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2004 31 January :: 11.33am
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: from the game skateboard park tycoon
haha last night is why i love samm,jenn,and scutch. last night casey dropped off some of that infamous drink for us and we drank and lala and got drunk and stuff. haha then while were sitting on the computer samm's cell phone rings and guess who it was? JEN DEGRASSI! lmfao, the fat bitch actually had the nerve to call jennCO ugly. omggg bitch. haha so we were piss drunk and barely had a clue what she was saying so YEAH! lol. well, today i have no clue what im doing. richie came and picked sammster,jco,and scutchy at around 3:15am well, its all good.
tonight i have to go to my sisters 50 dance or something, its gonna suck big fat monkey balls. IF YOU WANNA DO SOMETHING AFTER CALL MY CELL PLEASE!!!!
i.heart.od.and.richie.<3
...he know's he could have my heart if he wanted. but still, he refuses *
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2004 30 January :: 7.50pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: ozzy osbourne
samm and jenn are here, great, and were really bored...FUCK!
to cure my boredness
name: Marissa Leigh
piercing: ears, but i want my eyebrow
height: 4'10" baby and proud
shoe size: 7.5/8?
hair color: brown with blonde highlights
last...
movie you watched: willard
movie you bought: save the last dance
song that was stuck in your head: me myself and i, beyonce (I DONT KNOW WHY!)
CD you bought: killswitch engage?
person you've called: sammi
person that's called you: jenn
tv show you've watched: friends
person you were thinking of: him<3
do...
you have a bf or gf: nah
you have a crush on someone: yes, a huge one...
you wish you could live somewhere else: anywhere but here...
you think about suicide: Sometimes...
others find you attractive: maybe, idk?
you want more piercing: yeahhhh my eyebrow
you want more tattoos: yucky
you like cleaning: i wish i was a neat freak but haha if you've ever seen my room i think you could answer that yourself- NO
you like roller coasters: ahh, too scary
you write in cursive or print: a mixture
you carry a donor card: uh no..
long distance relationships: no
using someone: i would never, i know how it feels to be used....FOR HEAD
suicide: i would never have the guts
killing people: never. but i feel like it sometimes
teenage smoking: bad.
premarital sex: if your in love with the person
driving drunk: never...i lost a friend to that :(
gay/lesbian relationships: just not in front of me
abortion: depends but basically no
favorite...
food: mmm caesar salad
thing to do: dance
thing to talk about: alcohol
sports: tennis, is dancing a sport? lol
color: black,red,hot pink
drinks: mikes hard lemonades,chocolate milk
clothes: sweatshirts and tight jeans
book: oohh old boyfriends,mothers blessing
holiday: channukah :)
car: ummm caddy escalade,honda civic or accord,lincoln navigator
have you...
ever cried over a girl or boy: yeah, once or twice
ever lied to someone: yeah i have, a lot
ever been in a fist fight: yeah
ever been arrested: almost
what...
shampoo do you use: herbal essences
perfume/cologne do you use: NONEEEEE
shoes do you wear: etnies,vans,nikes,adidas
are you scared of: heights,spiders,blahh any bug
number...
of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends?: about 10 maybe alil more
of people I consider my enemies?: a lot of people
of things in my past that I regret?: wow, so many things. 1=ecstacy 2=starting to drink
...he know's he could have my heart if he wanted. but still, he refuses *
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2004 30 January :: 9.01am
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: creed
yuck
im feeling better,but im so tired and drained.
OH WELL
anyway im going in for my earth science midterm and then going to lunch for an hour and then i have my math midterm. ugh im gonna fail so miserably probably. this SUCKS.
