Uh....

:: 2007 23 February :: 5.09pm

I'm just having a really good day.
Caleb is one of my biggest joys. Every day I look at him and think about how lucky I am. He is so much fun. I love watching him learn. He's smiling and laughing and creeping around, trying to roll over. The other night I put him to bed, head to the left, feet on the right. Charlie got up with him in the morning and there he was, smiling, feet on the left, head on the right. It makes me smile everytime I think about it. He's the sweetest baby I've ever seen. I just can't believe how much I love him. I knew I'd love him, but I can't believe how much. And I love Charlie. We're having so much fun together. This is so great. I love our family. Oh my gosh I love our family. I love where we live, I love my son, I love my husband, I love my friends, I love that school is almost over, I love my family of course.

Okay, sorry that was so full of love, not my typical entry, lol. Hormones? Possibly.

1 squirrel | have some nuts?

:: 2007 18 February :: 1.58am

Ugh, today at work was going so well....Then the last hour and a half just completely ruined it. For one, I had this feeling that entire time that something wasn't quite right.....something was going to happen that I wouldn't like. And then, sure enough, while I was closing up, I spilled the entire tub of butter on the floor, and on my leg...and all down the counter...and all over my shoe....and all over the wall....v_v I was so bummed.

I had brought in some old CD's and I was reminiscing while listening to them all. =]

Quote of the day, by my dear buddy Brad, "It made me want to punch a Jew!"
We were talking about The Passion of the Christ. lol

Mmmm...thats all I got for now....

8 squirrely | have some nuts?

stinko

:: 2007 15 February :: 12.20am

today came and went and only slightly pissed me off.

thanks for the card grandma.

i don't want to think about love. it doesn't seem to be on my side lately.

3 squirrely | have some nuts?

:: 2007 10 February :: 4.10am

I miss my family. =(

For some of them, it's been many years since I've seen them. It makes me sad. I'm thinking when this semester is over, I'm going to spend much of my summer going to visit the ones I can. And going on the big camping trip we always have.

brokenmentality

:: 2007 9 February :: 6.47pm

it sure has been awhile
i was just reading my old entries. i used to be so happy.

he did that. made me happy that is.

i love him for that.

1 squirrel | have some nuts?

eddy	:: 2007 4 February :: 7.26pm My kitty doesn't like it when I kiss her face. ^^ And she loves Silkroad. (Kind of) 11 squirrely \| have some nuts?

:: 2007 4 February :: 1.47am

Haunt You Every Day

I don't feel the joy
I don't feel the pain
You were just a toy
I am just insane

Walking on my own
Leaving you behind
You were crying out
That you need to speak your mind

Ohhh
So alone in love
So alone in love
I'm going to haunt you everyday
Haunt you everyday

I am gonna kill
When I need a thrill
Eating at the heart
until I've had my fill
When will stupid learn?
Fires gonna burn
Think of consequence
Then you move when it your turn

Ohhh
So alone in love
So alone in love
I'm going to haunt you everyday
Haunt you everyday

Walking on my own
Leaving you behind
You were crying out
That you need to speak your mind

Ohhh
So alone in love
So alone in love
I'm going to haunt you everyday
Haunt you everyday
haunt you everyday

eddy	:: 2007 4 February :: 1.14am :: Mood: apathetic You're full of shit. You stupid hypocritical moron. Let it go. The damage in your heart. 10 squirrely \| have some nuts?

:: 2007 1 February :: 6.15pm

Totally.
Totally didn't go to class today. Totally no regrets about that. Totally wearin my pjs all day. Totally watching Grey's tonight. Totally lots o snow outside. Totally...

:: 2007 24 January :: 4.22pm

Caleb is rockin the camera

:: 2007 24 January :: 9.10am

Well it's kind of been a while. It's so hard to get up at 6:30 every morning. I am not used to this yet. Definitely not getting enough sleep. School is going well. Caleb is doing very well. He was weighed yesterday by the nurse and he weighs a whopping 12 lbs. 10 oz. now. He's in the 50% percentile. And he's 24 inches long, he's in the 75% percentile. I think he's going to be very tall. He's just a happy little boy, always smiling and laughing and cooing. He talks so much. And he's a good cuddler.
Other than that things have been good. I'm going to go buy an elliptical in a couple days, I am so excited. I've lost 10 pounds in a few weeks. yay.

swimfan14

:: 2007 21 January :: 3.03pm

It doesn't matter that he didn't mean it.

I still think it's true...

:: 2007 20 January :: 1.46am

Summer Wine
Ville Valo and Natalia Avalon

Strawberries, cherries and an Angel�s kiss in spring
My summer wine is really made from all these things

I walked in town on silver spurs that jingled to
A song that I had only sang to just a few
She saw my silver spurs and said let�s pass some time
And I will give to you, summer wine
Oh, Summer Wine

Strawberries, cherries and an Angel�s kiss in spring
My summer wine is really made from all these things
Take off your silver spurs and help me pass the time
And I will give to you, summer wine
Oh, Summer Wine

My eyes grew heavy and my lips they could not speak
I tried to get up, but I couldn�t find my feet
She reassured me with an unfamiliar line
And then she gave to me, more summer wine
Oh, Summer Wine

Strawberries, cherries and an Angel�s kiss in spring
My summer wine is really made from all these things
Take off your silver spurs and help me pass the time
And I will give to you, summer wine
Oh, Summer Wine

When I woke up the sun was shining in my eyes
My silver spurs were gone, my head felt twice its size
She took my silver spurs, a dollar and a dime
And left me craving for, more summer wine
Oh, Summer Wine

Strawberries, cherries and an Angel�s kiss in spring
My summer wine is really made from all these things
Take off your silver spurs and help me pass the time
And I will give to you, summer wine
Oh, Summer Wine

eddy	:: 2007 14 January :: 5.16am "We really need to get you some pants" "Yeah, giggle thats not a pickle" "I know.....I'ts your penis" have some nuts?

eddy	:: 2007 13 January :: 6.44am I miss good times with good friends. Damn this world. 13 squirrely \| have some nuts?

:: 2007 13 January :: 6.07am

*sigh*

Why does, when everything seems to be going so well, the past pops up out of nowhere, and bites you in the ass? But it's so suddenly unexpected, and stings so much, the pain creeps into your heart. =\

Oh well, I said Happy Birthday, and I meant it.
P.S. You're a big fat liar. And certainly not who I thought you were, once upon a time. I thought you were cool once, and now I see only shallow egotism. Yet, I still can't help but like you.

I'm only slightly bitter.

P.P.S. Myspace, I hate you. Why can't I quit you???

UGH! Emo time.....God Damned myspace. Eff yourself and die.

:: 2007 12 January :: 1.22pm

Skipped my first class today. Walked in, turned around and walked straight back out. My day had already started out bad. It wasn't helping me. Just finished dropping that class. >.>

There's one small fact that make me irritated that im not staying in. But it would be that way regardless if I were there or not, so there wouldn't be much I could do. At least I don't have to watch it happening, and make myself feel even worse.

P.S.
I really fucking hate one way streets, hardcore. Who the eff invented those anyway??? What's the freakin point?? Besides to confuse. ><
And when there's construction going on also, its even worse DX<

*Sigh* Yay for Friday afternoon cartoons.

:: 2007 11 January :: 10.55pm

My first day of college today. One class at 6:15 p.m. to 9:30. Art History II

My teacher is awesome, she makes great facial expressions. And she said fuck today. (phuc) Cuz its the french word for seal, aparently. =]

My life has been feeling crappy lately. Who knew it would take school to make me feel like it was heading back on up. >.>