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2006 3 April :: 11.29am
:: Music: Trisha Yearwood: Angels in Waiting
spring break.... boring.. relaxing.. but boring. i asked keegan to get some days off.. but noo.. im alone all week during the day. both my best friends are gone.. so im stuck babysitting.
good news though.. my moms giving me her gand am! woooooo. im so excited. i have to finish paying it off.. but theres only 2 grand left on it. this is my graduation and birthday present. finally i'll have a NICE dependable car. i've ALWAYS loved her car... i really wanted it when i was queen cuz it was red.. lol, but nows good too! as soon as everythings set.. which i think is gonna be tomorrow... i need to start looking for another job. i REALLY wanna work at logans. not just because keegan works there, but because you make more money working there than most other resturants. keegans friend tommy works at Branns and said on a BUSY saturday night he walks out with 130.. but at logans on a busy saturday night servers walk out with around 190. hmmm... pretty big difference there.
i cleaned today... that was my excitement.
OH, my moms getting an Aztec. it's blue and BEAUTIFUL. i dont really like aztecs, but the color seriously makes it like the coolest vehicle ever. its so pretty.
one of the BEST love songs of all time is "hold on to me" by john micheal montgomery. download it. it reminds me SO much of me and keegan. we dont have a song yet though. odd... 17 months and we still dont have one. thats ok, it'll come to us. THATS right... 17 months and breaking up has never even been an option. i think when a relationship turns to an "on and off again" relationship.. its time to end it. because obviously neither person are happy anymore. personal opinion. whatever though... im just so happy. :)
could it be? are there still a few GOOD clingans? i must say... i thought hell must have froze over yesterday. chris is gone, and the rest of his family is FINALLY starting come around and respect my mom. throughout the divorce and even towards the end of their marriage.. the hardest part for me was seeing how my mom was being treated. she's the strongest woman i know. i cant imagine being one of those kids who "hates" their mom. she's the one thing that holds me together.
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2006 3 April :: 1.36pm
ive never been more misserible in my life.....some of this shit just isent fair.
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2006 3 April :: 12.30pm
:: Mood: Excited
:: Music: Cascada-Everytime We Touch
I guess I'll update really quick.
Saturday we went to the beach all day and went to all the little shops and then we went to the pool which is an everyday thing for us.
Sunday we went to the pool and then we went to Johns Pass and shopped. It was really pretty there and it is all over the ocean and then we went out to dinner at this resturant on the ocean.
Today we are going out on the boat to go find dolphins and then we have a party to go to later.
There's this little boy named Jake that goes to the pool everyday and he's the cutest little boy ever. I am basically in love with him. I winked at him in the pool and he didn't even know what to do. He just smiled at me. Haha. I shall keep him.
Ahh this weird thing happened yesterday with these two boys that are staying in the same condo as us. I guess I'll explain it later since I'm out of time.
I dig my toes into the sand. The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds strewn across a blue blanket. I lean against the wind, pretend that I am weightless and in this moment I am happy.
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here.
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2006 2 April :: 4.53pm
Big buffet project tomorrow. Charlie is coming over soon to help me make Coconut Ice! Dad and I took a Jeep ride. I'm so sad we're selling it :-( We had so much fun with it. Boo hoo. I can't wait till classes are over!!! I'm so tired. I'm taking next semester off for obvious reasons. :-) We go to look at the duplex tomorrow! YAY! I'm so excited! Anyway, that's about it. Ranch potatoes are really good. We did laundry and had tons and tons of socks, and absolutely none of them were matching. My dad is going crazy! hahaha It's too weird.
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2006 2 April :: 4.14pm
Why is it people feel the need to freak out on you when they don't get their food in minus 30 seconds? Beats me. Anyway, my wallet is nice and fat, I can't even close it anymore, no kidding. Its a wonderful feeling I tell you what. I guess this job is really taking its toll on me too. I just weighed myself out of curiosity, and apparently I've lost 10 pounds in 2 weeks. Whoa. The last time I lost that much was during my surgery when I couldn't eat anything. Then I gained it all back, and was back where I started (125) and now its gone again. Yay for muscles! lol.
