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:: 2005 24 June :: 5.01pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: [Trace Adkins ... Songs About Me]

I'm Home! *TEARS*

Oh my gosh! I had a blast! I wanna go back!!! AHHH. Let me reminice (sp?) ...we left at 8 as planned. The trip there was a little intresting....haha. Once we got there, they assigned us to our rooms. We got lucky, Me, Sarah, Jenn & Tabi were all together. After everyone got all prettied up, we went down to Applebee's to eat and then left for the Grand Ole Opry. It was awesome...Dierks Bentley is amazingly gorgeous. I got lots of pictures and videos, shhhh! lol. I actually enjoyed George Jones' performance. I didn't think i'd like Aaron Tippin too much either, but I did. Trace also rocked, by the way, lol. We felt sorry for all the older men cause like no one yelled for them so me and Jenn got that done...Porter Wagoner told us to calm down. LMBO. The next day we hadda get up pretty early. We went down, ate breakfast and then went over to the Country Music Hall of Fame which was AwEsOmE I thoroughly enjoyed it. Took lots of pictures and saw lotsa cool memorbilia...after that I think we went to the 'Words to music' thing, and then Jim Foglesong spoke to us. Pretty hard to stay awake, lol. But other than that, it was pretty cool. After that was all over, Angie made us walk (what seemed like a mile) to some retarded museum...I hated it. After that we went to the Hard Rock Cafe. WOAH, now that was crazy. I hated that place at first. All the people working there were loud, they had piercings and were all dressed in black, and I didn't care too much for the food. Then all of a sudden Kevin starts breakin it down singin, then him Dustin & Alan get up on the stage and the TV has them on it, dancing, and soon, everyone in the resturant was up dancing and the music was blasting...well the waiters all get up on this little stage thing, and start dancing to YMCA and such. It turned out to be pretty fun. I got a lil of that recorded...i've never experienced anything like that before, lol. Pretty crazy. Some bum started talking to us outside of there and the manager of the store went up to him and was like 'I'm gonna have to ask you a favor man, don't hang out on our property anymore.' Everyone started clapping but it was sad, lol. Either before or after the Hard Rock, we checked out Studio B. It's famous for being the studio where Elvis recorded most of his songs. We got a tour and I sooo got to play the exact piano that he played =] that whole experience for me was really touching, I don't know, I just felt like crying the whole time I was in there because it's so freaky that someone like him was in that room, breathing (lol) and singing. AHH I dunno, you just have to be there and feel the feeling I felt...I can't explain on here, it makes me sound psycho. HA. That night we went over to the mall. I was proud, I only spent like $50 in two hours! LoL. That mall was the shiot...it was huge. I ��'d it. The next morning sucked. We had a wake up call scheduled but for some reason they didn't call us so, we got up 45 minutes late. Only 1 hour for 4 girls to get ready. That normally takes 2 hours. When we finally left the hotel, we went to The Hermitage. I guess it was a little interesting, but we were there for a really long time. Us Hannan people found this room with a big couch and we all sat in there and talked for awhile. Some extremely interesting conversations went on. Let's just say now I know for sure what tea-cupping is. LMAO. Once we left there we traveled for Vanderbilt University. Honestly I found it quite boring, and I payed no attention. They like for you to have a 32 or 33 on your ACT. Pshhhhh! When we left there we headed on home. Got back around midnight. I was really sad to leave...I met some cool new people and I had a really good time. I can't wait to see where we're going next year =] Today we went over to the mall and I got my pics developed and dad got a bunch of stuff for the pool. I bought a straightener and Dierks Bentley's CD, which by the way kicks major butt. I love every single song on it. Well, i'll end this with stolen surveys and a thought.
That place made me realize a lot of different things. I'm not going to go into it because I don't really want any opinions this time, I want it to be about me, following my dreams. Really, just me, myself & I for once.

♥-Shamarie

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:: 2005 20 June :: 1.58pm
:: Mood: rushed
:: Music: [Toby Keith ... You shouldn't kiss me like this]

Here I Come Nashville...And Dierks Bentley! HAHA!
Yeah well just updatin real quick before I leave for Tennessee. I'm really excited about it. I just hope some smooth pimp doesn't ruin it for me. LMAO. Haha. I'm cool. Mom made me get up at noon today, it wasn't pleasant!! I didn't go to bed til like 4 or so. Blah...me needs sleep! Well i'm leaving now because we have to stop at Wal-Mart and get some last minute things then we are staying the night at the Radisson cause my dad has classes up there. I think Jenn is coming up after work and staying the night. That will be a hella lot easier being 5 minutes away than 45 minutes away. I won't have to get up as early tommorow morning. Wow...yeah having to be there at 8am is gonna suck! I hope I packed everything I need! Ehhh, that always frustrates and worries me. Well I gotta go cause mom wants me off here and out the door. Look for an update this weekend!

