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plainmornings

:: 2002 17 August :: 7.43pm

heh ...
exitboot: lmao.. was it just your away message that got so many people going to your journal or are you hyping it up now as well?
onelonelystarrrr: what?
onelonelystarrrr: lol
onelonelystarrrr: lots of people went?
exitboot: 5 people have viewed your journal in the last 10 minutes.
onelonelystarrrr: awsome! lol
onelonelystarrrr: its cuz they love me :0)
exitboot: hah
onelonelystarrrr: what you don't believe me?
exitboot: hah
onelonelystarrrr: heh. i wouldn't either ;0P

1 lover | i love susan.


sendmemoney

:: 2002 16 August :: 4.18pm

*~does she have to share our song too ? it hurts more than i expected it to.~*

3 updates in 24 hours = crazy. they deserve at LEAST ONE COMMENT. preferably more than ten. here is my favorite conversation ever :

Akwaabat: theres nothing to do :/
susanis a winner: go see a play
Akwaabat: a play?
susanis a winner: okay .
Akwaabat: i didnt know they showed plays anywhere around here
susanis a winner: yea, i am sure we have plays .
susanis a winner: everybody loves plays .
Akwaabat: ya
Akwaabat: bleh, boca sucks
susanis a winner: haha .
susanis a winner: only if you really love palys .
susanis a winner: i mean plays .
susanis a winner: i will find you one.
Akwaabat: heh
Akwaabat: no, it just sucks
Akwaabat: heh, i dont wanna go by myself
susanis a winner: YOU LOVE PLAYS
susanis a winner: SO MUCH YOU WILL GO ALONE.
Akwaabat: i like them
Akwaabat: NUH UH
susanis a winner: Caldwell Theatre Company -- 7873 N. Federal Highway, Boca Raton. 407-832-2989 or 407-241-7380. Tickets $20 - $25. The resident company of this 305 seat theatre generally stages four different professional quality productions between September and May, and one production during July and August. Productions include contemporary and classical plays, comedies, and musicals.
susanis a winner: Royal Palm Dinner Theater -- 303 Mizner Blvd., Boca Raton. 407-392-3755. This small theater offers hit broadway musicals and comedies, as well as the occasional music concert. Please call ahead for ticket prices, performers, and showtimes.
Akwaabat: heh
susanis a winner: Delray Beach Playhouse -- 950 N.W. 9th Street, Delray Beach. 407-272-1281. Tickets $13 - $19. Talented local amateurs perform plays and musicals -- generally six different productions in winter and one in summer season. Call for more details.
susanis a winner: Little Palm Theatre -- 137 S.E. 1st Street, Boca Raton. 407-394 0206. Tickets: $6 general admission. This popular childrens' theater performs every Saturday morning at 9:15am at the Royal Palm Dinner Theater (see below). Classic childrens' stories and fairy tales performed by volunteer children and adult actors/actresses. Call for more details.
susanis a winner: that is the best one because it is children's plays. aren't those your favorite kind ?
Akwaabat: not really
susanis a winner: what are your favorite kind of plays ?
Akwaabat: i like comedies, but im not gonna go see a play tonight :/
susanis a winner: why not ? plays rule !
susanis a winner: YEA !!!
susanis a winner: SAY IT.
Akwaabat: no one to go with, and its already 10
susanis a winner: well okay .
susanis a winner: NOW SAY IT
Akwaabat: never!@
susanis a winner: SAY IT OR DIE
susanis a winner: I AM SERIOUS.
Akwaabat: some plays are good
Akwaabat: :/
susanis a winner: that is mediocre. say "plays rule" and add several exclamation points.
Akwaabat: im a mediocre person
susanis a winner: THAT IS NO EXCUSE. SAY IT OR I WILL TERMINATE THIS CONVERSATION .
Akwaabat: !
Akwaabat: fine, plays rule!!!!
susanis a winner: hahahahahahahahahahaha
susanis a winner: that was AWESOME

and later ...
Akwaabat: just wondering, do you really like plays that much?

haha. rock. bye. *

2 lovers | i love susan.


plainmornings

:: 2002 15 August :: 11.23pm

how horrible.. today has just been the worst day i'v had in a while.

