:.I still want you by my side, just to help me dry the tears that i've cried.:
Hey everybodyyyy! today was awful I got there and Ben told me Luke was sick...n I didn't kno cause i'd been gone. He never showed up at school...and I decided not to stay for show choir cause I got really sick at my stomach in 4th. N that's really, really bad cause Crys said we learned a lot today and we only have 2 more practices before the play. That's messed up. I'm gonna suck! Well I came home n around 3:30 Luke's mom called and told me that she took him to the emergency room this morning and they found out that he has mono an it's like really contagious n it has been for the past week...and well that ain't good cause yeah that means i'll prolly be gettin it, but I hope not. I feel really sorry for him he sayz he feels like crap n he's gonna be outta school for a week and basketball for a week or 2. School is gonna suck so bad without him there. I know thats odd to say because it's school. LoL but yeah I think I can make it through. haha. It's really sad though cause next week is break n stuff and I will prolly only see him a couple times cause he will be all busy huntin....you know...LoL I just wish I could sleep from like tonite around 11 until sumtime on thursday or sumthin like that cause schools so freakin boring...I fight to keep my eyes open in 1st every day, I mean I shouldn't cause I go to bed at 11 and wake up at like 7:15...who knoz what the deal there is. We got our new sub for Lambert today, Mr.Faber (who's Rio Grandes b-ball coach)...he isn't the greatest so far but I probably just think that because he isn't Lambert. Oh yea I highlighted my hair 2nite. Who knows what everyone will think, I think it looks alrite so screw everyone else...haha!Well guyz ima go and dry my hair and go to bed. I'm beat!!! but 1st u gotta see sumthin that just happend it's funny!!!
CutieHHS2006: i hate mono it can freakin die
CutieHHS2006: doin this to me
CutieHHS2006: OMG
CutieHHS2006: I WONT SEE HIM ALL WEEK ALAN....and probably not again til monday or tuesday!! omg! do u know how long that is??? Like 10 freakin days!!!!! :'(
CutieHHS2006: i;m gonna die
FooDye04: lol
FooDye04: i will
CutieHHS2006: how
FooDye04: im going out there sometime during hunting season
FooDye04: hopefully
CutieHHS2006: well kiss my ass!
CutieHHS2006: lol...ohh u wait
CutieHHS2006: lol
FooDye04: mmmmmwwwwhaaa
CutieHHS2006: give him a kiss for me and get mono and die...
CutieHHS2006: JK!!!
CutieHHS2006: im kiddin lol i luv ya aln
FooDye04: lol
FooDye04: lol
HaHa...I am so gonna go to hell...nah. At least I hope not. Well TTYL! ~XoLUKExO~

