Hey guys...yep i'm finally back. LoL...guess i'll fill ya in a lil about what all went on....
Sunday - Went to a hotel in NC and stayed the night.
Monday - Left around 11 for MB and got there around 2...went and ate at Chik-Fil-A...wooooooohhh! We be'd lazzzzzzyyy! and shopped then we swam a lil.
Tuesday - Layed on the beach for like an hour n got in the ocean and later that night walked downtown where all the great craziness is and shopped some more...ate Seafood, then went and got Emerson Drives cd which by the way.....IS AWESOME!
Wednesday - Went to the sister hotel and Amanda ended up passin out from gettin too hot in the hot tub...blah it sucked!...we shopped AGAIN that evening and ate at The filling station (Italian) n watched fireworks.
Thursday - Got up, went to the beach and layed in the sun for like 2-3 hrs....came back and went to eat at Fuddruckers...shopped a lil more.
Friday - Went to the beach for a bit, swam a lil bit, went walkin downtown....ordered in pizza, wings, n subs.
Saturday - Started home around 11:30, had a semi-wreck (got rear ended), ate at Burger king, were gonna pick up my aunts kids that her ex kidnapped cuz the court issued a meet-up but he's a jerk n wouldnt wait cuz she wasnt there until 4:40 and was supposed to be there at 4:30 but we got stuck in a rain storm, plus the wreck thingy. (Can't stand him, stupid pot head!!!) But yes, we ended up gettin home around 12:45 that night!
-All in all the trip was greatness but I couldn't wait to get home n see Cody cuz it felt like I hadn't seen him in a month...Today, I went over to his house at like 7 or so. I felt so loved cuz everyone seemed glad to see me lol! We all sat around at Becky's til like 9:30 and me and Cody went to see fireworks, jus parked along Route 2. The fireworks were so pretty n....romantic ;) awwwww lol!
Amanda - Don't forget all 27 of the guys...lol

Hey guys...I guess this is the last time i'll be updatin for a week or so...since i'm leavin for the beach tommorow morning at 8. YAY! hehe! I can't wait! =) Hmmmm well, Thursday I went to the scrimmage thingy over in Ohio again with Cody n them...then yesterday Dewhurst came over to look at my pig at 9 then around noon I went shoppin and bought some clothes, another "bikini" lol, an intuition razor thingy...it's great!!!! and I also got a whole bunch of stuff in Bath n Body works cuz they're havin a big sale. Invested in some other junk too...WOW! it's 11:00 and I have only sorted out the clothes i'm takin lol...nowhere near done!!! So far, I only have $85 to spend...Cody gave me half of it and I saved the rest. Maybe mom and dad will end up giving me more for being such a great kid. LoL! Anyways.....today was great. Cody came over around 3 and stayed til like 10...It was so hard to say goodbye to him when it came time for him to leave, I know it's only a week and we can talk on the phone but it was still sad. =( I finally let him leave tho.....after we said bye for like 30 minutes =) hehe! Well I think i'm gonna go now and get some packin done. I'm going to miss all my great friends...especially the ones that keep me company on here at 2am or so...{Tab, Kim & Kevin...lol} I love ya'll. Don't have too much fun here without me!!! Talk to everyone sometime next weekend!

-Cody...i'm gonna miss you so much! I can't wait to see you when I get back. Remember what you promised me =) Love yah babe 4-ever!

Hey everyone...It's that time again LOL! Let's see, yesterday me and Cody went to see Garfield and it was really good. We didn't think we were gonna make it to the movie....but we did lol. It was really funny, I liked it a lot. There was like a whole buncha women beside us and they would laugh REALLY loud over everything and cuss out loud. It was great, me and Cody were crackin up. LoL. Today has been kinda lazy. I got up really late...but don't I always? I was planning on goin to church but Cody called and told me they cancelled it cause someone passed away. But yea last night I was on the Emerson Drive website and found out that there is this contest going on. "Win a date with Brad Mates" I mean, it's real! But it depresses me cause you have to be 21 or older to enter =( I soo wish I was 21. That would be amazing if I won...I think i'd die of shock if they called and told me I won. Ahhhh!! Anyways LoL, I also found out that they're going to be at the Meigs County fair in Ohio on August 18 and I think i'm going to go to that instead of the one next month cuz mom and dad aren't really talked into it yet and this one is closer and it'll give me more time to beg =) hehe! (ED groupies!!!) They are in the process of shooting a new video to "November" I THINK. Not 100% sure. But their CD comes out in 6 days...n I can't wait. I'll be at the beach though and we're pretty much gonna be makin a Wal-Mart trip. =) Oh yeah...for my RF groupies...lol today I was watchin CMT and I saw their new video for "My worst fear" I was so excited to see it that I recorded over another movie. The vid and song are both b-euaaatiful and the guys look hot like always =) Ahhhhh!!! Earlier I went down to feed the pig and I think that thing is on speed. He'z crazy lol! When I got back up here around 8 we all got in the pool...it wasn't too bad til it started gettin really cold out around 9. FuN FuN!!! Tommorow I may be goin sumwhere with Cody again...possibly. Well, i'm gonna go now! Later!

Hey guys...this summer has kinda blown so far. It hasn't been terrible or anything, but when I actually think about it, the things that make my summer so great haven't even come around yet...(vacation, the regatta, the fair, football practices, drivin around, goin swimmin on 90 degree days) I can't wait. lol. Anyways. Yesterday I got up at like 9:30 and went to church, came home and we cooked out for fathers day and then mom and dad left to go to my brothers and I watched The Real World forever (I think they were showin the whole season over again) but yea, Randy and Charlie are so great. HEHE! LoL...later on, Cody asked me to come over, so I did. It was great cept for when Me, him, and Ally were outside and Cody threw the frisbee for Jake (big ol' boxer) and he landed on his butt and hurt his leg or tailbone...sumthin like that. It was scary cuz I thought Ally was gonna cry and Cody ran to go get help and I felt bad for him cuz he thought it was his fault =( Sadness!!! yeah I came home that evening around 9:30 and no one was here so Cody came in with me and my door was unlocked and cracked open and I really thought I locked and closed it before I left earlier that day. I was pretty much scared til 11:30 when mom and dad got home! I'm such a wuss! lol...well, today I didn't get up til almost 2. I slept like 13 hours. Wow! hahaha...I was gonna get in the pool but it was wayyy too cold. That sucks so bad. Hopefully it'll be warmed up a lil by the time I get back from the beach. Who knows? Oh yeah...a car-load of black people from Jehovas Witness' (or however you spell it) came to my house today. They were throwing dog treats out the car window to my dogs. It was quite funny...lol. Anyway...tommorow me and Cody may go see Garfield. It's really hard to tell knowin us. LoL. But yeah, I need something to do. Well i'm gonna get outta here! Bye Bye!

Well nothin at all went on today <~> yesterday. Other than Cody came over at 2 or 3 and didn't leave til like midnight. We had a great time...oh my freakin gosh I love him and I don't know what in the heck I would do without him. I don't even wanna think about not being with him! Anyways, today I watched The Sixth Sense. It wasn't terrible but I wasn't a big fan either. Oh well. LoL! Well...tommorow is church, thursday I think i'm goin with Cody to some scrimmage game at Southwestern that the basketball team is doin and Ryan's playin in it. Then I dunno what...lol. I'll update sumtime!!! SHAMA

