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innocence

:: 2004 9 June :: 2.22pm
:: Music: usher - burn

summer 'o4

oh my goodness, i dont even know where to start
with all the stuff thats been going on. I can't really go day by day... because i dont remember everything, but i can tell you its been a very fuun time.

I've been hangin out with jay joe rj tiffany and heather a lot lately. Rj joe jay jessica heather michelle and I all went to the beach on saturday.. it was very uhh.. interesting lol. I had a very exciting
ride home. Ive been at grubbs a lot too..uggh and i cant forget our fun time at the hottub.. lol.. but we wont get into that!! Ill just leave it at that..I'm having a verrry good summer so far, and it aint even half way over!!

insiders*
-ill pretend im drowning so the hot lifeguard can save me ... ok and if the girl comes ill be like I GOT IT and if he comes ill be like HELP SHES DROWNING!!.. no if the hot guy comes the youll be like IM DROWNING TOO!! HELP!!! --- lol me and michelle
-im coming to you, why are you excluding yourself? CUZ IM PEEING -- me and michelle
-how many idiots does it take to get a bottle of iced tea? 4 -- and we didnt even get the right one lol.
-Jess skinny dipping
-tanning our asses and tata's
-our nice beach talk
-its only funny till someone loses a top!
-OUR FUN FUN RIDE HOME!

manyy more but i dont wanna get into them, i also have a bunch from our grubb nights lol
'xO Heather Michelle Jessica Rj Jay Joe Tiffany Mario Kevin Mike Pat Smiffles Superman etc.. 'xO



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innocence

:: 2004 6 June :: 3.22pm

just testing something



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innocence

:: 2004 31 May :: 12.46pm
:: Music: gretchen wilson - redneck woman

ouchies

If you feelin like a pimp nigga, go and brush your shoulders off
Ladies is pimps too, go and brush your shoulders off
Niggaz is crazy baby, don't forget that boy told you
Get, that, dirt off your shoulder

lol - im a mother fuckin p i m p. hahaha

well, this weekend was fuuun.. i already updated about friday.. soo ill pick it up from there.

saturday - heathers 15th birthday party. *woohoo! lol. it was a lot of fun. i was the first person there and then michelle showed up and then everybody started to show up. i bought myself a bottle of tanqueray. i know thats stroong shit right? lol. but anywho, her party was fun. nobody really ate the cake tho, because they didnt want to puke after drinking heavily. i went shot for shot with jay and some vodka.. lol. lets see jess and her bf broke up, michelle and her bf broke up, rachael and her bf broke up.. lol. everybody got pretty tore, we made a shitload of strawberry daquiri's.. *yumm. it was a fun night, i wont get into any more detail.

insiders*
-always drama at her parties -- always lol!
-Shake What You Got in Dem Jeans, Girl Grab the Wall & Shake It Like a Dog .. how many times did we truly hear that freaking song lol?
-rachaels thong zipped like mine
-my talk w/ sarah .. they were making out and all i did was zone out and stare hahaha.

sunday - woke up and went to the beach w/ heahter michelle jess rj jit and joe. we went all the way to jupiter beach so we wouldnt get sea lice, and we listened to that jean song a-freaking-gain lol. then some jimmy buffet, and when we got there we went in the water - the water was beautiful, it was extremely clear and it felt great. Rj was getting a stomach ache so we went to mcdonalds and then rj brought us all home. joe jess and i all went back to heathers house and went swimming at the pool and got some tans. daniel showed up, and we all hung out there for a couple hours. i got soo sunburnt, my shoulders hurt like a beatch. so did my back, i got a nice tan lol. but now it hurts.. but whatever lol. then heather and i went to coys house and went swimming again, ate some food, and drank a little. we played some video games and then smiffles brought me home.

insiders*
-michelle tripping over the table and i was the only one who saw.
- mich: im coming over there me: im taking a piss mich: OK NEVERMIND GO AWAY lolol
- taking off our bathing suit bottoms in the ocean --- oh shiiit i forgot the waters clear lol me mich and heath
-we want the peniis - me heather mich jess lol
-my sexy back seat girl - michelle!

today im going over to heathers pool with her jess rj and jit if i can get a ride there, then im going to go with carly and a bunch of people to benny's ice house i think. imma get more burnt what fun! lol but im gonna go get ready late.