Oh I <3 This Song!
Hey guys...as ya know today I went to see my brother and Britt. I got up at like 7 and got ready and we left and ate breakfast at Wendy's okay...get this on our way thru Milton this black cat runs in front of the car. OMG bad luck. Then we drove for like an hour and a half (takes 3 to get there) and like my brother calls my moms cell and he's like Brittany woke up at 3 this morning pukin and achein and stuff. (black cat...lol) But we decided to keep on going cause we had got them some stuff for the new house. So she has the flu and like while we were there she was in bed all day. I felt sooo sorry for her. I didn't even get to talk to her or anything. That's all really bad but what's even worse is that i'll probably get it now that I was around all the germs...BLAH!!! I just got over my sickness that I did have sumtime yesterday. My bro was all worried bout Britt he was like you guys she looks so pitiful I wanna help her but theres nothin I can do! LoL it was so cute. They are so in love and they aren't lettin anything get in the way of it. I hope I have something like they do someday. It's great! Seriously, it's adorable! Even though things aren't perfect (If you can imagine...all the bills and a $350 a month apt. and they are both in college, and neither one of them have jobs right now. So they're kinda livin off the parents, but that's prolly gonna be me in 5 years too. Sumthin to look forward to...haha) but they make the best of their life even though all that^. Anywayz.....
They have this lil doggy named Max and it's like so ugly that it's cute, If that makes sense. HaHa! It's meaner than a snake and you can't let it near ppl cept Britt n Justin cause it'll like seriously bite the crap outta you. He has a fit when anyonw gets up or moves and he like growls...LoL! It's a pekinese mixed w/ chihuahua and it's bottom lip comes out further than the top and its teeth come up like fangs and almost touch it's nose. HaHa...anywayz, We sat n talked to Justin til like 2 and then we decided to go out and pick up some food so we could all eat so me, mom n dad did that while he stayed there w/ her. Then we got back and ate and watched Shawshank Redemption...ha and then we got ready and left at like 6 I think...The rides up n back was like the most boring rides i've been on the way to anywhere, it sucked. The plus side to this whole thing (other than seein my bubby) was that I did LOTZ of shopping I bought jus about everything imagineable other than clothes...LoL mom was like Shama do u really need clothes u buy something new every week??? haha. We went in Wal-Mart when we got back to Barboursville and I showed my parents some stuff I wanted for Christmas. Woohu!!! oh wow that's the name of this journal...ha. Okay i'm hyper! I think i'm like that cause i'm like MAJORLY TIRED! I think i'm gonna put some highlights in my hair sumtime soon. It's time for a touch up cause my hair is like gettin so dull and the summer highlights are goin away. I hate when that happens! I can't wait til like the 25th!!! Justin and Britt are comin in to stay with us until like the day after Thanxgiving. On that day Britt's mom and her boyfriend are comin in to eat dinner with us too, and I haven't met em yet so that should be cool. I really miss Luke I haven't talked to him all weekend! I called his moms saturday and he wasn't there and then I started to call his dads today but where we was out of the reaching area, my phone said "extended area" (long distance) and my phone doesn't make calls when it's like that :( Well i'm gonna go blow dry my hair and hit the hay cause i'm worn out. I have show choir practice after school tommorow til' 5. Fun Fun...NOT!!! ugh. C~yA'lL!!! HuGz & KiSsEz (to no one but *My MaN! hehe...lol)

- Seems like everywhere I go somebody wants to know, where you've been, and are you comin back again? I swear, I can't take you anywhere. -
Hey ppl what's up!? not much here i found out that i'm leavin for Kentucky really early tommorow morning and we may not be back til late tommoro nite so i'll prolly only be at school half a day monday. Just depends on what time I get home. Who knoz what i'll do. Anyways... Lately everything i've seen like all the video games about war and stuff like that's made me mad now that i'm all worried cause Lambert n stuff...i'm jus weired I guess. Well heres sum stolen quizes. LoL. Later! <3Luke<3


