Uh....

:: 2006 7 July :: 3.18pm

Holy crap. I can't believe we're almost in the the 3rd trimester already. This is going so fast, which isn't hard to say anymore since I'm not getting so sick anymore. We painted the nursery and soon things will be set up. We have Charlie's old cradle and everything. Charlie can feel the baby now, so that's really wonderful. And I can all the time. It's really neat to know when my baby is awake and when he/she's not.
That was fun having everyone over yesterday! :-) I miss that.
And having this baby makes me miss the good in the world. I miss the pure, true, good that used to be around (like when you were younger). I only want that for our baby. Which is hard, because the bad things are how you learn.
Anyway, I'm kind of rambling. This weekend will be sooooooo great! My parents are at this house on Lk. MI in Muskegon right now and I've seriously wanted to go swimming for a looooooooooong time. YAY for RELAXING!

:: 2006 7 July :: 1.07am
:: Mood: sad

My world almost just fell apart.

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eddy	:: 2006 6 July :: 11.08pm It's a cruel (cruel) cruel summer (cruel summer) -Ace of Base "Cruel Summer" 4 squirrely \| have some nuts?

eddy	:: 2006 6 July :: 1.25am Gotta love John Mayer, man. Clickity Click 4 squirrely \| have some nuts?

eddy	:: 2006 6 July :: 1.06am I Love You. (You know who you are) 2 squirrely \| have some nuts?

eddy	:: 2006 3 July :: 11.21pm So stay, sweetly numb. Remain lifeless, love. -Davey Havok - "Affliction" 4 squirrely \| have some nuts?

:: 2006 30 June :: 4.47pm

Almost vacation time!!! :-D
Today Charlie and I watched Chicken Run and ate breakfast in bed (he made us yummy eggs). It was really really nice. My car actually quit while I was in the process of driving it...on the expressway. So that was scary. It was the battery connection and now it's fixed but yikes. I called the doctor this week, I think Tuesday, because I keep getting sick when I try to eat in the morning/afternoon. They told me to come in cause I kept losing weight. I'm still 2 pounds under my original weight and I'm supposed to have gained more. Well, everything is fine, but they prescribed pills and I am not for taking them. Especially because if I didn't have insurance, to get 20 would be about $800 they said. So next week will be the big vacation! Then Friday the 14th is the reception!

tails

:: 2006 30 June :: 2.00am
:: Music: snow patrol

sex lies, and video tapes stream.
Tired of dreaming.
But too tired to wake.

its getting real fucking old...

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eddy	:: 2006 26 June :: 5.47pm If I wasn't a hardcore Misanthropist before.... I certainly am now. 10 squirrely \| have some nuts?

eddy

:: 2006 26 June :: 5.15pm

Trevor Hall - The Aftermath
I sold my shoes,
for a front-row seat on the moon.
Well I've found all that I can save,
and I still got the blues.

See I picked up the blade,
and shaved my beard.
I walked back into town,
with nothin' to fear.

Well I picked up my mess,
and I put it in the ground.
Well I watered it down,
waited for the sea to spill,
to spill. Yeah.

Well silence fills the air when it's raining.
But I don't see anyone complaining. Yeah yeah.
Well truth, it pokes it's head out.
Yeah truth it pokes it's head out.

Well I took my last rose,
And I threw it in the fire.
I gathered all the ashes, yeah.
Started my empire.

What is it to you?
Well man I'll do what I please.
And when I pray for you,
I don't expect you to pray for me.

Well silence fills the air when it's raining.
Oh, but I don't see anyone complaining.
Well truth it pokes it's head out.
Yeah truth it pokes it's head out.

Well I took a bath.
In the constellation aftermath.
When I jumped off that stone,
You see I looked upon this, plastic place, and I saved it with all my grace.

Well silence fills the air when it's raining,
Oh but I don't see anyone complaining.
Well truth it pokes it's head out.
Yeah truth it pokes it's head out. Yeah.