BTW: Cody, you get ta feeling better, I hope it's nothing serious. I'm sure it's not!!! =]

♥-Shamarie

:: 2005 19 June :: 4.45pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: [Pussycat Dollz ... Don't Cha]

Happy Fathers Day!
I don't know if any fathers read this but...I hope you're all having a great day =] I didn't wake up til like 2. HA. Mom & Dad have been working on the pool for the past 3 or 4 days, and it is almost half-way filled up. It'll be done filling up tommorow morning. That means I can get in it when I get back from TN! YAY! Anyone who wants to come over and swim, can...anyday, cause it gets boring around here! Just call...lol. Hmmm. Dinner is in the process, we're having Steak, Baked Potatoes, Veggies, and Bread ALL cooked on the grill. YUM. HaHa, i'm excited. Steaks the best. Sarah & I were gonna go to the tanning bed today but that's not gonna happen =[ Blah. I need a tan bad. Mom got burnt today sitting outside, for like an hour or 2, but I don't know if I could stand to sit in the sun that long. Oh well. I'm kinda ticked off about ~~something someone told me~~ but I can't go into details on here. We all know how that is...maybe I should make this friends only, but then a few people who I want to read it, can't. Blah...oh well. I'm outta here!
♥-Shamarie

:: 2005 18 June :: 8.21pm
:: Mood: lazy

I guess the reason we cherish memories so much is because they're the only thing in life that can't be changed.

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♥~Shamarie

:: 2005 18 June :: 1.56am
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: [Eminem ... Ass Like That]

Nice Evening!
So I went to Wal-Mart, Bob Evan's and Goody's tonight/yesterday, whatever the crap you wanna call it.
I got a bunch of stuff in Wal-Mart to take with me on the trip next week. Got some snacks for me & anyone who's hungry...before I bought them I should've checked to see if they would produce a rancid smell once digested and released. LOL. Ehum...BEN! HaHa. Let's see, I got a haircut tonight. It looks cute, hopefully I can fix it like she did. It's layered and she thinned it out a little, took off an inch or so. After my haircut I went over to Bob's to eat. Carl & John talked to me constantly...Ben was there too but he was too "busy" to acknowledge me. Oh well... John was like SHAMA! work here! So he gave me an application. I filled it out, I think i'm gonna turn it in. If so, i'll get that done Monday. We had to go back to Wal-Mart after we ate, and when we left there, we stopped at Goody's and I had to get a shirt to go with my new capris...yeah I didn't have them with me so, I get the shirt home and it doesn't really match. The color is so hard to explain, it's like a rusty rose color. I dunno...haha. On the way home we had to stop at Go Mart and get gas and I saw Lukas =[ he is leaving to go back home on Sunday. I'm really gonna miss him, he could get on my nerves so bad but his intentions were good. He just don't wanna go back to Denmark...I guess things are pretty rough over there for him. He hugged me and was like "This is it" I almost cried when I got back in the car...but I didn't. GOOD. I started laying some of my stuff out to pack when I got home. Better to start now than to wait until the day before. I may be going to my Grandma's tommorow, and I think I have a tanning appointment sometime in the evening. For now i'm gonna get out of here...finish talking, and head to bed. OH yeah...FYI: I got some things off my chest...I feel a lil bit better. =] But, CONFUSED is still the word.
<3~Shamarie

:: 2005 17 June :: 4.15pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: [Toby Keith ... As Good As I Once Was]

Quiz that I stole from Miss Tabi!

>>Basics<<
>Name: Shamarie
>Gender: Female
>Age: 16
>Location: A-Town
>Mood: Bored, Lonely, Dorky lol
>Height: 5'3"
>Status: Single
>Job: Unemployed because Old Navy sucks!

>>Love and Crap<<
>Are you single? Yea
>Do you want to be single? Kinda...yeah
>If your single, do you have a crush? Yea I guess so
>Do you think he/she likes you? Yea
>Ever been in love?: Yes
>Ever thought u were in love: Yes
>Your sexuality?: Straight
>Believe in soul mates?: Yep
>You believe in love at first sight?: To some extent

>>Friends<<
>best friend: Jenn & Tabi
>known longest: Summer
>Smartest: Tabi, Jenn & Kevin...I dunno
>Tallest: Dillon
>Shortest: Jessie
>Most Random: Ben
>Weirdest Conversations: Prolly Ben...we talk about weird stuff
>Prettiest: Bobbi
>Hottest: They're all sexy! haha
>Funniest: Ben & Tabi
>All around best: Hmm I dunno!

>>Fill in the blanks<<
>I am ... wet (just got outta the shower)
>I need... a tan
>I can't ... stand heat unless my lying down
>I'm SO ... bored!!!
>I will never ... be a thug...ha I duno
>One thing you should know about me is ... I am obsessed with hot guys
>I wish I had more � intellegence
>One thing I would change about myself is ... I would be prettier in every way

>>>Music<<
>In your CD player: Gavin DeGraw's CD
>Favorite Band: Emerson Drive & Rascal Flatts
>Favorite Type of music: Country
>Favorite song: Keith Urban - Your Everything
>Play any instruments?: Kinda...
>In the school band?: No
>Do you wish you were a band geek?: No
>Do you like to dance? I LOVE to dance

>>Favorites<<
>Color: Pink & Yellow
>Kitchen Utensil: Fork
>Animal: Dogs
>Breath mint: Cinnamon Altoids
>Gum: Big Red
>TV show: Full House, Fresh Prince of Bel-Air, American Idol & Drake & Josh
>Radio station: WOW...93.7, 96.1, 97.5, 102.7
>Word: SURE...I say that to anything anyone says, lol
>Number: 8
>Greeting: Hey
>Favorite Food: Thanksgiving Dinner basics
>School Subject: Prolly English cause it involves no math =]
>Thing: Phone or computer

-Gee that was sooo fun. HAHA. Anyway, quick update! I am getting ready to go to town and get my hair cut then we might go to Bob Evans and eat. Not sure...i'll do a real update later!-
<3~Shamarie

:: 2005 17 June :: 12.58am
:: Mood: frustrated

I Need To Talk.
If only I could talk about my personal thoughts on here. This gets really frustrating...because I often have a lot of stuff on my mind that I need to get out there, but I can't.

