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2006 21 February :: 2.55pm
Standing in the hall here. haha. I so did not write my paper......
That's not good.
Tonight is the Grand Culinary Affair and I'm taking my Aunt with me. It should be pretty nice.
I ran a mile and a half today. And didn't eat anything. But I'll probably eat tonight.
Bah. I missed class last Thursday cause of the weather, now I didn't write my paper...
Well I should probably actually go do something for class.
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2006 20 February :: 7.12pm
and when you finally regret it....blame yourself.
I'm only doing this because I have to.
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2006 20 February :: 7.08pm
You can't escape the wrath of my heart,
Beating to your funeral song, (You're so alone)
All faith is lost for Hell regained,
And love dust in the hands of shame. (Just be brave)
Let me bleed you this song of my heart deformed,
And lead you along this path in the dark,
Where I belong 'till I feel your warmth.
I'll be the thorns on every rose,
You've been sent by hope, (You'll grow cold)
I am the nightmare waking you up,
From the dream of a dream of love. (Just like before)
Let me weep you this poem as Heaven's gates close,
Paint you my soul, scarred and alone,
Waiting for your kiss to take me back home.
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2006 20 February :: 4.25pm
Must be,
Strangely exciting,
To watch the stoic,
squirm....
Went to the ortho today. Was there like, 2 mins tops. Got a Before/After picture sheet. Crazy how much I grew up in 4 years without realizing it. Kind of scary too. Wish I could stay a kid forever...and then, also, can't wait to grow up, go out on my own. Just scared of falling I guess.
How bout me not blaming you for everything?
How bout me enjoying a mometn for once?
How bout how good it feels to finally forgive you?
How bout grieving it all one at a time?
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2006 20 February :: 12.57pm
:: Music: The Shins
It was a really great weekend. And beautiful.Just really reminds me of why we're together.
I love him.
Sometimes it's just really nice. You have to remember the beauty in things.
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2006 20 February :: 1.08pm
i should get around and take a shower. i stayed at keegans last night.. now hes at work. he stayed at my house friday. basically this has just been an us weekend.. which is noneless than wonderful.
yesterday was another rampage game. no need to update about what an incredible amazing FANTASTIC boyfriend i have... i think everyone knows that. (really.. though, mines the best.... :)
we got lucky at my house, we only lost power for like 3 hours on thursday or whenever the storm hit, and then saturday morning we lost it for about 4 hours... but other than that... i've been warm, toasty, and using electronics over here.... hate me if you must. *smiles*
my moms boyfriend/friend/whatever he is is leaving today to fly back to conneticut... (thats where he lives) im sad hes leaving... but a little releived. why.. im not sure. probably because he's been over at our house like every day.
i dont think my hair is brown enough now. perhaps i'll get it dyed next time instead of putting alot of lowlights in. or perhaps i'll go back to being blonde. ehh... who knows.
the whole house is clean... and i made french toast when i got home today. how keegan can not like french toast is beyond me. loser.
its so nice not having to tan anymore. i hate tanning.. its so incredibly bad for your skin. the only time i EVER want to tan is for dances and my wedding.. lol. and seems how i only plan on getting married once and only have prom left.... my skin will stay youthfull and magnificant. so HA all you crispy skinned tan-o-holics.
i really dont have a single other thing to say now.
wooo school tomorrow. wooo 2 impossible deadlines to meet on friday.
this week WILL suck hardcore.
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2006 19 February :: 9.43pm
this weekend i slacked off again with school.
i don't even care.
i freakin want summer. even though that means precalc.
but the trees look sweet.
it's like living in a snow globe.
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2006 18 February :: 2.28pm
So fantabulous
"My ass is ruined for good"
"Where are you going? What happened to your bum cheeks?"
"What a bitch"
Hilarious voice overs. You gotta see it!
CLICK ME!-click on one of the blue links
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2006 18 February :: 12.47am
Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover
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You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires.
