:: 2004 20 March :: 9.38 am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: cake

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:: 2004 17 March :: 8.45 am
:: Mood: happyish

wow, its been awhile, sorry about that

anyway, its been more than a week and it was a crazy week! nothing exciting happened in school, its been basically the same...with the exception of track...i love track :) i get to hang out with really cool people for two hours everyday, whats not to love about that? plus JB added to my new technique so i have more momentum and thus more inches...soon to be feet. m new pr is 32'11''...not too shabby, but it'll be better, yesterday was a lot of fun though, we lifted and then did an indian run, me and like 6 guys, i was the only girl to start and complete them, it was sweet, i always got caught with the corners though...haha, anyway, it should be a really good season, i need to start going to disc though...grr...

house sat at my aunts house...it was good, nothing too exciting happened, people came over both nights, doug came over many times and brought me cough drops because he was a big goon and got me sick, actually i dont think it was him, i think its the yearly lossage of voice coming late...eh, i feel fine though...much drama went down though while we were there...all i have to say about it is that it all is completely DUMB! people (mainly person) needs to stop being so damn jealous because its really not putting up a great image for outsiders, and frankly im getting sick of hearing about it, so basically if you have a problem, say something to me and stop being so freakin jealous about nothing....gah, so dumb, when he told me, i laughed because it was so ridiculous...so dumb...

so back to track....im thinking top shot? maybe? i was beating vannett the other day, but she said she was having an off day, so hopefully she wasnt because she was still only 18 inches behind me or so, so if shes having an on day, she's going to obliterate me...oh well, im either first or second, as long as my varsity spot is still open im happy :)

and im starting to get a little annoyed with people saying throwers do nothing...if i do nothing, why do i hurt at night? why am i tired after our workout, now im not saying we work out as hard as the runners, but we work, and the whole nothing having to think part...please! throwing takes so much concentration, i have so many damn things running through my head before i throw...am i down enough? remember to look up, tony hiparm, foot placement, explode at the end, dont screw up your ending, are my shoe laces tucked in?, what can i use as my focus spot?, is my starting form right? am i in the right spot to start? am i going to end right next to the toe board? is my hand under the shot right?....the list goes on, and all this has to be thought through in a matter of seconds, plus we have stupid technique sessions we have to sit through, we lift hard, and i normally have to ice by the time i get home because my shoulders have been overworked...so we do nothing? stop being dumb

anyway, i should go finish getting ready for school...i think ive ranted enough

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:: 2004 7 March :: 2.24 pm
:: Mood: yea...not writing my paper...

yesterday was such a long day!

i woke up around 930, but stayed in bed until 1030, got online and daniel was like hey, lets go to best buy, so we did. he needed to get the crap in his trunk looked at and i had a 20 dollar gift certificate. so we did that and went out to lunch, i saw the creepy chalk outline on his driveway and hung out at his house for a bit - fun times. i got home at about 430, and told doug i would try to be at his house by 530....didnt happen

i got there around 6, watched him play gunbound and we played mini golf...i suck horribly!! his dad was trying to help me but i was a lost cause really..but after that we went to see the toledo symphany...they were AMAZING!!! i had such a good time, and i feel bad because i dont think i showed enough gratitude as i should have...but thank you dougy for offering to go, i really did have an amazing time, even if we did get scared by the car jacker :) but we got back, visited sara, she was grody haha

ian called me :) he's bored, so we chatted for a bit, i'll get to see him tuesday so im happy, even if the big loser misses the first day of track!

hmm...not writing paper...

track is tomorrow...and its gonna be cold! but tons of fun, im really excited to see who all shows up...im hoping for some, and really hoping that others....dont...yea

i get to house sit wednesday through monday, that should be a lot of fun, im not really worried about staying by myself or anything, its just still a little uncomfortable so we'll see how that happens, i may have to call someone over to stay with me - who knows though, i'll probably be fine and whatnot

hmm...im in a grumpy mood, i really dont want to write this paper or do anything else, maybe i'll go watch a movie and try another attempt at this later or something

thats it!

