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2004 10 April :: 7.54am
:: Mood: rejuvenated
:: Music: something corporate- konstantine
amazing day <3
omgggg yesterday was an amazing day. i went to get my nails done because i was seeing derek but i ended bumping up into some girl and my one nail got really fucked up. oh well, i took the 6:44 train bellmore and met up with derek and got a hug :) then we walked to the movie theater and bought 2 tickets to i think the movie was called the whole 10 yards maybe? lol. after we bought the tickets we had like 20 minutes so we went to see some car that i personally didn't like but derek did because it was a stick. yuckkkk. we went in to see the movie and i coulda sworn that he didn't like me cause it seemed like he didn't wanna touch me or whatnot. BUT during the movie our arms were pretty much on top of eachother. during the movie brian bleeped me so after the movie i called him back and he wanted to know what i was doing and i told him that i was in bellmore and wouldn't be back into oceanside/east rockaway till sometime after 11. sooo after the movie we walked around and then ended up in the train station parking lot looking at cars and derek goes to me 'would you be mad if i kissed you?' and i said 'yeah, cause i have something in my mouth' and he said 'spit it out' and i did and then he kissed me :-D. after that we ended up holding hands and walking. then we ended up hanging around on the benches by the train station looking at the passing cars and saw an unmarked cop car :-O well, when it was time for me to get my train we hugged and i didn't want to leave him :( but he is damn well close to perfect.
iheartdereksofuknmuch<3
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2004 9 April :: 9.38am
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: marilyn manson - the beautiful people
hopefully a good day
i just wanna tell everyone how incredibly amazing the antique store was. i have never seen such cool stuff! blahh im talking to christian and he's yelling at me for nothing again. LMFAO :) it's actually funny when he gets mad at me. but anyways - derek says we're hanging out around 7 or so today, i hope we actually do because i need someone to calm me down and also to get me out of this piece of shit town, hey that rhymes - haha. well, im bored - very and i need to take a shower so im going to listen to some music and talk to some people (like the new journal by the way?) i'll be changing it to a cool leopard looking background because now im obsessed with leopard due to the bench thingy i got yesterday. i decided my room is going to be painted red and all my other stuff is going to be leopard. it's going to look SOOOO cool :)
guy's are confusing :-/
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2004 8 April :: 7.32pm
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: switchfoot
i just came back from furniture shopping. we went to some antique store that was going out of business. they had the most AMAZING stuff!
-a leopard velveteen bench
-a cool as hell chair from the 50's
-2 horsey things (that are cool!)
-6 shotglasses in a holder
-a lamp
i love antique/thrift shops
[(i was bored)]
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2004 8 April :: 11.45am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: judas priest
i love my joshy :)
i love my bestest friend joshua liam lyons!!!
happy birthday sweetie we love you more than life *happy 16th* hunni bunches of oats
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2004 7 April :: 10.21am
:: Mood: mad
:: Music: finch- what it is to burn
what the hell?
i just wrote a HUGE entry and woohu deleted almost everything i wrote :(
-matt is coming over today
-i went to sweet hollow rd. and mt. misery last night (didn't see anything interesting)
-eddie is giving me a 10 inch dildo..lol
-sherri came over
-i got coldstone (birthday remix)
-tried to get eddie or roberto to take us back to mt. misery/sweet hollow rd, no go :-/
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2004 5 April :: 9.16am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: something corporate- konstantine
well, last night was aright. my mom didn't get up till like 4:30 and then we went out to dinner to iHOP and then to the supermarket and then i came home. i came online and talked to chris (from bellmore) and he picked me up for alittle and we went to coldstone but it was SOOO busy, grr i was soo in the mood for coldstone. thennn we drove around for alittle bit and then he decided to drop me off and we'd hang out another time when he had more time and we'd go to the brew :). i found out that he's going to ozzfest (and so am i) so im going to hang out with him there too. after he dropped me off i saw kristi and paris, last night was a pretty decent night :)
me=guy confusion :-/
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2004 4 April :: 2.09pm
:: Mood: crampy
:: Music: nothing
i miss joey
i miss marlo,eddie,ryan,denny & jack
i miss my old house
i miss my messy room :-/
i miss how we used to have fun together
i miss jenna<3
i miss seeing sammi and laina every weekend
i miss late night phone calls with jaymes
i miss shows with jenn
i miss colin and the glen cove bowling alley
i miss him pretending to care
i miss his touch
i miss us bitching at eachother all night
i miss 'the crew'
i miss broadhollow theater (camp -kim,chris,and kevin)
i miss the monster in the corner at the mall
i miss going to the mall with *him*
i hate the way he makes me feel
i hate regular snapple and soda
i hate that i love him but i hate him
i hate that i can't get him out of my head
i hate having cramps
i hate being me
i hate when people yell at me
i hate having only 1 bathroom in my apartment
i hate living on the second floor of a house
i hate that i can't stop thinking of him
i hate that i like too many people
i hate that he has been away from me for too long :(
i hate being without him
i hate when people piss me off
i hate a bitch from lynbrook on my boces bus
i hate how he makes me feel
i hate fighting and hatred
i hate people who are racist
i hate the racial slurs people make about me being jewish
i hate when people don't answer me online
i hate when people are sarcastic (it clashes w.my personality)
i hate a lot of rap
i hate bathing suits
i hate the beach
i hate when people steal my cell phone
i hate when my phone dies
i hate cleaning
i hate male chovanistic guys
i hate when girls get bitchy over nothing
i hate PMS
i hate reading books that are boring
i love derek
i love making fun of people who make fun of me
i love my cell phone and the computer
i love drinking
i love being myself
i love urban outfitters
i love pac sun
i love when i talk to *him*
i love woohu.com
i love my friends on woohu
i love hanging out with sherri
i love going to ozzfest :-D
i love josh & timmy
i love being in plays
i love erica
i love singing in the rain
i love my black planet chair
i love having him there for me
i love the mall
i love the color red and black
i love having tips
i love the song 'the reason' by hoobastank
i love dancing to funny rap songs
i love being stupid with my friends
i love going to concerts
i love the downtown
i love walking around aimlessly
i love just being on earth
i love samm,scutch,jenn,vix,and lauryn
i love maris,jessy,krys,and chris :)
now you go.
