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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2008 21 January :: 3.29pm

so i actually feel like i can be a nurse. i'm liking my classes better and understanding stuff. because the program is so new and my school is so small, i have my classes with basically all the same 30 people because that is how many people got accepted into the program. i'm realkzing that i am just as smart as these people and they are struggling in areas just like i was/am. so yay.

we dont get to disect cadavers. we only get to disect cats but oh well. i guess we can learn more because we can disect them more where as with cadavers-because so many people have to use them and they have to last a whole year, you can only do a little.
i can't type well beause i have fake nails on. i haven't got my naisl done in like 2 years but i really wanted to last week so i got acrylilics on. just a frech manicure. not like i sued to get.

roman and i are doing so well. when we first moved in together we had this period of like 2 months where we fought really bad like we'd be fine and then fight fine and then fight but we have really gotten over that ---well i mean, obviously since that was a long time ago but my point is ...we hve just grown from it all and i'm really happy.

we are probably going to florida to visit his gramma and have soem fun for our spring breaks. the bad part is that are spring breaks aren't at the same time and so i might not be able to ugugghghgh but that would really suck because my birthday is during his spring breeak so if he went and i didn't i'd be all alone on my bday.

i can't believe i'm gonna be 20 ..that seems so old! weird.

roman and i were talking about the wedding which was supposed to be in may 2009 but the more we talked about it. the more we thought it would be a smart idea to just wait until we were done with college completely.

ummmmmmmmmm

i really want some chocolate chip cookies. cya

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runningfreak

:: 2008 10 January :: 3.02pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: It Must Be Love- Alan Jackson

(Sigh)....In a Good Way.........

I have 5 1/2 hour break today. Almost nothing to do and I have a hour and a half before my next class. I have already had lunch, ran, worked out, and went for a very long but relaxing walk north of campus. I was also able to talk to myself and I think I may have created a pretty awesome book while talking to myself.

I like being back at school. Although I would like to be at home and riding the horses in this wonderful spring weather in January.

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runningfreak

:: 2008 6 January :: 5.05pm


I am going to do it this time. Whatever it takes. I am sick of being this way. Its time for a change and now I am going to make the change and make it stick not matter what it takes.

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runningfreak

:: 2007 30 December :: 2.24pm
:: Mood: Sick


Flu...I hate it. I dont like throwing up especially when I cant control it. I feel better now. But I still feel like crap.

Chrissy I envy your trip to Kansas, it has to be warm and enjoyable and I want to be there. But I just miss you. So much to say and so little time to say it.

Jon is over right now to play video games with Mike. It is almost weird. Almost.

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runningfreak

:: 2007 24 December :: 3.43pm
:: Mood: Achy/content
:: Music: Green Day

Contentness...I think it is a Good Thing...

I am content....

I came to this realization last night. I may not be the perfect weight, size, intelligence or girlfriend but nobody is. I realized that it is not about what I think I should be but what I am to everybody else. To everybody else I am beautiful and smart. To him, I am everything that he could ever want. I like that. He tells me everyday. I really like that.

I may have a different opinion tommorow but today this is what I think.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 22 December :: 5.50pm

Today Roman and I were driving with Cesar in the backseat on 44th street and we were going east right past the mall and this moron in a black truck pulls out from the mall all the way on the right and we were in the middle lane and he crosses all 4 lanes to get over to the left to go in the MI turn around thing.

it was wet out and he started losing control and fish tailing a little and then goes up on the median where a big green road sign with two poles is and he smashes into it right square in the middle and the sign breaks and flies over his truck

AND HE JUST KEPT ON DRIVING!! and pulled into the turn around to go west bound. It was so insane!!! our radio was off so we could hear everything. it was like a movie it was so unreal. i couldn't believe he just kept driving like it was no big deal at all. he is lucky that the sign didn't fly into the road and hurt someone else. he was going way too fast and almost hit us when he was crossing all those lanes. roman honked the horn and then he smashed the sign. it was crazy.

and then we got his plate # and called the police and reported it. hahaa fucker.

it was nuts!!!

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 21 December :: 10.24pm

A- in spanish ...yay even tho she is a fricken crazy lady and crushed my dream of becoming fluent in spanish because she is the only one who teaches it so i dropped spanish 2

B in Cellular Biology which is a class that we were all guinea pigs in because it was the first time it was taught at Davenport and the book was RIDICULOUS and it was a very tough class that I considered dropping because it was so hard. So i'm very pleased with a B

Haven't got the last two back yet but I should be getting a B+ in Intercultural Communication and an A- in Healthy Living.

yay

i'm so glad i'm done with school for a while. and my school is sooooooooo retarded. We just ended classes THIS week ... my online classes aren't even officially done until TOMORROW. and yet still we start class again on January 6th. Everyone else has like a month of break and we get like 2 wks. thats so dumb! grr i hate davenport.

