Uh....

:: 2005 25 October :: 12.02pm

Ohhh..if I only could say what I really wanted to say....

That would be the day.

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:: 2005 24 October :: 6.23pm

So I just deleted that whole entry about me being upset because I realized it wasn't something I wanted everyone reading.

For about a year now I've kept everything inside of me and I've never told anyone anything too personal just because I've been waiting for the right person to understand how I feel and today I finally found someone who understands me and it's like we can finish each other's sentances. I'm just tired of keeping things bottled up inside of me. I've done that for a year now and today is when it's going to stop. So it looks like my secrets are out.

If I hurt you I'm sorry. Don't think this was easy.
I love you.

I don't anyone to be sad or mad because I've never told them these things it's just I will when I'm ready to tell everyone else

Thank you so much Mishy.

:: 2005 24 October :: 4.11pm
:: Mood: Scared
:: Music: Avril Lavigne-Why

Yesterday is already over, today sucks, and tomorrow is bound to be just as fucked up.

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eddy

:: 2005 23 October :: 7.26pm
:: Music: Limp Bizkit - Behind Blue Eyes

My 4 day Weekend!! (with a quiz)
Woo! Great weekend. I had thursday off, in addition to Friday cuz i had to go to Chicago again for another check-up. Its funny cuz we have to drive for 4 hours to get there, for a 10-15 minute appt. Afterwards we spent like 45 minutes driving around trying to find the zoo to make the trip a little more worthwile, and when we got there they were effing closed. Oh well, I had fun all the same XD. Friday morning i went to Jessica's house cuz we were gonna go visit chelsea at school during her lunch. Mindy was gonna go to but she got called in to work. So just me and Jessica went. It was lots of fun! XD Plus i got to see John, and give him his apple....He said it tasted bad >.> which i dont blame him, it did come from my backyard and we dont spray our trees, plus it wasnt really the eating kind of apple, more of the baking kind. Anyway.....After that we went back to Jessica's house, then around 3 Chelsea came over with Ashley and Jake. Jakes quite a strange dude. And his brother is really hott! lol. Anyway, we went to McDonald's cuz they were hungry, Jake got 3 double cheeseburgers and a large fry with a large drink....and hes this tiny little freshman! And he still ate all of it! It was crazy, then we had to take him to BK cuz he wanted an oreo pie or whatever. Then Chelsea and Jake went to the football game cuz they were in band and colorguard, and me and Jessica hung out with Ashley at Jessica's again until the game, cuz we went. That was soo much fun! I dont think I've ever had so much fun at any of our football games. I had a fricken blast! Then we went again to Jessicas, and mindy was there, and we went to sleep watching Wizard of Oz, looking for that dude that supposedly hangs himself, didnt see crap. It was the really old version of the movie too so I know it wasnt edited out. Next day was Jessicas Pumking Carving Party, then the power went out so we decided to go to her dads house to do it. Then the power came back on as we were leaving. Irony.....we still went anyway, just cuz we were all packed and everything. Great fun......Woo....I've already written a ton, and the rest of the weekend wasnt nearly as interesting so ill stop now : )

Oh yeah! If any of you have a myspace.com account thingy, I just made one today so add me! just search me using my email -Neo_Qserenity2000@hotmail.com

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brad

:: 2005 22 October :: 9.05pm
:: Mood: unhappy

Well, the new apartment is nice. Dont really spend much time there but its still nice to have. Work is alright, tiring but meh, its money. The tattoo convention was fun. Dresden Dolls concert was fun. Things are alright lately, could be better. Someday we'll have it back....someday. Oh well, I cant complain.

Brothers in arms(earned in blood) has been taking up most of my time the past couple of days. good game, rent it, kill some nazi scum.

Anyway, i dont know why i bothered updating, pretty pointless, no one cares.

Later.

:: 2005 22 October :: 7.21pm

I JUST THINK YOUR A FUCKING BITCH AND I HATE YOU!!

