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2004 12 March :: 7.14am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: fallout boy
really mad
COMMENT PEOPLE, THIS IS MAKING ME REALLY MAD HOW ALL I DO IS WRITE THESE ENTRIES IN HERE FOR YOU GUYS TO READ (ALL MY FRIENDS) AND I HAVE A FEW OF THEM AND NONE OF YOU READ IT OR COMMENT. AND IF YOU READ IT YOU CAN'T JUST PUT A LITTLE COMMENT ON THE BOTTOM? IDK IT JUST MAKES ME MAD
->sorry, but i just can't stand it anymore. im getting a ride to school today and then i have dance and then probably hanging out with like jaymes and tim and something and maybe sammi jco and scutch and having a little party for all of us who have been friends for 10 years or longer :-P lollll <3333
edit: i have 18 friends and in about 5 journal entries or so not one has commented keep that in mind.
i<3richie
i heart derek
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2004 11 March :: 9.01pm
:: Mood: decent
:: Music: marilyn manson
ehh, bored
color: black and red
movie(s): jack,schindlers list,gothika
car: hyundai elantras (nice looking cars),lamborghini and IDK
song: this love - maroon 5
band(s): metallica,a static lullaby,bleeding through,korn,marilyn manson
girl(s): samm,amy,jenn,scutch,vix,lauryn,maris,jess,krys,chris - and more
guys(s): jaymes,tim,josh,sal,larry,liam,nick,bobby,hillel,derek - and more
tv show: 7th heaven and everwood baby
video game: ummm how about - burnout point of impact 2 for playstation 2?
number: it has to be even!
place to go: a couch,the mall - HEHE
word(s): mmk,asscock
store: pac sun,urban outfitters
screen name: maj0rd0rkage,m3ntalshorty
city: new york city,los angeles
radio station: how about KROCK?
->quick quiz cause i was bored. i got off the bus and right away went to the hospital to see my grandma then i went to taco bell for dinner and then we went to see some apartment. i thought it was pretty nice but my guess is that my mom didn't like it. OH WELL :-/ see ya later alligatorssssss
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2004 10 March :: 11.55pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: evanescence
hospital
well, today was an aright day. i went to therapy at 5 and then i went to the hospital to see my grandma. she had been there from 10 am and she didn't get a room until about 8:30 pm, stupid fuckers. she's in soo much pain and it hurts to see her like this. oh wow, this shit fucks with me emotionally. i'm not going to sleep yet and at 12 im calling richie because he keeps me somewhat sane :) i love him a lot and it sucks so much that he lives in california :(
Nucklee: i dont know you said you got back from the hospital i just started freaking
maj0r d0rkage: aw why?
Nucklee: i thought something happened to you
-->aww he cares. it's nice to know SOMEONE does.
i wish i had never met you, so then i wouldn't have to spend every day wondering why i can't see you :-/ <3
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2004 10 March :: 12.57pm
-Motherly- You're the motherly type. You love to take care of the one you love, and generally you can be a bit overprotective and possessive, but you know, that isn't always such a bad thing. At least you'll be a good mom in the future.
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2004 9 March :: 10.19am
:: Music: Monica- angel of mine
UpDaTe!