*cute couple*

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First Name: Shama
Nicknames: uhhhh?
City: Ashton
Age: 15
Sex: female
Birthday: Aug 23
Siblings: 1 brother
Pets: 1 cat, 5 dogs, buncha fishiez in the tank
Hair Color: dark blonde
Eye Color: blue
Do you have a g/f or a b/f?: yes
Do you have a crush?: well?
Where do you shop the most?: Aeropostale and JcPenny
Do you think your fashion is cool?: I dress however I wanna lol
Do you have any piercings?: yeah
Where do want more?: yeah my lip and i'd like to have my tounge pierced but that'd really hurt
Do you have a tattoo?: not yet
Who are your best friends?: Luke, Bobbi, Jenn, Tabi, Manda, Ben & Alan
Who is your best friend online?: Tabi
What kind of shampoo/conditioner do you use?: Suave lavender but i'm gettin sick of it I want some Pantene lol
What sport do you play?: cheer all the way
What are you most scared of?: losing someone i care about
How many phones in your house?: 4
How many TV's do you have in your house?: 4
What are you listening to right now?: I can't take you anywhere
Who are you talking to right now?: no one
Do u have a pager (if so could we have the #)?: don't have one
Do you have your own phone line?: not yet
Can we have the phone number if so?: ...
What shoes do you wear?: my blue nikes, and my brown lei boots
What clothes do you sleep in?: pj pants and a t-shirt
Who is the last person who called you?: oh gosh...it's been awhile. I think it was Luke like 2 weeks ago...lol!
FavoritE Subject in school?: AWWWWW SCIENCE...mr.lambert :'(
Holiday: Christmas
Season: Summer
Color: pink
Number(s): 8
Band(s): Brooks and Dunn N Emerson Drive
Kind of Movie: comedy n romance
Candy: reeses, lotza others
TV Show: 8 simple rules, so little time, sister sister, lizzie mcguire
Fast Food: Wendyz
Radio Station: 97.5
Teacher: Linger...Lambert :(
Liked somebody soooo much it makes u cry?: well yeah
Smoked?: ya ew
Drank?: yeh...
Been arrested?: no
Broke the law?: i duno
Ran away from the cops?: nope
Stole something?: probably sumthin small
Tried to kill yourself?: no
Killed an animal ?: insects
Been in love?: duno
Ran away?: no
Broken someone's heart?: yea
Cried when someone died?: yea
Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have?: yep
Hate school?: nah
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
What do you notice first?: eyes, attitude
WHAT IS...
Your weakness?: just the way he looks at me...
Makes you laugh the most?: Ben & Luke
Makes you smile?: connecting with my friends
WHO...
Has a crush on you: :;thinks:; i honestly don't know
Can make you feel better no matter what? most of my friends
Has it easier, guys or girls?: it's different? i'm not really sure
DO YOU EVER...
Sit by the phone and wait for a call?: bout every weekend...lol
Save conversations? only if they're important
Save emails?: some
Wish you were somebody else?: naw
do you ever wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: nah
BEST...
Romantic Memory?: all the *good* times w/ Luke
Advice given to you?: think before you act
HAVE YOU...
Fallen for your best friend's boyfriend/girlfriend?: *sighs* yes
Used someone?: not that I can remember
Been used?: probably
Been cheated on?: yes
Done something you regret?: yea
fallen for a friend?: yup
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
You touched?: Luke
You talked to?: my mom
You hugged?: my mom
You instant messaged?: Tabi
Had sex with?: haven't yet...
You yelled at?: I haven't yelled at anyone in a while so i don't remember
You laughed with?: Lawrence

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It's all the results you can get for the thirteen ghosts test. I got the withered lover (the mom/wife from the beginning of the movie.) But it didn't have a pic with it, so I didn't post it. This site has a REALLY nice pic of Matthew Lillard on it though...haha Ben! Check it out =)

Good song...I can't take you anywhere...enjoy!

You've been a part of my life for so very long
It's hard for me to believe sometimes that you're really gone
I tuck your memory away in that special hiding place
Hoping no one could tell by the look on my face
That you're still in my heart, always on my mind
Part of my everyday
Like just last night I went out for a bite
I tried to have fun with all my might
But even the laughter, it wasn't much of a break
'Cause right in the middle of my strawberry shake Bobby Joe walked in with a couple of friends
And said, "Hey have you heard from her at all man like
where's she been?"

And it, struck a nerve
And it, hit a vein
You'd think from all the tears I cried
And this broken-hearted pain
I wouldn't have to carry you around with me
But it seems like everywhere I go
Somebody wants to know where you've been
Are you comin' back again, I swear
I can't take you anywhere

So I left all alone, I just headed on home
As I listened to the messages on my telephone
There was one from my sister
And one from an old friend
He said, "I drove by your house tonight dude but
You wudn't in
Just checkin' up on you boy, I hope you're doin' alright
Oh by the way man, I seen her last night

And it, struck a nerve
And it, hit a vein
You'd think from all the tears I cried
And this broken-hearted pain
I wouldn't have to carry you around with me
But it seems like everywhere I go
Somebody wants to know where you've been
Are you comin' back again, I swear
I can't take you anywhere

Oh baby I swear, I can't take you
No, No, No, No can't take you
I can't take you anywhere
I can't take you anywhere, baby
I can't take you anywhere, ooh