~~Unfortunately, the one person that I really want to talk to right now doesn't want to listen.~~

I wish I could change that.

:: 2005 16 June :: 2.57pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: [Gavin DeGraw ... Nice To Meet You Anyway ]

OH MYYY GOSH!
Finally home. I was soooo freakin bored the whole time I was there. I did get some new stuff at the mall though <3 Ughghh I am so pissed. There are so many things bothering me. 1. Old Navy can't even call me and tell me I didn't get the job, they send a dumbass postcard. How lame? I wasn't really that excited about it after my second interview anyway. The woman seemed like a real b- oh well. One of these days. & 2. I'm not even gonna mention it. That's how mad/aggravated/bummed it makes me =[ I am so dumb.
Last night (@ the hotel) was crazy. I was tired from swimming all day so I fell asleep at like 11. Well...around midnight, mom comes in the other room and is like SHAMA! WE'VE GOTTA GO! Wake up now...and I am like hearing these buzzers and people making noise and lights flashing and the intercom was saying 'An emergency has been detected, please evacuate the building through the stairs." So everyone was going down the stairs and freaking out and we all went outside...everyone in their PJ's...lol. At that point I was scared to death cause earlier that evening on the news they were like "Can the chemical valley withstand a terrorist attack?" Uggggh! After we stood outside in front of the hotel for like 10 minutes they let everyone go back in. The rumors we heard today is that someone pulled the fire thingy. I dunno...but it was extremely scary, waking up to that. =[
Anyway...cheerleading practice wasn't bad. I hope I make it!! We only have one more practice until tryouts on the 1st. Brenda isn't taking very many girls and there is at least 20 trying out.
We leave for Tennessee on Tuesday. I'm really excited. I wanna get away from WV for awhile...it gets so boring. I'm sick of evvverything! Well, here's a lil survey I stole from Tabi...<3~Bye Bye

A - Age you got your first kiss: 13
B - Band listening to right now: I'm listenin to Gavin DeGraws CD cause I got it yesterday. I LOOOVE him!!!
C - Crush: IIII dunno....?
D - Dad's name: Mike
E - Easiest person to talk to: Jenn
F - Favorite band at the moment: Rascal Flatts & Emerson Drive
G - Gummy worms or gummy bears: Hmm prolly worms with the sugary stuff on em
H - Hometown: Ashton
I - Instruments: I played the flute in elem. and I can play a little piano
J - Joke of the Day: Uhh?
K - Kids: I don't have any yet...lol
L - Longest car ride ever: when my Grandma lived in Florida
M - Mom's name: Renae
N - Nicknames: I don't really have any, well there's Shamane thanks to Luke and Ben.
O - Only Child?: Nope, got an older brother
P - Phobias: I think i'm closterphobic (sp?) and arachniphobia for sure
Q - Quote: Never frown because you never know who could be falling in love with your smile. --- I agree Tabi!!!
R - Reason to smile: Right now? Friends, Summertime, Nashville
S - Song you sang last: Gavin DeGraw - I don't want to be
T - Time you woke up today: About 11
U - Unknown fact about me: I let things bother me a lot more than I let on
V - Vegetable you hate: Spinach
W - Worst habits: yup...having those bitchy mood swings
X - X-rays you've had: Chest when I had bronchitis and my mouth everytime I go to the dentist
Y - Yummy food: Chicken, mashed potatoes, alfredo...haha
Z - Zodiac sign: Leo

**EDIT: OMFG!!!! DIERKS BENTLEY IS GOING TO BE AT THE OPRY WHEN WE GO! THIS IS LIKE A DREAM COME TRUE! LOL! AHHH! I <3 HIM! OK...i'm gonna go celebrate! haha. **

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:: 2005 12 June :: 2.02pm
:: Mood: blah

Crap.
Hello Everyooone! How's it goin? I have slept allll morning...got up around 1. Only reason I got up then is because my contact was irritating my eye so I had to get up and take it out. BLAH. I shouldn't be sleeping in them anyway. Let's see...I think I have ta go up to Charleston to stay again. Tonight until flippin Thursday. Do you know how bad that sucks? Especially since I don't have anyone that can go up there with me. I may not be able to get on the internet while i'm there. I dunno...at least there's a pool n hot tub...and sauna. LoL. Also i'm sure i'll make use of the exercise room =] Who knows. I have to leave up there tommorow at 3 to get down to the mall for my ON interview then I have to go to Cheerleading Practice. I guess after that we're goin back up and then I have to attend Cheer Practice AGAIN the next day. Tabi, you should call tommorow afternoon & let me know you're still going and all that business. Anyway...I have a couple things on my mind...just bothersome things. I really shouldn't be worrying about it. Ehhh. Oh yeah...I just got my report card the other day. I got my first 4.0! yayayay! hehe. I was happy! Oh...HEY! If anyone wants to talk to me while i'm up there you should call my cell, and make me feel loved. lol. I'm gonna go finish watching Pretty In Pink.
<33~Shamarie

EDIT: Keith Urban will be at the West Virginia State Fair on August 16....Cody's birthday. haha =] I wanna go!!!

