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2004 7 February :: 3.57pm
:: Mood: full of thoughts... =\
:: Music: hillary duff " why not? "
just been thinking..
SoMeTiMes i WoNDeR, DiD yOu ReaLLY CaRe oR iF yOu EveN THouGht oF Me WHeN i WaSN't THeRe. SoMeTiMeS i WoNDeR iF i WaS EveR iN yOuR HeaRt, oR WaS i BeiNG uSeD FRoM ThE veRy STaRt...?
Even though I've "stopped liking you," every time someone mentions your name my head turns right towards them. Its like every time I hear it, I think of all that we could have had..
If you ever feel like u wanna die, think of all the things that make you smile...Live for those things
-NoT OnLy DiD i KiSs U & hAvE iT mEaN EvErYtHiNg 2 mE, BuT i AcTuAlLy SeD i LuV
u WiT aLL mY HeArT, AnD 2 KnO tHaT u CaN jUsT GeT uP & dO tHaT 2 Ne1 mAkEs mE
hAtE u, BuT mAkEs mE rEaLiZe i hAtE mYsElF CuZ i LeT mYsElF FaLL iN LuV WiT u
-i WaS hiS sTaR 4 MaNy NiTeZ
nOw dA rOLeS chAnGeD n Ur tHe LeAdiN LaDy n HiS LyF
LiGhTs, CaMeRa, nOw u*rE oN
jUsT rEmEmBeR u*vE bEeN wArNeD
eNjoY iT NoW b/C iT woNt LaSt
SaMe ScRipT BUT DiFfErEnT CaST
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2004 7 February :: 11.55am
:: Mood: miserable
:: Music: TV
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yep so last night was another unsuccessful night with my mother. we got in another freekin fight.. and i threw my phone.. yep BROKE!!!! ugh my dad is coming over today and he's gunna be so pissed b/c by bill was $189 and he's not gunna wanna spend more money on it to fix it now.. ugh this sucks! anyways i'm not stayen home tonight with HER so i need to go make plans with someone.. peace the fuck out
hey hey hey !! i got my cell-telly to work!! yay yay! and i'm going to whitneys house tonight.. CaLL Me :D
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2004 6 February :: 4.50pm
:: Mood: excited :D
:: Music: If u want some get some
if you want some shawty come get some !!
hey guys its FRIDAY + i just got outta the shower -n fixen to go get ready cuz me, meg, + whit going down town to the block party.. yayy :D ..welp i'll bbl to tell ya'll wutsup.. t t f n
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2004 5 February :: 4.00pm
:: Mood: bOred...
:: Music: Not Today
Brake up? leave! make up? please!
hey everyone, wutsup? nuthen much here.. school was good i guess.. school's school, right? well i guess nyrobies fuck-ass started a gay ass rumor about megan that she fucks everyone and he calls her "mangler-megan" well um.. wtf?? she's a VIRGIN!!?? ahh i don't get it but fuck his fat ass! so me + her are skippen skizool tomorrow! wuut! i wanna go to the beach :D hmm.. well i'm gunna go watch BET.. bbl
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2004 3 February :: 6.43pm
:: Mood: better then you :D
:: Music: little moments - brad pasiley
haha
i re-did my journal.. i think it's cute!! thanks shelly for maken me my icon!! holla lol
i talked to J___ today !! - i love that kid fa sho! oo yea.. _______ + ______ fuck ya'll!effin WOES!!! lol (nae)
hmm.. through this whole "ordeal" i've made some new friens.. maddy!!! i love ya gurl! and naee-- <3 ya !!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLYSA KELSO!!
yup so i just spent 107 minutes in my room reading magazines.. u knoo! spending quality time with me, myself, and i .. lol i think i should do it more offen!
gotta go call troy.. bbl
all right back. well well well. this jurnL comment shits lame.. get a life
me + whitney ordered some louies on friday.. can't wait to get'm
i'm talking to j___ right now.. yayy :D
but!! i'mma go to bed soon.. be back tomorrow or sometime
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2004 2 February :: 3.16pm
:: Mood: idk wut i am 2day.. hmm..
:: Music: none.. ppl's IM's
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hey guys! just gunna update some stizzuff!
- Friday ; went over to whitneys house
- met some kid chris !! (not cole.. a diff one and we're supposed to start talking..
-Saturday ; chilled with whitney at her house then we went over to my gramma's house
- went to wal mart
-Sunday ; we came back to my house
-got ready
-went to a super bowl party
- (had to leave in the middle cuz my friend T.J. got a fishing hook stuck in his neck.. omg-don't ask!)
- hospital
-then back to the party to watch the rest of the game
- the PATRIOTS effin won!!! yayyy :D
-then came home.. and went to sleep
-me and megan were in a fight all weekedn =\ it was gay but it's overr
-well i think i'm gunna go now..