rawrrr i<3richieandod
...he know's he could have my heart if he wanted. but still, he refuses *
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2004 30 January :: 12.09am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: soundtrack to mama mia
well, im going to make this short because im fucking depressed as hell. so sum shit up:
I FUCKING HATE MOST GUYS
im on the phone with richie and he makes me feel soo much better, ah i love him <3
xo
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2004 29 January :: 10.20am
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: disturbed
ok, well im back from the italian midterm and to my surprise it was easier and i did better (i think) than i thought i would. i thought i would fail miserably and leave about 20 questions blank because in regular class i'd have a test handed to me, look over it and two seconds later hand it back with just my name on,completely empty because it was too hard. well, the midterm was nothing like that. of course it was nothing short of difficult BUT honestly it was nothing like I thought that it would be. im actually proud of myself for once! it was funny though, in the middle of the test my teacher comes up to me and goes, 'marissa you know you have extra time,right?' and i was like, 'no' lol, oh well i feel special and not stupid because i don't get extra time on anything else. OH WELL. hehehehe :)
well, when i got home i made myself a bagel and then got a phone call from amy. i talked on the phone with her and while she was in the halls before taking her midterm. she was nervous JUST LIKE ME about taking it. aw i hope you do well my love<3
anywayyyyys amy is coming over after she takes her midterm and i am dirty as hell and my hair looks like shit so i MUST go in the shower before she comes. ahhhh tomorrow is my freaking earth science midterm and my math midterm and im pretty scared for those too only because idk i just am. lol, i was student of the month in earth science in november and in math november and december. i feel so special, hehe.
well, tootles dahlings :)
odandrichie<3
he knows he could have my heart if he wanted to but still he refuses *
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2004 29 January :: 8.13am
:: Mood: erggggg
:: Music: NOTHINGFACE
i dont want to go in for my italian midterm. im going to fail it, i need some time to actually study! maybe if i tell my mom this she'll let me go in another day to take it even though im leaving east rockaway monday? no, i'll just go in and take it today even though im going to fail it. FUCK. i hate italian. my dad thinks im doing bad in school because im failing italian and shit which is wrong. i've been doing great in all my other classes. it's just for some reason this year i just cant get grasp italian. it sucks, i know but i dont know what else to do. in pace, they dont have italian so i dont have to worry about that but im still nervous to go to a different school.
samm called me yesterday and was mad idk why? she's soo fucking weird sometimes but i love her.
odandrichie<3
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2004 28 January :: 5.38pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: maroon5
soo today i was bored and amy was at brian's with kurtz soo i figured i might as well do something so i invited leigh and rob jenkins over. haha rob and leigh are the craziest people in the world. we hung around and did practically nothing because we were watching ryan and claire (the cutest twins ever. aww- ANYWAY rob was high and leigh was just a fuckin crazy mofo. haha amy jsut got pictures developed and OMG i look horrible in all of them. i have soo many pictures that i got developed and i just need to scan them so i can show eveyone how lovely me and my friends are,right? yeah!
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2004 28 January :: 1.42pm
:: Mood: pleased
:: Music: maroon 5-this love
snow day
second snow day of the year and im pretty happy because i had my earth science and my math midterm today. it gives me an extra day to study.....NOT. when do i ever study? lol usually never..haha. well, im really bored. this morning i woke up and my mom made me turkey bacon and eggs, good right? yeah. now, im really freakin hungry and i dont know what i can eat...RAWRRRRRRRR well, last night i talked to OD. boy do i love him. he is the most amazing person i have ever met. well, him and richie <3. its funny how you always meet people who live far or who move far and then fall so deeply in love with them. but isn't that how life goes? well, i really dont know but thats the way it seems to me. it seems that guys around where i live just want shit from you. they use you. well, most guys. ack oh well :-/ bleh.
<3
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2004 27 January :: 2.03pm
:: Mood: full
:: Music: jimmy eat world
phew!
ahhh phew, my global essays for the midterm were pretty easy. the DBQ was on the French Revolution and the thematic was on religions. for once i think i did better on the DBQ, hmm interesting. anywayy i got home and was really bored so i called jaymes and told him to come over. he was with tim so yeah idk jaymes and tim are over and all were missing is our other halves josh and sal. well, its all good i guess. im gonna go shop on urbanoutfitters or something so im going to go. bye everyone have a good day !!!
i.heart.richie.and.od.very.muchly.<3
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2004 27 January :: 9.00am
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: cradle of filth
well, i just woke up (at 10 to 8) and im going in for my global midterm from 9:30-11:30 hopefully it will be easy. well, i don't what else to say but wish me luck because we have to write a dbq and a thematic essay and im always so bad at those. GRRR i hate this school soo much 1 more normal day of erock and then im gone and off to pace .. <3
i <3 od and richie*
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