Nothing personal.

eddy	:: 2005 22 October :: 4.36pm What's Your Element Quiz Read more.. have some nuts?

brokenmentality

:: 2005 21 October :: 1.53pm

i love when nobodys home and i can just relax and take a shower and not worry about whats going on outside my house.

im going to the game and dance tonight with the girls.. then afterwards i think we're gonna watch both ring movies cuz brandis never seen them. im preparing myself for the nightmares.... in case you dont know.. i DONT watch scary movies. these are single 2 scary movies i think i've ever seen. and YES they're scary! lol... maybe other people didnt think so, but to me there are dead people and mirrors... *shivers...

tomorrow is my keegan day. he has to work a double at logans today... mmmm, but its ok. i kind of wish he was comming to the game with me since its the last one... but he's got a car payment due next week, so i understand.. he's so cool. i love that. :)

well.. i guess i dont have much of anything to say. see ya'll at the game i spose.

:: 2005 21 October :: 12.12pm

We used to be able to talk about everything but now it's hard to start a decent conversation with you. You can't deny things haven't changed, we've grown apart and you have to face the fact that I will no longer be there every single time you need me. The truth is what it is and that is, I do not have anymore respect for you as an individual now, you're just another face in the crowd.

holiday

:: 2005 20 October :: 10.43pm

Ugh. WHATEVER.

Work was really really hard my very first day.
I made.... 1200 box lunches. I am so extremely sore. I can't wait to sleep. I didn't go to class today. I went to Charlie's. I love him so much. He's taking me on a huge trip in December for like, 3 or 4 days I think. I think he's going to propose then :-)
Tomorrow I have to work at 2 probably until late.

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tonyp.

:: 2005 20 October :: 9.45am

well the tattoo convention was awsome. there were around 70 tattoo shops there and there was a lot of buzzing going on, i love the sound a tattoo gun makes. i got my picture takin with the lizard man he was freakin cool as hell and funny too. i didnt get a tattoo there because of the money factor but i didnt get some cool stuff. well im gettling all of my tattoo supplys for christmas as gifts so im pretty happy about that. i still need to get 500 bucks around some how. oh well if she dosent want to hire me ill talk to other shops that might need a piercer.
with that said good bye

:: 2005 19 October :: 10.13pm

Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even when you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Thats a gorgeous song. It reminds me of someone :(

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eddy	:: 2005 19 October :: 7.28pm I despise you more and more every day... 4 squirrely \| have some nuts?

eddy	:: 2005 19 October :: 7.27pm Sooooo True :D (Quizes) Read more.. 4 squirrely \| have some nuts?

eddy

:: 2005 19 October :: 7.05pm
:: Music: Allison Krauss and Union Station

Whee!!!
Things are going pretty well I think : ) got to see John yesterday! Went to the Tri-County basketball game with Chelsea and got to hang out with him some :) i really like him, lol. Things are going good :D Going to Chicago tomorrow for a check-up, so wont be in school. yay!! thats always a plus :) Im having a lot of fun in my art classes :D theyre great. I really like John, XD Im getting horrible! And I apologize for before and for future times of excessively talking about him X3 Can't wait to see him again! :D He wants an apple from my apple tree in the back yard for some reason >.> Goin to Jessica's on Saturday for a pumpkin carving contest! :D yay! thats gonna be fun. Im really hungry. Felt like there was something else I wanted to say but i can't remember >.> oh, well :D

:: 2005 18 October :: 11.22pm

The famous work of Mishy lol

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lookatmemynameisdustin

:: 2005 18 October :: 10.44pm

what?

its like 11 o'leary and im tired as fuck. i have a good job now i have to be awake at 6am and work 10 hr days mon-fri, but boy howdy do i forget that when that beauty of a check slides my way.(BRAG)

well im doing ok i need to do something diffrent ive been considering that tat. ive wanted for a while now but...i dont know...im a puss.

i won tickets to this GRD thing thats going on at the orbit room tomarrow i dont know why i tried but alas i won. soooo...if anybody dosent have anything to do tomarrow please come give me and berm a reason to stay and enjoy victory.

(616)7450761

LOVE,
dustin scott posthuma<@:)

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holiday

:: 2005 18 October :: 10.22pm
:: Music: A Static Lullaby

"Why did I laugh so hard baby? I never meant to hurt you, but I did...."
Paper to write. Maybe I can just do some now and some on Thursday. Wow I never used to be this bad of a procrastinator. First day of work tomorrow. 9am. ayayayaya. I have to start registering for winter classes already. Crazy crazy. This Saturday is the wedding and my last day of First Aid class. Yay.