I just got back from Kevins... I'm really a mess now. My bestfriend is leaving me tomorrow at 4:25pm to go to college. :0( I knew this day was going to come but now that its here it hurts... God i'm going to miss him sooo much :0( I won't even be here Thanksgiving when he comes back to visit & I won't be here 2 weeks out of winter break soo I won't see him again until my birthday which isn't until December... I don't want my Kevy to leave me :0( its just not going to be the same now w/the me & Izzy situation ... how can we touch the water without Kevin?? this is just too horrible to handle... I don't want to go 2 school 2morrw...

i hurt right now.. not just cuz Kev's leaving but because today my whole life caved in on me... i wish (you) were here.. my life got torn out of me today...

2 lovers | i love susan.


sendmemoney

:: 2002 15 August :: 10.03pm
:: Mood: better ... i am always better when talking to you.
:: Music: two thirty eight - solo song

"dear journal,
today i had a fucked up day. i woke up like at 5:30 and i took a shower and after that, i ate cinnamon toast crunch and i went to school. school was fine, but not that fine, but you know, cause my math teacher made me do alll the work for tomorrow, and i don't like doing homework. i don't have anything else to tell you today, but i hope we meet later or tomorrow. sweet dreams, goodnight."


p.s. the journal below this one is also new, so check it and comment accordingly. bye. *

i love susan.


sendmemoney

:: 2002 15 August :: 9.59pm
:: Mood: distressed
:: Music: cam'ron - hey ma

*~i don’t know if those forty minutes and maybe once a month will be enough for me . if i knew from the start how this was going to end then why am i stuck here in the middle, not letting it be over ? but it is not just me . you are holding on too, and you can’t deny it. i can see it in the way you confide things in me that nobody else knows ( ... it was a night ) and the way that i am the first person you call when you are upset. it can’t all be sweet talk, can it ? because if it is, then i am ridiculous because i feel the same way. when you hugged me tonight, my eyes welled up with tears, and i bit my lip so hard that i drew blood. and you smiled, and we laughed, and we sang our song until that part we can never get past, and i wondered how i could create such a sincere smile, and you drove away after reassuring me that nothing was going to change. it is changing, though . i knew it was going to, so this should not be hard. but you had never hung up with me for somebody else before. did you have to call me back when i was in the middle of writing about you ?~*

1 lover | i love susan.


plainmornings

:: 2002 14 August :: 6.27pm

.. where to start.. geez.. its school lol

1st day of school. umm it was a white day so I have chem, band, eng & bio. Chem was stupid, I felt stupid.. umm band was lame, when i went 2 go grease my slide the bell rang (figures) um english.. christ. The first day and I'm already failing lol theres NO WAY I passed that quiz ehh... stupid book... Bio... we took a stupid mock AP Bio exam.. I was really really tired & couldn't get past question 50 cuz i was falling asleep. Fun I know lol

ummm.. school again. back to the same old bull crap..::sigh::

tomorrow is the first green day of a year.. should be uhh. fun? lol yay. okay done.

16 lovers | i love susan.


plainmornings

:: 2002 13 August :: 1.30pm

And so here it is... the last day of summer... although over, this summer has been one of the most incredible I have ever had.. I got to work with some fantastic kids, travel to Europe, make a gazillion woohu friends lol, met the man of my dreams <3, survived band camp, got naked w/kiddies & saw Drews cock lol... good times...

Hopefully this year won't be as bad as everyone says it is... i'm sure it'll be over before i know it... and so, the saga begins..

o. future agenda. (for sure)
1. Thanksgiving in Disney
2. Winter break in Cali <- which means I get to see my bestfriend from middle school Tal!!! how awsome!

2 lovers | i love susan.


