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2005 25 November :: 1.59pm
Proof that I'm becoming an elitist condescending adult:
Every time I see an entry on a weblog that looks like this:
"oh man why cant i just have love but no one will love me becaus i suck and there's no way anyone can love a thing like me because i suck and everything i do cuz i have no worth and i should just die becaues n oone cares and ill never ever be loved and i'm so alone and theres no hope for me cuz no one understands"
...The first thing I want to do is look for the person's age. It could be the bad grammar. It could be the lack of capitalization or punctuation. It could be the lack of specific explanations or thought of any kind. But the main thing is, I doubt the maturity of entries like this. The people I've kept on my friends list use proper English, and sometimes proper French or Japanese as well.
The other reason I doubt the maturity of these bloggers is that, yes. I'm like everyone else. If I'm supposed to believe that someone who's never worried about the cost of food or where they'll be living in a few months' time has problems worth reading, I want to read some kind of actual justification. Just because this is the internet doesn't mean you're excused from actual communication.
In conclusion: Quit your bitching or at least start bitching in a way that makes people believe your problems have some relevance.
This time of year I'm thankful for a lot of things. I'm thankful that no matter what has happened to me or is likely to happen, my problems will still never be that bad. I look at victims of wars, diseases and natural disasters all over the world and see that it can always be worse. I have it pretty damn good, and so do most people who live in an area where computer access makes blogging possible.
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jaganshi
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2005 25 November :: 1.57pm
I'm getting my WIS teeth out over winter break. As a result, my mother wants me to plan to be totally incapacitated for two weeks. This is the royal edict. This means I cannot plan to go to Brian's house over break. Why can't we just see what happens and maybe I'll be able to do it? Fantastic question! Because! My mother is buying me plane tickets. She will be doing this within the next day or two. This means that she'll be buying me a ticket back to Indianapolis. This means that the Fords couldn't drive me home to Indy without wasting a perfectly good plane ticket.
This all has one grand implication. I stay with my parents and endure not only oral surgery but four weeks around them, or else be a selfish ungrateful bitch for not wanting to be away from Brian for that long. That's what it means. And there's nothing I or anyone else can do about it.
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hallish
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2005 10 November :: 8.55pm
:: Music: Snoopy vs The Red Baron - Royal Guardsmen
You don't see me stealing this. o.o
HORK'D FROM SNEKIMAN.
1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at?: Hair. One thing that doesn't suck. n_n
2. How much cash do you have on you?: 1.90 in fucking change. -_-
3. What's a word that rhymes with your name?: ... Uhh.. Hallish. O___X
4. Favorite flower?: o.o Pass.
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed/received/dialed call list on your cell phone: Well, I only have three, so the last one is Senki. XD From fucking October 12th. XD
6. What is your main ring tone on your phone?: Pachelbel Canon. (Blame Evangelion: Death and Rebirth for that. <3 )
7. What shirt are you wearing?: Yellow Submarine Blue Meanie shirt. BEDSHIRT. <3
8. Do you "label" yourself?: Nothx.
9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?: Uh, I did have blue Converse on. O_o
10. Bright or Dark Room?: Half. The desk light only illuminates the desk area. XD
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?: BESTFWEND. T_T *nodnod*
12. Ever "spilled the beans"?: ... Nope. I can hold secrets like Pipsy can hold alcohol.
13. What were you doing at 2 this morning?: Watching a show on the Me Bf 109 just so I could see Vati. XD (Yes, I'm fucking serious. )
14. What did your last text message you received on your cell phone say?: Hell if I know, I delete them after a week. XD
15. Do you ever click on banners or pop-ups?: Do I bitch about having computer viruses? Exactly. (That's a no. :3 )
16. What's a saying that you say a lot?: "That was weak. :|"
17. Who told you they loved you last?: ... I think it was mom. XDDD
19. How many drugs have you done in the past three days ?: None -_-.
20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?: ... One. Pictures when I had long hair. LONG. FUCKING. HAIR. XD And a couple of my Rommel thingy that I painted and put together.
21. Favorite age you have been so far?: 15 into 16. MIDYEAR'D. XD
22. Your worst enemy?: .. I have a lot of those in school. XD How about we just round it up to anyone who's an extreme capitalist?
23 What is your current desktop picture?: MARSEILLE. <3 A colour one, even.
24. What was the last thing you said to someone?: "It smells like shit in here." Commenting on a nasty stench of neighboursfood to mother. :| Who wholeheartedly agreed.
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a major regret?: The money, of course. :| I don't regret stuff that's been done already. And besides. I could have anything I wanted with that fucking money. T_T AND WE WOULDN'T HAVE TO FUCKING WORRY ABOUT GETTING EVICTED.
26. Do you love / like someone?: ... I could. (I bet everyone knows what I'm thinking. )
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Jaganshi
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2005 30 October :: 1.02am
I return for a quick post.
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hallish
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2005 23 October :: 8.17pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: From Me to You // The Beatles
So, yeah. O_o
Doing Beatle art now. It's been a fuck of a while. XD About 2 months. e.e My thread is still up on Gaia, but I keep telling people who want art to PM me if I don't get back to them in a reasonable amount of time. No one seems to listen. :|
So I'm doing one now though. n_n I think I might make George's eyes like Kaworu's. o.o I'onno.
Weekend = Fun.
Next weekend = Halloween party on saturday into sunday. <3 I'mma be a hippie again. XD Spitfire pilot sounded good on paper, but extreme capitalism prevents me from doing anything nowadays. Kthx.
School tomorrow. Should be boring like always, with a few good thingson the side. Like, NO GYM CLASS.
English. Reading the Crucible.
US history. Always been a boring subject.
Graphics. Gotta finish a project somehow.
Lunch! OHFUCKINGFINALLY. XD
Geometry. Actually did my homework.
German IV Honours. Easy. <3
Chemistry. Mole Day! We get to make a periodic table out of cupcakes, then eat it. So I'm not eating anything at lunch tomorrow. Not that I normally do. XD;
That's tomorrow. Then I gotta apply for my job. I hope I get it. :|
Then... Home. Then Homework. Online. Bed.
... O_o Weird. My cycle of spending my time kinda sucks. XD At least in Gym we don't have to play Basketball anymore. That sucked ballsacks. O_o;
I'll probably play Eternal Darkness and watch Death and Rebirth somewhere in there to make it less boring and redundant.
OH! THURSDAY. TWELVE FUCKING THIRTY AM. NEON GENESIS EVANGELION EPISODE TWO.
That's the high point of the school week! n_n <33
I'mma continue that drawing now. n_n
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