Oh, and I forgot to mention something about yesterday at work. Remember I talked about that fight I saw? Well theres this really big girl in the group that looks like she has waaaay too much testosterone in her system who is pretty much doing all the fighting. Well, I saw her again last night. And guess what she was doing? Yep, she was fighting, this time she was coming in the door. Getting started early I guess. Oh well, serves for nice entertainment.
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2006 2 April :: 9.54am
pretty much even tv isnt safe anymore. stupid whore. uhh.
but anyways... yesterday keegan popped his shoulder out of joint again at practice. he picked me up from work and told me and i was like "yeah ok, i know what today is... hahaha" and he's like no really i did... and once again i was like "OK keegan"... but he actually did. poor thing. he brought me home this morning before he went to work, so now he has to carry plates all around and make it even more sore. *sad face* *kisses it to make it ALL better*
after tonight i dont work again until the 12th. woot woot. that'll be nice. washing dishes tonight however WONT be nice. at least i have a respectable job though... not dissing on anyone who works at a fast food restaraunt.. im just glad i can say i work at Metron where i record food acceptance and aid in properly nutritioning diabetics than i flip burgers and drench french fries in grease. its all good... i still hate my job though.
tonights a new desperate housewives AND Flavor of love.. which keegan and i got strangely addicted to because it's so stupid.
friday night keegan took me to disney on ice. it was really cool. we went last year too. we have so much fun at things like that. its wonderful. then we went to coldstone.. because that's simply the perfect end to a perfect date. OH and the BEST ice cream you can get there is (strawberry cheesecake ice cream with strawberries, rasberries, bananas, and pie crust) mmm.
lets see what else... i guess thats it. have a good spring break.
( i miss brandi and stacy... fricken COME HOME! )
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2006 2 April :: 3.51am
Oh my GAWD! I am so angry! Just got home from work like 20 mins ago, and I have to go back in at 10. Im debating if I should even sleep. I probably should though, Im glad I have Mon and Tues off. anyway, thats not what I'm angry about. Im angry cuz it was like, 10 mins to close, everything is going slow, so we start cleaning stuff up so we could get out faster, then all of a sudden theres this mad rush for food when we're supposed to close, and our manager won't let us close because we were so busy. Whats worse, it was only two trainees that were there, me and Amy's sister who was hired about the same time as me. So were trying to do all this stuff, we both wanted to strangle someone, mainly Sherry,(our manager who made us go longer) UGH!!!!!
Still waiting for more takers for HIM! It would be nice to have like a small group go =) Even if you're not like a super huge fan of HIM. Come on, its like a freaking road trip! plus a concert!! Thats like F-U-N to the max man!
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2006 31 March :: 11.02pm
:: Music: James Blunt
O.O
Who wants to come see HIM with me in Chicago on the 17th of May @ the Congress Theatre?!??!!
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2006 31 March :: 2.52pm
Wow wow wow. Time flies by so quickly. So things are coming together nicely with the wedding. Fallasburg Park will be the location. It's such a beautiful park! And possibly Applause will cater.
We went to the birthing class the other night. Fun stuff. I can't believe how fast things are going. I have a feeling I'm going to be delivering towards the end of October. Charlie and I are so excited. We found a couple duplexes so we're going to look at one on Monday. Pretty neat stuff. And since I was smart when I was younger and started asking for useful things for Christmas and Birthdays and all that jazz we are almost set with our kitchen. All we need now really is silverware and glassware. I think I want to register tomorrow! I'm excited for both showers! yippee.
My group in Tableservice presents on Monday. We're doing a huge buffet from South Africa. It's sooo cool. Chris and I worked on an ice carving and stuff.
Anyway, that's about it. I'm off to Baby Depot soon to see what they have. :-)
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2006 31 March :: 2.00pm
:: Mood: Happy
F-L-O-R-I-D-A
Well Lisa and I are here in Florida. It's 84 degrees right now :D.
We sat in first class on our plane. It's pretty much the only way to go. Once you sit in first class, you never want to go back to...half ass class or economy class. Whatever people call it these days. While everyone was getting served peanuts, we were getting served breakfast.