Hey everyone...I got back from campin at Northbend around 1 today. I had a blast...it was sooooo much fun. I really love that group of people =) I think all the people that were there on friday was Me, Cody, Tabi, Ryan, Jesse, David Adkins, Chris, Stephanie, Amber, Bradley, Grace, David, Allison, and Danielle. Friday morning I got up at 7 and got all my stuff ready and went to get Tabi and went to the church...Tabi, Cody and I were so scared we weren't gonna get to be able to ride together cause there was very limited car space cuz only like 4 people drove at the beginning but like 4 others ended up coming up later. Which was TJ, Steven, Derek, and Jessica...I think that's all...? It took like 2 hours and 30 mins. to get there and once we got there it started rainin and it poured most of the afternoon and then we finally went out and went shopping, you know at the dime store, and dollar general (WATER BALLOONS! Big spenders...haha. Later that evening we went on some trail and it was like 2-3 miles long each way. It was fun, all except Chris and Bradley packin water balloons and I got bombed in the back from over top of the tunnel by Bradley and the balloon didn't bust. It "kinda" hurt...lol. When we got home the gurlz had to make dinner for everyone then I think there were a few water spats, then we all settled down and I didn't end up goin to bed til almost 4am cuz Me, Allison, and Grace talked and listened to Graces' hilarious storys. Me n Ally were bout to throw up cuz we were laughin so hard. She's great...hehe! The next day was the most fun becuz it didn't rain or anything and it was like 80 degreez all day. The whole day was all about the battle between the guys and girls that went on. We were busy gettin ready for it and it was like impossible to think about anything else and that's not a good thing when you're having a guest for a church service in the park that night. Alrite, so we're all sittin there listenin to Mark Mayes preach and some people across the road were jamming to D12's MY BAND. I was trying SOOO hard not to laugh. OMG! I felt really bad for him but yeaaaaa...you know that song has a lot of bad stuff in it, and you could hear it like it was right beside you. But yeah...haha all the girls went back to the cabins after that adventure was over and most of the guys stayed in the park to play basketball and like after 15 mins. they all ended up coming back and they had to cook dinner for everyone. Well us, bein the sneaky pplz we are...Stefanie and Amber snuck off and bought a whole buncha stuff to attack the guyz with, and they went over and busted like 200 waterballoons that the guys had done. But they deserved it cuz they stole a whole bunch of ours. After the food.....OH boy! the fight broke out!!! Bradley got Ally somehow and was holdin her hostage so me and a few other gurlz took balloons out to get him and he ended up getting me and holding me up in the air while Cody went to go get a water gun or whatever and Ally attacked Bradley for me and bit the CRAP outta him he has a huge bump on his arm. But yea, when she bit him he fell backwards and I escaped but I was in his arms so I had mud all over my good clothes so I went and changed into sumthin that I didn't really care to get dirty and then finally later we all just decided to face it and take our 500 and sum water balloons out and declare war and we got DRENCHED but it was soooo awesome. I wasn't that wet until Danielle busted a balloon on Cody n was like Shama told me to!!! and he came after me in the house and picked me up and took me outside. Well, that wasn't good cuz I had a bag full of like 10 balloons in my arms and he got behind me and put his arms around me and busted all my balloons ALL over me...I felt like a wet rat! but after that, me and Cody stayed together and went after ppl. After all that stuff it was around 10 or 11, and we all went back to the cabins and all the ladies were sittin around with their men, and Tabi was makin love to the wall...haha and Bradley like killed her head on it. lol. Yea Grace's David & Bradley were play fighting in the floor of the bedroom and they were on top of Grace's bag and she said "You guys are like rollin around in my dirty underwear." and they both yelled and jumped up...haha it was so great cuz like earlier that day we were all mad cuz the little girls wanted the shower 1st and she was like "Gosh guys my crotch is gonna start stinkin." LmBo! I was like girl, I feel ya but HA we all got the shower before they did =) They got so mad. haha! But I don't think it really looked like any1 cared! But later on that night we all talked again until 3 or so and then finally fell asleep and I woke up at 6:30 and went to bed in the bedroom cuz me, Amber, Tabi, Grace and Ally were all in this bed thingy that we made up and it was very uncomfortable. But Bradley made me very mad this morning, around 8 when we had to get up, he was the only guy over and he pulled the covers off me 2 times and I thought he was Cody...he was bout to get beatins. LoL. Anyways, around 9:45 we left to come home and Me, Cody, Tabi and Ryan all rode with Trudy & we stopped at Taco Bell (to go) and ate it in the car. Oh it was lovely! haha...Chris got lost somewhere along the way and everyone was worried and Darlena sed he was panicking when he called her cell phone cuz his battery was goin dead. But we got back around 12:30 today. Greatiez! I had an awesome time. We are supposed to be goin to Carter Caves in Kentucky sumtime in July, and I can't wait! I hope Tabi & I are definetly able to go. It'll be a blast! Anyways, after I got home I found out that our pool is almost ready to swim in. They put the liner in over the weekend and it's over half-way full of water. YAY! But yeah, I went to sleep at 1:30 and woke up around 4:00 and I guess i'm gonna be goin to church here in a little bit. I'm gonna go now =) Talk to ya'll later!
:.SHAMA.:

RIP Baby Shrek.
June 11, 2004 - June 12, 2004.
We love you and miss you. Hope your having fun in Heavens swamp ya little green rascal.

*Happy 16th Birthday Ben! ~<3 ya!!!~*
HAHA TODAY WAS GREAT! lil bit'a craziness! Me, Ben, Emily, Tabi, Jenn n Kevin played duck duck goose in the parking lot, and freeze tag, follow the leader & hide n go seek on the front lawn. Tabi's shoe ended up breakin and kevin fell, he like went flyin man he tripped on the concrete and he was comin to unfreeze me n em and he slid on the mud and went flyin he had mud all over his pants. I thought I was gonna pee myself laughing soooo hard. Also...lol Ben fell too, he was tryin to get to base when we were playin hide n go seek and he tripped over Tabi and fell in some wet mud did like 2 flip flops and had A LOT of mud all over his shirt all day...then we were playin follow the leader and Emily stepped right in a big mud puddle with her new shoes...lol she wiped them off with a used trash bag...lmao! It's so fun just to let go, act 10 again and be retarded every now and then! I love my friends...we are so crazy. GOTTA LOVE THE WHORES N PIMPS!!! lol. In 4th ya know me and Em are in the office (and so i'm told, Mrs.Bowen is still proceeding to run her mouth...that dumb bbbbbbbbb!!!! lol!) and yeah, someone got in trouble for havin a lil kitten in class so they had to bring it to the office and Mr.McNeely had me n Em cat-sit so yeah it was bein really loud so we had Mrs.Mabry get us some milk and bread n it like pigged out then I guess it was sleepy, n McNeely let us take it out front to let it play n see if it needed to potty...but it jus kinda layed on Kevin's shoe the whole time lol...I luvz the kitty! It's great! (By the way...we named it Chloe for the 2 hrs. that we had it lol)
AnYwAyZ...i'm skippin school tommrow, and maybe goin bathing suit shopping. =) Then Thursday is my last day. HEHE! My glasses n contacts are supposed to be in Friday...YaY! And i'll be gettin my nails done soon. Sumtime before I go to the beach. If I go to Northbend...which I am 90% sure I am goin, then there's only 10 days til that. YiPpEe!
Well i'm gonna get outta here, catch ya'll later ;) SH@M@

I've been updating a lot lately...I bet you love that...lol. Anyways, last night I went to Wal-Mart and got Ben a birthday card n a lil sumthin cause his birthday is Tuesday. AW aren't I sweet? haha! But yeah I was up til like 2 sumthin and I watched THIR13EN GHOSTS...<~GrIzZeAt movie lol. Matthew Lillard is so adorable, I used to have the biggest crush on him! =) I miss that!
Yea, today I woke up at like 12:30 when Cody called and we had a cook-out at like 3 and they didn't leave til like 11...it was fun. Me n my aunt found lots of lil tree frogs in the pool lol. We were havin our own little nature show and at that time I was talkin to Cody on the phone n he was like you all need to start your own show and it reminded me of when me and Tabi had a show about the tadpi at her house...lol (I MISSES THAT IT WAS GREATNESS)...And I also miss goin to the movies w/ everyone, hangin out at Tabi's & Alans...lol @ The regatta in the pool hall "Eh gurl, tap the stick!" and "Get that pacifier outta yo mouth." Walks in the sand pit, setting off bottle rockets w/ Alan, Ben, n Tabz...haha! Me n Bobbi goin to Tennesee, following some guy. "I don't like to be followed!" and BEAVIS n his sexi hair lmbo! Can't forget the fair!! This wasn't fun but: Josh Lions...lmbo it was great following him I am jus so sure Tab, Amanda, n Jenn would agree! (sarcasm) Honky Tonk Tailgate party, Tommy Shane Steiner, Singin 'The good stuff' and 'The dance' in the bears - makin Tabi cry LOL, helium, cigars, Christy's bunny, walkie talkies! and the best for last: EMERSON DRIVE! hehe. My birthday party was greatness and so was the cheerleadig practices, Grid-a-rama and all the football practices me and Mander went to! AWW! hehe! We all better have lots of fun this summer just like last. Last summer rocked, I can't even begin to explain!!!! =) Well except for a few things, right Tabi? haha! Well yeah, there are tornado warnings out for tonight...I think. I was so scared the other night I couldn't hardly sleep =( Let's just hope there's not ne thing tonight, and I hope tommorow isn't too bad cuz me and Cody might go do sumthin, hopefully the weather permits. lol. Well i'm gonna go now.

