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2004 26 January :: 11.14am
:: Mood: chilly
:: Music: nothingface
aright, so yesterday was ok. i woke up at like 8 and went to my sisters birthday party at mcdonalds (she's 6) then after that i was supposed to go to my dads house to open presents and shit but my dad ended up thinking that me and amy weren't coming so he stopped at the store before going home so my mom,me and amy waited at his house for like 25 minutes and then we left because amy had to eat. we went to wendys and that was funny as hell. we got online ordered our food and the 3 funny things that happend where when i took like literally 15 straws,amy breaking 2 salt shakers and me throwing out the 2 pepper shakers that weren't even broken. haha funnyyyyy ass times. lol, ANYWAY when we got home we chilled around the house or whatever and then at 10:15 or so my mom went out and then i tried to get chris o. over my house and he said he would but idk i guess things didn't work out, OH WELL. well anyway, todays a new day and im not sure whats going to be happening. i have no midterm today but tomorrow i have my global midterm from 9:30-11:30, wednesday i have earth science from 9:30-11:30 and math at 12:30-2:00 and then thursday i have italian from 8:30-10:00. i still have no clue where i stand in taking the italian regents. friday is my last day of school in erock im SO excited. well, thats all for now !!!
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2004 26 January :: 12.04am
:: Mood: tired
I love mike
I think its been like a week since i've updated. Shannon changed the way my journal looks, i am gonna find something better soon but this is cute for now. I got back from Mikes tonight.. I was there since his dad picked me up on friday I came home early today because was bored because Mike just stayed outside with that freakin dirt bike most of the time.. I would of like for us to spend more time together consider be only see each other on weekend now :( when he dropped me off he said he'd come over here next weekend. We'll be able to spend more time together that way and maybe go do something together saturday night if my nana will watch lil michael. Speaking of lil Michael.. his birthday is next wednesday Feb.4 but we are having his birthday party this saturday at pizza hut.. its gonna be so cute.. I cant believe he's already turning 1 he is getting so big hes been pushing his walking toy all around but hasnt walked yet.. soon I'm sure.. I need to take him to get updated on his shots this week at the doctors :( i hate when he gets shots its so sad! But all babies get em so.. I know it'll keep him heathy in the long run. tonight I bought 2 shirts at old navy and the murphy lee cd. well I'm very tired.. goodnight <3 Kayla
i know that my temper may go to the extreme
i know that at time ill hate u it may seem but
the truth is your the only thing i want to hold
on to. the one person i want to belong to baby
by now u known me for awhile, i`d do anything just
to make you smile . i promise you from the
bottom of my heart i will love you till death do
us part. i promise you as a lover and as a friend
i will love you like i`ll never love again.....
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2004 24 January :: 11.21am
:: Mood: alil hungover
:: Music: endo
wow, last night was crazy!
haha last night was fuckin insane. well, i called greg and he said he was gonna come over so i was like 'aright, cool.' so i was already with amy (i had my dance show before and it turned out good.) anywayy greg comes over with his friend armad or something like that and then he was like 'imma go see jake' so i was like 'aright' so, im waiting for greg and he doesn't come back to my house AT ALL so whatever. amy called brian and kurtz and they came over and brought vodka. amy had about 2 shots and i had 6 woww <3. i was soo fucked up and then whatever and whatever happend and i dont feel like explaining the rest of the night, lol. well, its 11:21 on saturday and im just a tad hungover but not really. oh well. my mom took amy to the hospital :-/
im going to my moms boyfriends ex wifes house today for kimberly (my moms boyfriends daughters) birthday party. that should be fun, i'll update later<3
od<3
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2004 23 January :: 6.31am
:: Mood: grateful
:: Music: sevendust
last day of school before midterms
well, you'll see that my mood says grateful and gd am i grateful that today is friday and all i come in for is midterms and then maybe the monday after that of east rockaway. i've had an eventful 8 1/2 months in this school and im sooo freaking happy to get out !! oy.
my midterm schedule goes like this:
monday 26th* 8:00-11:30..english (it's only supposed to be from 9:30-11:30 but since i missed so many days of english she's making me come in early so i can finish the rest of the test (ohh fun stuff biznitch)
tuesday 27th* 9:30-11:30..global (essays)?
wednesday 28th* 9:30-11:30..earth science with all my 9th grade retarded friends...hmm
12:30-2:00...math AE2 midterm :(
friday 29th* NOTHINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
saturday&sunday-probably nothing cuz im grounded and then monday idk if i have to go to school because its the last school day before i go to pace...alil excited alil nervous!!!
...timothy odonnell is my love <3...