Yesterday we got here really early so we went to the pool most of the day, went shopping, went out to dinner, watched The O.C. (which was very dissapointing by the way.) and then we went to bed.
We just got back from the pool and now we're getting ready because in a while we are going to the pier to go shopping and then out to dinner.
I guess I really don't have anything else to say besides I miss everyone.
much love, ashley
I guess i'll take this really quick. Thanks pie.
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2006 30 March :: 12.53am
Tomorrow=Florida! We just got to our hotel room in Detroit about 20 minutes ago. Our plane leaves VERY early. We'll be in Florida at around 9:00am. We have to get up at 4:00am which is not too far away so I doubt Lisa and I will even go to sleep. We're going to try to stay up. My dad is already sleeping haha..
In other news I guess I was just being paranoid about Aaron and tonight everything worked out like it was supposed to. He was like "seriously Ashley, I ran out to your car after school just so I could see you before you left!"...*smiles*
I hope everyone has a wonderful spring break. Stay safe.
I had quite the time putting my suitcases in the car today...Kelli knows that haha.
Love, Ashley!
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2006 29 March :: 11.27pm
well i got a hair cut, two new piercings, and the day off. well i think i look good. hard to talk but its good. doing nothing for spring break, hopefully having a tattoo party! wanna come?
what are you doing for break?
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2006 29 March :: 8.18am
I took a test in Intro now I'm out sooo early. Class doesn't start for another half hour. Tonight is my "what to expect" class and appointment. hm... I'm getting pretty sick of getting sick every single morning. I haven't actually gotten hours at work in a couple weeks. So now I'm working for my dad starting tomorrow. My mom took me to go look at houses and stuff. The only house that we found that was actually really nice and in a kid-friendly neighborhood was also $1200 a month. :-( Depressing. Well, that's about it I suppose...
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2006 28 March :: 3.15pm
I really don't think things with us are going to work out. Maybe they will but right now I'm having doubts about this whole thing. I'm not doing the whole in between thing again. I really am not looking forward to tonight because I know I'm going to be forced to say things that are really hard for me to say. I really don't have any interest in talking to the kid right now. I would ignore him but it's not going to solve anythinig at all and considering I leave tomorrow, we have some problems we need to fix. We'll see what happens I guess.
I'm going to Dani's grandmas mansion today to stay the night. That should be fun.
I need to go pack though..
I should have learned over the years that good things don't last forever.
So apparently I messed up on my T.
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2006 27 March :: 9.28pm
I’ll admit it got to me
Hearing your voice
It took all I had to just let you talk
And not pick up where we left off
Every night since your goodbye
I hit my knees and closed my eyes
And I pray that you’d come back
Too many tears washed out that bridge
You wanna cross, but baby, it’s too late for that
Last night would’ve been a different story
But the morning sun must’ve done something for me
Because I bet I’d gone the other way
If you’d called yesterday
If you’d called yesterday
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2006 27 March :: 12.51am
What I've been up to...
I'm pledging a co-ed business fraternity.
I'm tampering with being an activist.
I'm not getting paid enough.
I'm going to Rome this summer.
I'm searching for answers.
I'm trying out the marketing thing.
I'm slowly dying.
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2006 26 March :: 11.57pm
Fate fell short this time.
That was one of the hardest things I've ever done. I'm sorry.
I know things are a mess but everything will be alright. I promise.
This place was never the same again
After you came and went
How could you say you meant anything different to anyone
Standing alone on the street with a cigarette on the first night
we met
Look to the past and remember and smile
And maybe tonight I can breath for a while
I'm not in this scene I think I'm falling asleep
But then all that it means is I'll always be dreaming of you.
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2006 26 March :: 4.39pm
I think it's all finally sinking in. My gosh, weddings are so detailed and hard to plan. I finally sat down and made a list of things I wanted/needed/people. I've been just putting it off because of the stress. It's going to be a really beautiful wedding! I'm excited. Just a lot of things all happening at once. If I can plan a beautiful wedding in just 2 months, I think it's possible for people to plan it in a year. I'm making a cool vase in ice carving tomorrow night :-) I love that class.
We watched Katriana yesterday and that was fun and interesting.
Well that's about it for now.
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