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:: 2004 5 March :: 3.40 pm
:: Mood: its sooo pretty out!!

ok, not the greatest week ever...far from it, but todays weather makes up for it :)

this week has definitely had its lows, but they were all brought on by my own stupidity/insecurities, so i had some talks with some people (sara, amanda) and had some great talks that made me feel tons better (megan and ian), so all is ok with that problem...i just have things to work out still and all will be ok :)

doug thinks his life is over, ive been trying to convince him its not, and its really hard thing to do when someone is in that big of a rut, so i feel completely helpless....grr..

ian left wednesday for san diego, he left at quite possibly the worst time for me ever! i was extremely sad and depressed and even though he helped it wasnt completely gone, so the past few days ive just kinda been stuck with my thoughts, but according to him, he and i will sit down and talk all i want when he gets home so that makes me feel a little better, i told him he was gonna have to live with me when im house sitting next week...hehe

doug and i are going to a concert tomorrow...yay for doug/britt time, we havent had that in awhile...and not to sound self centered or vetter than everyone else or anything, but i think he really needs it...

happy b dash day to megan! woo for 17!!!

nelson makes me laugh:
WulffMsc: i wish monday's weather would be like today's...:-\
HomerZnel: yeah, but its track. it has to be 40 w/ rain
WulffMsc: yea...it's not like it matters, we'll be inside and madaras will be like, hey! let's learn technique, because we all know how much we love that
HomerZnel: and tucker will be like, "well, you're all here to play track...*sigh*...i think we're gonna have a good year....some of you i know, others, i have no fuckin clue where you came from...*sigh*...we should have a good season, playing track..."
HomerZnel: than rinse and repeat
HomerZnel: .
WulffMsc: hahaha
HomerZnel: yep. "now i wrote down a letter and copied it so....these are the coaches....vickey v, madaras...the skinny little shit that's fucking bitchFriggs, hotPriest, BJ, i mean jb..."
HomerZnel: "now im going to rest an adult beverage on my stomach and watch you people run. ill be taking pictures of you runners of the female persuasion...." wait, what?!?!
WulffMsc: creepy!
HomerZnel: ah, tucker, track wouldn't be the same with out him

hehe

track is monday! so excited, i got my new shoes, i have them not at all broken in, but im working on it, so all should be well soon!

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:: 2004 28 February :: 11.51 pm
:: Mood: eh

last night was fun, i planned on staying home, i was actually in bed, PJs on, hair a mess, bundled up and watching television, sara called me once she got off break and we chatted about normal stuff (usually dumb topics we just stumble upon) and as we're talking my cell phone is vibrating, which somehow wedged its way under my pillow so that was different feeling...anyway it was ian and he was wondering what was happening (nothing) he got angry and my cell beeps and its adam....3 people on two lines...it was interesting, to make a long (and seemingly pointless) story short - we went to adams, played some vice city and answered some tribond questions, sounds boring, but i enjoyed it

today we went to see megans dance competition (i also saw tara dance - for some reason i didnt think of her being there...oh well) we miised her solo because of stupidity, but we saw everything else....a very long day of dancing..very long. but they all did well and i must say if i had to choose a girl to be my groom - it would be kaylene. you all did great!!!

went to saras tonight...she has OCD, but it was interesting, i was tired, so i didnt have a great time, but it was still better than sitting at home - everything always is

ugh, i need a attitude adjustment right about now, the way things have been working through my head lately isnt the way they should be and its having mucho negative effects. i really dont know what it is, so im just trying to put on a happy face whenever im out with the gang...i'll figure out what my problem is sometime, hopefully its soom, because like i said, its not goin' so hot right now, and it needs to quit

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:: 2004 26 February :: 9.40 pm
:: Mood: mellow

im getting into the habit of falling asleep when i get home everyday, and then i can't sleep at night...grr..i hate it when i start doing this

im thinking about this wish list for tucker...so far its 3 shots and a disc...not too bad, hopefully he wont think so either

i found throwing shoes that i want...ian was looking for himself and i end up finding a pair. they were only 30 dollars, it would have been a crime to not buy them! so im happy, i should get them tuesday or wedneday, so that gives me a few days to break them in before monday...but its not like we'll be throwing on monday anyway...

