So hopefully I'll be using this journal a lot more now. All my upperclassman friends can add me. lol Does sophmore count as upperclassman? Did I even spell that right? Blah I dunno. So hmm.. update of my life... I'm in high school now. I'm a big kid. I... am having a much better year than I was in 8th grade. I don't have much to write right now. But I'll update cha later on more interesting things later, eh?

Opinions
I hate it when I have something all planned out to say something when someone were to stump me in that certain situation, but then when the situation comes up I can't remember how to say it. How do you try to make someone believe in Christianity when they believe that religion is all one big joke. Or when they just refuse to believe in God - even if it was a known fact, just because of what image would be placed upon them.
It's just so hard to talk about without offending someone because they have different opinions. When you believe something, to someone else you are just wrong! I wish there were only facts. I wish everyone would just agree.

Woot woot!
Well.. This is just exciting. :D

Either somebody sent in two bucks for me or Andy was just nice enough not to delete my journal. But now I feel bad.. Since I didn't have any money I already made a journal at livejournal and one at Xanga for Sam- lol to figure which one would be the best and stuff. So.... what I think I'll do is just write down my personal thoughts and stuff down here.. right? yeah. I think so. Yeah. I don't think anyone is reading this anymore. HEY TYLER! SHOUTOUT! .. hehe... yeah. he's about it. and possibly Stef. and a smidge of a chance Jess. Well thanx to whoever did something nice to keep my journal. I was distraught when I found out it was being deleted. In fact I like printed out a buncha entries lol. Ya know, what I really like about Woohu, is that it's soooo easy to do everything on it. You don't have to search, or go through millions of steps to edit ur entry, or profile or whatever. It's all on the side. and you can change how it looks without having to pay big bucks. Unlike Xanga, you can use html in the entries. I do love Woohu. It's got a cooler name than livejournal too.. lol. So.. I will write in here later I do suppose.. Comment if ur readin this I guess. :)
Toodle-oo

ok.. so I am now re-creating this woohu journal. It will no longer be negative because I am really sick of bringing myself down thinking of all this crap. So. I've privitized (privitized?) a bunch of my entries... I'm detemined to feel better (hence the mood.... yeah haw haw) ok so yeah. I know eventually I'm gonna be alright. Oh and just to top off the cheese... lyrics

Christina Aguilera- Singing My Song


Oohhh, Yeah, Oooh Huh
I woke up this morning with a smile on my face
& Nobody's gonna bring me down today
Been feeling like nothings been going my way lately
So I decided right here and now that my outlook's gotta change

That's why I'm gonna
Say goodbye to all the tears I've cried
For everytime somebody hurt my pride
Feeling like they won't let me live life
& Take the time to look at what is mine

I see every lesson completely
I thank God for what I got from above
I believe they can take anything from me
But they can't succeed in taking my inner peace
They can say all they wanna say about me

But I'm gonna carry on
Keep on singing my song

I never wanna dwell on my pain again
There's no use in re-living how I hurt back then
Remembering all of the hell I felt when I was running out of faith
Every step I vowed to take was towards a better day

Cuz I'm about to
Say goodbye to every single lie
& All the fears I've held too long inside
Everytime I felt I could try
All the negativity I had inside

For too long I've been struggling. I couldn't go on
But now I've found I'm feeling strong and moving on
I believe they can take anything from me
But they can't succeed in taking my inner peace
They can say all they wanna say about me

But I'm gonna carry on
I'm gonna keep on singing my song

Whoa, & everytime I tried to be what they wanted from me
It never came naturally
So I ended up in misery, wasn't able to see
All the good around me
They wasted so much energy on what they thought of me
Simply just remembering to breathe

I'm human, I ain't able to please
Everyone at the same time, so now I find
My peace of mind living one day at a time

I'm human and I answer to one God
It comes down to one love
Until I get to heaven above

I've made the decision
Never to give up
Til the I day I die no matter what

I'm gonna carry on & keep on singing my song.....

I think I've come to realize that those times when I need God most in my life I turn off my Christian radio station or refuse to pray. I get scared. It hurts too bad because I know that I've done something wrong or I feel hopeless. But its so hard to tell myself that God is still going to listen to me. and if I talk to Him about it he will still understand although we will both know its wrong.

I know I shouldn't feel helpless or hopeless. It can change soon. It will be ok.

I can see it all. I never ever want to think about it again.
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The wallet you kept my Spongebob Valentine card in.

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I'm never going on woohu ever ever ever ever ever again.