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:: 2016 13 June :: 11.11pm

It's true.

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:: 2016 25 May :: 7.09am

Death, death, dying, death...

Dead.

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:: 2016 21 May :: 8.24pm
:: Mood: *death*

I need to go for a walk in nature alone. Maybe that will help. When will I ever get time for that? No fucking clue.

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:: 2016 19 May :: 6.43pm

I haven't been in a rainstorm for a long time.
It's beautiful. It's nice to be in my car for these so I have the tin-roof sound. So calming and refreshing.

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:: 2016 15 May :: 1.22pm

People are garbage.

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:: 2016 14 May :: 8.29pm

I fucking hate the internet. Like I really fucking hate it.

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:: 2016 12 May :: 5.55pm

I would like to be doing just about anything else by myself.

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:: 2016 10 May :: 12.01pm

I would really like some god damned time to myself for once. I thought I would get that when you were away. Not so much.

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:: 2016 4 May :: 10.09pm

It is amazing what a difference two weeks can make, and if you succeeded, how dull and colorless my life would be.

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:: 2016 1 May :: 6.20pm

Life is so beautiful.

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:: 2016 17 March :: 8.18am
:: Music: Smashing Pumpkins

Despite all my rage, I am still just a rat in a cage.

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:: 2015 11 December :: 6.14pm

I'm finding myself looking at pictures of people more and more. People in my life, people I used to know...
And they feel like ghosts. They don't feel real.

Maybe they were never really there at all.

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:: 2015 25 November :: 10.42pm

Today is a beautiful day.
I miss Banana.
I'm happy.

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:: 2015 10 September :: 9.50pm

In other news: It's only slander if it's not true.

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:: 2015 11 June :: 4.10pm

Maybe I should write a break up poem with Spokane...

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:: 2015 30 May :: 12.09am

I fuck things up. That's all that I do. Just fuck things up.

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:: 2015 18 May :: 4.59pm
:: Mood: hopeful

My friend posted this today:

Whatever holds you back: forgive yourself, let go, start over. It's always a new day.

Fuck yeah!

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:: 2015 13 May :: 4.12pm

People make choices that are better for them in the end, they care little of the effect it has on someone else. I have and so have others. And I'm not going to stop living because someone has decided to not keep me in their life. If they really cared about me, they would have stuck around. Goodbye past, hello true present, I'm not quite ready for you, but you've been thrust upon me. How could I not have remembered the whole reason why I made this journal in the first place?

"Things change. And friends leave. And life doesn't stop for anybody."

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:: 2015 12 April :: 3.12pm

Fuck today and the horse it road in on...

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:: 2015 1 April :: 5.54pm

The best parts about woohu are:
1. Complete freedom to be yourself.
2. Small, supportive community of friends.
3. No adds.
4. Fast load time for lack of all that extra junk.
5. Able to be colorfully customized to your liking.

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