traylor-trash is correct!!! n you know uid be their for you through anything no matter if my parents said not to i was still their n ur lucky to have mike n mario they did alot ot find you we all love you babe<33
xoxox 143 anf
-said to me from heather-
i know .. im xtremely lucky to have you mike and mario in my life. i thank mike and mario from the bottom of my heart, you just dont know how much it touched me to have you guys there at the hospital for me.. i love you guys so so much. and i cherish my friendship w/ all of you which is why u cant let nina come between me and mike as friends this 2 wks. i love you more than words can say and i really need to thank the 2 m's again for their help! xoxo
-said to heather from me-
so just cuz u werent in that entry dont think u werent ever in any and i dont thank you. i thank you all more than you will EVER EVER know or believe. peace
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2004 25 June :: 3.07am
whoa, because people take shit outta proportion .. i appreciate TO THE FULLEST.. having mario heather and mike at the hospital waiting for me when my mom got sick. i didnt mean to not include you guys, i wasnt talking about the ppl who helped me w/ mom i was talking about ppl who ive been with for the past few days. and mario, ill reply to ur comment afterwards, cuz i got more to say than i can type right now. so sorry a freaking gain. im a fuck up lately!!
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2004 23 June :: 6.01pm
freedom can suck!!
hmm.. well my moms been in the hospital since thursday and its really scary and im really worried about her, but i try to be strong..
anyway, for a couple days now ive had carly, sarah, megan, frank, erik, jon2, jordan and nicki over.. its been a looot of fun. frank and jon spent the night friday or saturday, i dont remember and that was fun.. i got really really wasted monday that brandy fucked my ass up. jordan was like "oh you cant take shots of that, thats a maaan drink lol boy did i show him wrong haha.
then we got twisted orange vodka smirnoff shit, it was good -- franky made some goood drinks lol, than we took shots.. i got to use my new shotglass tho, so i was happy heehee.
last night jon and frank were soooo fucked up, it was like the funniest thing ive ever seen in my life!! they're coming back tonight i think too. not sure tho. i know there's a lot more shit thats been going on, but i dont really remember and feel like writing all about it.
summers kickin ass except for a few setbacks... i hope my mom gets better and thanks to all my friends for your prayers and regards.
xo - carly sarah frank jon erik megan jordan nicki chris kyle
oh and if you havent seen gothika, xmen and xmen united, i suggest you see them -- they are great movies.
im crushin*
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2004 21 June :: 3.23pm
add one more to the list
yealo.. a looot of shit has been going down since i last updated..
my moms in the hospital, hung out with my baby girl heather like everyday, christine came back from washington and i had a lot of inside jokes w/ heather -- our excited faces!! haha but im not gonna get into detail
anyways, my list now has a new and improved member haha this is how it goes..
dan - mike - superman - rj - justin - mario - _____
buut imma get going cuz i have company, ill probably write more later xox to whoever reads this!!
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2004 16 June :: 1.35am
:: Music: colt 45
funny ass night
lolol. tonight was fun.
heather and i went to grubbs today after looking at this car for somebody that im not supposed to mention cuz its going to be a surprise. but yeah, the car is baddass. thata car is so so so hooked up. its got a tv, system, playstation 2, limo tint .. omg this car is awesome. i still like his truck, but for the price, this kids getting a nice ass deal.
aanywho, after that heather and i went to grubbs and just hung out, then got taco bell as usual hehe. and i never realized that on the chicken quesadillas you're supposecd to tear the plastic off to make it easier to eat haha, i just took it out piece by piece. oh well i guess im more basic than i thought. i said a bunch of stupid things today.
pig showed up, that kid is funny. he talks a lot though, but thats ok. he drove me home today with mario... we kinda raced mike not really tho, it was a fun ride home [no.. nothing like our rides home from the beach lol, but it was fun] anyways, so yeah i had a fun night and got to be my goofy-ass self. but im gonna go finish talking to my zach. so ill catch you guys on the flip flop. late
Quote of the Night
mike - keep yourself occupied and count ur freckles [that was said to mario]
mario - then you occupy yourself and.. and .. and.. [said back to mike but he didnt know what to say]
kevin - [interrupts] AND COUNT THE HAIRS ON A MOLE!!!?
lol it was GREAT .. it was one of the funniest thing that kid ever said, i dont think i said it exactly right, but omg it was soo funny and unexpected!!