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2004 22 January :: 8.42pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: sweet child of mine- guns and roses
aright...
ok well today was an OH SO FUN day. i went into school and was alittle late but whatever and as the day went on it was just a normal day in east rockaway. 9th period i get out of school and i thought that shawn was picking me up so i called him and ask him where he was - and he was all the way out east. i didnt have any money for a taxi so i walked home. it wasn't that bad, oh well. soooo i get home and just chill around the house. my mom comes home and i some chicken and whatever. around like 5:30/5:45 i got really tired so i layed down and went to sleep. its 8:45 now and i just woke up about 10 minutes ago. my mom was afraid if i went to sleep so early i'd never be able to go in at 10:30 but im madd tired so i will be able to. aright so everything is going good with the plans that im making with jenn,scutch,vix, jaymes,josh,tim,and lauryn and marisa. i got a phone call from chris today. he called my phone and then just stayed on the phone like he had no clue he was calling anyone - haha. well, i dont know what else to say. tomorrow is friday which means i only have friday,mon-fri of midterms,and monday i might have to go in but im not sure. well, im almost done with erock- you will be missed... NOT!!!. well, tomorrow is my dance show and im alittle nervous cause im kinda shakey on the dance. ohhhh welll :-/
timothy.odonnell.i.heart.you.very.muchly.<3
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2004 22 January :: 7.12am
:: Mood: listless
:: Music: hold on- good charlotte
this is stupid...
im going into school at 7:20 to take a test that im gonna fail, is that stupid or is that stupid? i dont have my books because i lost my backpack so yeah that sucks. today i have to start taking my english midterm, i missed 3 days of it - oh well, i dont give a fuck.
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2004 21 January :: 9.11pm
:: Mood: content
school is fucking bullshit
ugh, i hate school.. today my mom woke me up at 6:30 and was like 'get up' and blah blah blah i was like what are you crazy, im not getting up this early sooo i went back to sleep and then at 7:30 (cuz my alarm didn't go off) my mom wakes me up and i couldn't get ready for school so i just decided to go in late. i went in for 6th-9th and a lot of shit happend in school. i really cant stand all this crap but whatever i have a week and then im gone, finally. well, the rest of the day was fine i took a taxi home and shit and when my mom came home she took me to green acres to get something to wear for dance. who wants to come to my show friday at 4:30???
-timothy.i.heart.you.mucho.<3
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2004 19 January :: 4.41am
:: Mood: drunk
:: Music: staind
yooo biotches im fucking drunk off my ass right now even though it doenst seem ist cuz im not typing THAT bad, i really need to fucking have someone in bed, HAHA im a fucking stupid drunk and kenny wont fucking talk to me and tell me he loves me (haha) i reall need to get to bed so fuck you journal, haha i'll write in you later biotchesssssssssss
TIMOTHY ODONNELL I FUCKING LOVE YOU DWITH ALL OF YNMY HEART BABY <3 xox
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2004 17 January :: 9.50pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: whatever baron has here playin on his computer..
I'm at Mikes house.. just hung out all day and didn't do much of anything else.. I wonder what Mike thinks about sometimes.. or if he thinks about "us" as much as I do. I love him so much. I feel like if I ever lost him.. I'd lose my whole life because thats what I've turned my life into, just loving and being with Mike... what would I even be without him? What would I do & where would I go from there?? I hope that I never really have to figure those questions out.. I'll just be happy if me him and baby michael just live happily ever after together. :) The 2 of them are what make me complete. Sometimes just the thought of losing Mike will make me cry myself to sleep at night... you just never know what life will do to ya or what you will keep and what you will lose... I just really cant even begin to imagine life without him. I guess I'm gonna go now and see what *the love of my life* is up to...
<3 Kayla
**<3 Love- Is giving someone the ability to destroy you, but trusting them not to do it<3**
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2004 16 January :: 9.09am
:: Mood: COLD AS A MOTHA
:: Music: shadows fall
this sucks
ok, im fuckin freezing so im wearing 3 pairs of pants,3 sweatshirts,a long sleeve shirt,2 tanktops,2 pairs of socks,and slippers. my fingers are like frozen, its insane. all it is in this house is work, its ridiculous. last night was good. i stayed home all day and relaxed (it was nice to stay home) and then later at night i went to my moms boyfriends ex wifes to visit his daughter (who is sweet as pie). we ate KFC there and that shizzle and then we hung around and then shawn and his ex wifes husband i think went to get donuts and then we all sat down and ate donuts and coffee. it was a nice day with no fighting. mr. cracolici sent a letter to MY DAD and not my mom that i got a 0 on my italian test and im doing bad and blah blah blah all that shit. well, my dad wants to take away my cell phone and for WHAT? nothing, because im passing all my other classes with good grades so OBVIOUSLY there is something wrong with the way mr. cracolici teaches. maybe its because hes a BAD teacher? yeah, probably. well my dad cant punish me because he only has partial custody of me BUT he CAN take my phone away. oh well, i can live with a cell. i dont know all this shit is just really fuckin frusturating and its pissing me off.
guys honestly, please comment because i get really mad when only 1 or 2 or even nobody comments, it would make me feel A LOT better, thanks for listening to me bitch.
i.heart.y0u.tim0thy.0d0nnell.<3
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