.Baby boy you stay on my mind, fulfill my fantasies, I think about you all the time, I see you in my dreams, Baby boy not a day goes by without my fantasies.
Hello!!! I had a NaStY day! it was all rainy and stinky. You know how it is. We was jus like sittin in Mr.Lingers class 2nd period and like rain jus comes gushin from the wall like from outside and theres like water in his floor like an inch deep. GROSSNESS! Oh yea I got an 86 B on my test in there from the other day...That's great!!! Today they had a ReAlLy good lunch. Mr.Lambert came in with chicken strips for the first 30 mins. of class before lunch and he's like don't get any of these they are hard and they were like all fallin outta his mouth...HaHa! then he sat with me, Jenn, and Tabi at lunch. I know you all know this by now but GOSH I AM REALLY GONNA MISS HIM!!! Today he told us his last day is friday, he will be off for a week then he has to go to Point Pleasant for 2 weeks and then he's going to Indiana until January then he's leavin for Iraq and he will be back a year after that. :( Today he made up a story about me and Luke, he said the only tool we owned was a stick and I had 13 kids and they all died but 2 because I was always diggin the stuff up in the garden for them to eat and Luke was always sittin on his butt and one day I made him get his behind up and do sumthin and then I had more kids. HA. What a dork? Near the end of class, Tabi wrote sumthn on a note n this is how it went...Tabi: 4 real?, Me: No, Tabi: Why not?, Me: It's a long story. Then she draws me a pic of one of those hand turkeys and it said Happy Thanksgiving and I drew one back and it was like a hand turkey but i traced all my fingers (other than my thumb in 2's.) and yeah I wrote Merry Christmas! OmG Me, Tabi and Jenn were laughin so hard we were crying...don't ask why cuz I dunno it was just like hilarious I haven't laughed like that in a long time...haha! Well ima give yah some quizes cause I feel like it!!! enjoy!
*LuViNz*

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*Ain't got much to give you, but what i've got means everything, it's my last name.*
Hey! I had a really good time last night we had pictures at school for sports (mine seemed like they are gonna turn out really well!!!) Let's hope! And there was this big ol' spat about girls basketball because like half the people weren't at practice cause of the pictures cept a few. I'm not gonna go into any details but i've wanted to play for a long time but i'm not playin til my senior year for certain reasons. But anyways after all that junk the football team, and cheerleaders went out to eat at Monty's Pizza in Milton. We were there from like 6:30-8:30 the pizza was good and the games were fun (oh yeah! air hockey...haha) and we watched some of the last football games on the big screen TV. But yea when I got back I was really really glad to be home...LoL, long, long day. Lunch was really good. They had the wild game dinner and I ate in there, there was like ham, deer, turkey, chips, pop, cake, cookies and some other stuff. I was sooo full but then in 3rd period since we had a sub, me Bradley, n Burton left and went and got more HAHA i'm such a pig. LoL. Since there was no school today cuz of Veterans day I slept til like noon and i've just been watchin TV since then. I'm gonna watch Joe Dirt here in a lil bit. I really don't wanna go to school tommorow...blah!!! My mom came home with food and she got a whole buncha Christmas Decorations...aww I can't wait! I think theres like 44 dayz! Well i'm gonna post some songs...2 of my fav. ones at the moment! Enjoy! Lata...xOxO

...Lonestar - I'm already there...
He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
And when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
And said "Daddy when you coming home"
He said the first thing that came to his mind
I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
I'm your imaginary friend
And I know I'm in your prayers
Oh I'm already there
She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Don't worry about the kids they'll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that I'll be in your dreams tonight
And I'll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light and close your eyes
I'm already there
Don't make a sound
I'm the beat in your heart
I'm the moonlight shining down
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
We may be a thousand miles apart
But I'll be with you wherever you are
I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
Oh I'm already
There.

