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wow.. i havn't been in here for like a year and 3 months. lol wait i take that back- 5 days.

friday night- went to the mall with leah + whitney. wasn't in the shopping mood really so we just walked around and ate a "philly" we got this tapioca smoothie thing, yea so nasty. then we came home and manuel, chris, mike, eddie, and billy came over. sarah had herself a little party goin lol.

saturday- woke up and whitney was gone, went to work with her mom. then leah left she hadda babysit. so i hung out alone all day, laid out for a little, took a shower then a nap, and straightened my hair. whitney and kirstin came over 'round 5 and my mom brought home wendy's. got ready and went to teen nite, last week was better. came home and chilled for a lil minute.

sunday- woke up and got dress and we all went to taco bell and back to kirsty's. hung out "got a tan on the dock" then went up to hancock feild to watch the lil football game. there was a whole bunch of people there, almost got inna fight with some lil 12 year old spanish girl.. i crushed her ass so she hadda go get her mommy. then james took me whit kirst and kendell back to kirst's house, hung out and watched don't be a menace to south central, great movie! they took me and whit home bout 9.

monday- you know, school- hadda pretty good day. after me, kirsty, tim, jeramiah, hendre, + chris walked over to whitneys house. i wish they wouldn't have tho.. was at her house til bout 8 then my mom came and got us + we ordered chinese. talked to tim on the phone.. not good. the blunt truth finally came out. he's just like every other guy out there... a lil pussy wantin bitch. i thought he was diffrent, i wanted him to be diffrent, but deep down i knew this would happen. i'm just glad i DIDN'T do anything with him. hmm like sucks bein a girl.

today- school sucked! i was in a bad mood all day, def scrubbed it and looked like um.. shit?! didn't talk to tim all day til afterwards when we were all standin down by the lockers. he acted like nothing was wrong, idk... he wanted to come back to whit's again but i told him he couldn't.. i just can't take the heartbreak over and over again. i wish everything would just work out for me.. just once, thats all i freekin ask. welp anyways, rolling along.. me + leah went back to whitney's house for a little then my mom picked us up and brought us back to my house. found somethin for leah b to wear =) lol, hung out, ate dinner then leahs mom came and got her. whitneys mom is on her way to get her.. she's been here since fucken friday!!!! lol her moms been outta town. so yea, hm i think i'm gunna go, wrote enough for now.. might be back later tonight to write some inner-me stuff. so ttfn

i was doin pretty good too, i guess
its just my time to hit bottom again.


I will dedicate and sacrafice my everything
for just a seconds worth of how my story's
ending..I wish I could know if the directions
that I take and all the choices that i make
won't end up all for n o t h i n g ...

[took this quote from gibby. hope you don't mind (= ]



-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


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..hmm, i think this things lieing!

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