:: 2008 16 June :: 4.50 am
:: Mood: frustrated

Cant believe it actuaaly happened
Y menya kak vsegda, xoroshego nechego nety. your mom asked me for the pics an d i told her that most likely I will do it. However, I didnt have anytime to put all the pic on the cd and give it to her. And she tried calling me in the morning but I was sleeping cause i had work the night before. She called my house and my kasen picked up and told her that i was sleeping, so she asked him to wake mee up. When he was waking me up I said to tell your mom that i was sleeping he said he did, but she asked him to wake me up, then i said tell her that i am sick. so he told her and she got mad at me because I think that she heard me saying all of this. When I woke up i didnt remember anything and i asked my kasen what i said to t Sveta. He told me the story and now I dont even now what to do cause you know your mom, she will not talk to me for very long time. and she will prob tell you something about me behaving like that. Say that i am sorry and i seriously didnt say it counseaslly (i knoiw i spelled this word wrong, dont fell like cheking the spelling in dictionary, sorry). And yea, today was a very not nice noght for me. I wrote about it on facebook. I will write it again just for the information, so basically you dont have to read it twice. I was walking home yesterday after work and one guy started following me. i thought it was really weird. He looked really suspicious. He got into the same elevator with me, so i thought may be he lives in my building. Thanks god i was on the phone with Nate, because other way he would def try to rape me or something. however, when i was coming out of the elevator, i said good night to Nate and the guy heard it. He came out with me and started saying that he is looking for some guy who leaves on the 6th floor and he asked me to talk to his wife and translate for him because he doesnt speak english. I said No and turned around and started walking to my appt. Etot osel vzal i podnyal mne ubky i eje zayavil s ylibochkoy "That is it. Im not looking for anyone. I just wanned to see your ass." I run to my appt. On mnya eje sprasil if it is ok!! I wanned to wake my stepfather up, so he would punch him or something, but then i changed my mind because i got scared that next time this guy will def try to rape me or something. Now i am scared to even walk home by myself, now everytime I am gonna park like 5 blocks away from my house I will call car service. I am so upset now. I cant even fall asleep. well, except for these two things nothing else happaned to me. Oy, yeaa one more thing which should not surprise you lol i broke very expensive table at work. I thoiht that my boss would fire me. Thank god he didnt he just screamed at me. I offered him money because i felt bad but he didnt wanna take it.

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:: 2008 23 May :: 4.11 pm
:: Mood: nostalgic

Well today was a pretty good day, not considering some minor annoyances. I'm getting kind of annoyed with the theater majors, the other group has 2 guys and 2 girls in it, so I'm definately not about to be the fifth wheel, the other 2 non theater majors seem to be best friends and one of them doesn't seem to like me all that much and I'm basically stuck with this girl and a boy that are total dorks, but it's ok. We're not allowed to go anywhere by ourselves because there have been attacks on Americans and apperantly I sound more american than russian, which is not a big surprise. It was so funny, I was crossing the street today and there was this really cute guy on a motorcycle, he was looking at me and I looked at him, so of course as always I'm holding my head high and I'm all like whatever and I passed by and then I'm all like OMG this guy was totally hot to the girl I was with and in the middle of the street I turn completely around to look back at him and keep walking and the whole time he was still looking at me. I was like ok the fact that I was checking that guy out was just like sooo obviouse to every person on the street. There are a few indians and pakistanis here, but certainly not more than brits. I live in a good area though, whithin walking distance of everything possible, not too far from Big Ben, so there are also a lot of tourists here, which is not such a great thing, but this is coming from me while I'm probably the worst tourist ever, taking pictures of completely everything. I saw two girls walking in Oxford University sweatshirts today and I was soo jealous, I was like omg they go to Oxford, that's one dream, I'll never be able to achieve, but then I saw those sweatshirts selling in a souvenir stand close by. We were looking for a restaurant to go eat today and all the places were like either fast food or sandwitches or whatever, so I saw a restaurant and I was like yes, we can go in here and we didn't realize it was indian untill we actually sat downand looked at the menu. The food was good, what got me really mad is when everyone started counting every penny, exactly how much they had with like the exact change, so I just paid twice as much as I was supposed to, because that got me really emberrassed, I hate when people do that, so from now on I'm definately just asking for a separate check. Today is this one girl's bday and everyone is going out but I decided to stay in because I am absolutely exhausted and my feet hurt like hell, so I'm probably going to sleep very soon, I've been going to bed really early here, but then of course I've been waking up extremely early, so even thogh the fact that I'm not going with them is definately going to alienate me even more from the rest but I can't help it, I'm not about to go be annoyed by a bunch of loud people when I'm tired as it is. I miss everyone like crazy, it seems like so much time passed already. I miss and think about Johnny a lot, which is of course a bad thing, but I wish I could help it, I didn't miss him so much even when I was in NY, but I hope it'll pass soon. I really miss and love everyone very very much. <3 ~Vik.

