Uh....

:: 2006 5 March :: 10.05am

everyone around me is braking up. it's so crazy.

this winter has been a little too cold.

eddy

:: 2006 4 March :: 4.09pm

YAY!!! I got my CD's today!! Just about half an hour ago! Im so excited!! I didn't realize there was a 20 dollar shipping and handling fee though =S oh well.

What I Got:
30 Seconds to Mars - A Beautiful Lie

Aqualung - Strange and Beautiful

HIM - Greatest Lovesongs Vol. 666

Linkin Park - Hybrid Theory

Weezer - The Blue Album

HIM - Love Metal

Wicked - Original Broadway Cast Recording

Im so happy! This made my day. =)

:: 2006 4 March :: 2.40pm

i totally just saw a couple get married at mcdonalds on the news.
they met when they both worked there.
that is so cute.
i knew mcdonalds was good for something other than creepy guys hitting on you at the window . . .
well, maybe not for me but it is for some people.

eddy

:: 2006 4 March :: 11.39am

Thinking

Man, Im starting to feel like I really want to do something crazy with my hair. But I have no idea what. Nothing too crazy like turn it pink *cough*Adrianne*cough* Haha. I'm just kidding, I think its awesome that Adrianne's going to do that. She has guts, hehe. Can't wait to see it. As for myself, I really love this girl's hair. Im not sure though, I think going that dark would be a bit drastic for me. Maybe just a really dark brown instead of black? Hmmm....I think I'd also like it to be wavyish, like this. Kind of like Dani's hair is. Probably not those two together, that might not look so good. =) Let me know what you guys think, also I'm open to any new suggestions too! =D

:: 2006 3 March :: 11.28pm

seven days off of work and ten days off of school. or something to that effect.
i am stoked.
seriously.

5 squirrely | have some nuts?

eddy	:: 2006 3 March :: 10.43pm :: Music: Keith Urban music video on TV Whatched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory again today. Gotta love it. Other than that....not much to update on. Other than I'm feeling extremely overwhelmed by school lately =( 2 squirrely \| have some nuts?

:: 2006 3 March :: 4.04pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Ne-Yo//So Sick

Today was...interesting..to say the least.

Haha yes apparently Mr. McDonald did forget he had a seminar class so Mishy and I just left. We went out to eat and to Starbucks.

"Ashley, taste this, I think she gave me eggnog, instead of cafe' vanilla".
"Okay...*sips* mmm.."
"Doesn't it taste like eggnog?"
"...I've never had eggnog."
*both laugh*

Haha thinking about that still makes me laugh. I don't even know why I tasted her drink if I've never once tasted eggnog.

And yeah I'm really happy about what I said too. I'm just happy in general. I hope everything works out for the best.

I need to go pack though. I have to go to Lansing all weekend for modeling. I'm pretty stoaked for that business!! I'll bring my laptop with me. Haha I'm talking like I'll be gone forever but I'll be coming home on Sunday.

Well I hope everyone has a good weekend. Stacy we'll hang out next week because I miss you!

Love Always,
Ashley..........

You sit completely unaware of what I'm about to do
I am nervous that you won't be my lover. Oh, I adore you.

5 squirrely | have some nuts?

brokenmentality

:: 2006 3 March :: 9.02am

soo.. there's some seroius talk about us moving to Tennesse sometime this summer. that would be the most wonderful thing.

i was talking to Keegan about it last night, and im not worried about leaving him, because more than likely, he'd come with us. i just hate michigan, and i hate cedar springs. i know that sounds bad because i was the red flannel queen, and i guess hate is to strong a word. cedar springs is my home, and no matter where i go, where i end up... it will always BE my home. and regardless of what anyone says, we will never FULLY get away, because this town harbors all of our childhood memories. we are who we are because we've lived in Cedar Springs, and i'm not ashamed to say i'm from a small town, because there is a "Cedar Springs" all over the U.S... what i hate is the routine of living in the same place all my life. what i hate is living in a town that is so closed minded and traditional. and what i hate is living in a town who's known for dollar stores and pizza places.