And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek.
You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships.
It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is.
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"FUCK YOURSELF YOU FUCKING NOTHING PUDDLE OF FUCKDEW. YOU DRIPPING STICKY BLEACH SMELLING MASS OF EXTREME UBER-MENTAL RETARDATION. SOUR JIZZ FUCKASSFACE. EAT MY FUCK WITH AN EXTRA SIDE OF FUCK FRIES.
YOU FUCKHOLE."
----Gotta love Dane Cook man
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2006 17 February :: 10.21pm
I'm at my dads right now with Kelli and Brina. Kelli is downstairs in my room on my computer right now and i'm upstairs in my kitchen on my laptop. My dad hasn't gotten us wireless internet here yet for our house so I figured I wouldn't get any signal but I picked up signal from one of our neighbors so now we don't have to pay for it lol. It's pretty exciting. Brina is downstairs annoying everyone while i'm up here in the piece and quiet! Thank god.
Today Kelli and I went shopping for Brina and we got her the cutest outfits. I got her the cutest shoes too! I had to get her some pink ballet flats, of course :) and then we got her pink cowgirl boots. They're so cute. She's stylin' now.
Ohhh yeah. We can't forget this story. We were at Target today too and we got into my car and we were on our way out of the parking lot and I seen this car that was basically parked out in the middle of no where and the windows were foggy but I could still see in it and I seen this guy and girl having sex and I was like "OMG KELLI THEY'RE HAVING SEX!" and she's like "WHAT?!" so she wanted me to turn around and we pulled up right next to them and they started putting their clothes back on. I'm not even kidding about any of this. I was disgusted. Who has sex in a parking lot? I never would have sex where random people could see me. That's a little, umm GROSS!?!
I went out to dinner and to Cold Stone tonight! I love that place. If you haven't been there you probably should go.
I guess we aren't supposed to get our power back until Sunday at midnight which is too long so that's why I wont be returning there anytime soon.
I'm getting a little freaked out. I feel like i'm being watched up here. We have a huge windows in my kitchen and I just heard a loud noise in the garage so I ran downstairs.
crazything2132 (10:39:21 PM): why r u coming downstairs
crazything2132 (10:39:26 PM): is that you?
crazything2132 (10:40:42 PM): omg
crazything2132 (10:40:46 PM): what was the loud noice
crazything2132 (10:40:50 PM): are u dead?
Born2bOnStage x3 (10:41:38 PM): you heard that loud noise?
Yeah..what a nice friend haha.
I just want you to know that, I miss you, I miss you so.
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2006 16 February :: 11.14pm
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Hmmm....I just noticed today how many Titty Bar ads and how many Semi's etc are actually on the highway on the way to Chicago. Mostly in Indiana. I can't count how many ads I saw, and there were 5 to 10 semi's or whatever crowded in a small area at any given time. Craziness. I love going to Chicago though. I, for some reason, love the big city. I also saw the theatre where Wicked was playing and begged my mom to take me but she wouldn't =( There were posters for it hanging from every lamp post on both sides. I liked seeing all the awesome stores too =D We were going to go to the Smithsonian, we always do something like that to make the trip worthwhile, but my mom would have had to find an ATM and it was expensive and all this, so we didn't. I also wanted to go to Medieval Times but they only have two shows a night, the first at like 6, and we wouldn't have gotten back till midnight or so. So we didn't do that either. We decided to just come home. We did stop at Hobby Lobby in Michigan City, and I got a puzzle, black paper to draw on, and the French Gray prismacolor marker set. Wee!
