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2005 22 May :: 4.42pm
:: Music: System of a Down - Revenga
See that satellite? It's a star.
I'm home alone, everyone went shopping for bedding. I hate gloomy, gray days like this. They make me feel tired. I know if it was nice out, I would be bursting with energry. But when it's like this...blah.
I think next weekend could end up being an early start to one of the best summers of all time. Lets just hope everything works out.
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bleedingsun
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2005 21 May :: 9.39am
:: Music: A Perfect Circle
Dodge this
I went with Josh and his brother last night to see Episode III, and it was better than I expected. Lots of light saber battles, which are the only good parts of any of the movies. I just hate how they ruin half the movie by talking about the Republic and the Senate and all that shit. Who cares about democracy? Just show me someone getting their limbs chopped off, that's all I want.
Yoda is badass.
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bleedingsun
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2005 20 May :: 3.42pm
:: Music: Tool
Let go
I just realized how I feel about you.
You make me sick.
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2005 19 May :: 8.58pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Led Zeppelin
work
I just got home from my first day back to work sence my surgeory, i'm pretty sore but it was a nice night. Except for the lady who yelled at me because we ran out of size 1 roller blades, and all i could do was apologize and offer a different size rather then saying well now you get no blades.
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2005 19 May :: 7.09pm
i finally found a computer to update on. yay. i've been doing ok i suppose. today wasn't a good day though. too many things were just not going my way and i'm really getting sick of people. i want them all to just... go away sometimes. i guess i know what you mean now Ben. seniors are gone now. the hallways seem so empty and most of my friends are gone now. you will all be missed greatly. me and adam went to "the club" today. it was depressing. just me and him. no joe. no em. no brent to walk me to bio. it was like the cherry on top of a horrible day. then i went to practice and it was cold and raining and i rolled my ankle on the ball and it KILLS now. but we dont have practice tomorrow so thats good. our last game is wed. its pretty crazy. but i'm ready for it to be done. dont get me wrong, i love it but i need a break really really bad. i'm so stressed out lately and it makes me not a fun person to be around as i'm sure you all noticed. i've been trying to get a handle on things but i just cant for some reason. i feel like blowing up at people for no reason at all. so i keep to myself and of course theres always the person who keeps on asking you over and over again if you're all right and no matter how many times you say you are they just keep asking and then you want to go off on them and its just not good. *sigh* i'm gonna stop now. i've complained enough for all my missed entries put together.
~Re~
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2005 19 May :: 4.42pm
:: Music: Tool
Oh fuck..
So the hair cut was a disaster.
Oh well, hair grows. I just hate how it curls out at the end. I'm going back to get it fixed tomorrow.
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I took a nap around 6:30, I just woke up and it's 11 o'clock. Great, now I won't be able to fall asleep.
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bleedingsun
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2005 18 May :: 6.08pm
:: Music: Clutch - Rock and Roll Outlaw
Get up in ma bit-nass
I got my eyes checked today. It seems they've gotten better since I last got glasses, which was about three years ago. I figured they were worse, since I haven't worn them in about two years because I tried my glasses on a few weeks ago and it was sort of blurry, but the guy said they were better. I'm not getting contacts, I decided on glasses because I found a pair that I actually like this time. I forgot how bad my eyes are, but when I looked through that little thing that they have, it was amazing how much clearer everything became. It'll be a lot better driving once I can actually see more than twenty feet ahead of me.
The lady who talked to us about insurance and what pair of glasses I wanted was this really cool black lady with dreds. She was making jokes, that were actually funny unlike most doctor people's jokes, and my mom just couldn't stop laughing.
Oh, and I got Taco Bell on the way home. Mmm...I love it. Spicy Chicken Burritos are the best.
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2005 15 May :: 10.23am
I'm the only person left in the house who wants to go to church but sence i'm also the only one who can't drive i can't go. Everyone is turkey hunting, whats more important shooting a bird or church?
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BigBen61
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2005 14 May :: 7.45pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Third Eye Blind
Hey, will you stay a while.
