UpDaTe!
It has been a couple of weeks since I have wrote in here.. well mostly because I havent had any time to get online much because Baby Michael has been sick with a tummy flu and he has needed lots of attention. last weekend Mike and I spent the whole weekend together Friday night we didn't do much we just slept over at his house because his mom was gone out of town and then on Saturday night my nana kept the baby Michael for us overnight so we could spend time together so we ate at Ruby Tuesdays and that was nice and then we went back to his house and went to sleep but then around like 7:00 the next morning his mom started banging on the bedroom door and telling mike to open it, well I had been sleeping in my undies and my shirt because I had jeans on and they were too uncomfortable to sleep in so anyway I jumped up and hid in his closet and he opened the door and I kept hearing her voice get closer and closer until she opened the closet door and i was just standing there in my undies and a shirt I felt so embarressed so just looked at me and swung the door shut then she opened it back up and called to Mikes dad and I pulled it back closed and she just went on bitchin about me being there and saying I cant believe after I told you not to spend the night you would do it anyway.. blah blah... I was just like whatever and finally she got out of the room so I closed the door to get dressed and she like came back and said THIS DOOR IS NEVER CLOSED! lol well anyway we just left and got our son then ate subway and went to my aunts house to wait for her to get home.. she never did so we came back to my house and Mike went home a little while later. This weekend mike spent the night on Friday and we just watched TV then on Saturday we rented a movie "Cold Creek Manor" which was really good and we ate spinich dip and chicken and stuff and made shirly temples = ) that was nice and then on sunday when we woke up Mike wasnt feeling good he had a tempature of 104! we almost went to the hospital but decided to get some tylonol and so he started taking that and by night time he was feeling better but he was really sick! Then yesterday (monday) I was really sick but my tempature only got as high as 102 but I felt misserable and no one was here to take care of me... Mike had to work and so did my grandparents and I had baby Michael and I just had him in his playpen all day I felt so bad but I was in miserable shape I only took him out a few times for diaper changes and I just gave him bottles all day even though I am trying to wean him :/ But last night I felt better.. I feel a little sick right now but not bad and Im able to take care of my little boy :) Mike came over after work last night and spent the night so that was nice:)
Later on today at 1:15 My mom is taking my and baby Michael to his development check-up (if ur baby was a premie you have to go to them) then later I have to go to my GED class at 6 so I'm gonna go now..
<3Kayla

Update....
I haven't updated in awhile.. Shanon came home on Friday.. shes moved in with my mother though and I've turned her old room into the babys room.. its looking pretty cute so far.. its gonna be all precious moments when I am finished.. :) but anyway nothing much else has been going on me and Mike are going to a baby shower together on Saturday.. very exciting! I love babies!! But it kinda makes me sad and jealous because I didnt get to have a natual bith or go all the way to 9 months with my pregnancy :( only like 7 1/2 but he's alive and healthy so I'm thankful for that.. but maybe next time it'll turn out better :) ok well I'm gonna go watch tv bye!!! <3 Kayla

My sister...
Ok well today was a really long day! I went to wic this morning and it turned into a 2 hour event because I had to like renew it for the year or whatever.. and then we took my sister to the Ruth Cooper center she has a lot of problems and and shes having a very hard time right now... I wont get into details because I dont want to put her privacy out there but shes just having a really hard time dealing with life right now.. and our lives have been pretty rough and she is just handling it badly. So anyway we were there from noon to 4:00 just getting her in there.. shes gonna be there awhile I dont know how long exactly but I hope they can help her. I feel so bad that I contribute to her problem.. she thinks that I hate her..and I dont.. she is my sister,I mean we do have our moments but I do not hate her. She thinks i am so spoiled and get more attention than her.. but none of that is my fault and we try really hard to include her.. but I'm sorry she feels that way. Well today she was being really mean to me.. I think its cause she was really upset and needed to take it out on someone.. well she ended up getting mad at me and punching me and punched her back in her head and i broke my pinkey nail so bad it was bleedin a lot.. but anyway I feel kinda bad about the fight but it was just my reaction... ok well I'll update when I have more to say!
<3 Kayla

Mike's mother...
I have so much animosity towards Mikes mother I really couldn't even begin to explain it.. She pisses me off so bad and I cannot stand her. She sits there and acts like she loves the baby but she is such a bitch that she doesn't even buy him a birthday present, show up at his birthday party, or even allow John to go! I mean my god how rude can one person be?? She sits around sewing all the time.. like PINK bottle covers or doll clothes.. HELLO her 1 and only grandSON is not a girl ... it's like she is waiting to her precious daughters to have her a granddaughter or something! I hope she isn't holding her breath because one doesn't even want kids and the other one is just an idiot and doesn't even have a b/f or anything close. I remember one time I found this Mickey mouse blanket laying around the house and I grabbed it to use for the baby and I put it in his crib and like not even a day later she took it and I later saw it in a drawer in her room ... how mean is that!? She totally annoys me when she gives her little advise or makes comments about when I am gonna feed him breakfast or tell mike not to talk to him the way he does.. what's it to her?? I wouldn't exactly call her mother of the year and its not like she does anything to help me so why the hell would I want her two sense?? She thinks the father should have to do anything like 2 weeks ago there was a diaper on the back porch and she told me I forgot it there and when Mike said that it was him that left it there she was like well no that it was my job and she never made their dad clean up anything after the baby and then she said it was part of keeping my baby clean... OK??? lol I keep my baby clean.. where the diapers get thrown away is like totally a different subject. Well, anyway that thoroughly pissed me off, the fact that she still thinks its the 50's and women have to do everything.. I am fortunate that Mike does help me and is still around and now why would she want to try and stop that?? It's none of her business at all... I hate the way she still tries to control Mike's life too.. he is gonna be 20 years old in a few months and she still like tries to run him and like schedules appointments and stuff. I feel sooooo sorry for mikes dad though MAN!!! That poor guy, he is like the nicest guy and soo funny and that ungrateful bitch doesn't even treat him like a husband. I'd rather see him find someone else! He works 12hr days and he can't even come home to some dinner on the stove, he always has to worry about like picking up some chicken or something and on his only day off what do I see him doing?? His own laundry.. she doesn't even do that! GOD I could really go on and on but I am so sick of even talking about her.. I'm gonna go try to calm myself <3 Kayla

-Oh and if this jerk comes between me and Mike... oohhh that will just be the last straw...!! ohh yeah.. lol she wont even "allow" us to sleep by each other over there.. haha we have a kid together!! WERE PARENTS LOL... haha oh well ... bye!

Can't wait til V-day
Yesterday was my little boys actual birthday! 1 year old :/ he's growin up! we had another cake for him.. lol Well anyway I can't wait for Valentines Day.. I bought some lingerie to wear for Mike, and me and I think Keagen is gonna get something to wear for Baron. we are gonna go buy some "accessories" to go with it.. hehe I think it's gonna be great.. they will love their gifts! Well tonight I have a ged class.. I hope I get done soon.. I dont like going to them the teacher is kinda bitchy.. I shouldn't have too much left just maybe a few more weeks. <3 Kayla