i miss____
i hate____
i love____
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2004 4 April :: 11.29am
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: toxix -britney spears
i am an indie snob!
How indie are you? test by ridethefader
You're just too cool for school, aren't you? You're pretty narrow minded
and opinionated with regards to music (and probably most other things
as well). But you're allowed to be, because you really are better
than everyone else. You take pride in obscurity.
You probably prefer vinyl too, you elitist bitch.
indie snob?!?! huhhhh what?!?! crazyyy
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2004 3 April :: 12.42pm
:: Mood: grr...pissed
:: Music: eh, some cooking show
[ series 1 - your ]
-- Name : marissa
-- Birthday : nov 16th 1988
-- Birthplace : oceanside, NY
-- Current Location : east rockaway, NY
-- Eye Color : hazely
-- Hair Color : brown with blonde highlights
-- Righty or Lefty : righty
-- Zodiac Sign : scorpio
-- Font : tahoma baby!
[ series 2 - your favorite ]
-- Music : anything really - rock,metal,punk
-- Cartoon : umm rocket power?
-- Color : red/black
-- Rose: i love red roses :)
-- Slushy Flavor : umm idk
-- Magazine : cosmopolitan (theres sex stuff in there)
-- TV Show : any day now,everwood,7th heaven
-- Song at the Moment: the reason (hoobastank)
-- Language : english (cause i can speak it)
-- Spice Girl : i dont really remember...
-- Food & Beverage : cheesy fries from outback and uhh diet coke
-- Subject in School : ummm lets say health issues
-- Weekend Activity : going to concerts
-- Ice Cream Flavor : cake batter w.crunch bar from coldstone :)
-- Roller Coaster : i dont like em
[ series 3 - what is ]
-- Your most overused phrase on aol : lol,brb,bbl,bbs
-- The last image/thought you go to sleep with : derek<3
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex : eyes
-- The Best Name for a Butler : maxwell
-- The wussiest sport: not sure....
-- Your best feature : my hair
-- Your bedtime : umm i dont really have one
-- Your greatest fear : umm idk
-- Your greatest accomplishment : honor roll?
-- Your most missed memory : the cruise :)
[ series 4 - you prefer ]
-- Pepsi or coke : coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King : mcdonalds
-- Single or group dates : single
-- Adidas or Nike : adidas
-- Chicken nuggets or chicken fingers : chicken fingers baby
-- Dogs or cats : cats, my cat
-- Rugrats or Doug : rugrats
-- Single or taken : taken
-- Monica or Brandy : i can't tell you, i dont really know
-- Tupac or Jay-Z : neither
-- Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes : fuck you with all your BS music
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea : nesteaaaa
-- One pillow or two : one
-- Chocolate or vanilla : chocolate
-- Hot chocolate or hot cocoa : hot chocolate
-- Cappucino or coffee : coffee
-- Boxers or briefs: boxers baby ;)
[ series 5 - do you ]
-- Take a shower everyday? : pretty much
-- Have a(any) crush(es)? : yes i do :)
-- do you think you've been in love? : yes
-- Want to go to college? : uh huh
-- Like high school? : no, i hate it
-- Want to get married : yes i do
-- Type with your fingers on the right keys? : yeah i do
-- Believe in yourself? : not at all
-- Have any tattoos/where? : don't got any
-- Have any piercings/where? : 1 in each ear :)
-- Get motion sickness? : in elevators
-- Think you're a health freak? : not at all
-- Get along with your parents? : with my mom, but not with my dad at all
-- Like thunderstorms? : ah, they scare me!