-2 days til school is out
-29 days til I go to the beach!

-Tell me what I have to do tonight
Cause I'd do anything to make it right
Let's be us again
I'm sorry for the way I lost my head
I dont why I said the things I said
Lets be us again
-Here I stand with everything to lose
All I know is I dont wanna ever see the end
Baby please, I'm reachin out for you
Won't you open up your heart and let me come back in
Lets be us again
Us again
-Look at me Im way past pride
Isn't there some way that we can try
To be us again
Even if it takes a while
I'll wait right here until I see that smile
That says we're us again
-Here I stand with everything to lose
All I know is I dont wanna ever see the end
Baby please, I'm reachin out for you
Won't you open up your heart and let me come back in
Lets be us
Ohhh
-Baby baby, what would I do
Can't imagine life without you
-Here I stand with everything to lose
All I know is I dont wanna ever see the end
Baby please I'm reachin out for you
Won't you open up your heart and let me come back in
Oh here I am I'm reachin out for you
Won't you open up your heart and let me come back in
Lets be us again
Oh, lets be us again

^GrEaT sOnG!

Hey!!!
-Last night me and Tabi went to a Play..."The sound of music." Quite a few of us went...oh we had a wonderful time in Taco Bell, and ofcourse the bus ride was fun...we sang the WHOLE way home. Just any song that an1 could think of lol! We didn't get back til like 1 n Tabi spent the nite w/ me.
-Today was graduation '04 (I can't wait til my grad. '06! LOL) it was pretty sad but I didn't get as upset as I thought I would...i'm really gonna miss the foreigners and a few other peoplez! I got my pic with Dedrick, Crystal, and Christy...I took a pic of Paul gettin his diploma and I don't really remember what else I took a pic of. LoL. After graduation I went over to Kim n Gracez for Gracez graduation party thingy. It waz great. It was me, Tabi, Kim, Patty, Travis, Annie, Allison, and Kim's 2 cousins Tom n Dave? I dunno if that's their names but yea I think they're like 14 and 15...lol one of em fell outta the computer chair and it was pretty funny! We listened to great ol' comedy on the computer. lol right Kim? Anyways...there's only 2 days of school left! THANK YOU GOD! I am so excited n I can't wait for The beach, the fair, my birthday!! hehe. YAY. Well I don't have much more to say at the moment, so i'm gonna go i'll update yah later! =) SH@M@

OH boy!!!! what an amazing day!!! As you all know, I'm pretty much a good girl. Above average student! Well... you probably wouldn't think that if you heard todays story! Well, I guess Mrs.Bowens side haha! Here goes...At 2:05 I was going to Mrs.Duke and Em was going to Mrs.Edmunds. Well, Emily went on n went with me cuz Mrs.Edmunds room was still doin finals, and we went to Mrs.Pyles room to see if Tabi turned in her permission slip for the play tommoro nite, cuz they were due today and I took mine over n first we went to Mrs.Dukes room and she wasnt in there, so we went to the library to see if she was in there and we got half way there and Emily was like well she's a big part in the graduation thing so maybe shes in the gym...so we went and on our way over and Kevin Drew and TJ came out of the gym with paint cans so we walked over to them and asked where Mrs.Duke was n they told us and we went in there and waited a few mins cuz she was painting and talkin 2 sum one so I gave her my money and Emily walked over to the voc. building to ask TJ sumthin a minute or so and Drew came out of Mr.Dewhursts room and was like they just called you all to the office or sumthin like that (this was around 2:30) n we were like what the? So we were makin our ways back over and we met Mrs.Bowen in the parking lot and she went psycho on us and YELLED and told us not to say a word til we got in the office. She wouldn't let us say a word she cut off everything we said, and she was like yellin so bad she made me and Em bout cry!!! We both had tears in our eyes. She tried to give us ISS for 3 days and after she left we went in and talked to Mr.Mcneely and told him our storys and he just decided that we would have to stay with him 4th period tommorow cause we don't need to be in her room cause we can't get along. <~He's awesome. LoL...also, he talked to my dad about the whole thing that happend and I think that kept me from gettin in trouble. Emily was afraid her mom was gonna like kill her but she didn't get much anything either...soo yeah! I think all of our parents know by now that she is a psycho and she treats us all like crap and goes crazy all the time. For Example: I was told after the 1st bell yesterday she got in Sarah's face and yelled at her and they thought she was gonna hit her! Sarah's gram. called her though and sorted the problem out. =) She has problems and I don't think she should be teaching like that. Something is gonna happen when she does that one of these days...and it's really scary to think about! But I guess she told a few people that she didn't like the punishment that Em and I got so she was going to file a grievance which I think is hilarious! And also...we caught her ina lie! She was right in front of us in the office and told Mr.Mcneely that she asked Mrs.Duke if she'd seen us and she said that she saw us pass by her window and we never came in her room...and that is freakin crap cuz u know what? Mrs.Duke was in the gym...where there are no windows...lol and plus Mrs.Dukes windows are on the other side of the school and we didn't even go over there, also I could prove I took it to her cuz I mean she has the money and my permission slip. It's all crazy but kinda funny...I really pray I don't have to have her class everrrr again (which I probably will) =( blahhh!
Anyways...onto another subject lol. Today was so dreary and crap! I got a 65 on a painting in art...2nd we had finals and it wasn't really hard but it wasn't very easy either. In 3rd I stayed in my dads room n bout fell asleep. ZzZzZzZz...i'm really tired! And in 4th ^ lol! It was so great...let me tell you! I've never been in that sort of trouble my whole life...only had detention 2 times! 1 time I hadda go to Sat. school for excessive tardys and then I had detention in Kindergarten for sittin on a table. LOL! But yea...so on...Tommorow nite i'm goin 2 see a play - as you know and we're supposed to be back around 12 and Tabi's comin home with me and spendin the nite n then we are goin to graduation Sat. morning...it's gonna be sad =( i'm really gonna miss sum of them! Well it's time for me to go...i'll update later!
LOVE~SH@M@

Me and Jenn's convo...I had to put it in here!! haha I'll update more later =)

