So maybe this time, I'll speak the words of life, with your fire in my eyes, but that old familiar fear is tearing at my words. What am I afraid of?

 

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eddy

:: 2005 24 December :: 1.31am
:: Music: Vince Gill - Blue Christmas

I got nothing.....

Eddy <3's emo kids

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swimfan14

:: 2005 24 December :: 1.15am

I love him and I love her

mish is electric: when youre famous
mish is electric: youll get to meet him
mish is electric: and have his children

Yeah shes right. So right.

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holiday

:: 2005 24 December :: 1.05am

I am so tired. Tonight we had an in-house wedding, 325 people. Then I got to see Charlie <3 That made my day. Oooo Almost Christmas!

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tonyp.

:: 2005 23 December :: 8.48pm

well i just got back from florida and i hated it, well florida was ok it just wasent for me....at all.
i sure am happy to be home for christmas and be with my family who love me.
well i no longer have one of my partners in my tattooing and airbrushing business. i guess he was just in it for the money and i he thinks hes going to make more money surving drinks.....well good for him. well ill always have ben hes not in it for the money hes in it as a friend and wants to do something with his talent and he told me he would. cant wait to see him
i missed erica soo much boy do i love her but everone wish her well because shes been dun dun duuun food poisined and its time for privite eye putt to find out whos trying to kill my baby
well everone have a merry christmas and a happy new year!!

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jburt1

:: 2005 23 December :: 2.23am

after a semester away
Well, I'm starting to settle into my first week back from school. I've returned to Bed Bath & Beyond temporarily. Working soft lines still pretty much sucks. I've since read one book, The Giver. Right now I'm working on A Tale of Two Cities by Charles Dickens, but it's always so hard to start. At least I can feel confident enough to read it knowing that I am semi-intelligent from my first semester grades - all As and A minuses.

One thing that cracks me up is that I like to speak french when I am drunk, and apparently I speak it pretty well. This makes it hard because now I have to decide if I want to spend 6 weeks in france this summer studying the french language, or if I want to spend 2 weeks in Rome studying business. Any thoughts?

Speaking of this summer, I need to decide what I am going to do for mullah and where I am going to live. Internship in Chicago? Bed Bath & Hell in Muskegon? Probably neither. I don't think I can find an internship too easily (one that pays anyways), and I don't think I can take an entire summer folding towels and greeting customers.

An ideal summer would be me lazying around the beach, afternoon piano lessons with jack franklin, evenings spent reading books, learning guitar, or tipping back a few with friends.

Maybe I will just move to Europe and become a male gigilo. After I tire of the loose women and the italian beaches, I will settle down in Paris to write the next great American novel, stopping in Amsterdam whenever I have "writter's block." C'est la vie.

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eddy

:: 2005 23 December :: 1.01am

My Hidden Talent - Quiz

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Iron-Cipher

:: 2005 23 December :: 12.27am

My name is Nick and I am the best person in the world.

Love,
Me.

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 22 December :: 12.58am

this is now friends only.

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eddy

:: 2005 22 December :: 12.04am

? (Hit Song of 2005 Quiz)
Hmmm...Break is good so far. Don't feel like putting my whole week in here right now, too much to recall. I will say i've spent it all with Mindy, Jessica, and Chelsea though. Great fun. Can't wait till next weekend, (the one after christmas) going to Cadillac (I really hope!) to see Jaja Swab play. Thats a friends band. Hopefully Chelsea's mom and dad will let her take the Motor home up there, that would be lots of fun. Well, talk to you later!

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tonyp.

:: 2005 21 December :: 11.18pm

I love christmas, i miss the snow and im glad to be going back home tho i did enjoy the stay even tho most of my time here was spent in a car...i think im becoming clostrophobic.
i cant wait to sleep in my own bed with erica again, i miss her the most...i love her so much
once i get my tattoo stuff on christmas my process of learning to be a great tattoo artest begins and im ready for it.
i dont know what im gona do for presents for my family. ive been gone so long and i dont know how im gona get them anything tho i think they will love having me home.
im pretty upset that some of my future plans got screwed up but what can i do. i know me and ben will be fine. i cant wait to see him again.
i want to be cold again, i hate being hot.