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:: 2008 22 May :: 3.25 pm

WHAT HAPPENED WHILE vIK WAS STILL IN nEW yoRK
coming up sooonnn


PS i love you, and i seriously didnt have time. i promise ill do it sometime this week. =))

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:: 2008 22 May :: 3.10 pm

Vik this is for you!!!!!
HEllo!!! im so happy that you are loving it there cause, my neigbour told me that there are more pakistane people than british and it got me a little upset. But anyway, you already had some awesome experiences there. im glad that you are getting alone with everyone. I really want to see pictures, so you better put them on facebook cause my myspace doesnt work. Yesterday i was about to punch my computer cause o0f it. I spoke to your mom she told me that you posted some pictures and everything is ok with you which actually made my day. besides the fact that everything is allright with you, yesterday was a really bad day. i had to go to the city for no reason, they didnt hire me and i got very upset cause everyone needs experience (like 1 or 2 years). It is really frustarating and now im gonna need to find a job in the office or something because there is no point going for waitressing, they will not hire me anyway. what made my day even worse is that i fainted and i felt like shit after that..... today I woke up at 3 pm =)) gonna go to emons and try to find a job there, if not then i dont even know what to do..... Julia wants to introduce me to this really hot columbian guy from her school, i dont really want to cause there is no point you know.... im tired of guys... well i still talk to vaid, i dont even know why, he calls me everyday now and we talkk for like 2 3 hours lol i really dont know whats up with that but listen he is funny and everytime i talk to him, he cheers me up. Olya is always working so we dont chill as much , we chilled only once after you left, but I hanged out with Ulichka like couple of times, you know what as more i chill with her as more i start liking her more. She is very cool girl!!! but you know you are the best!!!! and i miss you like crazy, me and Julia spoke about you and me not seeing each other for 6 months and i almost started crying... i am so gratefull that i met you and we became so close!!! i love you to death!!!! and miss you like crazy already!!! About a prince charming, i will say that you will def find someone other way it wouldnot be you lol i like you little adventures!!! esp searching for tube station, you found gay bar lol that what we would do lol
ok sweety, i need to go to emons and try to do something with my life.... ill talk to you later, mwaaaaa Ulichka and Olichka say HIIIIIII and MMwwaaaa
WE ALL MISS YOU !!!!!

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:: 2008 7 May :: 8.20 pm

few more words
Yea last night was def a great night, fun night. Vik is so funny, she got a leather burn and now she cannt even walk, ona y nas teper koleka .... lol it is really funny, how can you get a leather burn???? I just came back from outside, and guess who i saw there??? very fake person, Caitlin our RA. I cannt stand that she pretends to be cool with us and then gives us dirty looks. when i saw her, I said hi and she looked at me like ya vrag naroda and then said hi and smiled!!! wf is her problem?? We are not forcing you to like us, it is ok. A lot of people dont like us and we are ok with it!!! Johnny is an asshole and I hate him because he hurt my wifes feelings!!!! I agree with Vik, I hope his next girlfriend will treat him like a piece of shit!!! well I think that is it for today and hopefully for this semester, but with us you never know....
Love Irina

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