plainmornings

:: 2002 13 August :: 12.03am

crazy times part deux
umm read the entry lol thats me & Nicole (alwaysyours) <3 the rest of the pics are a bit too racey to post but ask bout them & mayb i'll give you the link lol


heh if you thought last night was eventful then ahhh cuz tonight royally kicked last nights ass :0) where to start... well.. Ben came & got me around 8:45. When he got here he already had Drew, Nicole, Sara & Abby. We then drove to the rag shop to say hi to Danielle and to Target to get batteries. Me knowing entirely too many people ran into a girl i knew at Target and it turns out if you connect all the people together she technically knew Ben and Drew too .. and Izzy for that matter. After that we went 2 Burger King. That was loads of fun.. I saw a sign for a "love shake" <- chocolate covered cherries shake and insisted that we chip together our money and buy it... well. it was kinda gross lol actually scratch that. it was VERY gross. Right. Sooo after that we went 2 Kava to find Danielle. We stayed there for a good 2min o yeah. on the way to Kava Andrew & Nicole got naked again and I was sitting in between them.. it was.. educational lol after all that we drove to A1A where we continued to play red light and once again Drew & Nicole were naked & Sara & I were in our underwear.. well I was topless but yeah. Ben had a disposable camera soo my friends, yes this is all caught on film lol We drove south on A1A and ended up in freaking Pompano.. it was soo much fun, at first Andrew was all covering himself and shit then he was like fuck it.. we have crazy pics of Bob <- the builder riding his cock.. its soo funny.. Drew made his cock twitch. It was cool. Oh yeah. I'm also supposed to say that Drews all cock. soo there, Andrew Stuart Kerr is all cock haha right. Well Nicole hung her ass out the window and umm we went 2 Canadia and Bangkok and the Bahamas and Bermuda and Mr.Fish haha We dropped off Sara & Abby @ Abbys house then stopped in someones driveway so we could all get dressed again. O yeah. theres a pic of me & Nicole touching toungues.. its guna b a pimp pic lol umm i think thats it.. we saw Ramona, she got her eyebrow pierced which was pretty pimp. Thats it. one more time, Andrew is all cock lol

o & Troy is the best :0) i am now the proud owner of an orange woohu magnet w/little letters <3

15 lovers | i love susan.


plainmornings

:: 2002 12 August :: 1.57pm

exitboot: I could get my mack on..
exitboot: With Sara B

haha Andy.. you crack me up :0)

i love susan.


plainmornings

:: 2002 11 August :: 11.57pm

Tonight was sooo pimp, definately woohu worthy :0) well.. Ben came 2 pick me up w/ Andrew, Paul, Nicole & Ramona. We decided to go 2 the movies but Ben didn't feel like driving soooo haha guess who got to drive :0) <- Vivi! good thing we're not dead ;0P well yeah. I drove to Shadowwood then they decided they wanted to go 2 Boomers sooo we went there. Ben decided that he wanted 2 drive so Paul & I got in the trunk (there are 2 seats back there) on the way to Boomers Drew screamed out the window & was like fucking w/some kids in a car next to us. that was freaky. well. we got 2 Boomers & the stupid ATM charged me $2.50 for withdrawling money (asshole.) umm I only got $2.00 worth of tokens considering that I suck majorly at video games. I decided to go up to the prize counter 2 c what prizes I could get and was surprised to see Jon Jimenez working there. We talked for a while and I told him that his prizes sucked and that i wanted 2500 tickets to get the bob the builder stuffed animal set. Welll he completely hooked me up which was AWESOME! He gave me his backpack which had like 500 tickets in it then gave me another 1500 in prize coupons. Nicole won a 500 ticket jackpot so between the two of us we got the bob the builder set. I kept Bob and Nicole got Wendy. It was sooo cool & I love Bob soo much, hes sooo pimp! O yea. Jon gave me a free sticky hand & harmonica too and a toy soldier :0) Jon is the coolest person in the world! umm okay. Well Boomers closed and Ben's friend Grace came 2 meet us @ Boomers. At first I just stood around w/Paul, Drew, Nicole & Ramona but eventually I walked over to Ben, Grace and her guy friend. We started talking and I mentioned to the guy that he looked really familiar.. turns out we went out back in the day lol I was in 8th and he was a freshman. That was pretty cool.. pretty random yeah. well we left Boomers & took Ramona home. After we dropped her off we decided to play "red light" basically at every red light you take off an article of clothing. Within a few red lights everyone was naked cept me cuz I was sitting in back & didn't want yucky old men looking at me nakedly. Well I had my shirt off and such & Drew, Paul & Nicole were butt naked. It was quite amusing. Pauls reallly sexy naked heh. Well yes. We dropped off Nicole then headed back to Boca. On the way we all started talking and it turns out Paul never had any idea that I liked him.. it was kinda sad.. oh and Andrew was all like "i wanted you soo bad freshman year" haha people want me.. thats a joke.. right. well I got dropped off and here I am now. Only thing i'm wondering about is where the hell is Troy? o well

