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2006 10 November :: 9.43pm
ugh i am scheduled to work at FIVE AM tomorrow again. that is so stupid.
so stupid.
they should make people who dont go to school work at 5 am. people who it doesn't really matter if they have to work at 5 am because it doesn't throw off their life because the only thing they have scheduled to do in their life is work. people who don't have to write huge research papers that are due on monday. that's who should work 5 am shifts.
well i got moved up to head cashier so at least if i stay at that position i wont ever have to open at 5 ever again. and i love hardly ever having to talk to guests. ahhh it's so nice. stupid stupid guests how i hate you.
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2006 6 November :: 7.24pm
:: Music: Travis Tritt- Its a Great Day To Be Alive
I really do...
Pete and I are having a rough time. I think we need to take a break from one another. His usual habits are really getting on my nerves right now. I dont know why. I love him very much and tell him everyday but right now I just want to kick his ass. He was so sweet tonight at dinner but he kept trying to get seconds and I told him no several times and he still proceeded to go get some. I feel bad that I am being kind of a bitch to him but he needs to be told every now and again when he is being stupid. He is absolutely adorable and I can never be mad at him for very long but I think he is getting jealous of John because he is getting more irritating when it comes to the stunts he pulls for attention. I think we just need to limit how much we see each for a couple of days and then things should be alright between us. Maybe its because I am not spending enough time with him. That could be. I should devote a whole day to him and make him feel like he is King. Even though he sure acts like it right now. We will take a break from each other for right now so I can clear my head and then I will be able to love him like I love no other. Thats exactly what I will do. I really do love him dont get me wrong but we all need a break once in a while.
**If you didnt already know Pete is my horse and so is John and no matter what I love them both unconditionally.**
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2006 6 November :: 11.46am
i dont know what to do with my life. and i hate it.
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2006 5 November :: 9.28am
does anybody believe that your dreams have deeper, real meaning?
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2006 3 November :: 12.25pm
:: Mood: Intrigued
:: Music: The wreckers
hmmmm...
I might go to England as of last night. But that is way up in the air and is more of a 'oh that would be fun' thought than it actually happening but it is possible. We are like two peas in a pod.
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2006 2 November :: 10.25pm
what is wrong with me........
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2006 1 November :: 3.09pm
Listen up ya'll, Cuz this is it
The beat that I'm bangin' is de-li-cious
Fergalicious definition make them boys go loco
They want my treasure so they get their pleasures from my photo
You could see you, you can't squeeze me
I ain't easy, I ain't sleazy
I got reasons why I tease 'em
Boys just come and go like seasons
Fergalicious (so delicious)
But I ain't promiscuous
And if you was suspicious
All that shit is fictitious
I blow kisses (mmmwwahhh)
That puts them boys on rock, rock
And they be lining down the block just to watch what I got (four, tres, two, uno)
So delicious (It's hot, hot)
So delicious (I put them boys on rock, rock)
So delicious (they wanna slice of what I got)
Fergalicious (t-t-t-t-t-tasty, tasty)
Fergalicious def-, Fergalicious def-, Fergalicious def-
Fergalicious definition make them boys go crazy
They always claim they know me
Comin' to me call me Stacy
I'm the F to the E, R, G the I the E
And can't no other lady put it down like me
I'm Fergalicious
My body stay vicious
I be up in the gym just working on my fitness
He's my witness
I put yo' boy on rock rock
And he be lining down the block just to watch what I got
So delicious (It's hot, hot)
So delicious (I put them boys on rock, rock)
So delicious (they wanna slice of what I got)
Fergalicious (hold hold hold hold hold up, check it out)
Baby, baby, baby
If you really want me
Honey get some patience
Maybe then you'll get a taste
I'll be tasty, tasty, I'll be laced with lacey
It's so tasty, tasty, It'll make you crazy
T to the A to the S T E Y girl you tasty, T to the A to the S T E Y girl you tasty
D to the E to the L I C I O U S, to the D to the E to the, to the, to the, hit it Fergie
All the time I turn around always brotha's gather round always looking at me up and down looking at my
I just wanna say it now I ain't tryin to round up drama little mama I don't wanna take your man
And I know I'm comin off just a little bit conceited and I keep on repeating how the boys wanna eat it
But I'm tryin' to tell, that I can't be treated like clientele
Cuz' they say she
Delicious (So delicious)
But I ain't promiscuous
And if you was suspicious
All that shit is fictitious
I blow kisses (mmmwwahhh)
That puts them boys on rock, rock
And they be lining down the block just to watch what I got (got, got, got)
Four, tres, two, uno
My body stay vicious
I be up in the gym just working on my fitness
He's my witness (oooh wee)
I put yo' boy on rock rock
And he be lining down the block just to watch what I got (four, tres, two, uno)
So delicious
So delicious
So delicious
I'm Fergalicious, t-t-t-t-t tasty, tasty
It's so delicious
So delicious
So delicious
I'm Fergalicious, t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t
T to the A to the S T E Y girl you tasty, T to the A, to the S T E Y girl you tasty
T to the A to the S T E Y girl you tasty, T to the A, to the, to the (four, tres, two, uno)
D to the E to the L I C I O U S, to the D to the E to the L I C I O U S to the
D to the E to the L I C I O U S, to the D to the E to the, to the, to the (four, tres, two, uno)
T to the A to the S T E Y girl you tasty, T to the A to the S T E Y girl you tasty
T to the A to the S T E Y girl you tasty, T to the A, to the, four, tres, two, uno
D to the E to the L I C I O U S, to the D to the E to the L I C I O U S to the
D to the E to the L I C I O U S, to the D to the E to the, to the, to the, to the, to the.....