thats it

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:: 2004 25 February :: 5.06 pm
:: Mood: yay

band was dumb today....i hate it when clarinets have to go into the upper room...its sooo boring and dumb!!! i really dont enjoy it

math quiz was rather easy today, so that made me happy, spanish quiz was fine, study hall was interesting, and chem was so boring and AS went on forever, i mean the movie was good, but i have problems sitting there for 2 periods and not movie....plus im in the back so its difficult to see the tv

track meeting was today after school and i am now very excited. i was happy to see some people that are coming out...people i wasnt expecting, yet am very glad that they'll be around :) plus tucker is getting the girls some new shots...he might be getting us some other things too, but i only heard about the shots...he also said that out girls weight department is very respected by the league...i really dont know why...we kinda suck, but last year we were still young, this year will hopefully be a lot better with the new technique and all...but yes, very excited :)

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:: 2004 24 February :: 3.30 pm

i havent updated in a long time, and for that i apologize, i can tell you guys have really been hurt by my absence....or something

anyway, i gave blood on friday. this was my second time. wasnt horrible, but the lady screwed up and when she moved me to have me lay dawn we ended up moving the needle without our knowing, so we clotted the needle, we figured this out after 20 minutes when i hadnt given anymore blood, i kind of stopped at 2/4 of a pint, oh well, ive got this wicked bruise now from it, i never bruise so this is different....i got a free tshirt though, and i was really tired the rest of the day, but i would get these little spurts of energy..i made people laugh...

that night we had planned to go to the basketball game...we lost however, we couldnt make any shots which is a bummer, but that night was amazingly fun anyway. ian drove and it was him me megan and stevie...very interesting..stevie being entertained by windows, megan screaming bloody murder because we swirved so we wouldnt hit this green recycling bin that megan thought was a dog (i still havent figured that one out) tim came and visited me during half time, and on the way home ian turned the wrong way onto central (he states otherwise) but it was ok because we ended up getting icy cappachinos from tim hortons and we stopped by two gas stations because megan wanted whipped cream...we never got it, but it was interesting watching ian go in, asking for it, and getting weird looks in return. on the way back i was playing with satellite radio and i found a station called kidstuff and we sang 'ive been working on the railroad'...good times...we got back and found nothing to do so ian got gas and washed his car while we rocked out to Chicago...we got to the south end of BG and decided to crash adams house....we got there and hung out for an hour or so...most comfortable bed ever!! im jealous really, but that was a lot of fun...very relaxed :) i got home after midnight and havent heard the end of it since

saturday night i went to the movies with stevie, amanda and megan....50 first dates....amazing. incredibly good, sandler has redeemed himself...afterwards we went to mershmans and gave dever her cookie cake and sang happy birthday while playing on their new treadmill...it was fun :)

sunday mike and heather were out, we had an amazing lunch and just chilled the entire day...doug called and asked if i was going to his concert for District Honors Band that night...i wasnt sure, but i took the call as a hint that he wanted me to go, so i did, my mom and i did, and they all sounded amazing, the choir was sweet and the band was awesome, i wish i was talented enough to make it, however, i doubt my capabilities too much that i would end up blowing my audition....oh well, not too worried about it. doug called me while i was on my way home and asked if i had gone, i could tell by his reaction that he was glad i went, so a glad doug makes a glad britt

monday was a crazy day at school...no one had any ambition to do anything, so everyone was tired and loopy...good times

today was also a lazy day, but it had its highs and lows....low being the weather and highs being mr spanish guy and his dumb stories

i think ive rambled on enough, i'll try to update more often to prevent these long updates from happening

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:: 2004 19 February :: 3.49 pm

ok, so i just got back from running....and i am out of shape, i only did a little over a mile...probably about 1.5ish, and i about died. i am extremely out of shape...this is bad, very very bad...now i understand that im a thrower and the most i ever have to run is a half mile warmup, but last year i normally did the full mile or at least 3/4 in order to cut some smack from the runners...oh well, ive still got two weeks to start warming up...

