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2004 27 March :: 4.36pm
fukkk youuu
fuck you.. no wait - fuck you x10
i didnt want to stoop down to your level. but that phone call was unnecessary and you know it.
so fuck u. x10
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2004 26 March :: 7.25pm
:: Music: staind - how about you
its funny how some shit pans out isn't it..
i must say, its some funny shit
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2004 26 March :: 4.21pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: jet - cold hard bitch
he is so awesome!
i like him sooo much!
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2004 25 March :: 9.05pm
:: Music: justin timberlake - senorita
this is what boredom does to you..
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that you have in common with me.
3. Whatever you don't bold, replace with things about you.
1. I hate people dying.
2. im wearing pajamas
3. I was thinking of agreeing with more of these just to not have to make these up
4. Everyone else is home.
5. i didnt have dinner yet
6. i like the yankees
7. i LOVE the beach
8. Music is one of my favorite things
9. carly is my best friend
10. I need to excercise more.
11. I love to laugh.
12. i miss whitney
13. im on spring break
14. New Found Glory is decent.
15. I hate people who smell bad on multiple occasions
16. Everyone should wear deodorant
17. I love altoids
18. i went to the buzz bake sale
19. I am a huge procrastinator.
20. i want to go to another concert
21. I love ice cream
22. im going to a party on saturday
23. im nice
24. i like to play sports
25. im smart
26. I like to drink beer
27. i LOVE animals
28. i have a cat
29. I don't go to school tomorrow
30. I love my friends more than oxygen
31. i like jello shots :)
32. ive gotten drunk many times over spring break
33. I hate guys that lead you on then say they don't like you.
34. I LOVE BEER BONGS
35. I love the cold.
36. im a virgin
37. I'm not a senior in high school
38. im a sophomore
39. i go to boynton high school
40. I don't own sponge bob underpants
41. i like mike
42. I am happy most of the time
43. I haven't seen Marilyn Manson in concert
44. I admire creativity
45. I like concerts
46. i am not a registered voter
47. im goin to call carly in ten minutes
48. Christmas is fun.
49. i need a job
50. im hungry
51. im tired
52. I can be bitchy.
53. I don't like people who seem unfriendly
54. I like to make friends
55. im not on my period :) lol
56. my friends rock my socks
57. I LOVE the zoo
58. I have never done heroin
59. my hair is up in a messy bun
60. im wearing white socks
61. I love bubble baths
62. I have never been arrested
63. I am still attending high school
64. I love my mom
65. I have never tried to commit suicide
66. I like to watch shows on mtv
67. i like renting movies more than going to theatres.
68. I'm not crying
69. Sometimes my eyes cry, without me telling them to
70. i like putt putt golfing
71. i want a car
72. I want a hug
73. i want my license
74. I like abbreviations
75. I'm strong.. kind of..sometimes..
76. i miss the dl crew
77. I learn song lyrics quickly
78. i gave up soda for lent
79. i miss melissa
80. i miss rea
81. I want to speak another language
82. i dont know what i want to be when i grow up
83. i have a bottle of parrot bay sitting next to me
84. i want a new phone cover
85. im craving taco bell
86. I don't like when people brag
87. I hate when people can't take a joke
88. i want to have a hot tub in my living room
89. I've changed a lot in the past few months
90. im a good cook
91. im a friendly person
92. im very trustworthy and loyal
93. I hate liars
94. I want to have a party
95. i think ashton kutcher is hot
96. i want to become friends w/ ppl who i've drifted from
97. I don't know who Saul Williams is
98. i still have to give whitney her present!
99. I hope I’m not ugly.
100. I don't know who Mrs. Mullford is
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2004 25 March :: 5.04pm
:: Music: control
we're over
fuck you. fuck everything you stand for. i can't believe you would do this to me.
dont look at me. dont talk to me. dont call me. dont write me. just put me outta your head and your life.
i really need time to get over it..
**learn from ur past move on grow stronger people are fake but let ur trust last longer do wut u have to do but always stay true and never let anyone get the best of u.**
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2004 22 March :: 11.16pm
i'm officially a bad daughter..