Tennesse on the other hand, is absolutely breathtaking. i've known that i wanted to live there since the 5th grade when we went on vaccation to the Smokies. i'm not a big city girl. i dont want to live in an expensive appartment for the rest of my life! i want (corny) a big back yard and a little yappy dog that barks at squirls bigger than it! i want a window FOR ONCE with a view. and i want and desperatly miss that feeling of connection with a power so much greater than myself when i look at the mountains. thats what i want. there's nothing here for me. after school... there's NOTHING here. i would have a hard time leaving my friends... but i'd deal.

the one person i could NEVER leave though, is keegan. at least not right now. not when he's my best friend and a big part of my life and quite possibly future. thats why if we leave, he'll leave. we're not about to give up on something so beautiful.

so.. perhaps this a goodbye to miserable winters and tanning salons?! i guess we'll see.......

1 squirrel | have some nuts?

:: 2006 2 March :: 3.25pm

Fate fell short this time.

Nothing is forever and the time comes when we all must say goodbye to what we knew.

Goodbye to everything we had taken for granted.

Goodbye to those we thought would never leave us.

And when these changes finally do occur and when the familiar has departed and the unfamiliar has taken it's place, all any of us can really do is to say hello and welcome those new feelings.

You're the one who has to live with yourself.

[Stacy: I have no idea where you are but I really need to talk to you.]

holiday

:: 2006 2 March :: 2.24pm

I want to go on a trip. A big one. I'm so excited.

holiday

:: 2006 2 March :: 1.55pm

Hmmm. Well, my car finally did start. AHHH. That always happens. And I didn't have any class to go to or anything. I was just waiting around. Today was interesting. My table service class is going to be fun. I think.

:: 2006 1 March :: 10.20pm

What hurts the most was being so close and having so much to say and watching you walk away and never knowing what could've been and not seeing that loving you is what I was trying to do.

My heart is breaking and you're still faking a feeling that you will ~~never~~ know.

tonyp.

:: 2006 1 March :: 12.30pm

well god damn.....
after only one day at wicked ways i have already been replaced.....
just because i did one bad belly button and i wasent experenced(sp). i feel like i let myself down, no i let myself down and ben. i was so frickin proud of myself and i screwed up. well i need to focus on tattooing anyways. but like i said im still proud to say i was an employee of wicked ways which in my mind is one of the best tattoo shops in michigan. theres a tattoo convention coming up on march i think 15,16 and 17 or its 17,18and 19 but it dosent matter im gona go to that cause it will make me feel better. but yea now my life sucks again.....

1 squirrel | have some nuts?

brokenmentality

:: 2006 1 March :: 9.02am

me and keegan got a hampster sunday.

his name is Sushi and just might be the cutest thing i've ever seen. (exageration... but awwww, hes the cutest)

we had our leadership convention monday, and last friday i had to send out the award of excellence. im so relieved to have two major things lifted off my shoulders. i was majorly stressin. but its all good now.

now if only yearbook would go smoothly.

holiday

:: 2006 1 March :: 8.16am

GRRRRRR

THIS ALWAYS HAPPENS!
DANG YOU! ! ! ! !

Now I'm stuck here. Probably for hours.

:: 2006 28 February :: 10.42pm

Tonight just made me realize that this isn't going to come easy.

It's pretty much now or never.

It's just one of those things where the stakes are high. Sometimes it's forever and sometimes it's goodbye.

All I can say is I'm not going to be the one to regret this.

:: 2006 28 February :: 9.11pm

sarah, gus, and i are having a giant orgy right now. it is so cool.
i am so hot for them.
oh gosh.

i hit a racoon on the way.
we mourned all the way home.
poor poor racoon.
oh sweet thing.
it's fur was so soft and smooth.
he was such a smart little guy.

except that he ran out in front of the car.

so dumb.

it's been a bunch of months.
seriously.

tonyp.

:: 2006 28 February :: 11.57am

well yesterday was my first day at wicked ways. it was pretty cool i guess. the place is soo soo clean. i think ill like it there but i have to get alot better at piercings if im gona stay so im gona need some people to practice on. i only work mondays, wednesdays, fridays and saturdays. i went to dinner with erica davy and ramiro after words which was fun to i havent eaten that much in a long time but yea other than that theres not much else that new so later.

1 squirrel | have some nuts?

:: 2006 27 February :: 10.29pm

I saw your face in a crowded place and I don't know what to do because I'll never be with you.

But it's time to face the truth. I will never be with you.

5 squirrely | have some nuts?

TonyP.

:: 2006 26 February :: 11.47pm

well i guess there is some gold in all this grey

i got a job at wicked ways tattoo and piercing in comstock park.
well i dont really want to say i have the job because im going there to work tommorow but he can say that im not really what hes looking for but i dont really care because i doubt that he'll say that.
but yea thats all i really wanted to say is that im the piercer at wicked ways.