not too much has gone on lately...AS has gone down the drain, i think i got the reality shock that i needed, so im actually trying to get things in on time...:(

we had paelle today in spanish....mr spanish guy eats like he has a hollow leg...good times

band was fun today, i got to grade playing tests...aka...i got to sit there, let someone play something for me while i stare aimlessly out the window, say thank you when they finish and put a P, for pass, next to their name...mr headley actually treated me like a person though, so all is well

sleeps been rare lately...no matter what time i try to start sleeping, i will lay there for at least an hour or so before actually falling asleep, then once i am asleep i wake up often and then cant get back to sleep...and its been showing lately in school, i snap and pretty much everyone during study hall, im completely out of it during AS, and math seems pointless. the only class i pay attention in is chem, mainly because we do group work always and i just end up talking to megan about some pointless endeavor that is currently devouring our minds

the weather is sooo nice outside...its actually somewhat warm out and i was able to put my window part way down (only partway because of sid's protesting) but tomorrows supposed to be even nicer so im excited:)

we're working on our scedules for next year - im so torn between which classes i want, im torn with english classes, im thinking of taking art because megan says its a great experience, so we'll see, i think im going to have to sit down with dunn and converse about my options

thats it

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:: 2004 16 February :: 3.45 pm

Truth springs from argument amongst friends

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:: 2004 16 February :: 2.35 pm
:: Mood: im in a dumb mood again

i havent really updated in awhile...so lets go back to friday

soent the entire day with the decorations crew...its always fun doing that because its just like 9 of us and we're with each other the whoe day, and we arent exactly the best of friends but when we get around each other it almost seems that way...then the pep rally happened, i got to pull doug in on a boogie board attacked to scooters...interesting, but the pep rally went on well...nothing scrwed up...and then i got to go home! i was sooo exhausted from decorating but i couldnt sleep because i had to get ready for the game to escort doug again. the basketball gamew as more fun, tons of screaming and pictures, it was nuts! then i went off with dever and stevie to watch the game and the dance team at halftime....they were sooo good! i cant believe how awesome it looked..they had competition yesterday which i heard went well so yay to all of them! after the game we hung out at megans...always fun there

saturday was more decorations...the wave took us the entire day and it was very stressful, but it turned out alrighty, gregs hut looked amazing and everything went very smoothly...the dance was a success...

went to stevies at 530 to take pictures, that was fun, so many flashes though it was nuts! ian and i were pretty much blind afterwards...but my crosage was very pretty:) i really liked it. and then we left for dinner...which was AMAZING! the wait was 2.5 hours, but because mrs mershman is amazing we got seated in 25 minutes and the food was great, it was a wonderful meal

we got to the dance a little after 9 and i had an amazing time...ian actually dances to fast songs and doesnt stand there which was nice :) so it was an incredible night

i came home and pretty much crashed

yesterday was alright, mike and i experimented with banana nut bread making, and sara stevie and daniel came out and we just hung out, nothing exciting but still a great time

and today has been boring....great huh?

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:: 2004 13 February :: 4.11 pm
:: Mood: so tired

well today went by sooo quickly! sab was decorating all day so i felt like i saw no one! but we got a lot of stuff done and it was actually a lot of fun, i was pretty much with megan kaylene and angie all day and it was a lot of fun, then the pep rally....everything went smoothly..i got to pull doug in on a boogie board attached to scooters...it was interesting, it reaked havoc on my shoulders though, they hurt like mad right now, thank goodness we get to walk in tonight at the game, no pulling or surfing of any type! yay! but it was really fun and doug was very grateful, im more than happy to fill in :)

thats it...time to crash

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:: 2004 11 February :: 3.41 pm

This is just the kind of day you like, Brittany. It is intense and supercharged, just like you! It seems there is a deadline coming up, or some sort of time-sensitive project. You will have a lot to do and not a lot of time to do it in. This is when you are at your most productive. Your bosses must know this about you. How else to explain those big, relaxed grins on their faces lately?