I'm gonna be somebody,
One of these days I'm gonna break these chains,
I'm gonna be somebody someday,
You can bet your hard earned dollar I will
Last night I went to Chelsea's to give her her money and then hung out for a while. Mishy wanted me to call her so I did, and we thought about going bowling with Jessica. So I went over there, but her mom wouldn't let her go because she was slightly sick and needed to get better or they would have to postpone her surgery. So I went and picked up Mishy and we were gonna go by ourselves. So we get there, walk in....look around. And Mishy says "Wanna go see a movie?" and im like "yeah!" So we left and were going to get something to eat first. We went to Arby's ordered our food, and Mishy goes to write her check, asking the date. The lady then proceeds to tell us they don't take checks. So we left to go to IHOP (or I-hizzle) get to the door, look at the sorry we don't accept checks sign, then turn around and go back to the car. We just went to my mom's and had spaghetti-o's and ramen instead. Then we headed out to the theatre.....which was closed. So instead we go to Meijer's to screw around for a few hours. I had fun! =D lol
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2006 16 February :: 9.40pm
Well we don't have power here either. I'm on my laptop though. I seriously am greatful that I have one because otherwise I probably would be going nuts right now like I was a few minutes ago before I realized I could get on the internet from my laptop. My three year old cousin Brina is here and I'm watching her until Sunday and anyways she wanted to find her lip gloss that I gave her and it was upstairs in my room and she kept telling me to go get it for her because it was "too dark" upstairs so we gave her a flashlight and we told her to go get it herself and she was up there for like 5 minutes until we realized we didn't hear her anymore so then we started calling her name and she wouldn't respond and then randomly she goes "I lost my flashlight!" it was so funny. She was just sitting up there in the dark looking for it. I was cracking up when she said that. I love her so much.
He confuses me so much. Why does he keep asking. I haven't figured it out yet. Well I have one idea but who knows if that's even possiable.
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2006 16 February :: 7.58pm
hey kids
im just letting everybody know my new phone #
here it comes........................
450-8929
thats it for now,
LOVE,
dustin
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2006 16 February :: 7.17pm
:: Music: Vermilion, Pt. 2
I won't let this build up inside of me...
Ahhhhh our power is out!
I have like, 7 candles lit in my room. Our house will probably catch fire...
...
I hate this crap.
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2006 16 February :: 3.48pm
So spill my blood.
Midnight skies turned scarlet red.
I told you I was really sick. Then you don't call or anything.
At least I have someone who cares.
I feel like falling off the face of the earth again to you. At least for a day or so.
Whatever. That whole entry probably didn't make sense!
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2006 16 February :: 1.19pm
:: Mood: renewed
:: Music: Elvis - Gospel
"There's a heaven somewhere"
(So Valentines Day was completely unexpected. It was very nice for a change. I have no regrets. And I'm very happy to see a change in the writings I read.)
So things are good now, i'm happy. Work is fine, although we're moving the store which is going to suck, mainly because it's going to be moved into a tiny little store a forth the size of what we have now. Oh well.
I learned a few new songs on my guitar, one being a song that two lovers once shared, an Elvis song.
Must go and get ready for work, later.
Bradley
(I miss you)
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2006 16 February :: 1.05pm
Oooooh. I think I heard thunder.
Yeah. I'm not going to class today. I'd probably get stuck in GR when the storm hit.
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2006 16 February :: 12.54pm
I don't want you to know where I am because then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been.
Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it. See that line, well I never should have crossed it. Stop right there. Well I never should have said that, it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back.
I'm sorry for the person I became. I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change. I'm ready to try and never become that way again, cause who I am hates who i've been.
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2006 16 February :: 11.06am
I feel like such a failure. I just lost my job, I suck at doing this college stuff, the person I love is leaving for france, and I have no idea what i am suppose to do anymore. I feel selfish for not wanting her to go, but I geuss atleast one of us will get to chase down our dreams, meanwhile i will sit here and do nothing and become nothing. I can't help but think about how much she will change while she is gone. Will her heart still be in the same place. Will somebody else discover how wonderful she is and her discover how mediocore I am? I really don't know where to go from her. Everyone else seems to be enjoying college, and have some idea of what they want to do. Maybe I just don't belong here.
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