PiNkCaReBeAr1104: Omg theres a bug on my comp screen and every time i blow on it to go away it flys on me and i cant find it and then it jus appears on the screen again later
PiNkCaReBeAr1104: lol
xJennxHHSx06x: lol shama
xJennxHHSx06x: thats awesome
xJennxHHSx06x: kiss it
PiNkCaReBeAr1104: um no
PiNkCaReBeAr1104: lol
PiNkCaReBeAr1104: are you stupid? FOOL!
xJennxHHSx06x: shama
xJennxHHSx06x: dont call me a fool;
PiNkCaReBeAr1104: lol
xJennxHHSx06x: i pity the fool...!
xJennxHHSx06x: coughSHAMAcough
PiNkCaReBeAr1104: he's baaaaaaack!
xJennxHHSx06x: who
xJennxHHSx06x: lol
PiNkCaReBeAr1104: the bug jenn!
PiNkCaReBeAr1104: lol
PiNkCaReBeAr1104: omg
PiNkCaReBeAr1104: woah!
xJennxHHSx06x: i thought u were talkin about sum1
PiNkCaReBeAr1104: the bug just like flew straight ahead
xJennxHHSx06x: it seemed like a scary movie
xJennxHHSx06x: lol
xJennxHHSx06x: u were like hes baaaaack
xJennxHHSx06x: lol
PiNkCaReBeAr1104: Mr.Bug reminds me of Tabi...it just busts a move whenever it wants to!
xJennxHHSx06x: LoL
xJennxHHSx06x: what made u think that
xJennxHHSx06x: lol
PiNkCaReBeAr1104: I do not know...lol
xJennxHHSx06x: what do u not know
xJennxHHSx06x: lol
PiNkCaReBeAr1104: yo name biZ!
xJennxHHSx06x: what?!
xJennxHHSx06x: lol
PiNkCaReBeAr1104: lol
xJennxHHSx06x: hahaha
PiNkCaReBeAr1104: omg the bug hit me in the face Jenn!!
xJennxHHSx06x: shama
xJennxHHSx06x: its an attack bug
xJennxHHSx06x: i know why its there!!
xJennxHHSx06x: u wanna hear my story? its a good 1
PiNkCaReBeAr1104: ok
xJennxHHSx06x: the bug is *****' pet for the - and he had cody baby-sit it..and u know how cody is...so he left it at ur house..and it hasnt been fed..or nething...it misses its gf..which is ******** pet...and hes gettin furious..and is attackin

HAHA don't ask!

Hey all...i'm ina better mood to update now so I thought i'd jus getter done while i'm up to it!! I'm really tired so this is gonna be short. But yeah...the past few days i've been worried about the play n weve had practice n crap...we got out of 1st & 2nd period today =) but tommorow ~> well, today...Saturday...we have practice from noon until 4...OH boy let me tell you that will be so much fun! NOT! lol that gym is so friggn hot! but yea everyone should go. It's at 7:00 on Monday night and then we are doing it at school sumtime Tuesday for Ashton n Beale. ANYWAYS...I had an eye doctor apt. after school today and I found out some not-so-good stuff! Well i'm not supposed to sleep in my contacts as much as I do and yea where they cant get ne air at nite they're dryin up and it's causin the blood vessels in my eyes to grow into my cornea and thats NOT good and if I don't improve my contact wear then i'm gonna end up havin some kinda problem with my eyes and never be able to wear contacts again...so I ordered glasses today and new contacts my glasses are really cute they only have a rim on the top of the lens. They're perdy!...n also he sed cuz where i havent been changin the contacts, my eye sight has gotten a lot worse since I was there last. I'M SO TERRIBLE! lol. Well this song i'm listenin to is great! Have ya'll heard it? If you haven't you should!!! Taylor Hanson is FRIGGN HOT!! ooh boy! but yea Video Clash is on and Usher-Burn is comin on next *my fav. song right now* hehehehehe! LoL Cody was like uve been listenin to that song so much you aren't tryin to tell me sumthin are ya? lol...but yea speakin of him I went to his house 2nite cuz it was stormin and I was home alone n skeered...lol =) He brought me home at like 11:15 and u couldn't see the road for the rain. I was very very frightened =( then when we got here it was kinda sad cuz he got soaked cuz my house was pourin rain off of the roof and he stayed here for a bit waitin for the storm to lay off cuz mom n dad still weren't home and he didn't wanna drive in it. But after like 20 mins it did, and my parents called n sed they were bout to come home. Yep, Yep. Today was the seniors last day <~ i'm really gonna missez some of them!!! It's sad. Today was also NHS induction. Congrats to all meh friends who got in...you guys deserve it =) I think I freaked Ben out today...lol I won't go into details...unless he asks me cuz I know he reads this like all you other losers...j/k haha =) Well guess what?! Hoobastank - The Reason just won the next song spot. YAY. GOOD SONGS! haha =) Well here's some special dates for the rest of the school year and i'm gonna go.

~Athletic Banquet - May 23
~OKLAHOMA (Play) - May 24 & 25
~Graduation - May 29
~No School - May 31
~Ben's birthday - June 1
~Shama's skip day =] - June 2
~Last day of school - June 3

~LOVE SH@M@~

Hey everyone!!! I bet you just love readin this thing as much as I like writing in it. LoL! I only get the urge every now and then. Anyways...last weekend was prom and my mom n dad had to go, so I stayed with Bobbi and we went to see Mean Girls (which was awesome) then on Tuesday when we didn't have school, me and Cody went to see 13 going on 30...it was also really good. The Shania Twain & Emerson Drive concert was Thursday night. It was really fun and we were WAY closer than I woulda ever imagined. There were 4 rows on the floor and then we were on the lower level...11th row and Cody was right behind us. I think I may have gotten some pretty good pictures. I am really upset with the shirt I got though I told them I wanted the same one Jenn got, which was the same on the front but not the back, she got an 03-04 one and I got an 03 one GRR! that old hag probably did it on purpose. Anyways...I was like in a really big hurry cauze we were way away from our section and Emerson Drive was already singin the 1st song and everyone knows i'm in love with them! *Brad* ahhh! (I took 15 pictures of him!) lol. Shania did really awesome. Me n Jenn felt special cuz we knew all of the songs. =] YAYz...I don't think Cody was too fond of it all...lol. This guy got to go onstage with her n he was like OMG Shania u are my biggest inspiration. My favorite song you sing is "Man! I feel like a woman" LmBo...I felt so happy for him cuz he was up there like freakin out! hehe! Right now...i'm watchin Shania Twain's UP! concert tour in Chicago on CMT and this guy just got to go on stage and propose to his wife n they are dancen up there to her new song "When you kiss me" so swwwwwweeeet! hehe. I have to go to Kentucky tommorow to see my brother n his woman. I really wanna see them cuz I havent seen em since January but I hate the ride down there. It's 3 hrs away. BLAH! I really hope my dad don't have to take that freakin stupid truck to take the grill out there. I guess i'll jus have to get over it if he does. I think we may be spendin the nite. Eh. Oh yea, to those of you who kno what i'm sayn...I just love it when people write retarded comments in your journal. If you have something to say to me, leave your name or don't say it at all, as a matter of fact, if you have a problem with me...you shouldn't be readin my journal in the first place. Betcha as soon as someone reads this...there will be a stupid comment. I guess that'll just go to show how dumb people really are =] But...on another note theres only 13 days left of school. 11 if ya take out days for field trips...and less for me cuz theres a day or 2 that we're out for the play...yay! =] I am so sick of that school it's gonna make me go crazy *4th period!!!* and some other stuff has been on my mind! It's gonna blow lol!...Well I think i'm gonna get outta here. I hope ya'll loved this entry. HA.
XOXO - Sh@m@

Bout' 1 month til the Beach!
Only 2 months and 9 days til I see Kenny, Joe Don, Jay, and Gary! =]