[ series 6 - the future ]
-- Age you hope to be married : 23
-- Number and Names of Children : 2 adopted, shoshanna and ryan
-- Where do you see yourself at age 20? : college
-- Descibe your Dream Wedding : just being with the man i love all night long <3
-- How do you want to die? : in my sleep
-- What do you want to be when you grow up? : psychologist,radio broadcaster on like z100 would be fun too
-- What country would you most like to visit? : austrailia
[ series 7 - opposite sex ]
-- Best eye color? : blue
-- Best hair color? : dark brown
-- Short or long hair? : crew cut :)
-- Best height? : 5'6" or up
-- Best weight? : that doesn't matter to me
-- Best articles of clothing? : pants?
-- Best first date location? : walking around holding hands
-- Best first kiss location? : anywhere
-- What facial feature do you find the most attractive? : eyes
[ series 8 - other ]
-- When's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? : not too long ago
-- How many rings until you answer the phone? : depending
-- What's on your mouse pad? : nothing
-- How many houses have you lived in? : 4
-- How many schools have you gone to? : 7
-- What color is your bedroom carpet? : i have wood floors
-- Would you shave your head for $5,000 dollars? : NEVER, i loveeee my hair!
-- What was the best time of your life so far? : nothing really
-- Would you vote for a woman candidate for president? if she was better than everyone else
-- Would you marry for money? : nope
-- Have you had braces? : nahhh
-- Do you pluck your eyebrows? : no, i have my signature triangle on my left eyebrow
-- Do you ever cut or hurt yourself? : sometimes i dig my fingernails into my arm
-- Would you live without a computer? : no...lol
-- Do you drink enough water? : sometimes
-- Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: not usually
-- What is your favorite fruit? : cherries, im addicted :)
--Do you eat wheat bread or white bread? : wheat, cause thats what mommy buys
-- What is the last movie you saw? : i really couldn't tell you
-- Do you kiss on the first date? : sometimes...if it feels right
-- Are you photogenic? : not at all
-- Do you dream in colour or black and white? : i dream in both :)
-- Are you wearing fingernail polish? : acrylic tips with red polish!
-- Do you have any dimples? : dimples are only in the middle of your cheeks..no.
-- Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most? : both
-- Do you want to live to be 100?: if im healthy, yeah
-- Do you think women should be expected to shave their body hair? : ummmm idk
-- Do you like salty food or sugary food the most? : salty - im a salt fiend
-- Is a flat stomach important to you? : important? nahh
-- Do you or have you played with a ouija board? : haha yeah
-- Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs? : unless there extremely degrading to another person, yes
-- When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? : off
-- Do you believe in magic? : yeahh
-- Do you have nightmares frequently? : no but i have WEIRD ASS dreams
-- Do you like your nose?: haha, yeah im happy i didnt get the big jewish/italian nose that runs in my family
-- Do you think you can draw well? : nahh
-- Do you listen to music daily? : yeahh
-- Do you like to watch cartoons? : not really
-- How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet? : over 10
-- Do you like your friends? : they wouldn't be my friends if i didnt like them
5 things that scare you:
1. dying
2. rapists
3. being in a car going really fast
4. the dark, sometimes
5. neat freaks
5 things that make you laugh:
1. idiots
2. my friends
3. people who are dickasses to you and then try to be your friend
4. prank phone calls
5. me- lmfao
5 things you love:
1. my friends
2. metal music
3. concerts
4. my cell phone
5. derek<3
5 things you hate:
1. when CDs skip
2. when people are mean
3. when people steal things
4. boy bands
5. the snow
5 things you don't understand:
1. depression
2. suicide
3. my life
4. why people steal
5. cliques
Right now you are:
1. talking to corey on the phone, ughh
2. talking to matt on the computer
3. being mad
4. thinking
5. loving derek <3
please fill out the entry before this :(
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2004 3 April :: 1.16am
:: Mood: lethargic
:: Music: some TV show i dont know
1. Your name (optional):
2. What You Think About Me:
3. Am I one of your friends?:
4. Am I nice to you?:
5. HONESTLY do you think I'm Hot, Pretty, Cute, OK, Ugly, Disgusting?:
6. Do you ever think about me off line?:
7. What do you like best about me?:
8. What annoys you most about me?:
9. Two words to describe me:
10. Do you notice a strange habit I have?:
11. What is the nicest thing I have done for you?:
12. When you hear my name what do you think of?:
13. What is my best feature?:
14. What person do you picture me with?:
15: Where do you think we'll be in 10 years?
16: Do we spend a lot of time together? If so, what was one of the best times we've ever had together?
Opposite Sex
17. Would you ever go out with me?
18. Would you ever kiss me?
19. Would you ever take a trip to a deserted island with me?
Put an 'X' or a remark for Each one that Refers to Me
20. Outgoing -
21. Shy -
22. Caring -
23. Nice -
24. Sweet -
25. Mean -
26. Weird -
27. Crazy -
28. Smart -
29. Stupid -
30. Dark -
31. Bright -
32. Funny -
33. Freaky -
34. Say anything about me:
im lazy,fill this out...please?¿?
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