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shinoakurei

:: 2006 2 April :: 3.50pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Mindless Self Indulgence- Straight to Video

Karma what?
Exactly, thats gotta hurt worse that pissing on an electric fence.

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shinoakurei

:: 2006 1 April :: 2.17pm
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: Rob Zombie- The Lords of Salem

Say it aint so...tell me I won't have to pull your skull apart.
Bastard.

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shinoakurei

:: 2006 1 April :: 1.59am
:: Mood: Vengeful
:: Music: Mercy Drive-Burn In My Light

Backstabbing no good lousy...
I hope to you're godess wicca boy, no kenneth not you.., that you really are too busy and there's just too much family stuff going on at the moment and thats why we couldn't hang out. Cause if I find out I got blown off for you're girl, Im gonna be royally pissed, likely beyond pissed. And before you even start to think that I've ever blown you off, just think, how many times have I blown you off...thats right, Not even for Meredith, I've always hung out with you. But whatever, If I'll always run second to her, then thats fine, but some fucking way to treat your so called brother.

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shinoakurei

:: 2006 18 March :: 2.10am
:: Music: Rammstein- Halleluja

I know I post this a lot but...
A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road...

Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.

(In the paper the next day):

A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. 2 people were on it, but only 1 survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug 1 last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

If there's anyone you love this much on here, re-post this.

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shinoakurei

:: 2006 17 March :: 4.03am
:: Mood: nostalgic
:: Music: Adema-- Promises

I've got friends..
I've got friends, I've got loved ones, and then I have people that I hold in a greater respect.

Meredith, Jesse, Lauren, Josh, Jack, I've known you all for a long while now. You folks are always there for me, and you never just toss me away for something new, someone else, or for no good reason. You all have no reason to not call upon me for anything, I owe you all as much. I love you guys.

Now then,
I have some people I love, and even though I prolly shouldn't, I do. I hold you close to me, and you all know I would take a bullet for you, and pull the sun out the sky for you. But sometimes you all forget me, you toss me aside for others, and I understand it for the most part, but then when the shit is neck deep and you're afraid of drowning...you come back. Tucker pulls you out and helps you to your feet. I fight your battles, pay your bills, and keep you afloat. Then things improve for you, and as if the green light came on, you're off like lightning. You guys hurt me, but yo uknow, I love you, and I'll forgive you.

And then,
I have friends, wonderful friends, friends that got me through the rough spots in my earlier days. I have friends that threw me away when I became a threat to their posh hang out spot, friends that won't talk to me, hang out with me, even remember me. They know that if they are in trouble, that I'll tear down walls to save 'em, that I treasure my friends no matter how much they hurt me, they know, no matter how much I may hate them one mintue, if given some time I'll forgive 'em, even that Jew-fro'd bastard. I love my friends..

And,
Then they're people I can't fucking stand. People that I can't imagine helping under any circumstance...I hate you people. But, It's a bad day when you people upset me less then my friends and loved ones that cast me aside.

End Rant.

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anachronism

:: 2006 11 March :: 11.55am
:: Music: Elvis Presley

You're all so fake. It kills me. It should kill you too.


anachronism

:: 2006 4 March :: 6.44pm
:: Music: James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun.
Yes, I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So, I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over, but it won't stop there.
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart, you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
my heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.


Chorus:
Goodbye, my lover.
Goodbye, my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.


I am a dreamer, but when I wake
you can't break my spirit, it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me.
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the [mother] of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts, but now we're fine.
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.


[Chorus]

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine, when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
when I'm kneeling at your feet.

[Chorus]

I'm so hollow, baby. I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.


homsar

:: 2006 1 March :: 2.39pm
:: Music: Raffi

waAAAAaaaAAAAaaAAaaAAAAalets give thanks for the great corn-bean;

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anachronism

:: 2006 23 February :: 5.44pm

Pathetic.
I officially hate our Senior class. Everyone is so immature. No one can simply shut up for two minutes and just listen. No one takes anything seriously. People just don't care. I figured people would want to be in the Yearbook. Especially since it's their Senior year, but obviously they don't. I love how people bitch and moan about not being in it or how it's all the same people every year. Well, if you're not willing to give us a quote or anything you have no reason to be whining. When the only people willing to say something not half retarded are in the class that's who is going to be in the majority of the Yearbook. Don't complain to us when you're the one being an idiot.

Now people are bitching about how Erika and I apparently "rigged" the Mock Elections to win. Riiiight. Because, oh my God..if two whole people that are in the class win an award it means we just decided to add extra votes to our name, even though three other people helped us count them. Hmm.. that sure is strange. And I really want to convince my Senior class that I am funny. Maybe if you took the time to vote, I would have had more competition and one of your popular friends would have won. It's just because you didn't win anything. Get over it.

Ugghhh. You all just bother me so much. I am so glad I am graduating. I hate who you've all become. Sure, I'm not perfect, but at least I have matured somewhat since 8th grade.

I have no idea how you're all going to make it in this world. Honestly.

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shinoakurei

:: 2006 20 February :: 1.10am

back from katsu. details at 11.

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