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2007 31 October :: 10.20am
Song or Suicide
Sorrow rebuild me as I step out of the light
Misery strengthen me as I say my goodbyes
I heal my wounds with grief
And dream of you
And weep myself alive
Sleepwalking Past Hope
I hid the keys to unlock love's heart
To hold you in my sweetest pain and suffering
Everything's unfair in our lust and war
Redemption beyond right and wrong
In our hearts love keeps sweet-talking to despair
And goes on sleepwalking past hope
All is lost in this war
And all we can do is to wail and weep to the saddest song
Sleepwalking past hope
I unlit the light to embrace the dark
To be near but not to turn into you my darling
Forever we're lost in our souls' storm
Reflections of each other's faults
I gave up long ago
Painting love with crimson flow
Ran out of blood and hope
So I paint you no more
My hell begins from the 10th and descends to the circle
Six hundred threescore and six
And from there I crawl beneath Lucifer's claws just for one last kiss
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2007 30 October :: 10.35am
I've decided I can't do art anymore.
Not...straight art anyway. Like..drawing and painting and such. I can't help but feel creative in most things. But as for just plain drawing, I don't think I can do it anymore.
And I've also decided that I'm going to give up on almost everything. Except for pure friendship. And see where I will end up.
I hold on to too much pointlessness...
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2007 30 October :: 8.37am
:: Music: Daniel Lioney
Who knew celebrities had their own myspaces? Like, for reals.
They're hard to find, but they're out there.
=]
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2007 27 October :: 5.16pm
HIM
Well, as Addison has given the analytical view, I will give the fun, fan view. =P
Well, I made it, there were quite a few times where I didn't think I'd be able to. about 30 hours without sleep, plus about a gazillion cigarette's worth of smoke making me sick to my stomach. I made it through the whole show okay. =]
The lights went dark, and Linde starts playing. for about 30 seconds....
Then finally, the lights come on, and Gas, Mige, and Burton join in. And finally (honestly, I don't even know where he came from, he was just suddenly there =/ ) Ville comes out, and even better, with a giant smile on his face, like there was no where else he'd rather be right then. Thats a great impression to give, I think. It was contagious in any case. =]
And so they opened with "Passion's Killing Floor" and continued on through many of my favorites.
I was very impressed. I always knew they were fantastic live, from watching other live videos and hearing other people's recounts from shows they had been to. But when you're actually there yourself, it is so much different.
I literally had to force myself to stay awake, having gone nearly 30 hours without sleep, but I just couldn't miss it. At one point, I had to leave our spot up front, and at least make a pit stop to the bathroom, watching the rest of the show from the back, but it was all good. It was a small theatre, and you could still see them quite well from the back, and plus, you could really see all the guys at once, without having to try and peer over people's heads.
After the show, Erica comes up to me and says, "Eddy! Eddy, come here! Is that Bam!?!" Haha, sadly, it wasn't, he was a very good look-alike (intentional) and people were calling him 'Bam' but it wasn't. And plus he sounded nothing like him. I wish I had gotten a picture of him though. When Erica pointed him out to me, he looked at us, and it would have been a bit awkward for me to pull out my camera and take a picture I think.
Before the show, Mige came out, and was signing autographs, and taking pictures and what not. I was on the phone, and I'm a bit shy =/ so I kinda...didn't run up to him or anything (even though he was 5 feet away) and just continued in the line. I kind of felt bad, like I was ignoring him or something, lol. After the show we went and were waiting a little bit by the bus. When Mige was the first one out, and he had a small group gathering around him. Then he walked by us, and I was too damned shy to ask for a picture again. v_v There were some dumbasses there who kept, almost literally plastering themselves against the bus' door, and even one girl who opened the door and went to go inside. (she didn't realize there were already security people and whatnot in there) And even one girl who....was quite....disgustingly freaky. She had one of those liberty spikes-shaved head things going on, with fishnet panty hose, shiny red leather skirt, and even better...a fish net shirt. Completely fishnet shirt. She was wearing stickers if you know what I mean.
The security guard was getting super pissed at people, which I don't blame him. I think I would have too. XD At one point, the semi was backing up to the trailer of all their equipment, and was about 10 feet away from the trailer when a couple more dumbasses decided that that was enough room to run between a moving semi and the trailer it was trying to back up to.
At one point, a car drives by, and a guy sticks his head out the window, and asks what band had played that night. I say "HIM" and show him the flier I had in my hand. And he says "Ahhh, Bam Margera's Band" I'm like "Yeah.........................." Fuckin' tard. I like Bam, I do. But I hate when people think Bam brought HIM in to existence. True, many in America didn't know about HIM before Bam advertised them. But claiming that HIM is Bam's band....come on. Be a little more ignorant.
Anyway, after a bit of excitement of that sort, I started to feel even more nauseous, and decided I couldn't wait for Ville or the others to come out. And we started to head back to the car. I walked about 10 steps and seriously felt like throwing up, so I kneeled down on the ground, ready to do so. =/ That's when Linde came out and got on the bus. (no point to the story but I thought Id share that part =] ) So after about 4 or 5 mins of sitting on the ground, I felt alright to get back up and head to the car again. I didn't actually throw up, which I was glad for. A little ways on we heard the screams that meant that Ville had finally come out, and watched as the door of the bus became a giant mob of screaming girls. Honestly, with all he has, sometimes I really feel sorry for that man. (I know what some of you are thinking at this point, and fyi, no, I would not ><) So, I finally got to the car and we headed to Jessa's, (Thank you sooooooooooo much for letting us stay!!) Where I fell asleep within half an hour of walking in the door, and when Jessa decided she wanted to take pictures of me sleeping, apparently and persuaded Addison to do the same ><
When we got up, we specifically searched around Chicago for a Long John Silvers. =] It was fun! And we did eventually find it, so it was even better. At which point we decided it was time to go home. And so we did. Got home about 7:30 last night, where I slept, had to get up at 10 to go to work, got home this morning and slept til about 3. Which brings me to this point now. =]
I'm so ready to do it again.