Hey everyone...Oh my! I haven't updated forever, it seems like! I'm sure you're all devestated because of it. LoL! Naw...i'm just usually really busy. Well weekend before last, I went to Tabi's Saturday nite and we chilled out n went to Church the next morning, then last weekend, My grandma stayed the night Friday and then Saturday...Me, Cody, Jenn n Tabi all went out to the Bluegrass thingy for football and acted like tards...you know. The usual! It was kinda boring at times but the majority was kinda fun cause we made it fun...lol. After that, My parents n Me, Tabi, n Jenn went up to Embassy Suites to stay the night cuz my dad had a school meething up there and he wanted my mom n I to go and I wanted Tabi n Jenn to go, so we got in the sauna, hot tub n pool a lil and went shoppin at the Charleston Town Center on Sunday cause it's right by the hotel, and I got a new purse in Wet Seal, A shirt in Steve & Barrys, Some Care Bear sandals & some Capri's in Aeropostale. After I got home I kinda *accidentally* -don't ask...lol- went to Church at Guyan Creek to see a chalk artist. Anyways...school hasn't been that bad lately, surprisingly. Only bad things are gettin up at 7 and hearin Mr.Grady accuse me of stealin cookies...haha *don't ask* We get off school early on Monday and then we don't have school Tuesday and I may only go a half-day on Friday cuz of the concert Thursday night. During 3rd period, some convicts from the Lakin womens correctional facility came to talk to 10, 11, n 12th grade today n...they were talkin to us about not going out to prom n stuff and getting drunk, doing drugs, and driving. I felt really sorry for those girlz...it was awful stories to hear. One of em was only 22 and she had been in the prison since she was 19 so bad on drugs that she passed out in her car, lost control and ended up runnin down a 10 year old lil gurl n killin her, i'd say that was the worst becuz she was really pretty and it's so sad she had to be locked up n stuff I couldn't live with that all my life. Another 1 was only 26 - an alcoholic n a couple years back she was out partying and got drunk with her best friend n ran into a house and her best friend died. N another gurl got drunk with her aunt and cousin and ran into a brick wall n telephone pole n killed her aunt. That gurl had 3 kids...can u even imagine? That'z so sad...I've thought a lot about it! Don't drink n drive! AnYwaYz in 4th period I was 4 sure Me, Emily, n Sarah were gonna get kicked out...cause we couldn't stop laughin. LoL! They told Mrs.Bowen my birthday is Saturday and she believed us n is lettin us have a party thing the last half of class Friday becuz of it...LMBO! haha...but yeah, I think Cody's last day of school is like this Thursday...that'd be tommorow. HAHA. He SuCkZ! But at least he will be home more. =]
I have a Shania Twain concert comin up next week! YAY! And last Saturday, My aunt, Mom, Me & Cody all got tickets to the July 24th Kenny Chesney, Rascal Flatts & Uncle Kracker concert. I CAN'T WAIT!!! O yea and i've been goin to the tanning bed working up my tan for when me and Mander go to the beach in less than 2 months =] I can't wait for that either. I'm gonna have an awesome summer!!! Well I think i'm gonna go now. That's all I can think of to update ya on. I'll update sumtime soon! =]
LoVe, SH@M@

~18 days left of school!
~8 days til the Shania Twain n Emerson Drive concert!

What? Yeah! OKAY!!!
Hey every1! Seemz like I haven't updated forever! It's been a week or 2. I guess a lot has happend since then...we have been havin lots of play practices becuz the Oklahoma play is on the 4th. I'm so scared we aren't gonna get all done in time, but i'm excited too. Mixed Emotions! lol Anyways...We finally finished up all our buddy league games up, which is really sad. I'm gonna miss those little kids. Especially Zac (even tho he goes to my church) I was just gettin to know em then poof! It's overwith just like that. Sooo depressing! Last weekend was great! On Saturday, my Aunt n Uncle & Tabi n Cody came over cuz we were havin a cook-out type thing, and we went exploring and Cody wanted to go up n look at this "field" by my house so me n Tabi stayed back n waited...like 15 mins. then we went lookin for him...cuz it wasn't that far away n he was caught on briars...LmBo. It was like the funniest thing I have ever seen. GREATNESS! It was so sad tho cuz he was bleedin n stuff. But yeah...later on, my aunt, well...she had a bit too much to drink n we were all talkin n the mic on the internet n she said some pretty intresting stuff. HAHA. Oh boy...anyways Tabi stayed the nite that nite then the next day we went to Church. I haven't really done much lately other than go to practice, and to gamez. We went to a play at Marshall yesterday to see To Kill A Mockingbird. It was okay but a few parts of it were kinda boring. At least we got outta school for it! But yeah, Today Cody came over here after school at like 4 and we went to Pizza Hut and got some pizza n well...he and I got in our first argument the other day (in almost 4 mos.) and becuz of it he bought me a movie i've been wanting for awhile (Cheaper by the dozen - with Ashton Kutcher & Hilary Duff) It's pretty good. Not as good as I thought it would be, but it's alright. Ashton isn't one of the good guys in it tho so for me, that's probably 1 of the reasons it isn't the best movie ever. LoL...Tommorow at 1 I have a tanning apt and then I think i'm gonna go to Tabi'z n spend the nite and then go to Church Sunday morning, as usual. Then, I won't be at school Monday, cuz I got a dentist apt. at 10:30. YaY! No school! That's awesome! Play Practice all next week...BuZy, BuZy, BuZy with that! Well I think it's time for me to get outta here for now! CyALL!
~I Love Cody~

Hey everybody...hope your spring breaks has been great. Mine has been okay but it hasn't gone as good as it coulda been. Wednesday my Aunt and Grandma came over to visit n stay the nite then later on that evening, I went to church and it ended up bein a business meeting n like no one knew so we just sat in the back and talked. Then on Thursday I got up at like 10 and we all went shoppin, I had to get something to wear to church Sunday morning, N I got Jenn n Bobbi's birthday presents, which i'll tell ya bout later so they don't read this and know what I got em. LoL. I saw lotsa ppl I knew at the mall, n when I saw Amber Adkins she told me that the church youth group was havin a sleepover at my neighbors so me Tabi, n Kim decided to go, so it was us 3 and Amber n Brittany S. It was lotsa fun. We were all dead by like 1...lol. Anyways, I came home n slept and then went to the tanning bed n came home. Me n Cody didn't get to talk today til like 7:30. I dunno what was up with us tonight but we just couldn't get along, n then we got off the phone at 9:30 and he's supposed to call me back here pretty soon...I feel so bad, we promised we were gonna get along when we get back on there. I think it's my fault tho, i've been grouchy this week.....craziness! There's so much I wanna say to him. I dunno why I just don't...lol okay forget that!!! Tommorow morning I think i'm gonna get up really early (10:00) HAHA, n go with Cody to help Jeanie with the Easter egg hunt at Church. It just sounds SO FUN. lol...at least it's something to do. But yea later I guess he will probably come over, and then Sunday morning...well ya know Church, then I think Sunday evening we are going to go eat Easter Dinner at my Grandma's. And then it's back to school, which is so sad to think about! Oh well there's not that many days left. Well i'm gonna leave ya'll with a snazzy lil' Easter song cause I won't be updatin before then! Hahahaha. Awww...you GOTTA love the Toys R Us commercial...here ya go!!! XOXO

*Here comes Peter Cottontail, hoppin down the bunny trail, hippity-hoppity Easter's on it's way!*

35 days til Shania Twain n Emerson Drivez concert!

HeLLo losers! haha...naw j/p I hope your week hasn't been as boring as mine! Our team won both of their games Monday and Tuesday, they are awesome!!! They're so little n just really great at it. I'm very very proud of em! We have another game Tuesday....yeaa, well it was pretty much rainy all week and it warmed up a little today. I hope it feels really good next week cause of spring break. I don't think i'm gonna go to school on Monday. Jus cause I don't wanna! lol...but i'm goin Tuesday cause of the lil kids' game & rehearsal. I'm too cool for school...ugh! lol...j/k oh yeah I got my report card and got all A's and B's - 3.6 GPA. I'm so proud! Anyways...yesterday, I got sick and ended up stayin home all alone all evening. BLAH! Well I am bein really confusing so i'm gonna go, Cody's on his way over here anyways!!! BYEBYE...(enjoy a quiz.)