anyway..... my baby makes the best cookies ever omg. the other night i just sat on my ass and watched the movie hairspray while Roman just said he wanted to make chocolate chip cookies. I had to show him where the recipe and measuring cups were and what the difference btwn a tablespoon and teaspoon are but then he was all on his own and he did everything by himself lol and made the best cookies ever. and they looked picture perfect they were like perfectly round and perfectly brown on top and just perfect. they were so delicious. yummm the best part is that i didn't have to make them.

anyway i am excited for christmas but sad that roman will be leaving for like 4 ish days so that will suck but i dont have to work until NEXT FRIDAY....eek.. it's kind of not good but work has not been giving me any hours at all. i should start getting more as soon as the first rolls around but for now I nanny 3 days of the week so that will hold me over. I nanny for a little boy named Cesar and he is adorable and fun. so i really like it. it is a great job for me because i get to be around kid(s) again which i missed a lot since i left the daycare and the best part is that it gives me a break from being at work at midnite sun and cruise all the time. its nice to have two jobs and separate the time between the two. and i only watch him for 2 hours (not even a full 2 hours) on monday and wednesday and then from 9-5 on saturday. it's not bad at all.

so yay.

roman got me some cool christmas presents. these pjs that i love. we were supposed to wait until sunday for our christmas but we couldn't wait and yesterday we opened our gifts. he relaly liked his too. so yay

so yeah i'm doing pretty well. lol

that's an update on my life.

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runningfreak

:: 2007 17 December :: 10.10am
:: Mood: sick


Almost done....I can hardly wait.

I dont feel very well today. My breakfast did not want to work in my favor today and ended up exiting the way it came in. As much as I want to believe that I have a fever...........I probably dont. But I feel like crap. My back hurts and I shoulder is killing me and I am just a whiner but when I dont feel well thats the way I get.

So close to being done....

I like him. I realize that.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 12 December :: 10.52pm

OK . so .. i think i just figured it out. As long as I get at least a 50% my next test and a 75% on my paper and a 60 on my final... ummm wow that's horrible. well then i think i will pass.

SHIT i suck. that class just kicked my ass so bad but i swear it was so stupid. seriously. we were the guinea pigs for that class. the teacher was brand new. the book was WAY too advanced. the teacher said they are definitly getting a different book for next semester and that the book is way too advanced it is for people who are actually going to be cell biologists and it is just way too hard and our entire grade was based on only the tests. i hate that because it's like you get 5 little chances and if you do bad at all on any of the tests it brings your grade wayyyyy down. the only thing i'm hoping helped my grade was my paper and i'm not even too sure about that. i just know i need to study hard for my exam because it is all answers from past tests. seriously i'm going to memorize those answers and get 100 percent. i'm going to my moms house and studying the entire day as long as she will help me. ALL next week that is what i'm doing . mark my words lol

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 12 December :: 10.38pm

i wanna go see that guys light show that he made. someone take me. and while you're at it...

oh nevermind... maybe it's at the whitecaps thing i thought it was at his house.

while you're at it take me to japan.
everytime i start thinking that i shouldn'tbe a nurse and that it isn't for me i talk to my mom and she makes me feel like i'll be good at it or that i can at least pass the school. i'm not stupid but i'm not brilliant. i duno. she always makes me not want to quit. i feel like i would disappoint my parents if i quit and it's not like i have something else wonderful in mind and my college is free so i might as well keep going... right?

i had to write this will thing for my online class and I gave my money and our cats to Roman and my car to Brandon and that was pretty much it... hmmmmmmmmmmmmm

tomorrow i have my last test and then next week i have two exams and then two online class exams that should be pretty easy. Only one really hard exam. I just hope i pass cell biology or I will be screwed and sad. ughghhghghgh i hope i get 100 on the paper i wrote. then i wont be as worried

i just called my phone company because i wanted to add text messaging and they wont let me because roman's name is the one on the account the FCC just changed their rules that sucks because usually i am the one who takes care of all that stuff. I call and fix stuff when it gets messed up, i pay the bills through my account and then roman just writes me checks for his half. like i do EVERYTHING and then now i can't even have control over it. it is understandable but still it sucks.

i really should be studying.

annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd. i duno. we almost got another cat tonight. we are like...obsessed with cats. we are freaks.

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runningfreak

:: 2007 11 December :: 9.13am
:: Mood: Tired


"I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you can eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together"

-Marilyn Monroe

Thank you Chrissy

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 7 December :: 1.16am



just in case you weren't already against abortion. make sure you watch part 3 where you actually see the poor baby on the ultrasound. it is awful..

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runningfreak

:: 2007 4 December :: 9.17am
:: Mood: exhausted


The end is near but not soon enough. I want to keep going and I force myself to everyday. So close yet so far away. But the end is soon and I anticipate every morning.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 2 December :: 9.43pm

i seriously feel like just forgetting about what christmas was going to be and just go to ohio again.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2007 29 November :: 2.17pm

My fate will be decided by a man tomorrow that i have never met.

shitty shit shit. if indeed i need to say goodbye, at least for a while... this is it.

goodbye :0(

....not a good color. i would lose weight though.... no christmas.

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