how fitting is that? lol

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:: 2004 11 February :: 3.31 pm
:: Mood: oh happy day

i love track season...we just had a little dinky meeting kinda giivng the run down on whats up for the next few weeks before legal practices start...yet it got me so excited. Madaras will be back and being a great coach as always and he gets a student coach thing...which just happens to be JB...how amazing is that? abby and i are super pumped now and its great...ive been happy ever sicne the meeting...which has only been an hour but shut up

today was basically a great day, band was fun...jackie b was histerical the entire time, i didnt have math instead i had the gtctm which was fun, sat with metcalf and stevie so it was cool, then in spanish mr spanish student guy taught us and i got him to play old school tortuga with yelling and throwing of things, so i was happy, which put me in a great mood to sh, and then chem was fun with all the moles, lunch was great, AS was easy - just bunch of reading of the crucible, and a small assignment of a story to read and thats it for tonight! woo!

so happy :)

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:: 2004 8 February :: 10.10 pm
:: Music: Father, Son and Friends

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:: 2004 8 February :: 10.10 am
:: Mood: sleepy

well dani was here yesterday...shes actually still here, shes still asleep though...

woke up around 8 yesterday, got sara a little before 10 couldnt get ahold of ian whatsoever, so i went to jacoby's and found him, asked him if he had any intentions of coming to fremont with me which he had earlier expressed interest in...turns out pancakes win in this kind of situation...so it was just me and sara

went to the trade show...it was a lot of fun, i saw a bunch of crap i want and people i havent seen in awhile...it was fun, got dani and we hit the road

we left, interesting car ride back...we got quite bored and played the ABC game...the X was the hardest

picked up amanda and went up to franklin park, talked to ian for a bit on the way up, and we shopped like mad, we went in like every freakin store and sara still couldnt find what she wanted, but i got socks :) and air fresheners...my car smells soooo good now

we got back into town and went to ians hockey game...i heard it was alright...i left sara and dani there to get little mershman food because no one else could take him, so he and i left for a mershman food run...got back for the last minute of the game...we wont 8-2 or something around that nature so yay eastwood! then we stayed and watch megan perform the national anthem and then we left for the festival of the arts...wow we have some amazingly talented people in our school, so congrats to everyone who worked on/ particpated in the show

we went out to DQ afterwards...it me megan ian daniel sara stevie dani and i...and pretty much everyone else in our hs...sooo many people were there, but it was a lot of fun

dani and i stayed late to listen to ians techno in the parking lot....it was fun, then we came home, and we werent tired, we sat up and chatted until like 130ish so that was fun...maybe this is what its like to have a sister...eh

then we passed out by the time we went to bed, and here i am....that was the busiest day ever

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:: 2004 6 February :: 8.37 am
:: Mood: so dumb!
:: Music: mixed

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:: 2004 4 February :: 10.13 pm
:: Mood: overwhelmed

oh busy busy week

i feel bad because i havent been able to take sid home at all this week...but i can take him home friday and ive been taking him to school everyday so i guess i shouldnt feel too too badly

hmm...well its been awhile since ive updated, not a whole lot has been going on though. coming home is in full swing, nominations were monday, we voted today and word will be out on who won by friday, so that should be cool....doug ian and phil are up for juniors...ian doesnt want it, so im torn between doug and phil, dougs my bud but phil would be amazing, so we'll see....dougs been back and forth with this junior attendent thing and its getting very frustrating because everytime i tell him something else he doesnt want to hear, guess who gets the backlash? its frustrating, so i just assume to talk as little as possible for the next week or so...its how i deal with things so just leave it at that
megan asked dan the other night (last night maybe? idk its all running together), nick and jackie are going together but going late because of wrestling, and sara asked herringshaw...never really got an answer, so we'll see. ian and i are going together, should be fun, we're doing the friends thing so its just going to be a comfortable night, which will be fun. he wants to go to texas road house, and has threatened that if i dont get a steak he'll leave me there...he makes me laugh. ahhh....

decoration opening was monday....that was a lot of fun, i love the decoration commitee, we have a good time. chicken wire and pvc pipes have become my new best friend, im very excited...kaylene and megan are my buddies for this project so it should be a great time

dani comes this weekend....finally! this seems like its been coming forever...i get to go pick her up by 11 on saturday, then possibly some shopping and then ians hockey game that night...then she goes back sunday afternoon....its a bummer she cant stay longer, but i enjoy the short visits, our parents will be off together that weekend, so she and i get the house to ourselves, so basically everyone will ivnite themselves over and it'll be madness

i havent played my video game in forever, its made me angry, so i actually put it where i cant see it...its hidden, haha, thats how i deal with my anger towards video games...grr...