It has been a couple of weeks since I have wrote in here.. well mostly because I havent had any time to get online much because Baby Michael has been sick with a tummy flu and he has needed lots of attention. last weekend Mike and I spent the whole weekend together Friday night we didn't do much we just slept over at his house because his mom was gone out of town and then on Saturday night my nana kept the baby Michael for us overnight so we could spend time together so we ate at Ruby Tuesdays and that was nice and then we went back to his house and went to sleep but then around like 7:00 the next morning his mom started banging on the bedroom door and telling mike to open it, well I had been sleeping in my undies and my shirt because I had jeans on and they were too uncomfortable to sleep in so anyway I jumped up and hid in his closet and he opened the door and I kept hearing her voice get closer and closer until she opened the closet door and i was just standing there in my undies and a shirt I felt so embarressed so just looked at me and swung the door shut then she opened it back up and called to Mikes dad and I pulled it back closed and she just went on bitchin about me being there and saying I cant believe after I told you not to spend the night you would do it anyway.. blah blah... I was just like whatever and finally she got out of the room so I closed the door to get dressed and she like came back and said THIS DOOR IS NEVER CLOSED! lol well anyway we just left and got our son then ate subway and went to my aunts house to wait for her to get home.. she never did so we came back to my house and Mike went home a little while later. This weekend mike spent the night on Friday and we just watched TV then on Saturday we rented a movie "Cold Creek Manor" which was really good and we ate spinich dip and chicken and stuff and made shirly temples = ) that was nice and then on sunday when we woke up Mike wasnt feeling good he had a tempature of 104! we almost went to the hospital but decided to get some tylonol and so he started taking that and by night time he was feeling better but he was really sick! Then yesterday (monday) I was really sick but my tempature only got as high as 102 but I felt misserable and no one was here to take care of me... Mike had to work and so did my grandparents and I had baby Michael and I just had him in his playpen all day I felt so bad but I was in miserable shape I only took him out a few times for diaper changes and I just gave him bottles all day even though I am trying to wean him :/ But last night I felt better.. I feel a little sick right now but not bad and Im able to take care of my little boy :) Mike came over after work last night and spent the night so that was nice:)
Later on today at 1:15 My mom is taking my and baby Michael to his development check-up (if ur baby was a premie you have to go to them) then later I have to go to my GED class at 6 so I'm gonna go now..
<3Kayla
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2004 9 March :: 6.24am
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: metallica
life sucks :(
omg i feel insanely sick right now and im thinking im gonna have to go to school. I think im going to get dressed and then lay on the couch so my mom know's i don't feel good. i've been absent from school SO FUCKING MUCH already but like i feel sick and i can't stand it. Mannnnnnn, this shit really sucks being sick and all, and we have to move. Our landlord isn't renewing the lease and shit because they say 'they have to do work in the house' and me and my mom know that that's just a sack of shit. We looked at 2 apartments in queens and they were aright. I don't think i could live in queens...im just not that urban of a girl but hey well see. My mom talked to my principal and my pricipal gave my mom a list of towns that we would move to that i would still be able to go to pace. All this shit always happens to me like honestly 1 good thing happens to me and another bad thing happens to fuck it all up. Sucks, but what can you do? nothing. Well, i hope everyone's life is going better than mine right now :-/
i<3richie
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2004 8 March :: 10.09am
:: Mood: really shitty
:: Music: fallout boy
bored and home sick :-/
im really sick and i can't stop coughing and im bored and can't fall back asleep otherwise i won't fall asleep later so im stay up.
I scored a 88% on the " Sex Needs?" Quizie! What about you?
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2004 7 March :: 9.46am
:: Mood: alittle tired
:: Music: nothingface
going to meet the new landlord when my mom gets home - i hope he likes us, my mom seems to like the house plus i can go to PACE still because the house is in east rockaway about 6/10ths of a mile or something? lol!
i<3richie
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2004 7 March :: 12.41am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: blink 182
nothing really to update about
i dont really have anything to update about. i took a survey and i was gonna post it here but i accidentally deleted it. OH WELL. well, i went to bellmore for about an hour and hung out with bryan (that was fun...not) then i took the train home and i saw sammsta and jenn <-i love those girls with all my heart. i went home and i talked on the phone for alittle bit and now im about to call richie. blahh aright lovers have a good day!
i<3richie
derek is sexy
jaymes bfffl
OD we had some good times
tim=amazing
josh has a NICE CRACK!
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2004 6 March :: 1.34pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: dont want you back - eamon
well, im bored amy left like an hour ago? im babysitting my little sister alexis. bryan just came on and im going to his house around 7 and i dont know when im leaving. OD got me in the worst mood yesterday before dance but i really dont wanna talk about it and maybe if you guys are lucky i'll update about everything that he said later. i wanted to get fucking twisted last night. close, but no ciagar. i went to amy's house for alittle and we watched american pie and then her dad drove us back to my house cause we were gonna meet up with brian and 3 of his boys. that didn't work out too well because they got pulled over for speeding - GRRR and then they went home. i talked to bobby last night for alittle but thats it. hopefully tonight i'll get fucking twisted as hell :-/
i<3richie
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