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2004 17 April :: 2.02 pm
[Quiz is on which character from Skyfall I am. Skyfall is a very cool webcomic; well worth checking out.]
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2004 15 April :: 10.40 am
Quiz Result:
Noah Ravan
Which Altar Girl Character Are You?
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[In case you're wondering, Altar Girl is a webcomic I read, which can be found here.]
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2004 14 April :: 7.13 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: AFI ~ Silver and Cold
The sister put Legally Blonde 2 on at dinner, and, needless to say, I was not pleased. Still, I felt somewhat better when I drowned it out with Black Sails in the Sunset (love that album!) Heh, I think I listen to AFI too much; I'm starting to neglect my other CDs.
I've been flicking through the DeviantArt gallery of the very talented Wynterashes, who's done some beautiful AFI artwork, and am inspired to make my own attempts at drawing the band. It'll be crap, I know, but I'll try anyway.
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2004 13 April :: 9.23 am
:: Mood: bored
I just discovered Tsunami Bomb are playing a gig in Southampton next half-term, so I may have to do a bit of arm twisting to see if I can persuade my parents let me go, and drag a few friends along as well. Could be tricky with the parents, because they don't like me going to places in the evening, but it would be extremely cool if I'm able to go.
Unfortunately, this is going to mean I have to be on 'good behaviour' for my parents. Which means I have to try and control my temper somewhat more than I do already. This could be interesting.
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2004 12 April :: 8.10 am
:: Mood: indifferent
:: Music: AFI ~ The Hanging Garden
I've been resurrecting one of my Pokémon fan fictions that I gave up on after I lost some of it when my folder got deleted. I'm back into writing it again, and I've made it better than before. Not brilliant, of course, but better than the older version of it.
Hopefully I'll have better luck with this than my other attempts, which I got bored with after a while. I have too many story ideas floating around my head sometimes, and I never know which ones to use.
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2004 11 April :: 7.37 pm
:: Music: AFI ~ The Prayer Position
Sometimes, all you want to do is talk, but no one can hear you; and sometimes all you seek is silence, but you can't escape the clamouring of voices all around you.
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2004 11 April :: 6.21 pm
:: Mood: distressed
He apologised, then decided to hug me. Not a good idea. But if I told my parents I'm haptephobic, they'd just say I'm being stupid because they don't want anything to be wrong with me or whatever. But all the apologies don't make it right, they don't change what happened, do they?
Are kid supposed to be genuinely afraid of their parents? I'm not even a kid any more, really. I'm fifteen. I don't think you're supposed to hit fifteen-year-olds. It doesn't teach me any lessons, it just brings back all the depression I try and hide, and makes me want to kill myself even more than usual.
Today could have been an ok day until this happened and ruined it all.
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2004 11 April :: 6.04 pm
:: Mood: distressed
My father hit me. Not all that hard, but enough to make me cry. He yelled at me because I hadn't heard him say tea was ready because my music was playing, then he switched the computer off at the mains and hit me. When I went downstairs, everyone pretended nothing had happened while I silently cried and shook. They don't care at all.
He doesn't normally do much more than yell at me, but every so often he'll resort to violence. Not as much, since all that trouble about it on the news a few years ago, but still sometimes. Do most people's parents do that? Or is my distress justified?
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