Pictures!!
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2007 24 October :: 9.45pm
I want one of these, but I think it would piss me off too much.
Watch the video!
Click Me
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2007 24 October :: 10.12am
I'm Going Slightly Mad
For some strange reason he reminds me of John Brooks in this video.
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Click Me
I don't know what my sudden fascination with Freddie Mercury is today, but I was looking up photos, and came across this site here.
Good god, I just want to punch people like that in the face. What makes them think they are able to judge anyone?
EDIT: Damn, link isn't working for some reason. I'll just post the article here and cut it.
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2007 20 October :: 4.35pm
Prepare to laugh. XD
Captain Planet
Kick ass.
EDIT:
Bloopers
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2007 18 October :: 11.56pm
ok so i think all of the shit with the apartment people is coming to a halt... and i do believe it is all settled....hopefully. im just so excited.... tomorrow is my last day at kfc, my last day in CS... my last alot of stuff but the new chapter in my life is going to be so much more grand. the only thing is i have to wait about the school thing. i really really want to get back, but i cant until all the paperwork is figured out and i get all my shit straitened out.
is it bad that i am starting college so late??? god i mean i know exactly what i want to do for the rest of my life its just taking me forever to do it. fortunately for me it will only take tj like a year to get his stuff done, then we can focus on my career. and another great thing, my cousin in In is a drummer for this local band down there so i am hoping he can open us up to the music scene down there and at least get tj some one to play with since i cant play the guitar worth a damn and there is only so much i can do on the piano that sounds ok......
after talking with my mom today i realize she is 100% completely insane! arg.....
WE'RE PACKING UP THE TRUCK TOMORROW... N E ONE WHO WANTS TO HELP..... CALL ME... I DONT WANNA DO A WHOLE LOT OF WORK :)
and Katie u can come live with me.... since aparrently you are the only pal of mine i can handle more than a week of... gotta love BOA! HA. Shrimp in August 'till the end!!!!!!!
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2007 16 October :: 6.59pm
im sooooooo ready to leave i hate kfc and i hate living with his father....arg... but its all good we're gone soon
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2007 16 October :: 1.33am
Well the party is this weekend, seems like it was so far away lol. Its finally my week of not working that much, my work schedule is so messed up. I got my costume today for jimi party. I'm so excited, thank god someone had a party after october otherwise I would of missed out. So things are going pretty good. Just have to get rest of the apartment together for this weekend.
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2007 15 October :: 9.18pm
Who dreams about Napoleon Bonaparte wanting to get with them?
Me, apparently.
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2007 10 October :: 11.55pm
sometimes i wonder on the smarts of some of my friends,.,, i wonder that alot. oh well we leave in a week n a half and i cant wait. this place, this house, these people are all fucking crazy and i am sick of all the bullshit and drama>!>!
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2007 8 October :: 10.55pm
i cant wait until i get the fuck out of this shit hole state. i hate kfc i hate everything about it and not to mention i hate fuckin canadian bitchs who come and ruin my fuckin country!!!
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2007 7 October :: 11.46pm
This shit is funny
ok so i am not in high school n e more but this is right on!
You know you're a band geek if...
1. Band is your favorite sport.
2. You hum band songs in other classes.
3. You've ever done roll-step while walking with a full plate or glass to keep things from spilling.
4. You've never been on a Friday night date, thanks to the football games.
5. You walk in step with any music you hear.
6. A snake is a favorite activity, not an animal.
7. You would never go to a football game if not for band.
8. "Hey Baby" really is the only pick-up line you know.
9. You hear the phrase "tongue harder" on a regular basis.
10. You know that "one more time" actually means "four or five more times".
11. You can't watch Pirates of the Caribbean without wondering what formation you should be in.
12. It bothers you when the person walking next to you isn't in step.
13. Your band director's phone number is on speed dial.
14. When you retell some of your favorite memories of summer, you start with the phrase, "This one time at band camp..." and mean it.
15. All your friends are in band.
16. You've actually been to band camp and consider it the highlight of your summer.
17. You know how to play 10 popular-stand tunes, but know the words to none of them.
18. You point out key changes and dynamics when you listen to the radio.
19. You've never had to pay to get into a football/basketball game.
20. You've never sat in your class section at a pep rally because you're always playing.
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2007 7 October :: 11.24pm
Red Flannel Reflections
ok so i never realized how unfun red flannel is until i actually had time to go and be part of it. not even that but our community scares me. if its not teenage mothers, or fat hillbillies, or just the stupidity of the majority of the people here. oh well. the late night activities were much more fun...
first we went to go and meet katies bf in sparta and i have to say i like him, then we went to box n bonnies n hung out there for the rest of the night until like 4 am. wow is all i have to say. you know i never realized how much fun you can have by really doing a whole lot of nothin.... even if i didnt drink as much as everyone else i still had alot of fun! Tj was settin pats pants on fire, they were pissin on each others cars and there was many many many arguments on whether chevy is better then ford....ahh men they are so funny.
work definetly sucks ass. i am so ready to be done with kfc and all the bull shit i have to put up with.
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