Silence fills the air when it's raining.
Oh but I don't see anyone complaining.
Well truth it pokes it's head out.
Yeah truth it pokes it's head out.

Truth, it pokes it head out....

:: 2006 23 June :: 5.14pm

Ready to see my cute little smiley baby?!?!
We got our 3-D ultrasounds yesterday and it was very wonderful. It's way too early for baby to smile but it does look like it. Baby is wayyy cute already! haha :-) We're so excited! Over half way there...

I'll post more pics later.

(Oh, and for those who can't see it well, baby has her/his left hand over that side of her/his face) The other hand is up kind of too.

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eddy	:: 2006 23 June :: 1.59pm God..... ....I hate this place and it's stupidity. 14 squirrely \| have some nuts?

iron-cipher

:: 2006 22 June :: 12.14pm

Jessa I have something important to talk to you about / offer you we need to talk. How can i get ahold of you? Sign on AIM or call me @6166483769 or something the sooner the better.

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:: 2006 16 June :: 5.41pm

haha wow. that's a little soon don't ya think...

:: 2006 16 June :: 5.34pm

I LOOOOOVE HIM!
I love being married. The wedding was beautiful. We were all so afraid it would rain because it was raining everywhere else, but it was beautiful out! The park was beautiful with a fountain and flowers and everything. We had a carriage ride afterwards. Our honeymoon was a wonderful time. We stayed at Grand Beach Resort and it was soooo pretty. Everything is going great. This past weekend we had to get an ultrasound, and then this Thursday is our BIG ultrasound. :-) We're so excited. I get lonely cause he gets out of work late but other than that everything is great. :-) We don't have the internet so I may not be online for a while.

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:: 2006 16 June :: 3.19pm
:: Mood: Happy
:: Music: Broken-Seether

So Stacy decided that I should update this, so here I am. I love Stacy so I guess this is only for her. She's pretty much the best.

I've been really busy. My weeks consist of a lot of shopping, hanging out with Luke, and hanging out with my friends.

Yesterday I went swimming at Luke's and he pushed me in the pool and when we were racing to my car he hit me with the door on acciden't and he almost knocked me out. I thought that was pretty rude! Haha j/k.

Today I hung out with Lisa and then later on tonight my cousins from Los Angeles are flying in so my family is all going out to dinner. I'm so excited to see them. I <3 them.

This weekend I have a lot of open houses to go to like always. Pretty soon they are almost over with. I have like five to go to every Saturday and they get really boring after a while.

Next week I'll be with my cousins.

The weekend after that is Emily's baby shower and my grandma from Florida is flying in.

In July we are going on vacation. We haven't decided where we are going. Last year we went to NY, but this year we are going somewhere else.

In August I'm going to California for a few weeks. I'm really stoaked about that. I'm definitely a California girl at heart.

I miss Luke. He's gone today and tomorrow for basketball. He's always gone for basketball, but I'm gone for most of the summer so it's pretty much even. I feel bad about that, but I'm always gone for the summer, and that's the way it's been for my whole life.

Oh yeah, my dad is buying a new house. It's pretty sweet and it has an alarm system in it so for all the times when he's gone for work and me and whoever stay there, we don't have to worry about being killed. That's always a plus.

So I guess that's about it.

It's weird when you think nothing's changed, but really everything has.

<3 Ashley

:: 2006 11 June :: 6.42pm

And that's what I get for trying to be nice to you....

Some things will never change.

eddy

:: 2006 8 June :: 12.24am
:: Mood: excited

Jimmy Kimmel

I never watch this show. It's kind of dumb. But tonight....ah yes, tonight, the absolutely wonderful H.I.M. is musical guest. And I must watch. I haven't seen them live in forever. I could have gone to that show (filmed last Friday). Had I wanted to take a trip to California, and spent a ton of money. So I'm content to just watch it at home, nice and comfy in my home =)