:: 2005 10 June :: 3.52pm
:: Mood: bored

So how's it going?
I didn't get up today til almost 2. I am such a lazy arse, I know. I think mom and dad are going somewhere tonight so that means I gotta find something to do until like 1 or 2am. BLOWS. All there is to do around here is go to the mall. Boring ass WV. Oh well. Tomorrow we have to go down to my brothers to take him his car. I know there's gonna be a big fight. I really don't wanna go. We're just droppin it off and then coming back. That's like 7 straight hours on the road =[ Gonna be pretty boring! I dunno what's going on Sunday...probably more boringness. I am really lookin forward to the Nashville trip. It will give me a little excitement. LoL. Well i'm outta here. Senseless update. TTYL!
<3~Shamarie

:: 2005 8 June :: 6.05pm
:: Mood: excited

I HAVE AN INTERVIEW AT OLD NAVY TOMMOROW! YAY! Wish me luck! hehe!

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:: 2005 30 May :: 9.57pm
:: Mood: bored

So how's everyone doing? I'm pretty dandy, i've actually done stuff this weekend. LoL. Yesterday, my mom and dad went out on the boat with Aaron & Kelly and I stayed home for a lil while then Cody called and we decided to go to the hospital and see Becky's new baby. He is soooo adorable! He's so tiny. I had to put on scrubs and stuff to go back and see him and JD was back there holding him when I went back. It was awesome to see JD holdin him and such, I wanted to cry just looking at it, he's so proud. He's gonna be a good dad...any guy is cute holdin a baby =] I want one so bad. I can't wait until i'm old enough, and ready....lol. I got some pics of him while I was there so I will hafta show everyone how adorable he is. They finally got to bring him home today, so that's good. I can't wait to go see him in his lil room...haha. Can you tell that I absolutely LOVE babies?! I feel really bad for Becky, she's like so sore and swelled and she has to sit on a blow-up ring...lol. I can't even imagine!! Anyway, today we went to my Grandpas grave and to Wendy's and Jazzie went with us so we went to the park and let her play with her ball...lol. Fun! On the way back we ran into an accident. We had to wait awhile for them to get the truck pulled out, we talked to Alan for awhile and well, I found out that there was two guys in it, Josh Hutchinson & Jason Smith...I belive Josh is in critical condition and Jason died, he is my cousins husbands brother. Mom called them when she got home to see if they knew about it yet and they were all really upset. I can't picture him right off the top of my head but it's still really sad that he died. He wasn't very old...well I gotta go so my dad can use the phone. Talk to y'all later!

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:: 2005 28 May :: 7.20pm
:: Mood: lazy

Welp, school has been pretty lazy lately. We haven't really done much of anything. Friday was pretty interesting, lol...In first period we watched The Day After Tommorow and played Family Feud and in second period we had lots of good food and we watched The Notebook. We didn't quite finish it but, we'll get that done one day this week. We did our final in Theatre which was really stupid, lol. Mrs.Sayre made us to a skit and it was Me, Sarah, TJ, Troy and Alan. We were at a poker tournament (GO FIGURE, Alan was involved, lol) and Sarah and I were waitresses. After that, we went over to the library to finish up the senior slideshow for Grauduation because Amber had to leave. I can't wait to do ours next year! Mrs.Buchanan told us the smart thing would be to start on it soon. We didn't have all the pics we needed, so Me, Bobbi & Jenn ended up skipping school with Mrs.Shaw to go get some pictures from her house lol it was great! After we got back from her house we went back to the library and added those pictures and then we were done with about 30 minutes left of class. We decided to play Family Feud and let's just say Mr.Grady said something pretty funny. LoL, I won't go any further on that. Today was Graduation. It was pretty nice, other than the speakers messing up on a few of them. I felt really bad for em, but other than that, it all ran pretty smoothly. I got a little teary but I never cried. Thank the Lord...lol. =] We stayed at the school for about 30 minutes, and then Me & Sarah went out to Mrs.Shaw's house for Petter's party. It was pretty fun. Petter is so nice i'm really gonna miss him. He told me to write him a letter when he goes back to Norway, and he would write me back =] I'm definetly gonna do that! He's so cute you just wanna pinch his cheeks off. I tried like 2 or 3 different kinds of Norwegian candy and LET ME TELL YOU, it's naaasty. All the foreigners were going on and on about how good it was but, no. LoL. There was a good number of people there. The Bowcott's, Shawn & Joe and their moms...and Wesley, Dustin, Lindsay, My mom and dad, all the foreigners except for Yuliya. Bobbi, JR & Sarah were there for a lil bit, and a few others. Everyone was playin baseball and such and Ziko almost broke a window so the parents made us migrate. LoL! We ended up leaving around 3:30. Lukas was really quiet all day, he kinda just stared off into space. I feel so bad for him, I hate to see him go...especially knowing that he doesn't wanna go home the least bit. I guess it's pretty tough life over there in Denmark. He says he's gonna come back over here for College though, so we'll see. When I got home I watched Bubble Boy then I went to sleep...lol. I always sleep. I am so anxious for next year, we can officially say we're seniors now, and the next Graduation is ours! I hope I don't lose touch with too many people. I love you guys! Well most of ya...haha. I'm not gonna mention any other problems right now. Well I don't guess i'm gonna call it a problem because you know what? I don't really give a crap. I'm sick of it and that's that. Trying to forget it. Okay on a happier note, i'm gonna go eat supper....we're havin hamburgers & steaks! uhuhuhuhuhuh! I'm out.
<3~Shamarie