...Dierks Bentley - My last name...
I learned how to write it, when I first started school
Some bully didn't like it, said it didn't sound too cool
So I had to hit him, and all I said when the blood came
It's my last name
Grandpa took it off to Europe, to fight the Germans in the war
It came back on some dog tags, nobody wears no more
It's written on a headstone, in the field where he was slain
It's my last name
Passed down from generations, too far back to trace
I can see all my relations, when I look into my face
May never make it famous, but I'll never bring it shame
It's my last name
Daddy always told me, far back as I recall
Son you're part of something, you represent us all
So keep it how you got it, as solid as it came
It's my last name
Passed down from generations, too far back to trace
I can see all my relations, when I look into my face
May never make it famous, but I'll never bring it shame
It's my last name
So darlin if you're wonderin, why I've got you here tonight
I wanna be your husband, I want you to be my wife
Ain't got much to give you, but what I've got means everything
It's my last name, oh it's my last name
I learned how to write it, when I first started school.

Great song...
I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go

CHORUS:
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Trippin' out thinkin' there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... There's gotta be more

(Than wanting more)

I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half-way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing

CHORUS

I'm wanting more

I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed....
Always... Always...

CHORUS - repeat twice

More to life
There's gotta be more to life (more to life)
There's gotta be more to life (more)
More to my life

.:Baby, Baby stay, stay right where you are, I like it this way, it's good for my heart. I haven't felt like this, in God knows how long. I know everything's gonna be okay, if you just stay gone:.
Hey! A lotz happend since the last time I updated...well, Friday I had a test in all of my classes except 3rd! I think I did good on like all of em! In 1st period they had an assembly for Mr.Lambert cause he's leavin and Mr.Hughes talked, then Mr.Lambert talked n Dustin lead a prayer and I cried my eyes out...I hugged Mr.Lambert afterwards. In 3rd period (his class) we talked about the war n stuff then some of the seniors brought in a huge cake for him and we all ate some. We didn't leave for the game until 5 and we lost...it was an awful game! So we lost all of our games and we are the 2nd to last worst team in West Virginia...really sumthin to be proud of huh? Well anywayz...I didn't get home until almost 1 then I went to bed after I watched the news cause mom taped it...you could see Luke, Billy, Jakob and Steven I think that's all but I can't remember. I didn't get up until almost 2 today and I got ready and I had to leave for the Fall Festival to work. On the way there I picked sum stuff up at the store for the Wild Game dinner for FFA monday. I got there and like everyone was pretty much already there and I worked at the front until like 4:15 then I went to work at the snack place like until 5 and then I had 5-6 off and then I went back to the snack place til 6:45 & they told me and Crystal G to go outside and work at the Jupiter Jump thingy and we had to watch the little kids. At 7 I came back in and worked at the cake walk with a whole bunch of people and we got done with that at like 7:30 and me and Tabi went and hung around with Ben, Alan, and Alea then around 8 I went outside and mom was there so I came home...thank God i'm home!!! :) I went in my room and there was this big envelope thingy and my mom had ordered me a shirt from the Dixie Outfitters store! HEHE now i'm lookin at the magazine contemplating what shirt I MiGhT get Luke for Christmas. (I can't wait!!!) yea well he's supposed to call me sumtime over the weekend...yea. Maybe he will *doesn't count on it* but oh well. I'll be alrite! Anyway...I'm watchin Switched on ABC Family and it's Jimmy Wayne switched with a male model...I love Jimmy. He's GREAT!!! ha. Well ima go so sumthin i'll update ya sumtime soon. XoXo!*!