<3 heather michelle jess rj jit joe daniel mario pat coy smiffles and more <3

plus the friends i havent seen this weekend : zach wick carly megz sarah superman slut etch. xo



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innocence

:: 2004 29 May :: 12.39pm

last night was fuun

i got to see old friends, and got a lil buzz going.

im soo anxious about tonight. its gonna be freaking awesome. im gonna get my drink on!! lol.

well im gonna go get ready for my night. *whoo hoo*

--how about those eggs in my hair lol? oh its onnnn tonight!!--

you can always retake a class.. but you can never relive a party

when you're too drunk to walk and too high to talk -- dont wory, cause ill be stumbling right behind you.
heather rj jay joe tifferz mario pat mike kevin superman smiffles zach carly whit meg

[one tequila two tequila three tequila.. FLOOR] when life hands you a lemon - bust out the tequila and salt!!



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innocence

:: 2004 28 May :: 1.29pm
:: Music: Reba McEntire - somebody

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*party hardy, shake that ass, drink a 5th, cuz we're the best class- remember the boy, remember the kiss, remember those nites we're all gonna miss, partyin is fun, so remember ur crew full of guys and chicks -- cuz we're the class of 2oo6*

nooo more schoool!! *whoo hoo* summer -- here i come!

*the only thing a girl should chase is a shot



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innocence

:: 2004 27 May :: 7.01pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: shania twain - it only hurts when im breathing

let it all out

i adore all my close friends. 'x0

Hope life's been good to you
since you've been gone
I'm doin' fine now--I've finally moved on
It's not so bad--I'm not that sad

I'm not surprised just how well I survived
I'm over the worst, and I feel so alive
I can't complain--I'm free again

And it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath--to forget

Don't think I'm lyin' 'round cryin' at night
There's no need to worry, I'm really all right
I've never looked back--as a matter of fact

And it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath--to forget
It only hurts when I breathe

Mmm, no, I've never looked back--
as a matter fact

And it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath--to forget

Hurts when I'm breathing
Breaks when it's beating
Die when I'm dreaming
It only hurts when I breathe



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innocence

:: 2004 27 May :: 1.41pm

i'm so frustrated



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innocence

:: 2004 25 May :: 12.56pm


OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

things get worse and worse



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innocence

:: 2004 23 May :: 3.35pm
:: Music: three days grace - home

its been a while!

hmm.. well i havent updated in a while.. so i guess ill just fill everyone in on whats been going on.

last weekend was fun. heather alex michelle and i all spent some time at grubbs. heather spent the whole weekend with me there. i won't get into detail, ill just say it was a hell of a time.

this week has been fun too. i hung out with mario and smiffles almost every day after school. and i got my nameplate back. woohoo!

this weekend is going good too. friday night i went over to grubbs house. We all played video games and just hung out or whatever. i beat mike at nhl hockey on gamecube. oh yeahhh! lol. then brandon and gloria came over. They brought over some yeger.. yes yeger! that shit's gnarly.. but i still drank it. Gloria, Brandon and I started taking shots but Gloria stopped after like 2... me and brandon finished the bottle. it tastes like black licorice. and get this.. I had my leftover parrot bay and i DIDN'T DRINK IT yes heather, i repeat I actually drank something other than parrot bay haha. Then after that we made up some air hockey drinking game which was cool, then I went to bed. I slept over grubbs.

saturday morning patrick woke me up. argh! lol. and then pat mario and I played some video games and just hung out. We went and got patricks car washed and mario rolled down the window in the middle of it so he got wet and got air blown on him. it was funny. then i came home after a while of hanging out and i did some chores... my mom got my mcdonalds for dinner.. isnt she awesome? lol. then mario and mike picked me up and we drove around for a while since mike now has his car. then we went back to grubbs and played video games and just hung out. sarah showed up.. dont even get me started on her and mike.. lol.. then we all hung out and colt showed up.. after a while mike and mario brought me home. yeah, i know i finally spent a night at home on a weekend lol.