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2006 30 October :: 11.24pm
I will be the answer
At the end of the line
I will be there for you
While you take the time
In the burning of uncertainty
I will be your solid ground
I will hold the balance
If you can't look down
If it takes my whole life
I won't break, I won't bend
It will all be worth it
Worth it in the end
Cause I can only tell you what I know
That I need you in my life
When the stars have all gone out
You'll still be burning so bright
Cast me gently
Into morning
For the night has been unkind
Take me to a
Place so holy
That I can wash this from my mind
The memory of choosing not to fight
If it takes my whole life
I won't break, I won't bend
It will all be worth it
Worth it in the end
'Cause I can only tell you what I know
That I need you in my life
When the stars have all burned out
You'll still be burning so bright
Cast me gently
Into morning
For the night has been unkind
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2006 30 October :: 10.36pm
well shit isnt' this just peachy. what the hell i want something to do.
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2006 29 October :: 7.30am
OH MY GOD. people are so STUPID!!!
ugh
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2006 28 October :: 10.26pm
It been awhile but I thought I would just say that I'm the best I have been in years. College has changed me into a better person...
I dont really know what to write... Lindsey call me when you get the chance:)
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2006 27 October :: 9.36pm
:: Mood: crappy
hmmmmmmm...
I may not be upbeat on the outside right now but I am dancing with elated emotions on the inside.
And it feels great.
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2006 21 October :: 4.34am
oh my gosh.
i woke up at 4 am today .
do you want to know why?
so i can go to menards. MENARDS. what kind of crazy person shops at 5 am at menards. or anywhere for that matter.
i have no idea why they scheduled me for 5 am. i thought they had designated people committed to ruining their lives and getting up that early and working the 5 am shifts. but i guess not???
i can not believe i am going to work this early. god i'm crazy. I HATE MENARDS!
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2006 11 October :: 12.20pm
So I must vent just a tad to just feel just a tad bit better.
I have changed my major from Paralegal studies to Nursing. Reason being: my full scholarship Lettinga Campus scholarship things has JUST changed the rules and instead of only being allowed to use the scholarship at the either of the two Grand Rapids Davenport campuses, I am now allowed to use the scholarship at any Davenport campus. There are many.
There are 3 campuses that offer the nursing program. Midland, Dearborn and Warren.
Long story short, next year, if all goes well, Roman and I will be moving to the Detroit (Dearborn or Warren) area and living there and going to school and being 2 and a half hours away from any sort of Cedar-ish area.
My scholarship is renewable up to 4 years. But there is a catch. I must earn a 3.4 GPA or better. So, if my math is correct, if I am taking four 3-credit hours, I can afford to get two B+'s as long as I get two A-'s or A's. I am pretty sure I can do it, but I need to set my standards higher. I used to think that a B was a pretty good grade, not that great, but I can deal with it. Now, I need to accept nothing less than an A.
I'm scared.
Okay different subject.
I know i'm just a lil ol white girl from non-diverse Cedar Springs and I'm not saying that peoples' feelings or thoughts especially of themselves and their history and yada yada isn't important but it is really necessary to cry in an English 110 class over a fricken article? IS IT? okay, that sounds very insensitive, but come on, if anyone knows me they know i am very sensitive. It's okay to feel strongly about it and to have those feelings in you and to really be that upset about the thing as a whole but not this article. It was a thought-provoking satire. A THOUGHT-PROVOKING SATIRE. THAT'S ALL!
I honestly can't take it.
in other news. roman and i bought bikes and rode a lot and had fun and rode them all the way downtown as in ridin along on wealthy and fulton and division. it was fun. and the day before that we rode on some trail and saw a deer and a fawn and then we ended up on 52nd and rode all the way back to burlingame and then home. it was so fun. coolie cool.
"Hey popo! We're ridin dirty but I betcha can't tell!!!"
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2006 11 October :: 12.11pm
ommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmgggggggggggggggggggggg
seriously, i'm gonna kill myself. i knew i shouldn't have came to english today. why is it that everything that people say seriously feel like knives poking into my spine. i CANNOT stand people.
"my fiance"
bull shit you prissy little bitch. two weeks ago you were screwing the milkman.
i wanna throw up and also i want to leave school. i'm so stressed out
shannon do you have my yearbook? can i get it? do you have it? whadoido
omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggg I HATE .......... it's like blah blah blah blha blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. people think everything they have on their mind is so damn important. not everything a person thinks needs to be heard by everyone in the room. shut your mouth and if you really feel like expressing your feelings, go right it in a journal. I seem to be doing a fine job of it myself...
UGH
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