*She lives in LA she flies to NY city that womans been around the world, you can take the girl out of the honky tonk but you can't take the honky tonk, the honky tonk, out of the girl.*
Hey Ya'll! Today at school was alrite...in 1st same ol' BLAH 2nd...SAME, I didn't feel very well, then in 3rd Mr.Lambert had to go meet with some state people so we had Mrs.Matheny as a teacher. That woman is insane...that's all i'm gonna say, but I agree with a lot of other people, that she prolly wouldn't have been that bad if some of the people in our class would grow up! NE wayz...in 4th, we did this thing with sum junk...like we had to pass it around and tell about it. Ha! After school mom came to get me and, oh my gosh tonight was awesome!!! CLEAR the roads ladys and gentlemen, Shama has passed her learners permit test! Go me! I was so excited :) hehe! After that we walked over to Elder Beerman and mom bought me a pair of jeans and 3 shirts :) Then we went to the TA truckstop and got sum food...it was great!!! When we got done we went to K-Mart and I got my Brooks & Dunn CD, finally...yay I love it! It's awesome!!! Also, I got make-up and gum. I'm so cool....haha not! When we got down the road mom let me drive home...She is a scaredy cat! She was like SHAMA!!!!! omg! you're gonna hit that tree! (when I was like 4 feet away from it) and she scared the shiz outta me so ofcourse my first instinct is to hit the break...ha oh well! Yeah well I wish every day could be this good!!! Luke's phones workin tonite...(it wasn't last nite and most of today) and i'm happy about that cause I was excited bout gettin my permit and I just couldn't wait to rub it in his face since he has no faith in me at all and told me I was gonna fail it all day long. Oh yeah, Joe Kinnard owes me a dollar cuz I got mine before him. hahaha...well I think that's all i'm gonna say. 8 simple rules is about to come on and it's the one where they are playin like the dad (John Ritter) dies :( I'll update when I get a chance! *LuViNz*

~It's not the things you do that tease and hurt me bad, but it's the way you do the things you do, to me. I'm not the kinda girl, who gives up just like that.~
Hey guyz! I had a pretty good day...I have been so dorky. Like spittin my gum out at Luke on accident while talkin to him n pokin him in the eye with his own glasses...and me, Jenn, Tabi, and Bobbi got split up into 4 corners of the room in Lambert's class :( tears...haha no I don't really care cause it's not like our talking gets us bad grades! I've done a lot of other dumb stuff today but I can't remember it...lol. Mr.Linger was in a wreck, he hit a deer, but he's not hurt (thank god) I'd die! but ne wayz caz he wasn't there, all of our class went to Mrs.Schoon's room and it was lotza fun, but yeah...I better not brag too much cause the dayz not over yet, I still got the JV game to go to! On a MUCH lower note, today I got my report card. 2 B's and 2 C's...that's not awful but the C's made my GPA go down :( my gosh I need to do better! I don't think any of my grades will drop after this, if anything they'll get higher, if so...Maybe I can bring em up to 2 A's and 2 B's...in 9 weeks! do ya'll think I can do it? I know I CAN do it, I just have to try really hard. If I do I will like be soooo happy! Mr.Linger told me he wouldn't be suprised if I had a B in there soon. And, the rest of the classes won't be too hard to bring up. Intro is so boring...you have no idea. BlAh!!! Well imma go eat so I can go get ready and go to the JV game! TtYl!*!

~I get drunk in the mornin...
Don't ask why it's been a long day...lol, I didn't wake up til it was almost 3 cause I was up til like 5 or so last night cleanin my room but I got er' done! Still got some work to do but I was proud of my job...haha! I finally talked to Luke he got on the net and told me he was sorry he didn't call yesterday...That was predictable tho cause early evening yesterday I told Ally that's probably what would happen...lol it's cool. But ya...I'm really bored, there's not really anything on TV and everything is just boring. LoL. Tommorow is the last JV game against Buffalo. I'll definetly be there, unless it gets canceled or sumthin! I'm really bored...I dunno what i'm gonna do today, probably not a darn thing, but yeah, i'm gonna put some quiz thingys up from Tabi's journal that I did and you all can take them if you desire...lol LaTeR*