today i had a few friends over to study for our american history, chemistry, and spanish exams.. then we played cards, they just left a little while ago. Now im thinkin' im gonna get in the shower and do some stufff around the house..

mario's moving to tampa with smiffles.. i'm really sad about it.. but they gotta do what they gotta do.. i cant stop them.. so i just gotta support them cuz they're my friends. but anywho.. christine invited me to go to palmbay with her this weekend.. but i didn't go.. but whatever.

next weekend is supposed to be fuun.. a bunch of people are going to grubbs on friday and saturday is heathers party.. i dont think i can sleep over tho.. idk i still have to talk to my mom. but i guess ill get going.. later

i really miss zach! :(
call me when you have time to hang out love! i love youu!

you could wait for a lifetime to spend your days in the sunshine you might as well do the white line cause when it comes on top -
you gotta make it happen!




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innocence

:: 2004 17 May :: 10.17pm

zach!!

zach: i <3 you!!!
me: i love you!
zach: i love you too danielle, ur my nigga

zachs my boy forever!! i love him. goodness i love him.

zach is my sunshine

*mission accomplished.. report back to base.





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innocence

:: 2004 17 May :: 8.01pm
:: Music: i hate everything about you

eh

some people never change..
some things never change..
why is this soo hard for me?

i won't put myself in that position again!

.. weekend was good. ill get into it later, i dont feel like making it a long entry.. but ill definitely write all about it next entry!

big boobs mcgee .. zach .. wario .. mario .. luigi .. whipped bitch .. short shit .. sluut .. sloper .. landis .. etc .. xoxo



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innocence

:: 2004 14 May :: 3.37pm
:: Music: ying yang - grey goose

one tequila.. 2 tequila.. 3 tequila.. FLOOR!

woohoo! last night was fun.

alex came over after school and then we met up w/ heather and mich. we went to grubb's house. heather got her hypnotiq lol. i got my parrot bay [[of course lol]].

there was a loot of hooking up going on.. but not for me lol. i was a good little girl.. mm.. heather and michelle and almost all the guys is a different story! lmao.

i think me and heather and maybe michelle are going back there tonight. i think heather should do the beer bong. she better lol! ill do it too. aaand we should all go on the pole! haha. slopers pole!

bourdon took his first hit of weed!! ahh.. he was nuts. he kept calling everybody pussy taco's.. then this morning he wakes up and hes like woah, im hungry as fuck - and landis is like.. thats what stoners call "the munchies" hahaha.

it was a lot of fun, and im plannin on more fun in the future! lol .. mario and brandon finally come back tonight! yay! im so excited!! but im gonna go take a nap to regain my energy lol. ill update later! xo



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innocence

:: 2004 11 May :: 10.02pm


now that i see you for who you are, i dont even think you're worth a second glance



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innocence

:: 2004 11 May :: 4.10pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: staind - mudshovel

whipped

mario / pat .. thanks soo much for cheering me up today

and zach, thanks for making me laugh last night..

i love you all soo much

today sucked, im soo frustrated with christine and mike again, i want the sadness to go away! its not fair that shes not allowing him to talk to me. its rediculous.

i just wanna hit her once, to make a weight be lifted off my shoulders, even if she sat on me and smushed me, or beat my ass.. just one good hit and i'll be happy.

she acts like such an immature child. uugh! and obviously mike never really had a friendship w/ me if he can just stop talking to me cuz his nasty ass g/f doesnt want him to. whatever, im done.

i should just apologize for being a bitch/slut or whatever the hell else she wants to call me. well im done venting.

thanks to all my friends who keep me sane! i love you guys! [[u know who u are]]



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innocence

:: 2004 10 May :: 9.12pm

woohoooo!!

yay my cousin toniann is moving here!!

we've already got plans for my birthday, summer, and throughout the year.

she's sooo awesome! and she's of legal drinking age! lolol. but yeah, this year with her will be a year to remember.

i love you ToniAnn!



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