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:: 2004 3 January :: 9.54 am
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: none

*last night*
hello everyone.....omg last night was so much fun..what is it with parking lots and stuff there like the perfect makeout places lol...hehe i wanted to go look at dresses for military ball and it was funny cuz mike was taking the dress off the mannequin(haha i looked that up) and then he found n empy one and put in on and said "oh so this is what it feels like to be a woman' or something to the that extent it was funny...and then we just sat and talked that was just so much fun he has the most amazing eyes to look at..hes just so perfect...im falling in love with him more and more...hehe last night my sister told him if your going to screw her use protection and do it before u turn 18 lol i just laughed my ass off...lol donna ur crazy...but i love ya..ahh my foot hurts damn toothpics!! shut up donna i know your laughing it isnt funny well yah it is but w.e anywho imma go work on my homepage once i get it up and running i will put it on here so you can look at it...anywho bye bye
*blows a kiss*
love you mike *smiles*
-crystal-

oh yah...p.s MIKE NICE ASS!hehe

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:: 2003 31 December :: 12.19 pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: *watching Judging amy*

Bored-n-weird
Good morning....ahh i got a horrible headach... just got done making my sister homemade pancakes damn her i had to make them homemade becuz we ran out of the "just add water" lol cuz were lazy..anywho got an email from mike am happy about hearing from him even though we havent talked for a while ..am kinda sad about that and supposibly his ex isnt going to be a problem anymore...lets wait n see anywho i really dont care about her..i just wanna be with him..I wanna go out but my stupid parents are working so im at home im going to beg my dad to let me and my sister go to bg hopefully mike can go and catman for donna and some other people cuz am so bored staying home..anywho..it feels so great knowing theres someone out there that likes you i thought that i wouldnt find anyone but i did *smiles* michael is so special i like him alot *smiles some more* i havent talked to ryan for almost lik 2 weeks i feel better just not talking to him becuz everytime i talk to him he makes me really mad or sad and end up crying becuz of him ..damn him...well anywho imma go my head hurts ill write some more later if i get a chance and have something more interesting to say.....adios*blows a kiss*

-crystal-

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:: 2003 30 December :: 7.52 am
:: Mood: pissed off

*damn aurora*
I hate this i finally talk to mike and so excited and his stupid bitch of an ex is trying to screw things up...but i dont believe her at all am just so scared to go into a new relationship...its just ive been hurt and am scared to get hurt again but i know he wont hurt me but its just in the back of my mind...i really like him and hope everything works out..anywho gtg am upset and wanna go listen to some music and cry so bye

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:: 2003 30 December :: 6.23 am
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: *watching full house*

kinda sad
Ahh i havent talked to michael all day it sucks o well i guess we will talk later.......

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:: 2003 30 December :: 10.44 am
:: Mood: giggly

*last night*
Ahh last night rocked....it was so wonderful..we got to spend together..which was cool....i liked the way he held me if felt so right...and our first kiss was amazing..hehe it was in a parking lot...I have never been happier with anyone..i dunno i get this great feeling when im with him like im suppose to be with him..i hope he feels the same way..also my sister and her ex were flirting all night so may-b somthing might spark between them agian that would work out great...michael is just a great guy n sweet and i love the way he holds me..hehe i got told by one of his friends if i hurt him he will kill me but he has nothing to worry about i dont think i could hurt someone i like so much...anywho gtg am hungry hehe

-crystal-

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:: 2003 29 December :: 9.22 am
:: Mood: excited

*Going out tonight to see mike*
Howdy....damn my sister to hell..i always have 2 kiss her ass 24-7 just so i can do what i want..stupid bitch i swaer..anywho that wont keep me down..me and mike are going to the mall tonight cant wait in so excited its going to be so much fun just hanging out and shoping...ahh yesterday i got my nails done yay for me hehe...last night i talked to my old guy friend and found out he was bi so im like thats cool and am thinking of hooking him up with a new friend of mines but am not sure about it..o well i hope tonight turns out good this relationship is going 2 have alot of obticles(sp) but i think its going to work i know it will...i like him alot..anywho i went on this site found out my porn name heh its *Busty Sinn* hehe the site is WWW.mypornname.com hehe its so cool..anywho

My astrology for today is:"Deliverance"

After a thunderstorm, or any period of extreme tension, a period of new clarity and fresh opportunity follows. The storm has the effect of clearing the air and suddenly reducing atmospheric tension. Deliverance is at hand. In the wake of a storm on land, deliverance appears in the form of new color and life, which bursts forth in all the fields and flowers. In the wake of a storm at sea, deliverance takes the form of land itself.

In the field of human relations, the rain of forgiveness washes the human landscape clean after a period of enmity and error. Great clarity of purpose and renewed vigor can follow the healing of old wounds. But care must be taken not to re-open these old wounds by moving too quickly. In the same way, it is important to return to normalcy first before moving ahead with new plans after periods of stress.

Following the resolution of a difficult situation, your first priority, should be to return to normal conditions as quickly as possible. Breathe a sigh of relief, but don't relax completely. It would be a mistake to re-awaken the sleeping dogs of the immediate past before the new situation has crystallized. Look ahead. Attend to any residual matters that need resolution, and do so as quickly as possible. Make a clean sweep of the past, move deliberately, and the future will bring good fortune.

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:: 2003 27 December :: 7.05 am
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: *some song*

*mike...mike...mike*
Yay.....he asked me out!! x-mas day...omg im so happy he makes me feel on top of the world hes such an awesome guy...he makes me smile so much there isnt alot of people who can do that...and hes been through the same things as me lost love...emotions played with....ah hes such a good match for me..he told me that he really likes me hes just scared he might be a bad influence on me but hes not a bad kid so i have no idea what he ment by that hopsfully nothing bad hehe anywho im so happy....but hes ex is a major bitch and is going to be a problem.. but w.e....grr ryan is such a cock hes like calling me names and stuff he needs to like go away......hes trying to make me pist but im not going to IM HAPPY!! for once yay anywho gtg mike is on yay bye bye

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:: 2003 24 December :: 9.21 am
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: none

Merry x-mas eve!
Hehe yay one more day.....i get my presents from other people today so i cant wait..well i cant really say anything long becuz i gotta go help m mom with the cuban dinner family tra. (black beans n rice, pork asado,cuban brerad,platanos...so on..yes i know yummy) hehe anywho bye bye every1 have a great holiday season

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:: 2003 23 December :: 6.56 am
:: Mood: relieved

blah blah blah
Hey..people...ahh today was cool...me my sister and my mom made cookies.(family tradition) it gives us time to have fun and remember when we were younger..anywho i cant wait untill im out of high school im going into the airforce..its my dream to beable to jump out of planes and stuff...im in jrotc right now so im already getting a head start...so yay...last night we went out to the mall saw a whole bunch of friends...and we all tried on clothes hehe boys were there it was so much fun...micheal was there but we didnt get to hang out which sucked...also today was his b-day well..HAPPY B-DAY.anywho gtg am very sick and wanna go to sleep bye bye

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:: 2003 21 December :: 10.03 am
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: none

Micheal
ahh hes so cool....and cute...and wonderful lol..im so happy cuz he told me how much he liked me...i hope we go out hes so i unno differnt...which is really cool..and he gets me and not meny people get me....He likes that im enerygitic(sp) when im not depressed...... I told him i like him yay! well imma go now

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