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2004 22 March :: 7.46pm
i got that B in chemistry! kick-fucking-ass grades are as follows: A A B B B A A
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2004 22 March :: 6.29pm
:: Music: the darkness - i believe in a thing called love
fun fun fun
mike is the sweetest thing. last few days have been fun.
dads in town. he leaves tomorrow morning it was fun while it lasted.. we played mini golf. went to fun depot. went to the pool. then everynight i hung with mike. mom let him stay till 4 in the morning she was gonna let him spend the night, but he had his moms car lol.
hey mike.. 3 movies down.. a million and four to go lol
lol but for the rest of spring break - im gettin fucked up, using my friend the beer bong and having a blast!
spring break 'o4 - here i come!
i love you whit. times 6546368
x's n o's to mario pat kevin mike becca brandon - last few days have been fuuun
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2004 14 March :: 11.28pm
:: Music: blink 182- the rock show
fuck you
you discust me you 2faced asshole
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2004 7 March :: 8.43pm
:: Music: michelle branch - ill always be right there
beer bong
HOLY SHIT beer bongs are so fucking cool. lol. this weekend was sooo much fun!
friday- after school i went with alex so she could get her hair done. it looks nice. then we went back to my house to eat and get ready to play miniature golf. we ended up going mini golfing with kevin and mike and then met up with christine to play pool at don carters. after that we got ice cream and then me, christine and alex went back to my house and played apples to apples til about 1. then christine went home and alex spent the night.
saturday-omg funnest day ever lol. that morning me and alex went to the pool and went to the weight room. after that we came back to my house and just hung out. she left at like 3. then christine called me and we talked for a lil while, and then we decided she could come pick me up on her way to pick up anais. so she picked me up, then we got anais and went to her house so she could shower n shit. after that we went to the bank, got some cameras from walmart, and then headed over to grubb's house. when we got there all the youngins' were missing. so we just hung out in the front until they got there. after about 20 minutes mike kevin pat rick + mario showed up and we all started hangin. after a while justin john and larry showed up. then i started drinkin, i started off w/ a carona and then had this boy brandon get me some parrot bay. after that we started using the beer bong!!! ah it was soo cool. [for all of you who don't know what it is-- its like a little funnel and a tube attached going downward and then like an opening that opens and closes and u just kinda chug the whole thing. its hard to explain, but its so cool. i got pictures lol] anyways. so yeah, i took a few hits off the beer bong of just beer. then i started to put parrot bay in there and it was so crazy. i like filled the thing and just chugged, no stopping, but it was cool cuz it went down easy lol. cuz its like a long tube. i dunno. its just was cool. so that really fucked me up cuz when u mix beer with liquor. u've never been sicker lol. nah, jk. i dont remember puking, but christine said i did. after the parrot bay and beer we got mikes hard lemonade green apple. omg they taste like jolly rancher lollipops. lol. then we got champagne cuz we had to toast to jimmers 50th bday. omg those guys are so funny. but yeah, so then the next thing i remember is going to bed. but apparantly mario threw me in the pool fully clothed and i fell and drank some more and oh, i dont know. i remember it. but i woke up w/ no panties on lol. just mikes boxers. but i found out why -- christine undressed me last night and gave me some new clothes n shit cuz my other ones were soaked and my panties were wet. so thats why! lol. oh and i still had more parrot bay left, so i brought it home with me! saving it for a rainy day right? lol. god i always have so much fun when i drink, especially parrot bay! so yeah, then i went to bed in mikes bed. end of story lol. oh, and i kissed christine and anais or something, i dont remember! :/ [ill have to get the details on that one lol] i think im missing more stuff, but i dont remember HA!
sunday-woke up so early, and just hung out before we took anais to church. me and christine came back after we took anais and then went back to grubbs house n just watched tv and shit. then me and christine left and went to her house to watch a movie and just hang out. it was fun, omg me anais and christine felt soo shitty today lol. it was fun, i love my christine! omg, lol i woke up this morning and everybody was telling me all this shit i did he night before and im just like.. noo that never happened hahah. omg, hten i find out i told kevins mom i was supposed to fuck him or something, idk .. her mom wasn't mad tho, i apologized. lol i wasn't planning on fucking anybody! but yeah, now i have some parrot bay at home and i had a hell of a weekend!