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holiday

:: 2005 21 December :: 10.03pm

Oh man I love my job.
I absolutely love where I work! It's so exciting and awesome. I never thought I'd find a job I'd love so much. I'm always learning something new. And I'm usually always traveling. I feel like I'm going somewhere. I probably sound dumb but I don't care. This is what happened today:
I was sent on a party for 14 w/Jackie and Wendy. We went to Alticor in GR. (They are the world headquarters for Amway and Quixstar). We thought it was only a board meeting but it was a Christmas party. When we got there we were sent to the Main office. It said "World Headquarters" on the door. And everything inside was SOOOOO nice. Holy crap. So we got all our stuff and went into the elevator. Inside there were buttons for the 1st and 2nd floor, and we need a special code for the 3rd floor. It was the executive board room. We got to work in a little kitchen and the whole floor was extravagant. Everything was nice. The board room looked really cool. And guess who showed up!? Mr. DeVos and Mr. VanAndel!!! They told us "Wonderful job on the luncheon!" and they said thank you a lot. They were pleased. It was really cool.
Applause caters to their houses too. And oh man, is it awesome. I guess they've done a party there before w/9 staff and everyone got $100 tips. Another guy I work with did a party last week and left w/ a $200 tip.
I probably sound like a dork but it's okay. I just am really excited to be where I am right now.
Anyway, not a whole lot happening besides doin' parties at work and hangin' out with Char. I still need to wrap all the Christmas presents! It came so fast this year.

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Brad

:: 2005 21 December :: 3.31pm
:: Mood: determined
:: Music: Fo tha Shorties - Sir Loin

Christmas time is here!
After a long day of yard work, i'm finally done. Tony and I have been doing lots of yard work. We worked from morning till night yesterday, looks pretty good though. Anyway, I'm having fun here, for the most part. Chad's giving me his laptop, my mom gave me their video camera and i'm taking my moms little doggy home for a little while, until I move. I guess they're moving as well, accross Florida, so that's where i'm going. It's in St. Pierce, which is a very good location. We're already going to start working on the bar in a couple weeks. It all sounds pretty fun, getting to design the place and all. I'm doing all of the art for t-shirts and logos and all that jazz.

I hope that most of you, whoever actually reads this journal still, will come to my New Years party.

I have to start packing once I get home. I'll leave enough stuff for the party and that's all. I'm heading back tomorrow, so if anyone wants to hang out before I go, let me know soon and we'll make plans.

I'm going to go see my sister today, catch up with her and see what she's up to. I sure hope that she's making plans for her future with all the shit she's got herself into. But soon enough, she'll need my help. In a few months or so, i'm going to save up some money and buy a new car and give ashley my truck, because i'm such a nice brother. And there's not much need for a truck in Florida, I wan't a nice car. Soon enough everything will work out nicely.

Well i'll talk to ya'll later. chao.

Bradley

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swimfan14

:: 2005 20 December :: 10.32am

Going shopping with Chloe and Lisa then I'm leaving for Detroit!! Be back on Friday!!

<3 Ashley


brad

:: 2005 19 December :: 10.09pm

So I'm back from Key West. It was fun, did some shopping and walking around. saw some crazy fish and the disney cruise ship, which was huge. I didnt get much video because the battery has been dead most of the time. But anyway, everything was nice, the hotel, the food, the ocean, all that good stuff. Tomorrow I get to go to work doing demolitions and construction. Tony and I are heading back to Michigan Thursday night. We'll be back by Friday night. I get to go to my dads for christmas eve and the rest of my family on Christmas.

NEW YEARS PARTY at my apartment. I want to see everyone for the last time before I leave, which will be sooner that I thought. This party will not be a drunkin bum party. I want a nice party with some wine maybe and just a good time to kick off the new year. So if you want to, and you can make it, please come. Call me for details whenever. STACY, I do want you to be there, if you decide not to go, then I will respect your decision.

Well, I think that's all for now. Talk to you all later.

Bradley

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swimfan14

:: 2005 19 December :: 5.22pm

Here are those pictures Stacy.

I love that little girl.


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swimfan14

:: 2005 19 December :: 3.56pm

If I could take what I've learned from all the mistakes I've made, from all the pages I've turned, from the lost games that I've played. I'd be a better person for it, better than deciding to ignore. You mean so much to me. I want to make things right with you and me.


Scratch that idea.

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swimfan14

:: 2005 19 December :: 12.57pm
:: Mood: pensive
:: Music: All-American Rejects-11:11pm(CST)

If I could take what I've learned from all the mistakes I've made, from all the pages I've turned, from the lost games that I've played. I'd be a better person for it, better than deciding to ignore. You mean so much to me. I want to make things right with you and me.