:: 2005 24 May :: 3.58pm
:: Mood: discontent
:: Music: [Mariah Carey ... We Belong Together]

I haven't actually updated lately so I guess now would be a good time to do it cause i'm not busy. Nothing good has been happening lately, just been countin down the days til i'm a senior. I can't wait to get out of Hannan! Been there wayyyy too long, lol. I didn't go to school today, I had a dentist appointment at 10 and then we went and ate. I actually thought about going back to school around one but in spite of some things that happened I decided against it. In my case I am always wrong about certain things. I swear, nothing I do makes anyone in the world happy. Someone always bitches. I just wanna be happy! If YOU care so much, wouldn't it make you happy just knowing that I am? Guess not, I don't know WHAT you want me to do, just tell me! PLEASE! Anyway, it's really flipped up. At the dentist today I found out there's something wrong with one of my teeth and I have to go back to get it fixed. I get ta miss another day of school! lol. I know, i'm such a slacker. Well I know I didn't really say much but oh well, i'll try to update if something good happens.

:: 2005 18 May :: 4.58pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: [Gavin Degraw ... Chariot]

Hey everyone...it's been a few days! Nothin much has happened, i've been prettybored lately! Sunday was the athletic banquet, it was yummy! Well I don't really have much to say and TRLs bout to come on and Gavin Degraw's on today and I have GOT to watch it hehe =] I loves him!!! Hottness! I'll add more later if I can think of it!
<3~Shamarie

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:: 2005 11 May :: 6.05pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: [Sugarland ... Something More]

I had a really hard night last night...it pretty much sucked. I'll be okay tho I guess. Just gotta give it time. Everything is kinda crazy around here right now. We are lookin around everywhere for a pig for the fair. I have to have it by Saturday for tagging...and we're tryin to figure out how everythings gonna work out with the camper and such. Dad's not too fond of having to drive up here every day for football practice but...there's no other way to do it. I guess he'll carpool with Mark. Also, I applied for a job at Old Navy and Jenn referred me so i'm praying I get it...cause I really need money, and I need something to do with my time this summer. I am always so bored...on top of that, we haven't decided if we're going on vacation/where we're going! So! I gots Nashville in June. I'm gonna have to take alotta days off of work if I do get it....
Kenny Chesney & Gretchen Wilson are coming here August 10 but I can't go...cause Billy Currington will be at the fair the same night! I can't miss him, lol. Oh well I saw Kenny last year, and Billy's still single so! haha. I can't believe Kenny got married to Renee Zellweger. They soooo don't make a good couple. Oh well, I guess if it makes him happy...i'm happy for him, lol. Angie's not too happy bout it either haha. I believe she's plotting out ways to steal him =] she came today and brought us pizza. Got us outta 4th period! YAY!
Well i'm outta here! <3~Shamarie

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:: 2005 9 May :: 8.27pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Ryan Cabrera - True (Ben's journals got me listenin!)

So...PROM was awesome. I had a really good time. It was much better than i'd anticipated. A few parts of the night sucked but I made it through that...lol. Mosta us girls danced the whole time. It was kinda hard with the dress, but I managed...lol. Funness =] Took loooots of pictures, but I didn't really mind. It's not all the time you see me dressed up all pretty like that. haha. Everyone looked sooo amazingly gorgeous! We all left prom at like 10:30 even though it was 'jumpin' lol. Lotsa people was leavin so we thought we'd better so that we wouldn't have to wait forever for a lane at the bowling alley. Once we got there it was fun for a bit, but got boring cause we paid for three games and there was like 8 people in our lane...so we only really played 2 games. We left from there at about 1:30 and was on our way to Tabi's. Tab and Brad went to sleep at bout 3:30 and Cody and I were up til like 5....I was so flippin tired. The next day we came home at like 11 and I basically slept all day. We were gonna go out to eat for Mothers Day but mom was kinda sick so she didn't wanna go. I had a not so good day at school after lunch today. I soooo wanted to hurt someone. I got home and got my bitchin' done, then I was gonna go with Sarah, Ben & Alan to town but we ended up not bein able to go so I was screwed. I just went with Cody to get prom pics developed. We left at like 5 and got back at bout 8. It didn't make things better or worse, i'm still pissed...I just tried to keep my cool, so things would go good.
I dunno....well i'm gonna get outta here, I might add prom pics if I can get photobucket to work for me, it never wants to cooperate.
<3~SHAMARIE

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:: 2005 7 May :: 12.04pm
:: Mood: anxious/nervous

Today is prom! YAY! Less than 8 hours away. That is flippin awesome =] Got my nails done Thursday, Me, Tabi, Brad & Cody went out to eat at The Outback last nite. Bradley bout had an orgasm cuz he got a 20 oz. steak. When I say that i'm not jokin the least bit, lol. I got a 12 oz. Tabi got a 9 oz. and Cody got a 16 I think. They were really good! Other than that I had to pick up some last minute stuff so...glad that's all done. I didn't get up till 11:30 and I just got outa the shower. I'm leavin at 12:30-1ish to go get my hair done. I am soooooo excited to see everyone lookin all pretty. I'm praying prom isn't boring! I hope we have some VERY good DJ's! Well I gotta get outta here and go dry my hair. See y'all tonight!
<3~Shamarie

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:: 2005 2 May :: 6.57pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
:: Music: [Diamond Rio ... One Believer]

