lyrics...nothing special
Must be something they're hiding
Must be reasons that no one will dare to tell
Must be something inside me
But I don't think so anymore
It's hurting again now
And I don't need friends when I have foes like you
It's hurting again now
It's killing me to be here all alone
Go away it's all the same
There's more for me

As the world falls away, and I can't find a reason
As the world turns to grey
It's killing me unwillingly and I am just the same as you

Must be something confided
Must be someway to feel the pain and heal again
Pain and pleasure, inviting
I don't think so anymore
It's hurting again now
And I don't need pills
When I have drugs like you
It's hurting again now
It's killing me to be here all alone
Go away
It's all the same
There's more for me
I'm just like you, just not a fool
I'm just like you
Shut up...

There is still hope
According to simulation I have run today(Age of Empires 2) The Mac Nation will fall to my army of Trebuchets and Paladins...of course this is if there not set to hard mode then I'll have to start using monkey jihadists again...

Its old but...
I wanted everyone to see it again anyhow:

A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road...

Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.

(In the paper the next day):

A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. 2 people were on it, but only 1 survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug 1 last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

If there's anyone you love this much on here, re-post this.

Again, what can...
I say, but Im sorry you got involved in this Jesse. I owe you some measure of an apology for what happened. Your like a brother to me, and you didn't deserve anything that happened to you tonight.

What can...
I say other than for once, It's not my fault that a fight occured, and for once i stood my ground. Meredith I love you, and I never wanted to have a fight with you on our anniversery of a year and a half. But you should know that nothing you do or say will drive me away. I have been there when you needed me, and you were there when I needed you. For that I will always be thankful. However, I am also going to take this opportunity to say this: I am human, and at some point I may not be so quick to forgive or to able to contain my emotions. I love you, and I treasure you, just please don't push my buttons. I would be a sad day if it were something trivial and stupid that drove us apart. It will never happen , but it would be sad. And worry not about what your mother said, she cannot come between us, she cannot take you away from me, or me away from you. We exist in each other's hearts and souls, and that is somewhere that your mother cannot take her brutish rules or threats. Nothing can come between us. Our love is an unstoppable juggernaut, not even the stars themselves could slow us! They pose us no threat, for if they were to move against us I would tear them asunder from there heavenaly homes and stomp them out underneath my boot. Darling dearest I love you. I would never change that for anything, I am proud to love you, lucky to have you, and that I will not soon forget.