[spell your first name backwards] Amahs
[age] 15
[where do you live] West Virginia
[four words that sum you up] happy, caring, friendly, short
[wallet] well...I only carry one sumtimes
[hairbrush] I use different ones
[jewelry worn daily] here we go...necklace Cody got me...a hoop and diamond in each ear, rubberbands, belly button ring, n sumtimes mine & Cody's class rings
[pillow cover] grey with flowers
[coffee cup] I hardly ever drink it
[shoes] K-Swiss'
[cologne/perfume] pearberry
[piercings] ears n belly
[clothes youre wearing now] Disney world shirt and yellow pj pants with blue stars on em

MIXED QUESTIONS:

[wishing] that I can be eternally as happy as I am now
[after this] bed!
[talking to] nobody
[eating] nothin
[fetishes] my baton
[some of your fav. movies] Sweet Home Alabama, The Parent Trap, Freaky Friday, School of Rock
[somthing youre looking forward to in the upcomin months] SUMMER BREAK, Shania Twain/Emerson Drive concert, the beach, the fair, my birthday
[something youre hella afraid of] spiders
[if you could have any animals as pets what would they be] monkeys n dolphins
[three cities you wouldnt mind relocating to] Myrtle Beach, Gatlinburg
[some of your fav. foods] mashed potatoes, turkey, mac n cheese
[something you wish you could understand better] math
[miss someone you havent seen in a long time] Lee and Amber S


DO YOU...:

[like candles] yep I have like a million
[like incense] they're okay
[believe in love] definetly
[believe in soulmates] yepz
[believe in love at first sight] yeaa
[believe in forgiveness] yeaa
[want to get married] FOR SURE
[want to have kids] yeaa sumday
[believe that you know the person that youll marry at this point in time] possibly

IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:

[cried] no
[bought sumthin] yeaa
[gotten sick] yeaa
[sang] all evening
[eaten] yeaa
[been kissed] nope cuz I didn't see me Cody today!
[felt stupid] yeaaaaaa!
[wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didnt]
[met someone new] nope
[moved on] from what
[talked to an ex] yeaa
[missed an ex] no
[talked to someone you have a crush on] if you consider ur bf a crush
[had a serious talk] yea
[missed someone] YES
[hugged someone] yeaa
[fought with your parents] not really
[dreamt about someone you cant be with] yeah


SOCIAL LIFE:

[best girl friend(s)] Jenn, Tabi, Bobbi & Mander
[best guy friend(s)] Cody, Ben, Alan, Ryan
[boyfriend/girlfriend] yeaa
[if none, current dating partner]
[hobbies] cheering, hangin out, singin
[pager/cell] cell
{wallflower/center of attention] neither really
[car you drive] 89 chevy cavalier
[would you rather be with friends or on a date] both would be nice
[job] probably won't have 1 til 2005
[attend church] yeaa once or twice a week
[like being around people] yea unless i'm ina bad mood

WHO...:

[have you known the longest] Alan
[do you argue with the most] Luke
[do you always get along with people] HAHA!
[who is the most trustworthy] Jenn
[who makes you laugh the most] Tabi, Crystal, Mandy...all them skanks haha...j/k guys
[who is the nicest girl(s)] Bobbi
[who is the nicest guy(s)] Cody
[who has the coolest parent(s)] Alan n Bobbi
[who has the coolest sibling(s)] RYAN...haha
[who is the most blunt] I dunno really
[is the smartest] Tabi or Amanda

PERSONAL:

[who is your role model] Jessica Simpson probably
[pet peeves] um?
[ever liked someone you had no chance with] yep!
[ever lied to your best friend] a couple times
[ever wanted to get revenge on someone b/c they hurt you] UM YES lol
[Cried over the opposite sex] many times
[have a certain "type" of person you go after] not really
[rather be dumper or dumped] i'm not really sure
[rather have a relationship or "hook-up"] relationship
[what is your fav. part of your physical appearance] I dunno
[what is your fav. part of your emotional being] i'm an emotional wreck when it comes to that kinda thing
[are you happy with yourself] sometimes
[are you happy with your life] right now it's great
[if you could change one thing what would it be] i'd live close to cody so I could see him whenever I wanted

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ANGER
1. Who did you last get angry with? my mom
2. What is your weapon of choice? I ignore ppl
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? if they pissed me off bad enough yea! lol
4. How about of the same Sex? it just depends, if i'm really mad then I probably would
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? geez, I can't remember
6. What is your pet peeve? ?????
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? sometimes I let go too easy but theres a few people I still have grudges on from like 2 years ago lol

SLOTH
1. What is one thing youre supposed to do daily that you havent done in a long time? taken a shower...haha naw I duno really there isn't ne thing
2. What is the latest youve ever woken up? like 5
3. Name a person youve been meaning to contact, but havent? Lee
4. What is the last lame excuse you made? I duno lol
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? yeaa it was one on CMT bout a country classic cd
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in? I did sit ups n stretched n went outside on sSnday
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? I don't set that annoying thing ne more

GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? um mello yello?
2. What is the greatest amount of alcohol youve had in one sitting/outing/event? in the past...I wish to not talk about that!
3. Have you ever used a professional diet company? no...
4. Do you have an issue with your weight? I wish I could lose a little weight all over maybe like 10 pounds...I jus wanna be like 115
5. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? any
6. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and thought food? haha that's great...um no, I don't think I have!

GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own? zero
2. Whats your guilty pleasure store? clothes!
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? buy a car and clothes and other stuff that I don't really need! lol
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? I dunno...cuz if I was famous i'd most likely also be rich
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? nope
6. Have you ever stolen anything? I don't think I have
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? well I have like 400 songs on here

PRIDE
1. What one thing have you done that youre most proud of? good grades
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? grades
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? fall n love, get married, n get a good job n a nice home!
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? well yeaa...haha bowling.
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? maybe?
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? haha YEA
7. What did you do today that youre proud of? got my report card today and had a 3.6 on it


ENVY
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? Bobbi's Grandpa's house...HUGE and VERY pretty!
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with? Jenn Tabi or Sarah
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? I wouldn't really wanna but if I had to pick, i'd be Britney Spears or Jessica Simpson
4. Have you ever been cheated on? I don't believe so
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? yeaa
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? courage
7. Do you wish youd come up with this survey? uh?
8. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? what...?

FAITH
1. What religion do you follow? Christianity
3. Do you believe that forgiveness is a religious property, or a human property? It's both
4. Do you believe in magic? I dunno...
5. What was the last promise you broke? probably when I told sum1 I wouldn't tell sumthin, but I really did lol
7. Do you believe that anyone could be perfect? nope

HOPE
1. Did you get everything you wanted over the last holiday season? no
2. Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for? to be very successful in life
3. Do you let yourself get your hopes up for something even if you know that there is a large chance of failure? yeah
5. Have you ever bought a lottery ticket? lol no
6. Do you gamble? noooooo
7. Have you ever had something called off on account of bad weather, but then gone ahead and done it anyway? I don't think so

1. What causes do you support? lots of em
2. What causes have you given money or time to? the church, different things at school, buddy league
3. Have you ever worked in a soup kitchen or done another kind of outreach for the homeless? nope
4. Would you ever consider joining the Peace Corps, Amnesty International, or another travel? I doubt it
5. Do you give money to the homeless on the street? I've thought about it, but no
6. Have you ever helped out a friend with basic needs, like rent or food? ???
7. Whats the greatest extent you've gone to help a friend in need? i'm not sure


FORTITUDE
1. What are you most afraid of? spiderz!
2. What did you do today that was really brave? nothing! lol
3. Who is your favorite superhero, and why? Superman? lol
4. Would you put your life in danger to rescue someone? I liek to think so
5. If you were to face the Wizard, would you want more courage, more brains, or more heart? It's hard to choose between courage n brains cause I already have a big heart. I think God gave me too much brain and not enough of anything else lol
6. Have you ever gotten stage fright? yeaa
7. Do you consider yourself to be a leader or a follower? depends on who i'm around

JUSTICE
1. Have you ever been summoned for jury duty? nope
2. If they reinstituted the draft (for both genders), would you go, or would find some way out of it? I would notttttt go!
3. Do you support capital punishment (the death penalty) depends on the crime
4. Do you believe that Dubya is rightfully President of the USA? yeah
5. Have you ever written a letter to a politician? nope


TEMPERANCE
1. What do you have the hardest time moderating yourself on? i'm not sure
2. Do you collect anything? I collect Eeyore stuff
3. Are you addicted to anything? twirling
4. Have you ever put anything on layaway or used an installment plan? yeaa
5. Whats your preferred method of paying for things? cash
6. Tell us one thing you wish you hadnt let yourself do? start chewing on my nails

PRUDENCE
1. Who is the wisest person you know? my mommy or daddy
2. Have you ever participated in a vigil? ?
3. Do you take advice when its given? every now n then
4. What area are you wisest in? history, reading n such
5. Do you drive defensively? no I drive CAREFULLY
6. Have you ever had unprotected sex outside of marriage? i'm a virgin!
8. And of course, what is your favorite heavenly virtue? faith or hope!