LOL IF YOU DONT KNOW ABOUT THE MOLE -- DONT ASK!
more insiders*
--ive had a lot of cinnamon in my mouth today. FROM WHAT? from something you chew GUM? yep.. and something you COCK? suck on .. lol cock and suck on were said almost synchronized. it was greeat
--where do you buy cinnamon mints? .. AT THE STOOORE.. lol
--my taco bell quesadilla bag mishap
lol
theres more but i dont remember, but that about sums that up. i finished packin for NY *WHOO HOO* but im gonna get going. g'night
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2004 15 June :: 4.23pm
:: Music: cheryl crow - the first cut is the deepest
3 days left*
howdy partners' hows everybody lol?
well.. im not gonna get into my last entry only because i dont feel like drama at the moment. i think im getting sick which sucks, but i cant do anything about it.
Michelle made me my CD [thanks babe i appreciate it] and im enjoying the hell out of it! lol .. well last night i went over to grubbs with michelle - it was fun, we played monopoly, molly kicked everyones ass.. for her 2nd time playing she was a baller lol.
i think im done packing for new york not sure tho. lemme know if im missing anything. this is what i got so far :
1] clothes for 2 weeks
2] bra's undies socks
3] pj's
4] toothbrush and other small necessities
anyways, i got tonight, wednesday and some of thursday to hang out with friends..
here's the dealio --
1] find my pants at grubbs house - this is a must
2] see carly and the boys before i leave
3] try and see joe jay and tiff before i leave
4] see grubbs
5] heather and michelle
6] make definite plans with zach and whitney to chill when i get back. i miss you both so much and really wanna chill!!
7] get some money to buy jay's bday present, mikes present, & get maura and jimmer a thank you gift
other than that, a few days ago i got excessively drunk and i am now taking an official break from drinking... until the 4th of july. heather michelle and i have been going to grubbs a lot and just having fun, its been nice. it really has.
i think we're going back there tonight, but im gonna get going and take more cough medicine.. i had more to say but i forgot -- silly me! ha. anywho, im out. late
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2004 13 June :: 5.45pm
ppl looove to talk shiit
Theirs no such thing as-->"on the low" 'cause once it happens [..Everybody Knows..]
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2004 13 June :: 2.17pm
agh .. can we make it through this?
agh.. danielle just fuucked up
i hope she can gain my trust back.. she's my everything.. i need her to trust me
danielle has a crush*
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2004 12 June :: 8.26pm
:: Music: honky tonk
r e w i n d
i need to rewind and take a few steps back..
i need to stop using poor judgement and i need to think before i do things.. i mighta just fucked up one of the best things i had going for me..
i need somebody to look out for me so i dont make another stupid mistake.. i cant wait to get away from it all and go to NY .. if im still alive on the 18th..
im out!
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2004 11 June :: 2.50pm
:: Music: whiskey girl
howdy partners!!
lol. last night was fun.. me, heather and michelle all went over to Grubbs.. had fun. Us chicks got taco bell. and then me being the dork that i am said the quote of the day - "Lets go play Taco Bell" lol it was priceless. I meant lets go play monopoly.
Anyway, after we ate we played monopoly and smiffles was the first one out, then Mario got out, he was winning, but he helped us all out by giving us money and property... then heather went out and then mike. After all that it was me vs. michelle... and i won, i finally freaking won. lol. And i landed on free parking twice! woohoo*
After our lovely monopoly game we bought some liquor and i put both my oe's into the beer bong -- yes i know you havent heard that name from me in quite a while but i used my best friend again!! Put both of em in there. it was great.. then i played spades, wasted a fuckin ton of money and went home.. it was a fun night tho!!
i cant wait for the rest of summer!! 7 more days*
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2004 9 June :: 4.07pm
new york time!
i got my tickets for NY!
im leaving june 18th at 1:55pm and coming back july 3rd at 9:45pm.
It all works out perfectly, I'm back for Jay's birthday, the 4th of July, Mikes Birthday, and im back for when the parents go out of town.
This is gonna be fun
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