In Loving Memory - Robert Allen Jeffers
So....today was the viewing and funeral. It was pretty harsh. I cried much worse than I thought I would. There were sooo may people there and everyone was just soo emotionally torn. It was terrible to see everyone like that. It went the same way most do, he didn't look anything like himself. They didn't even put his glasses on him. Ugh...I just keep thinking of the way he looked walking down the hallways and the smile on his face when he would laugh. I had Art and Health with him last year and when I think hard about things I can hear his voice and his laugh. That cheers me up a little. When we were drawing the big house in Art, he always got mad cause I begged him to help me cause him and Lance were just about the only ones who could do it half way right...lol. Alotta people cheered me up today, so i'm really thankful to have friends and family who are there for me through the good and bad times. I have had a headache all evening, I suppose from thinking about all this so much. I guess you never know how much you will miss someone until they're gone. We were gonna go to the cemetery after the funeral but we got mixed up in traffic and couldn't find it.
A little advice for everyone - Love with all your heart, don't hold grudges, and live life for all it's worth because it can be gone in the blink of an eye.......He was only sixteen.....

There are some roads you must walk yourself,
Just you and your own Faith: nothing else.
And on those dark days you're bound to go through,
Here's something to hold on to.

You got one believer,
One whose Faith goes deeper.
When someone loves you as much as me,
One believer is all you need.

This world's gonna try to bring you down,
But don't you let it: you just stand your ground.
Whatever happens, never forget:
Wherever you are, as long as I live.

You got one believer,
One whose Faith goes deeper.
When someone loves you as much as me,
One believer is all you need.

When someone loves you as much as me,
One believer is all you need.

One
Believer,
One whose Faith goes deeper.
When someone loves you as much as me,
One believer is all you need.

Oh One
Believer.

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:: 2005 30 April :: 6.03pm
:: Mood: amused

Hey everyone...i'm sittin here in the office at Embassy Suites with Jenn. It's pretty awkward...lol. Weird people keep comin in and out usin the phones. We have been at the mall almost all afternoon...all mom would let me buy was 2 shirts. It was pretty depressing!!! Oh well...some funny things have happened since we've been here. Literally, lmbo. Yeah...my butt fell off. haha. Jenn lost her cell for a minute, she spilled garlic for pizza all over her shirt and PJ pants and had to sleep in jeans, and then the elevator incident. If you wanna kno, just ask. LoL. There have been two different proms here since we got here and it's cool to see everyone all dressed up and pretty =] I can't wait till next weekend! Hopefully it'll be fun.
This weekend I was just really happy to get away from Ashton. Something really bad happened last week (Murder/Suicide) and it really upset and caused a big uproar for our community. I feel really bad for their family. Ugh..they lived on my dads property and rented his trailer, and that's where it happened. That's really freaky...I dunno. I have done really good at trying to get it off my mind this weekend, so. Hopefully I keep at it. RIP Robert...
Also, some bad things happened at school yesterday with my friends. It's really upsetting and I wish I wasn't in the middle of it. Blah!!
Well I think i'm gonna go get some h'ordervs, or however you spell it. LoL.
<3~Shamarie

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:: 2005 24 April :: 12.24am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: [Emerson Drive ... Rescued]

-Long Day-
I had to get up at 6:45 this morning....that sucked. I hung around with Tabi, Jenn & Kevin mosta the day. Ben and Alan were snobs and only said like two words to us until we were ready to leave. I got to tour a lil bit of Marshall. Woulda been more enjoyable if the weather wouldn't have been so nasty. It was like 40 degrees and pourin the rain. Thank God for umbrellas! Let me jus say we had a wonderful trip home. HA! yeah, okay. Kinda awkward. I didn't like it too well. When I got home I ate supper and pretty much slept til' about 10, got up...got on the net for like 45 minutes then went back to sleep til' Midnight. I'm pretty ticked right now cause all week i've been looking for Drake and Josh to be on, and well it finally came on and I was half asleep and I happened to hear his wonderful voice singing the theme song =] Well i'm dandily watching and, when a commercial came on I decided to close my eyes and I ended up keeping them closed through all of it....lol. I was mad when I woke up and saw that I missed it =[ I love Drake, I wanna see him! hehe. It should be on tommorow night though, hopefully I can watch it then so I can stare. hahaha. Well i'm outta here, I think i'm gonna go back to bed! C-Y'all.
<3~Shamarie

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:: 2005 22 April :: 6.16pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: [Queen ... Bohemian Rhapsody]

It's Friday.....woooohuu!!!
So everyone...how's it going. This week kinda went by fast, but just cause we didn't do much in class. Today was awful...it was all rainy and stormy and I didn't have an umbrella. My sandals, jeans and shirt was soaked just from going building to building, which took me like 30 seconds. It sucked. I found out some intresting stuff today...I can't stand people. Just so you know, Tabi...I luff you!<3 Yeah, also i'm a little mad at Cody. Nothing big but it aggravates me. Oh well...when I got home I went to the tanning bed and layed 25 minutes. It got so hot in there today. Yea....Dad just left to take my car to get it checked out. That's great! Hopefully it'll be driveable soon! We're all gonna go eat at Applebee's when he gets back. I don't think I really wanna go but they want me to, so i'm gonna. Yea. Tommorow is the Student Tour thingy and music workshop. It starts at freakin 8:15! That means I gotta get up at 7 like a normal school day! TEARS! I'm not sure how Me, Jenn and Tabi are getting there yet. May be riding with Ben in his little pimpin car =] haha. Tabi or Jenn, if you read this call my cell phone cause I gotta talk to you - urgently - bout tommorow!
Onto other matters...I have reports due and I really need to work on them. I always forget my 'materials' at school. Blah. My Freddie Mercury report is really sad. It depresses me, like when I read about his funeral and all that. I just wonder why he had to get aids. I wish he was still alive. I keep thinking about it. Ughh...it's really really pitiful. I wanna post my report on here when I get it done. I hope I can make it really good!
Well i'm gonna get offa here and get ready to leave! Have a jolly evening =]

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:: 2005 21 April :: 3.46pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: none

Boring Day!