-i'll be back don't worry !! lol
ooohhhhh yeeaaaaa !!!!
- ____ + _______ broke up !! :D
annnddd! she's a dick suckerrr... haha
(i'm not sayen any names..)
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2004 30 January :: 7.12pm
:: Mood: tee hee *
:: Music: country
la la la luuu la
heyy. i'm gettin ready to go to whitney-lous house! lol we're gunna hang out wit our wang out! oo shit!! rock out wit our cock out.. call me if ya wanna i'll be back tomorrow sometime i think.. or maybe sun?? not surre. pzz niggaa :D be back layyy-terrr
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2004 29 January :: 2.43pm
:: Mood: who fukkin knows
:: Music: ____
wtf !
i don't think i'm gunna write in here anymore. everything i say gets me in trouble some how which is fukked up bcuz this is MY journal.. not yours!! so if you don't like wut i gotta say then don't fukkin read my shit.. yep bye
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2004 27 January :: 9.17pm
:: Mood: life sucks
:: Music: w/e's on the radio
havn't been in here for a few days - nothing happend
today at school was good i guess.. just a regular day.. nothen bad nuthen special.
soo much shit's happening.. i don't wanna be here. ugh i want him..
my mom's such a bitch
i'm tired + ain't got nuthen better to do so i'm gunna go talk to megan + call troy back then i'm goin to sleep.
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2004 22 January :: 3.11pm
:: Mood: b0red = \
:: Music: ying`yang twins CD
HaNh !! :P
hey guys wutsup? nm hurr chillen. lol yesterday crystal fought stephanie.. + i'm gunna leave my comments to a minimum... :D well i don't have much to say just wanted to post that. lol but now.. i'm gunna go look on eBay for some shit.. then i'm gunna look for CRUISE TICKETS!!!! me + meg are going for our b-day in may.. whoot! lol .. holler atcha gurl! leave some comments.. tell me wut ya think!!
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2004 20 January :: 9.44pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: ----
boOm ; bitch wuts happenin`
in the last entry i wrote i told ya'll bout some ryan kid. well while he was here we made out and sara found out (she likes him) and he's tryen to tell her all these bull shit lies i was like umm.. i would not make this shit up to get my damn self in trouble?? soo forget him!! lol i'm juss glad i didn't like him cuz if i did i'd be on the pissed list! haha and me and sara are straight too so thats good :D anyways... i love the way... never fukkin mind i'm not gunna "post things in my journal" this time... juss like i don't think you should say shit while gettin in your car.. wtf? and u know who u are and wut i'm talken about. and why when people ask u if u wanna fight me its a "no" but online it's "ooo bitch i'mma beat your ass" all right well for the last god damn time! I DO NOT LIKE CHRIS ANYMORE! I DON'T GIVE A FLYEN FUKK ABOUT HIM OR WHO HE FUKKS. CUZ I WAS JUST TRYEN TO WARN YOU CUZ HE AIN'T FIXEN TO CHANGE FOR NO BITCH, HE'S GUNNA DO U JUSS LIKE HE DID ME... LEAD YOU ON AND BREAK YOUR FUKKIN HEART! SO GO RIGHT AHEAD I DUN GIVE A FUKK!I JUST CAN'T SEEM TO GET THAT THROUGH YOUR EFFIN HEAD!!!! I SAID ILLLL BITCH!!! U COULD HAVVEEEEEE IT!
yup so i think i'm done now.. hehe
today after school i went to megs house and we chilled and got taco bell lol. then we went to the dollar store and then walked over to our school for the b-ball games. but we were early so we went to "the spot" haha (where this one gurl goes to suck ding-a-ling.. :D haha) just to see wut it was like but we got outta there fast cuz we didn't want no one seein us thinken we the chicken heads. ha !! then we met up with leah and she stayed for the game with us. alotta people where there.. KIESHA!!!! ahh my bestest black girl friend!! lol i freekin love that gurl, fa sho. ok well i'm tired fixen ta hit it on too my b-e-d ! hollerrr
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2004 19 January :: 11.25am
:: Music: TV
Fukk a Chris !!
i am soo over chris.. danielle you can have him !! he has brought way wayy too much fukkin drama.
anyways... last night i went to Sara's suprise party. it was fun. how about she's going sometime this week to get a brand new car !! (she turned 16) lol her and alyssa were tipsy lol. then after that me and meg were gunna go to neptunes.. but uhh we decided not to. but ryan came over and we chilled for awhile then after he left megan went home too.. so i just went to sleep i was tired. but today i think me + leah are gunna go do something.. hmm.. but wut!? lol i swear we live in the most boringest place, uhh. oo well soon i'll be gone haha UCF baby! all right i'm gunna go..