*We'd turn out the headlights, drive by the moonlight, talk about what the future might hold, down that Red dirt road...<3
Yo!!! Would you be surprised if I told ya I had an alright day?...well guess what? I did! LoL! It was pretty good! We had a good lunch and afterwards was okay but Luke got mad cause I was teasin him and he wouldnt't kiss me then before 4th he kissed me and I was like you aren't supposed to be kissin me and he was like OH yea! I forgot...but that's overwith...haha! In 3rd they called a code red thing and like Mr.Lambert was in charge of it, the principal came on the intercom and told us to lock the doors and windows and turn off the lights N they were like Mr.Lamberts class go to Dewhurst or Mathenys room but most of us went to Mrs.Pyles room instead and we all grabbed our books and Mr.Lambert was like screaming "Hurry!!!GUYS GO!!!!" and we were all like running and scared to death cause he never yells like that but it turned out that the drug dogs were just there cause a few people had a possesion of illegal substances (what's that HAHA) on em! Why are people so dumb? ugh! Anyways...I found out that I have a C in Linger, B in Pyles, and another B in Hagley...I dunno if I have a B or C yet in Lambert. If he's nice, he'll give me a B :) Go me! Hahaha yeah. Sure! They better give us our report cards tommoro! I am excited! Tommorow we have an away football game at Gauley Bridge (Go Cats! Yea! lol) and as far as I know the cheerleaders are goin! I hope so! Luke needz ta kick some butt again. He's improved A LOT! <3 Yea well tonight is trick-or-treat! I am so excited, I have a Barbie costume to wear and all!...haha no. I'm not goin! My mom is getting ready to go to my cousins house to go with her to take her son trick-or-treatin...fun fun! He's gonna be Tigger! awww how cute? yay...ha I'm really bored! I'm jus sittin here listenin to music and watchin Jerry Springer every now and then...this is funny, like this man married his first cousin and shes old and fat, and he's havin an affair & (they even have kids) with this younger, pretty gurl...but she's a ditz! LoL...pitiful, an incest cheater! ha...that's really messed up! O yeah almost forgot, GL to Mander and Johnny...I am so happy 4 yah Mander!!! Well I think i'm gonna go now! I'll update when I get a chance! X's N O's ~Shamarie

`~Well it must be kind of crowded, on the streets of Heaven, so tell me, what do you need her for?~`
I wish that there would just be one day that I could write that I had an awesome day and nothing went wrong. I'm sick of writing or saying, My day sucked! I am so confused, I could blow up...I dunno what my deal is, or what's wrong with me, I just can't figure out what i've done so wrong. Gosh...why me?!? I just don't get it...you all probably don't know what in the world i'm talking about, but a few of ya do...that's all that matters I guess...I'm glad just about everyone else is havin a pretty good time with their life here lately while mine is falling apart, and i'm serious about that, this is awful...something bad happens like every day...it can be goin perfect then all the sudden just screw up! I don't want anything bad to happen because I would go crazy...but I bet you're tired of hearin me whine...so i'm gonna stop now! Class was alright today...I hope I have good grades. I really really do...they canceled pictures AgAiN!!! blah...after that I had Show Choir practice...it was okay, then the JV game started, we lost...that's all the details ya get...LoL N now i'm home, finally, well i'm goin! C~yA...XoXo

~4 months with Luke!~ Go Us!!!
Hey everyone...I just thought that I would try this thing out...it has a lot more options and U~Journal has gotten on my nerves lately. LoL. I may go back to it, who knows! If you wanna check it out, it's www.ujournal.org/users/swallace06 i'm gonna really try to make this thingy pretty. I'm so excited...haha! Well...I guess i'll tell ya a few details of my day but not much cause I gotta get ready to go to bed! well...class was the same ol' cept I cried in 3rd cause my grade was like 1 point from a B and my teacher decides to go ahead and give me a C on my report card...Blah! I can do so much better than that. I'm gonna try real hard to focus even harder on all my work this next semester! Anyways...I am really worried about one of my good friends, he's getting himself into some crap, he's got so much going for him and he just doesn't realize it, he don't need to get messed up in that junk...hopefully he will change his wayz soon cause if not, well I dunno what will happen... Tonight I went to the last Jr.High game, it was a lot of fun! It was basically Me, Jenn, Ben, Tabi, Kevin, Harold, and Jacob, all in my car most of the time, and Amber, Carl, Kim, and a few others were outside of the car. We listened to music. WoW! Tommorow after school I have Show Choir practice, then Cheer pictures and there's supposed to be a JV game if it don't get canceled, again lol...I hope not! Well ya'll i'm gonna get off here! hope ya liked my first entry...haha! Nite*