My smile will not mislead you,
Cause I've been alone, my faith turned to stone,
Still there's something in you, that I believe in,
Close to your pierce,
I go wild and fierce,
Still I let you be,
I feel you next to me,
'Cause outside I feel,
A wind it starts to blow,
I'm taken in your undertow.
Everything is fine I'm lonely all the time,
Cause All I want to do is be there for the things that you're going through,
Well is it good for you,
Is it good for you.
Cause you haunt my nights when I don't know where my life should go,
Well is it good for you,
Is it good for you.
Hey, child please stay awhile.
My smile will not mislead you.
Cause I've been without.
I go wild with doubt,
I grab at you,
I can't stop grabbing at you,
Cause I feel you cross my mind in disarray, intoxicated ricochet,
There's nothing wrong,
just don't take too long,
Cause all I want to do is be there For the things that you're going through.
Well is it good for you,
Is it good for you?
Cause you haunt my nights when I don't know where my life should go,
Well is it good for you?
Is it good for you?
All I want to do is be there for the things that you're going through.
Well is it good for you (good for you)?
Well is it good for you (good for you)?
Cause you haunt my nights when I don't know where my life should go, (my life should go)
Well is it good for you (good for you)?
Well is it good for you?
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2005 14 May :: 2.04pm
:: Music: Motion City Soundtrack
All clear...
"Hey Mom, feel like being really scared?" - Ron
"What...?" - My Mom
"Well, I was thinking I could drive today." - Ron
I don't know why I'm so afraid of driving, but I am. I can barely control my body and I run into shit all the time, how am I going to be able to control a chunk of metal that weighs two tons?
We'll see, I guess.
One thing is for sure: I'm going to need contacts before I ever take drivers training. I'm blind as a bat. No, I'm probably even more blind since I don't have sonar. Dude, that would be sweet if I had sonar. I can see it now...or rather, sense it. Heh...I'm dumb.
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I just did it. I can't believe myself, why was I so scared? Now I want to drive. A lot. My mom wouldn't let me go on 20 mile though, so we just drove around the development. Woo, I'm excited.
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BigBen61
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2005 13 May :: 11.36pm
BEST NIGHT EVER!
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bleedingsun
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2005 13 May :: 5.10pm
:: Music: Coldplay
Hungry like a squirrel
I'm in the mood for a bagel right now.
Give me some of that creamy cheesey goodness.
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2005 11 May :: 6.25pm
:: Music: A Perfect Circle - Judith "Renholder" Mix
Lying; laughing while crying
*Updates about how cool it is that we don't have school tomorrow, and also how dumb Ryan is for bringing mercury to school*
Dooouuuucccchhe Baaaaag.
I worked throughout the day on my homework that was due in English, and I finally finished it in art, right before I found out I wouldn't be going to 6th hour. Oh well, at least I finished it.
I got my math unit test back today, and I got a pretty good grade on it for how hard it was. I was surprised I did so well, but that's how I am. I don't pay attention during class, and I never do work then either. I never even understand it. But somehow, miraculously, I get great grades on tests. I love it.
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2005 9 May :: 6.42am
:: Mood: blah
I felt like crap all last night, and I couldn't fall asleep until 1:30. Well, at least it was 1:30 the last time I looked at the clock. Let's see how much sleep I got.
5:30 - 1:30 = 4 hours of sleep
I woke up this morning feeling even crappier, but I decided to get ready anyway, to see if I would start to feel any better. Obviously I didn't. I fucking hate missing school. I'm already behind in english, and today is just going to set me back even further. If I start to feel better, I'm definitely going for the rest of the day, even if it's just for 6th hour.
I need sleep, goodnight or..whatever
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2005 7 May :: 5.16pm
:: Music: Red Hot Chili Peppers
How about, shit no?
Someone fucking save me. I'm trapped here until 8 with two little brat kids and Mark's mom and sister.
Gah...*dies a slow and painful death*
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