*EDIT* I added a new music list for your enjoyment...although I haven't mastered it yet so most of the songs are messed up. Under Pressure, Only God, and the last four are the ones. Until then, there's a couple you can listen to if ya wanna =] I will try and fix it this evening! <3

Today was that! I can't even explain. I complained all day long...lol. I'm sure Sarah was sicka hearin it. Oh well!
In 1st we took a LoAd of notes, in 2nd we worked on our research papers which i'm now doing on Farookh Bulsara (AKA - Freddie Mercury) lol. I found out a lot of inteesting stuff...yeah. It's good. In third we did 1 stupid worksheet on Hamlet and that was all. Then in 4th Mrs.Shaw went over vocbulary the WHOLE class and I already had it done so I slept a little. The play people were late gettin back, I was a lil worried until we got the down low from the walkie talkie at about 3. I've nothin to do all evening. I thought about goin to the Buddy League games cause it's the last ones but I guess I decided against that. Oh yea...my arm has a huge black and purple bruise on it...just thought i'd let you know. lol. I can't even count all the people who walked by me and was like HEY! and hit it (not purposely) they either didn't know, or forgot about it. It's sore from my elbow up to my shoulder. Puttin on deodorant hurts and I had to have my mom dry my hair after I got outta the shower cause I couldn't lift the arm =[ tears!
Anyway, i'm watchin Dr.Phil...there's this lil boy on there that has lukemia. Last time he was on the show he was bald then it showed a tape from now and he was like tellin his story then he's like guess what? And he pulled off his hat and he had a buncha hair. That is sooo happy! Yea, it jus really makes me wanna cry. I know, i'm sucha softie...lol. Ohhh yeah speakin of TV, Anwar left Idol last night. I felt bad for him. I don't care much for him but he is soo much better than Scott! O well, I think he will make it =]
I need to get outta here. I think i'll take a nap!
<3~Shamarie

:: 2005 20 April :: 5.36pm
:: Mood: groggy
:: Music: [Howie Day ... Collide]

Fever Pitch....lol
Oh my gosh...where in the world should I start?
Ofcourse, today we went to see the West Virginia Power baseball team play at the new ball park. It was alright for the most part. I was excited to get out of school....duh. Well we got there and thought we were gettin good seats, I mean they were a pretty good view. We were in the 2nd row by 3rd base (I believe) Well...there is NO net in front of the seats so guess what? Out of all the people there, I get hit with a ball going 93mph. (What did I do to deserve that?!) It hurt SOOO bad! I was crying...I really didn't mean to but it stung like H3LL! Also, I think I cried cause I was embarrassed. Ben and Alan were laughing, and that really hurt my feelings...and prom crossed my mind...I don't wanna go to prom with a bruise the size of Texas on my arm! Right now...the bruise is the size of a quarter, but i'm sure by morning, it'll be the size of the baseball (duh) It hit Jenn's breast too, cause she was sittin beside me and, after it bounced off my arm it hit Matt in the eye. That had to hurt! And to top it off I didn't even get the darn ball. Some kid who was behind us did =[ That happened within the first 30 minutes of the game and we stayed for 4 or 5 hours so I pretty much had to walk around the rest of the time with a rubber glove (that's all they had) full of ice. Which later busted all over Jenn...haha sorry Jenn! Anyway, all I know is they need to put some nets up cause yeah...someones gonna end up gettin hurt bad, and they're gonna get themselves sued. Also, might add how weird this was when I just saw Fever Pitch and she gets hit in the eye and Ben was commenting on that maybe happening to someone there a bit earlier. FrEaKy! On the brighter side I DiD get to see Mark Rogers (which I didn't let it go to my head too much) and I got some GoOd pics! They're awesome =] I wish he woulda played in the game today!
Hmmm...also while I was there I saw Josh Lions. Kinda awkward, but he waved the first time he saw me from then on out, he freakin stared. Why didn't he just come talk to me? The staring was gettin old. For real. Well, I guess I will give him some props...not really but, he walked by me and snapped his fingers in front of my face. He's a brave one...haha. Ehhh that brings back memories. I don't know what to think bout that, there.
Once we got back to the school there was a volleyball meeting...I probably won't play but I went anyway, then we went back to fourth period for like 15 minutes. Mrs.Shaw was outside talkin on her cell phone the whole time so we didn't do anything. She prolly wouldn't have made us even if she was in there anyway. Mom came and picked me and dad up (cause the truck is broke down) and then I came home and then went to the tanning bed, now i'm here....bored. I am gonna go try and find something to do until 7ish =] Oh yeah...American Idol's on at 9 =] yayayayay!
Talk to y'all later! <3~Shamarie

:: 2005 19 April :: 10.16pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: [Drake Bell ... I Found A Way]

