Today is a New Day

:: 2006 7 May :: 5.44pm

Watching 'The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen'. Noticed again the character named "Dorian Gray" Which clicked in my memory the James Blunt song "Tears and Rain". Sample of the lyrics below. I remember hearing that song, and thinking I had heard the name before, but couldn't think of where or what it was. So I looked it up. Good ol' Wikipedia. Dorian Gray is a character in a novel written by Oscar Wilde The Picture of Dorian Gray. It's a really interesting story actually. =)

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.

Now I feel like looking up the other Characters

'What creature will become your nemesis?' at QuizGalaxy.com

:: 2006 7 May :: 3.10pm

Eddy's creature-nemesis:

The Dreaded JACK BAUER

Interesting.....

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skippi16

:: 2006 7 May :: 10.07am

today is our last concert ever, it makes me sad to think that i will wake up go to school and not play my clarinet! ahhhhhh what to do with my life!

n e ways, life is all good here no real news to report!

:: 2006 7 May :: 2.33am

Well, work tonight was interesting again. I had to close by myself for the first time. I don't recommend it. I was getting peeved at people. One guy came up and asked for a whole pizza and I just told him that we ran out of dough, because I did not want to make it. I had not the time nor energy. During closing time I was mopping the floor and Wayne was playing Eminen's "shake that ass" song really loud in the bar. This one guy, with a group of people walks by and says "shake that ass for me" And me, thinking, (more like hoping) he wasn't talking to me, just kept mopping, not even looking up. Then of course, my fear was confirmed when he says "or just keep mopping" To which a girl in the group begins to laugh at hysterically, all the way until they got out of the door. Probably even longer than that, but thank God I couldn't hear her anymore. It really wasn't that funny. I think they might have been drunk, the guy at least, the girl looked like she was only 17 or so. Got a check today that I didn't know I had. That's super cool. My legs and feet are gonna fall off I think. They hurt real bad.

I stink.

:: 2006 5 May :: 11.49pm
:: Mood: cold and lonely
:: Music: Catholic School Girls Rule - Red Hot Chili Peppers

Brr...
It's cold in my house.

And lonely...

I'm pretty cold and lonely right about now...

I think I'll go heat up my room and watch Wayne's World with my doggies...that sounds good to me! *thumbs up*=)

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:: 2006 5 May :: 7.52pm

Hey guess what everyone?!?! That's right! You got it! More StacySydneyJessicaAmanda movies!!! YAY!!!!!!!

We Hate This Fucking Bitch
The Tape
Whatcha Gon' Do Wit All Dat Ass?

Sorry no updates on the date yet. I know you're all dying to see the next in that series. It's coming soon, I promise!

:: 2006 5 May :: 3.02pm

errg...my mom is a meany weany sometimes. I can't go to the movies because she's homosexual...::mad face:: grr..!

:: 2006 4 May :: 9.42pm
:: Mood: eh...confused in some way..
:: Music: Fire, Water, Burn - The Bloodhound Gang

So I got my hair colored today and cut. I kinda dont like it now. I liked it at first but when I got home and looked in the mirror...It's just very very...red! =|oh well...it's just hair I guess...what can ya do?

After gettin' mah hair did...Kelly, Mindy, Eddy, Kevin and I all went to buffolo wild wings or whatever. I wasn't too hungry because Ash and I ate ourselves silly at McDonalds so yeah...Kevin ate and payed for my food...haha!

I skipped golf again today. She's going to be mad at me. Oh well...golf sucks..