but seriously, beer bong = my new friend lol. ah, i lost 30 bucks last night in the dryer tho, but ill get it back next time i go over there lol. anyways, i gotta get going, im so tired!
much love to my bestest buddies from the weekend - christine mike kevin mario pat rick anais justin john larry brandon and more.
and much love to my buddies that i love and miss so much lol. - whit zach carly megan frank erik jordan jon mike danny rj alex and many more! x's and o's
i could keep babbling on about the weekend. but seriously im gonna go. lol lates
sometimes you gotta be fucked up to think straight
wen ur parents catch you to drunk ta talk -- to hi ta walk wen u cant think n dunt kno wat ta do dont ask me...cause ima be fuced up wit u - christine anais mike kevin mario pat
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2004 1 March :: 6.56pm
:: Music: usher feat lil jon + luda.
tankies tankies!
much thanks to trollops for my icon!
today was okay, tomorrow starts fcat! wish me luck!!
aw. thx to the people who gave me compliments on my hair today lol. melis and rea - boynton aint the same without you guys! xox iLu
heres stuff thats been going on
-got my hair "did" lol :)
-caught up with ange [sorta] we're gonna meet up soon. lemme know if you still wanna meet up at carabba's or mickey d's lol. :))
-been talkin to melis lately. oh how i miss that girl :)
-started really talking with zach again! yay!! :))
-whit wrote me back! who'da thunk it!! lol
-billy's sorta sellin out lately :-\
-fcat starts 2moro :'(
welp, i guess thats it for now, im outta stuff to say :]
x's and o's --> im out!
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2004 29 February :: 5.48pm
:: Music: unknown artist - peaches
dead ends = gone baby!
aah i got my hair cut! its soo short lol. the girl layered it and put tons of highlights in. it looks fantastic lol. well, except that i dont really like it this short, but i'll deal, but im loving the highlights. no more dead ends! yay
nothin else really happened this weekend. my gramma's in town, she made lasagna tonight. *yumm* i have a math project i should be doing.. but of course, im putting it off.
with that other entry i had where i was all mad .. even tho i didnt go into detail on it, its done with. everythings good! -- for now anyways.
fcat is this week, im dreading it! wawawa.. all we hear about is fcat this and fcat that. boring!!!
i guess ill start that math project cuz i have nothin else to say. lates xoxo
*you were there when i least deserved it becuz you knew i needed it the most!!!* ---> you all know who you are! x's and o's
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2004 26 February :: 6.03pm
:: Music: pod - will you
oh how guys cause trouble
Okay, it all makes sense now...
I never looked at it this way before:
MENtal illness
MENstrual cramps
MENtal breakdown
MENopause
GUYnecologist ...... AND ......
When we have REAL trouble, it's a HISterectomy.
Ever notice how all of women's problems start with men?
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2004 25 February :: 11.12pm
:: Music: eminem - bully
i wasn't going to do it today, i wasn't going to deal with it.. i promised myself i wouldn't do it.. and then i did it i hate myself right now. nobody knows what im going through.. egh! fuck everything you stand for!
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2004 25 February :: 10.17pm
:: Mood: mischievous
:: Music: blink 182 - i miss you
phew.. he's so hot [thanks to x_carine_x for the name thingy]
i presented my spanish project, it came out okay i guess. I really wantd to hit up the beach tomorrow, but it looks like it's going to rain =(
ahh joey = hooottt! lol long story.. he's just.. so .. hot lol
okay, well i was aiming for a b in chemistry, but it doesn't look like thats going to happen. this new substitue we have doesn't teach like dr. kalish used to and his handwriting looks like chickenscratch lol. i wish dr. kalish would come back, hopefully she does soon.
grandma comes saturday. that should be fun lol, homemade italian food like every night, plus she always gives me tons of money. fuun!
i talked to mel today, she's soo cute lol, we brought up old times and had a good laugh, it made my day. so did wick's email and rea's comment. i will email you really soon. i love all you guys! goodness.. i'd be shit out of luck without all my friends!
oh by the way. i gave up soda.. yes soda for lent lol. can't drink it till easter! that's hard lol. i was gonna give up hard candy, but i already had a pack of sprees, and i couldn't let those go to waste haha.
slowly but [surely] the butterflies fly **away**
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