So...how's it going?
Today was a pretty good day. Didn't do much in any class. Fourth period we got out for a HATS meeting which was awesome...we were gone the whole time. Angie informed us that we get to go on the trip to Nashville...that rocks! I can't wait. I think it's gonna be fun. =] Uhuhuh! I can't dwell on this too much but, 2 players from the West Virginia Power baseball team came to talk to us today at school about college and whatnot...we're going on a field trip to one of their games tommorow. Let's just say Mark Rogers is gorgeous. Ahhh. Pretty much one of the best lookin guys i've ever sat eyes on. The other guy wasn't bad but he reminded me of my brother so...haha. Mark is only 19. I can't wait to see him tommorow, AHHH!! I'm gonna get a picture, hopefully an autograph! =] Yeah...anyway, i'm gonna shut my mouth...lol. In other matters, things haven't been the best lately due to some things but it hasn't been too shabby either. Some things make my life much more enjoyable though so, I can't complain much...i'll make it through. Well i'm gettin outta here, not much else to say!
<3~Shamarie

:: 2005 17 April :: 2.30pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: [Queen ... Bohemian Rhapsody]

Soooo not much has been goin on! Friday me and Cody went to get his shirt for prom and I got a few things. We ate at The Outback...it was good, duh. lol. Then yesterday me and Mom went to the mall...it seemed like we were there forever and then Sarah, Ben, Alan and TJ finally got there and we looked at tuxes, and Alan got one. Then we went and saw Fever Pitch...it was better than I thought it would be. Jimmy Fallon is so flippin hot! uhuhuhuh! Yeah. The ride home wasn't very pretty cause Alan was mad and Ben was bein grouchy. I mean me and Sarah was tryin to have some fun makin fun of the music...LORDY I had a freakin seat belt hook up my behind. I gotta do something to try and forget about that...lol. Jenn's on her way over here I think, we'z gonna chill for awhile. lol. <3 Well i'm gonna get off here cuz I think she's here and she's makin me go get her cuz her dad has to drop her off at the bottom of the hill cause he has a cow trailer. LoL! Bye Bye! <3~Shamarie

:: 2005 14 April :: 5.56pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: [Vonzell Solomon ... The Best Of My Love]

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....
Hey everyone...ahh! Where to start? Things have changed since the last time I actually updated and rambled on, and on and onnnn! Yeah....sorry about that. Hmm I don't really remember much other than Sarah's birthday party was last Saturday. Bad day other than the fact that I got to hang out with a group of my friends, which was wayyy over due. I love you all!!! Sunday morning I went to Church then later that day Cody and I went to town cause I had to take some pants back. We were only gone like 2 hours...pretty boring.
School has went by extremely slow this week. I can't stand it. There's like 35 days of school left...well 25 for me, which is the bestest =] Only that many cause I have a few appts. and there's some field trips sooo.
Yea, this weekend gotta take care of some prom stuff and Jenn might come over and hang out if she wants to. It's gonna be pretty boring. Mom n dad are like leavin me basically all weekend. Blah...I hate when they do that, cause i'm a wuss and I hate bein here alone at night. I'll probably go somewhere though. There's a field trip Monday but I don't get to go....long story! Grr I hate her! BLAH! Anyway...we're going to a ball game at the new field Wednesday then the next Wednesday, I believe it is...we're gonna go check out Marshall University. Sooo that's good, since i'll prolly end up goin there.
Yeah things are definetly different, for now anyway....that makes me happy. Ahh some things are still driving me a lil crazy cause I got a bunch on my mind but yeah...I really love my friends...ahh! Oh yeah...Nadia left last night on American Idol. I didn't like her, but I still woulda liked to have Scott go before her. And, Bo was in the bottom three....WTF. Uggggh! The show is startin to really tick me off, but I can't help but watch it. I got something to post later, that I got from someone elses journal. I thought it was kinda neat...but it's gonna take me a lil while. I'll edit later if I finish it. If not you'll get it over the weekend. =]
Well i'm outta here! Talk to y'all later! <3~Shamarie

:: 2005 8 April :: 12.58am
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: [Nikko Smith ... Can We Talk?]

Come Back Kid!
Nikko was on Jay Leno tonight...He basically complimented Nikko the whole time and agreed with the fact that he got screwed. I say this because as Nikko was leaving, Jay said 'Ladies and gentlemen, Nikko Smith...screwed over, once again!' Then they hugged and he left. Jay ROCKS! He gave him a free dinner at 'Acapulco' and it showed him eating there, during the show...but theres a little skit behind that. Everyone is so ticked about this. It's annoying. Some girl found a tally of tuesday nights votes and Scott Savol was actually the one dead last. I dunno if that's real but if I find out it is...I really won't wanna watch American Idol ever again! Err...I'm listenin to Nikko and it makes me happy and sad at the same time. It's weird and confusing I luff him! Since him and Bo were really close throughout his time there, I think Bo's gonna get my votes now. =]
Well I went shopping tonight and got a bunch of stuff. I'm happy! Tommorow I guess we're goin to the Youth Expo again. Fun Fun! haha. Yeah...Bobbi and Jenn are so lucky. They're going to a Taking Back Sunday concert tommorow night...well I guess you'd say it's tonight now. Wowzers. I'm gettin outta here!

One last comment to Nikko (well, for the day...at least! haha) Huni, you do whatever your sweet lil heart tells ya to do, so that you can make it to the top, where you belong! <3

Next time you come my way
I know just what to say
Can we talk, for a minute?
Girl I want to know your name
One more chance with you again
I will not let it go
Oh babe, give me just one more chance
At love, love, love, love