<3(heart)<3 for Ben, Drew, Paul, Nicole & Ramona & Jon heh

6 lovers | i love susan.


sendmemoney

:: 2002 11 August :: 4.27pm
:: Mood: bitter
:: Music: desaparecidos - what's new for fall

*~it's so good to know that i'm the only one who cares anymore. i cant believe you would throw everything we had away over something as trivial as this. and i hope when you're older and look back on your life you remember the ones who were there for you when nobody else was. and you will wonder what happened to them. and wonder why you are so alone. and pick up the phone to call somebody to comfort you, and you will have nobody to call, because you threw out the ones who really care about you for the ones who pretend to. i can see you smiling now. i am happy for your new life, because you are getting what you deserve. so enjoy it, darling, while you still have it, because this newfound happiness is fleeting. and it will soon be gone, along with everybody who used to be such an integral part of your life. you might as well throw those pictures into the fire i am using to burn mine. and together we will destroy our memories and our bond, if the fire can survive my tears.~*

3 lovers | i love susan.


plainmornings

:: 2002 11 August :: 2.41pm

you know.. everyone always laughs @ me & calls me a loser when I meet people & already know them from woohu... well. its NOT loserish. AJ met Magda (psycobabi not abdel-fattah) and shes on woohu. Sooo no more making fun of Vivi :0( I happen to like my journal.

8 lovers | i love susan.


plainmornings

:: 2002 11 August :: 12.42am

well hello. I stayed at the band party for exactly 25min then left for the show. The show was okay.. it was cool to see everyone.. pretty much all ATL kids. <- I saw Tomas <3 yes yes well.. umm we were late so we missed Jaded at the swingset and Drowning Ophelia. Andrew had it taped so i watched it at his house (ehh.. we're not there yet) well yeah. we were late so i missed Binh and Paul and other people :0( blah. yeah so afterwards we went back to Drew's place & watched the tape of the show & then we watched Totally in tune & part of Dogma. umm then we left. I showed Danielle the short cut to get to Atlantic Ave. through the ghetto well there was some crazy shit going on.. cops everywhere & about a billion cars & black people everywhere! it was pretty crazy.

oh yeah. Pete is a really cool kid. We hung out @ the party.. i showed him around plus the hotdog dog & the fat cat. yes yes... too bad hes a sophomore.. too bad hes Dianes brother lol

almost sleep time.. although i will wait a little while for you...

i love susan.


plainmornings

:: 2002 10 August :: 6.23pm

well hello there readers :0) <- assuming there are any...

yes yes. Last day of band camp (thank god lol) ummm now i'm going to the band party & the No Parking, Drowning Ophelia show. It should be fun, support the kiddies there :0) ummm... I should be home aroung midnight or possibly later. <3

... ehh mayb then i'll have something to write about heh.

sivloowvaeayqopu...

1 lover | i love susan.


plainmornings

:: 2002 9 August :: 9.20pm

wow. Thoroughly amazed at the Disney Channel ... I was watching the movie Moto-Crossed & in the middle of a scene "At the top of the world" came on! Those of you who know me know that i WORSHIP The Juliana Theory & ahhhhh!!! I was like OH SHIT! it was sooo rad haha.

Band camp. umm we learned 3 sets lol buttt we can march em w/music. I'm R-6 right in front for most of the show so its pretty cool. Kevin came 2 visit today & he brought me ICE CREAM!!! The bestest friend in the whole wide world :0) My freshman are great :0P Betttter then any of the other ones heh. Ahh band party tomorrow night.. rather its the "Thank God Band Camps Over" party... right . its at merkels house soooo not so bad i suppose. I think i'm guna go 4 a bit then leave cuz I wana c Andrews band play. Mayb catch the last No Parking show too. Yes Yes.

Ah. I was wrong bout the piano thing.. it wasn't a concert of Waxman etudes.. rather 24 Chopin Preludes, 3 pieces by Ravel & 11 movements of Frague. Wonderful fun haha. Chilled w/Kevy after.. went back 2 his place & watched Mallrats. Jason Lee = super duper hot! snoochie boochies!

1 lover | i love susan.

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