I think Gravid, Kelly, Mindy, and I are all going to the movies tomorrow night but I dont know if I can or not. My mama is a bitch every now and then. I have a fucking family reunion on Saturday. Mindy you should go with me! lol! That would be awesome.

hmm...yeah. I don't know. Things are weird sometimes I guess but all you can really do is shrug it off and forget about them...*shrugs and forgets*

:: 2006 3 May :: 3.19pm
:: Mood: pissed with a passion

AGH!!!
So I just got my first speeding ticket no more than 30 minutes ago...! I was doing 69 in a 55 zone but he only marked me for doing 60. Probably because he saw the look on my face when he told me that my licence plate number didn't go to my car..it went to my mom's old car. And to top it off, my mom never put the new proof of insurance in the car it's still on the refridgerator. I'm so mad. I told my mom that I would pay for the speeding ticket and that was fucking it! I was almost in tears when the cop told me that. I thought right away that he was going to assume that we stole the car and then tow it away...I'm so fucking pissed. I cannot believe how ignorant my parents can be. And they will sit there and tell me for hours at a time how irresponsible I am and how I'll never make it on my own and whatnot. Then shit like this happens that completely shows they can't take care of themselves let alone their 16 year old daughter and they just kind of shrug it off and blame it on someone else. God do I hate that...So now I can't drive until my mom goes to the secretary of state and the court house and gets everything cleared up, IF she's grown up enough to do that on her own....!

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:: 2006 2 May :: 9.07pm

okay, I lied...one more thing to say...
Do you ever just wish very very bad things upon people you don't even know? Like, you've never even met them, but they have something that drives you crazy or something that you wish you had so much that you just wish they would die so it would be yours...yeah, I'm crazy...BIG DEAL!

:: 2006 2 May :: 8.40pm
:: Mood: Emo-licious

Hmm...I just don't know what to really say anymore. It's not like things are terrible right now, I just keep expecting things to get better soon and they don't so it brings me down and I don't really like the feeling of being down all the time.

I really cannot wait until summer! School is stressing me out so bad..I absolutely hate it. Everything about it makes me not want to go more and more everyday. I find myself getting irritated with everyone that I see. The teachers, the people, and even some of my friends. I can't stand it. I'm on the verge of quitting golf. Noone ever wants to go to the meets or to practice and when I don't want to go to a meet, everyone freaks out on me. It really annoys me when I get yelled at for really gay shit.

I find myself missing people awhole lot lately. Like Brixon. I haven't seen him in forever it seems like. And granted I did get sick of him towards the end, now I miss him so much I don't know how I was able to say goodbye. I never realized how good of a friend he was to me. One of the best friends I'll probably ever have...and I highly doubt I'll ever see him again..and that makes me sad.

I've been missing Sona alot too. Like, it kinda feels like it just hit me that she left though she's been gone a year. It's weird when those things happen to you.

I just don't really know what to do with my emotions anymore. People have told me I don't express them very much and that I should more often but then again, I don't want anyone to not want to talk to me either. I just want everything to get over with so I can just have some time to myself to think about things. I feel so messed up lately. I find myself wanting to beg for former people to come back into my life. And that's just not fair to my feelings or theirs because I know even though that's what I think I want now, it's not going to be what I want for much longer. I just wish I didn't make things so complicated all the time. I frustrate myself. *shrugs* oh well, what can ya do?

I have a hair appointment on thursday. Mindy and I are hanging out and we're getting our hair done. Granted she's scheduled for 3:15 and I am scheduled for 6 lol. But I'm going to get it layered and dyed. I am excited. I need some change around here...

*emo sigh* Well kiddies...that's about all the bitchin' and moanin' I have left in me for tonight sooo...TATA!

:: 2006 1 May :: 4.11pm
:: Music: Possum Kingdom - Toadies

I realized today that I daydream alot. And alot of it is about things that I want to happen but I know they wont. I need to grow up soon. Just let things go. I hate thinking, but it seems to keep happening and I dont know what to do about that...geesh...

I'm hungry, I love food. I love food almost as much as I love Mindy...lol!

:: 2006 30 April :: 7.33pm
:: Music: Emily - From First to Last

I just slept for two hours. I feel exhausted now but happy that I did that. I want to go back to sleep but if I do I'll miss Desperate Housewives...and I just cannot let that happen to me. *emo sigh* I woke up, and my pillow was soked...I guess you just shouldn't always sleep with your mouth open or something...lol.