I don't wanna rush this thing
I don't wanna jump the gun
I really wanna say those three little words
But I'm gonna bite my tongue

Yeah, I'm just gonna lay on back
Leave it on cruise control
I'm gonna hold it all inside
Till the right time comes down the road

I got a feelin'
My head's a reelin'
My heart is screamin'
I'm about to bust loose
Bottled up emotion
It's more than a notion
It starts with an 'I'
And ends with a 'You'
I got a feelin'
Are you feelin' it, too?

I guess I've all but said it now
So much for hopin' you'd go first
Don't leave me hangin' out here on a line
Baby, it's your turn
Say you couldn't sleep last night
Swore that you could feel me breathe
Had you wantin' me there by your side
Yeah, baby I know what you mean

I got a feelin'
My heads a reelin'
My heart is screamin'
I'm about to bust loose
Bottled up emotion
It's more than a notion
It starts with an 'I'
And ends with a 'You'
I got a feelin'
You're feelin' it, too

Bottled up emotion
It's more than a notion
It starts with an 'I'
And ends with a 'You'
I got a feelin'
You're feelin' it, too
You're feelin' it, too
Yeah, you're feelin' it, too
Feelin' it, too
Oh, yeah

Yea, GREAT song =) - he's gonna be at the fair!!! AWESOMENESS! Anyways....
Hello to all you losers who read this thing! j/k lol, i've done a little bit of nothin this weekend! Friday night I just layed around and yesterday Cody came over n stayed til like 11 and today I didn't get up til 1. Later on me and Mander are gonna go to Church. I'm really excited right now because the Keith Urban concert thingy, -Who wouldn't wanna be here- is comin on CMT at 2...I forgot to watch it yesterday. This is great...lol. Yeah there's an Aussie commercial on with the Sabre Dance song on it that the band does. LoL...it's funny. Bet you just loved that little peice of information! lol....I really don't wanna go back to school tommorow, i've decided that it isn't quite as dreadful with the weather being as nice as it is. It's almost 75 degrees out...I just hope it stays like this! Lately, everything is makin me think of summertime. I can't wait til I can lay out n get a tan, and swim in my pool, and stay up late, and get up late, and go to the beach, n the fair...YAY! awww hehe. I hope the weather is really nice during my spring break...It starts on April the 7th....(only a week and a half away!) Can't wait! O yeah...buddy league games start tommorow, everyone should come out at 5 n see our little team play...lol. I have to stay after school for basketball cheerleading pics...crap! lol
Well..i'm gonna post a quiz I stole from Ben, have fun with it n i'll update ya'll later. xoxo

[BASIC...]
name = Shama
piercings = ears twice and belly button!
tattoos = none
height= 5'3
shoe size = 8
hair color = dark blonde
siblings = brother

[LAST...]
movie you watched = Radio
movie you bought = gosh, I dunno. lol
song you listened to = well now Brad Paisley - Little moments is on so...
song that was stuck in you head = Britney Spears - Toxic
cd you bought = Clay Walker and Shania Twain
cd you listened to = MELT...Rascal Flatts
person you've called = Cody
person that's called you = Cody
tv show you've watched = room raiders

[DO...]
you have a crush on someone = yesses!
you wish you could live somewhere else = yea sumtimez
you think about suicide = no
you believe in online dating = not really
others find you attractive = I don't know
you want more piercings = kinda...but I can't til i'm 18
you like cleaning = no!
you like roller coasters = yea, some
you write in cursive or print = both

[FOR OR AGAINST...]
long distance relationships = against
using someone = against
suicide = against
killing people = against
driving drunk = against
gay/lesbian relationships = I'll go with Ben...not my thing

[HAVE YOU...]
ever cried over a girl = no
ever cried over a boy = yeaa
ever lied to someone = yeaa
ever been in a fist fight = no

[WHAT...]
shampoo do you use = pantene
shoes do you wear = pink k-swiss'
are you scared of = losin someone I love

[NUMBER...]
of times I have been in love = I don't think I have been
of times I have had my heart broken = 2
of hearts I have broken = 1
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper = a million times because I went to the library by Hannan when I was little...and some because of the honor roll at Ashton
of things in my past that I regret = oh there are a few

[DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...]
pretty = yeaa
hot = no
friendly = yeaa
amusing = yeaa
ugly = no
loveable = yeaa
caring = yup
sweet = very...haha
dorky = I can be

[FAVORITE...]
5 letter word: um...that's just odd
Actor/actress: Ashton Kutcher/Kate Hudson
Candy: reeses peices
Cartoon: scooby-Doo
Cereal: cheerios (dry)
Chewing gum: big red or the wrigley's spearmint kind
Color(s): pink & yellow
Color nail polish: like a pearly, glittery, white color
Day of week: friday and saturday
Least fave day: monday
Flower: pink roses
Jello flavor: I don't really like jell-o
Jewelry: 1 hoop n diamond in each ear, necklace Cody got me...sumtimes mine & his class rings, my other rings, rubberbands, belly ring, and sumtimes a watch Special skills/talents: I dunno...
Summer/Winter: SUMMER

[PERSON WHO LAST...]
Slept in your bed: meeee
Saw you cry: myself
Made you cry: no one made me cry, I just cried cuz Cody couldn't come over...lol what a whiner!
You went to the movies with: Jenn, Tabz & Cody
Yelled at you: prolly my mom
Sent you an email: MR.LAMBERT!!!!! yesterday!

[HAVE YOU EVER...]
Said "I love you" and meant it: yeaa
Gone out in public in your pajamas: haha yup
Cried during a movie: yes...omg. Passion of the Christ!~!
Planned your week based on the TV: haha i've planned a day based on it
Been on stage: yep
Been to New York: no
Been to California: no
Hawaii: no
China: no
Canada: no
Europe: no
Asia: no
South: yeaa
Australia: no
Wished you were another gender: not really
What time is it now?: 2:11 yep once again looked at the clock when it said 11 after

[THIS OR THAT...]
Apples or bananas: bananas
Blue or red: blue
Walmart or target: wal-mart
Spring or Fall: spring
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: go watch tv
What was the last meal you ate: stromboli
Are you bored: yes
Last noise you heard: a gurl sneezin on a kleenex commercial
Last smell you sniffed: the cherry snow sucker in my mouth

[FRIENDSHIP/LOVE...]
Do you believe in love at first sight: kinda
Do you want children one day & if so, how many: yea I do...I dunno maybe 2 or 3
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: fun, support, trust

[OTHER INFO...]
Criminal record: no
Do you speak any other languages: I know a lil spanish
Last book you read: Alice books...not sure which 1
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: computer & tv
Worst feeling in the world: being let down
Who do you love: family, friends

[YOU...]
Nickname(s): UmMmM...
Initials: SDW
How old do you look: my age I guess
How old do you act: my age I guess lol, sumtimes olderr sometimes younger...depends on who i'm with lol
Glasses/Contacts: contacts
Braces: no
Do you have any pets: yea 6
You get embarrassed: pretty easily
What makes you happy: music...cody...friends...the sun!
What upsets you: lots of things

[FINISH THE SENTENCE...]
I love to: sing and be happy!
I miss: summertime
I wish: someone would tell me somthing happy lol
I hope: class is easy/fun tommorow
I'm annoyed by: retarded people
I am: bored
I want to be: prettier
I would never: do anything purposely to hurt sum1 I care bout
I'd rather be: at the beach
I am tired of: SCHOOL
I will always be: me