Chloe is up from Florida right now and she's coming over soon. I'm freaking out!!! I imagine were going to see, well just nevermind that.


eddy

:: 2005 18 December :: 11.32pm

Quiz Time...

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eddy

:: 2005 18 December :: 11.17pm
:: Music: HIM

Sour Mood......

Dark light
Come shine in her lost heart tonight
And blind
All fears that haunt her
With your smile
Dark Light

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 18 December :: 9.13pm

yesterday was the battle in detroit.

i must say it started out rough.. very rough. rough as in i said maybe 10 words the entire way there... thats 3 hours of 10 words people. no no no.. 3 hours of 10 words approximately 20 thousand break dance beats and lingo between 3 dance junkys that would be enough to drive any sane person to stab 3 forks and a spoon into their eye.

we got there 2 hours early. 6 to be exact.

the bboying was sposed to start at 8, NOTHING started (except for the cyphers) until 9:30 and 61syx didnt battle until 11:30. now tell me, how much fun would a breakdancers GIRLFRIEND have for 5 hours surrounded by a zillion talented dancers in a hispanic youth center? tons actually....! once we got there and started driving around detroit it was just really exciting (i had never been there before) we went to this burger king and all the workers were black and they were just so funny. just like the ann arbor battle.. im amazed at the way people can move their bodies. i had no idea how INSANE breakdancing can be. i've seen clips on keegans computer of other crews.. but when you actually SEE them... hooooolly wow.

61syx took prolly 8th out of 16 which is pretty good for a crew thats only been together for a year.. versus Chicago Tribe whos been together for 6. (they won by the way)

it was just incredible... very cool INDEED. but yeah.. so we didnt leave until about 1.. got lost trying to find the CORRECT high way, seems how there's 80 of them (ish).



but above all i love curling up and falling asleep after a long day with the person who just 'gets' me most.....and then waking up and eating chilli... lol. gotta love keegans mom.



yesterday before the battle we went to a distribution center in grand rapids for toys for tots (we being me, my beloved red flannel girls, emily secor, shannon potter, and keegan) and helped familys pick out toys for their children. we did this last year for red flannel, and loved it so much that we just HAD to go back this year. its the absolute best experience we had last year, and now we have another incredible memory. its such an eye opening experience. you meet all these people who are just so blessed to have an organization to help them out. all day i was waiting for that ONE person that would teach me the biggest lesson, that i would remember most. and finally i found her. she was middle age woman, very well kept and so incredibly nice. and when i greeted her she told me that this was her first time so she would be so happy if i walked her through it and helped her out (which we do for all the people anyway) when i told her that she could pick 3 toys per child and a stocking stuffer she was in disbelief and kept saying how wonderful it was. immediatly i noticed this incredible energy to her. when we got to the teenage table i told her that she could pick one toy because we had a shortage when it got to that agegroup and told her that that's one thing we want to change next year. she replied with "oh its fine. and SOO greatfully received, truely it is. this is such a blessing" a little bit later she told me that her girls (4 of them) lost everything in a housefire. all their christmas gifts, possesions.. everything.. and then proceeded to tell me that it was their father who set the house on fire. with everything that this woman had been through, she still found the courage to be strong and ask for help when her family needed it the most. i didnt want her to leave.. i just wanted to continue talking to her and feed off her high energy. it was so wonderful.

it just makes a person realize that you never know when you're going to need help from your community. thats what we're here for. to help eachother out. this woman made the comment that "god willing, next year it will ME thats helping other people in situations like mine out" and i couldnt have said it better myself. as community members we all need to step it up to help others in need.. and no im not just trying to be corny or whatever else you might call me... but if you dont believe how much you can truely do for your community even by donating an hour of your time to talk to people who just need someone to listen.. then please contact a distribution center for next year and see for yourself how great a need even just OUR community and surrounding communitys are for added help. you never know when it could be YOU thats asking for help.

above all, toys for tots finally got me locked into the christmas spirit. i just feel like making christmas cookies and going caroling! lol.. and ACTUALLY.. i was talking to linds a bit ago and we'd really like to go with a nice sized group. so if anyone is interested leave me a comment and perhaps we can set something up for this week.

i hope everyone has a great break and a great christmas.

STAY SAFE on the roads!

*winks... later kids.

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