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2004 17 January :: 3.56pm
:: Mood: surprised
:: Music: the TV
ooo boyy
ay ya'll it's saturday.. megan is taken her 4 hour drug + alcohol test right now.. but she's coming over after at like 6. so last night was fun i guess. me + meg went to the girls b-ball game to watch jackie aka jaxin. she plays on cypress.. they won like 71 - 51.. we got served! lol speakin of that i wanna see that movie. thennn after the game me meg + kelso went to the St. Andrew's Fair.. that was fun allotta people were there. oo yeaa! POP went to the game and the fair!! hehe but yea ashley and ingrid were there ugh and erica i dunno wut i ever did to her but she don't like me neither... oo well... so then after that we went to wendy's and came home `n chilled for awhile.. we ended up goin to sleep :D so yea everyone left this morning.. and i'm watchen TV when someone knocks on my door. i thought it would be like them jesus people so i went to open it and ryan w. was standing there.. i was like OMG! (i looked like total and complete SHIT !!) so i opened the door and was like wtf?? lol but yea CHRIS josh + BAY BAY was with them.. oo god! so they came in and chilled for awhile.. burned, u knoo. chris was all tryen to call me "baby" and shit i was like na man u needa go get danielle for that shit. he was like nawwww u my baby. -- FUCK DAT-- haha he could havveee herrr. oo yea! while i'm on the subject!! last night CHRIS fucked DANIELLE! and BAY BAY fucked STEPHANIE! hahaha omg they are sluts for real!!! haha ryan told me + i was like YUCK chris but he denied it so must not have been good enough for him. ahhh stupid bitch. it's pretty funny that u think u "got" him but he's with u one night then with me the next day!! hahaha bitch u funny. well anyways they were here for about 30 mins or so then they left and they said they'd call me later to do something. whoop! lol buttt i'm gunna go get a shower and do my hair and shit (even tho it's a little late.. haha) and i'll be back to this later :D byebye
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2004 14 January :: 9.11pm
:: Mood: purrty damn good !
:: Music: w/e's on BET
hOdda`hOdda
hey guys school was good. then after school jesse + donny came over again. i wish i knew how to "entertain" lol not like sexual but like so we ain't all bored? oo well i'll figer` it out sometime, hehe`ya so megan got mad at me for hangin out with jesse idk it was gay but we're straight now.. i knew we would be cuz we love eachother like that. oh ya.. danielle called me tryen` to act hard.. stupid girl! but part of my new years thing i'm not only not gunna stress over guys.. shit i ain't fixen` to stress over lame bitches drama neither.. soo NEHH! talk it up.. go fukkin crazy!! haha. but! i got some homework to do.. and i gotta pick out wut i'm gunna wear tomorroow.. so i'll get back to this some other time.. tomorrow maybe. probly. hodda !! :D -oh ya that means holla- lol pzz out cuz
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2004 12 January :: 8.24pm
:: Mood: fukkin great!! :D
:: Music: georgia dome
WhoOp whOop
omg! i found wut my new years resolution is gunna be! NOT TO STRESS OVER GUYS!! + so far.. it's working. yayy
well i haven't been in here for a few days soo ;
Friday -; megan + whitney came over after school + we did our little ritual-- got wendy's haha. i talked to luke.. we were kinda fighten idk i think i've gotten past him for the most part. then we went to the b-ball game, we won! yea we were watchen jooeee! holla. lol yea um.. chris + ryan w. were there and they gave us a ride home. woot, i gotta big hug from chris :D. then whitney hadda go home so me + meg juss ordered pizza and watched comic view.
Saturday -; chilled all day with miss megan then we got ready and went out to eat to at woody's in south fort myers then went to bell tower. brandon l. and his 2 friends were there. whitney m. was with them.. omg she was so fukked up on bars.. stupid girl. oo yea- we saw My Baby's Daddy, it was funny + we saw shannon in there. but thennn on our way home there were these guys in the car next to us + they were askin for my number + i was tryen to "sign" it to them but that wasn't workin so they came to my house and got it. haha.. that was some funny shiat! then cp said he'd come scoop but he flagged... fLaGgEr.. so we went to bed
Sunday -; today was kinda boring.. juss chilled with my daddy`o all day. it was fun i guess he let me drive his big truck.. i was scared i was gunna crash it.. haha. then i went to wal-greens to get some school shit + came home + listened to the quiet storm.
today (monday) -; school was goood!!!!! best day. i got a hug from chris. 2 from ryan w. and brandon came over with his 2 "boys" + we juss chilled in my driveway.. they were smokin. then they left + jesse bubba donnie + casey came over for like an hour. we juss chilled in my living room. jesse's hott. woot! lol yea so today was good.. i talked to alotta people! (guys) hmm.. i was a pimp! haha it's only 8 i wonder wut else will happen? lol i hope tomorrow is good like today.. hehe
well.. i'm gunna go change the settings stuff in here i found a new icon. ok so holler atcha girl.. xoxo byee
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