Hey!!! Gosh I haven't updated this thing forever! I'm probably not gonna be writing in it much til this summer. Maybe not even then. I never have time, I hardly even get on the net ne more! It's depressing! Oh well! LoL. At least i'm falling into the zone where I actually have a life, I got things to do n look forward to almost every day. I went bowling with Cody, Sarah, n Adam Sunday and my arm is hurtin soooo bad it hurts to write lol. Last weekend me n Tabi stayed with Jenn...it was lotsa funness!!!! Yesterday we had West Test practice quizzes in every class (EW) I'm doin pretty good in all my classes, I think! And i'm very happy to know that theres less than 50 days left of school. I CANNOT WAIT TIL SUMMER!!!!!!!!!! AHH! Anyways...on the down side, havin a few probs with friends, it's so retarded, I wish it all didn't have to be like it is, I mean we're supposed to be friends - not enemys. I just really need a break, but yeah, there's only like 11 days til Spring break so maybe that will be okay for a lil bit. Yeah I went shoppin yesterday n got my hair cut and spent bout 200 dollars in all...GOSH I love shoppin! It's great! We finally got our buddy league basketball team started, they're lookin pretty good. Our 1st game is this coming Monday, we've had 3 practices and got 1 more on Friday. We have GREAT TIMES at practice hahaha Me, Tabi, Ryan, Cody, n Travis. Big Coaches...LOL! Yeah...tonight i'm goin to Church n then ima come home n lay around n watch American Idol and talk on the phone, go to bed and then go to stinkin school tommorow, blah! I have 2 subs tommorow though, I think Mr.Grady n Mrs.Schoon will be gone all week. *TeArZ* haha. OKAY well, i'm really bored and i'm sure i'm boring you too! So i'm gonna go! Sorry this is so short! C~yALL!

Today, Me, Cody, Jenn & Tabi went to see The Passion of the Christ. Oh my gosh I have so much to say about this movie, so here goes.

While I was watchin the movie I had soooo many different emotions. I was angry with Peter for denying Jesus, Judas for betraying him, and with the guards for beating him. I was upset about the people spitting on him, I wanted to stand up n just yell! I couldn't understand why no one would stand with him. Me n Tabi were sobbing loudly thru almost the whole movie. But, I really lost it when I watched the part where Jesus fell because he was weak and the cross was heavy, and Mary was watchin and she had a flashback of Jesus falling when he was a child. She rushed to him and said: "I'm here Jesus." And even after all the stuff he had suffered, the whipping, beating, and pressure, he calmy said "Behold mother, I do this to make all things new." As he was being whipped, and beaten with the ball lookin thing with spikes on it I just closed my eyes, because I was already crying so bad that I couldn't take it anymore, I thought I was gonna have to walk out of the movie right there, it just made me wonder how people could be so cruel to someone, constantly, like that. I want to live everyday feeling partly like I do now, wanting to be a better person. I've realized that the message he wants us to know is that it isn't about hate and violence, it's about loving people no matter what they do to you, "Love your enemies." As he says while he's on the cross "Forgive them Lord, for they know not what they do." He wants us to see others as he sees them, I mean, it's natural to see someone and be aggravated by them. I always knew that he died on the cross to forgive sins but once I actually thought about it, I really didn't have any idea at all about how much he suffered for our lives. When I walked out of the theatre I felt really weired, and when I was walking to the car, I thought about it, and i've been thinking about it all evening -on the verge of crying- about the path I should be following. Jesus is still there waiting for you, being patient. Faith is something that either you have, or you don't. For those of you who have it, Praise him and our Heavenly Father. I suggest everyone see this movie. It could open peoples hearts and minds who don't believe, and bring in faith to many people in this world.

Well that's enough typing guys. I'll update ya on other stuff later. XOXO.

Hey! Time to update...yippee!!! lol. Tuesday was just another boring day! Nothin important. School is just blah lately (especially Art) but ya know i've realized that i've only got 2 years left out there and I don't need to whine about it too bad because when all those days are gone, i'm gonna miss all my friends and wanna go back. Depressing huh? =[ Anyways, yesterday was a regular day at school then Tabi came home with me after school and we talked on the net, ate and watched American Wedding and then went to Church and after we got there we found out we were goin to this old lady's house to sing to her and take her food. They talked about doin it last week, but I forgot...lol. Me, Cody & Tabi rode with Darlena out there then when we got back to the Church it was bout time for em to dismiss it. When I got home I watched American Idol...Matt didn't make it! =[ but I think the people that made it deserved it! I can't wait til next week to watch, it'll be more fun now cuz there's only 12 people left. YAYz! Today was very boring also...my day was okay up until 4th period. I put my Gatorade in my back pack and yea it wasn't closed and I didn't know it and it spilled all over my stuff, and where it's mesh, it got allllll over the back of my jeans. I was so mad I bout cried. Ben n John helped me clean it up though, lol. Great friends =] NE wayz...I don't have anything to do this evening but lounge around and be lazy, which sounds like fun...seriously. LoL! Yeah, Me, Tabi & Cody have a buddy league team...but i'm just a "helper" or sumthin cuz i'm not 18, and I didn't play basketball which is totally retarded, and it angers me to no end, but i'm not gonna talk bout it cuz i'll get aggravated, but right now me and Tabi are tryin to get some info together so that we can schedule some practices soon. I can't wait...lol hehehe!!! Well...i'm gonna go. I'll update sumtime! XOXO!

Hey everybody, lotsa updatin to do! Since I updated on Monday, we had a sectional boys basketball game on Tuesday and beat Wahama, then Thursday we played Buffalo...we just about won, we only lost by like 6 or 7. I think they both played a good n even game. But Kevin and Justin almost got ina fight after the game. I think everyone just needs to quit runnin their mouths, it's stupid, and i'm gettin put in the middle of all of it and I haven't done anything but insulted Justin on his "retardedness". I mean, I didn't even say anything to him, and the other night after the Duke/UNC game he had to IM me and start a fight! I'm just so sick of it all, i'm not worried about it right now, but I hope Kevin just beats the heck outta him IF he runs his mouth anymore, cause I know he will do it if he gets the chance...and if Justin says anything else then he pretty much deserves it. - No one better run their mouth about that cuz i'm just speakin the truth. Anyways, Friday night, Me, Jenn, and Tabi all went to Bobbi's Dad's to stay the nite. On Friday evening we went to pizza hut and then on Saturday we decided to go to the mall and to stay the night again Saturday. Saturday night we went to the movies at Spring Valley to see "Confessions of a teenage drama queen." ONE OF THE DUMBEST MOVIES I'VE EVER SEEN. Alan and Ben met up with us there cause it's been a while since we've all gotten together, so we decided to. After Me Bobbi, Tab, n Jenn got back we chilled out in the hot tub. LoL. We went back to Bobbi's mom's on Sunday around 6 and it started stormin out really bad and Bobbi's whole trailer was shakin, we were like scared to death. We thought there was gonna be a tornado. But luckily, there wasn't, lol. I went back to my house around 7...n I was really upset cause Cody went n saw the Passion of Christ without me and he told me he wouldn't =[ but later I talked to him and he's gonna go see it with me sometime this week. I can't wait but I know i'm gonna cry so bad...I guess i'll be okay though. LoL. Movin on...school was terrible today, Mondays are always awful. I'm just really happy there's only like 55 days of school left!!! N YAY there's no school on Thursday. Awesomeness. Too bad tommorow is only Tuesday. I wish tommorow WAS Thursday, lol. Grrr to school!!! Today we had a "sex talk" with the nurse during 1st period. It was crazy, I guess, lol. In 4th period I didn't do the smallest thing to Luke, all I said was that Ben had said that I was lookin at Mr.Grady's crotch in 2nd period [which I seriously wasn't] and I was tellin Luke how he like yelled it when Grady was right beside him and he threw a baby fit and yelled really loud, and threw his History book. I dunno why he acts like he's 5...I CAN'T get along with him no matter what I do, he always starts stupid fights. He's always insulting me! But yeah, Ben I gotcha on the whole karma thing. LoL. After school today I came home, took a nap til about 3:45 and called Cody and he came over and then around 5:30 we went to the mall and I got a cell phone cover, n shoe strings at Hot Topic, then we went to Wal-Mart so my dad could take sumthin back and get raffle ticket thingys. We got back around 9:30 and Cody left at bout 10 and then I took a shower and i'm on here now...how great. That was a long update! LoL. Well i'm gonna go, i'll try and update soon. !<333.LuViNz.<333!