track starts march 8th...yay, im excited, time to get back into shape! woo! and i get to hang out with the guys pretty much always now...should be interesting...its been awhile since ive just sat around and talked to metcalf bob and nelson...they're pretty much the only consistent guy throwers...its fun, i enjoy the conversations so i can't wait, plus throwing this year will be great, i'll be varsity shot again, and because of angies conflict they'll probably try to bump me up to varsity disc...granted i wont like it, but they'll end up talking me into it anyway, so it'll be interesting...im hoping for a 34 this year *crosses fingers*

tomorrow after school im judging glandorffs science fair projects. i get to put fear into sophmores souls....i cant wait! haha

then after the judging theres a meeting for relay for life...im going with megan so we can get ideas going for this year...the team this year is going to be crazy, we're going to have to do a double team or something becuase we have like 7 or 8 more people joining and it was a big team last year when i was the only new one joining...it'll be a lot of fun though, i really enjoy doing it and its a great cause :)

friday night is old school girls night...i dont think any guys will be crashing this one (however i have said this before and they have crashed so we'll see) but its the whole cooking the meal and having a nice night just hanging out...im excited, i love the guys to death, but even i have to have a night with just the girls...i need someone to talk to about the guys...its not like i can talk to the gys about guys...they just dont understand. so a girls night is a must in every females life...i dont care what they say, if they dont agree...well, they're wrong, lets just put it that way

i went shopping today with jack for coming home...she got an amazing outfit and i got ideas, i already have pants and shoes i just need a top...but it was crazy mad prices up there, so im going to joanns finding cute fabric and spending an afternoon with grams...its a good thing i like her ;)

AS is killing me lately, our exam is friday and its not going to be an easy one...and i got everything sorted out tonight, and tomorrow after the meeting for relay im going to lock myself up and just study....crammng is the only way to jam about 5 wars into my head about about 20 writers and all the presidents and their terms....craziness

now do you see why im overwhelmed?

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:: 2004 29 January :: 9.51 am
:: Mood: i hate the world

i get into these moods ever so often. and im in one now. theres no other way to describe it then i hate the world mood...everything to me seems so dumb

turns out we're never going to school ever again. im starting to go stir crazy, my parents finally let me out of the house yesterday so i went out to lunch...with what was supposed to be megan...but turned out to be megan ian dan james tara and winston and sara...i didnt care..i was just happy to see people who arent my parents, i also had subway, ive been wanting subway for awhile..now i want chinese...however i want hunan palace and i only ever go there with doug, but i think im going to have to break that tradition now and go with someone else, because i dont think doug will go today, oh well

im about 15 hours into my game now...mike wants the system back soon...he'll get it back when i beat the game...no sooner! you cannot take this game away from me after ive invested this much time into it and expect to take it before its even over! you will just have to wait! haha

im really starting to loathe something...and i shouldnt be, becuase this "thing" that i loathe makes other people happy...so i know i shouldnt...so lets take back the loathe, i just wish there would be less of it...that doesnt make sense, oh well, i know what i mean

ugh, why is everything so dumb!

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:: 2004 25 January :: 10.29 pm
:: Mood: weak

its coming...im getting sick, and of course its during the week of the fazolis dinner that the dance team puts on every year

mike and heather came out today and i missed most of their viist because i was passed out in my room. the sore throat has started...its only time now, oh well

busy week this week...pizza tomorrow afternoon with the wensinks, helping to hand out to the band members, then tuesday is Christmas with the coming home decorations, wednesday i actually get to come home, thursday is sign painting for sab, and friday is dinner up in toledo with like 20 people, so probably missing the game and the dancers..then saturday i spend the entire day at eastwood for S&E, which will be dumb, but what can ya do? then hopefully that night will be old school girls night, depending on whether or not megan works...but even if she does amanda and i have a plan *evil smile +giggles because the plan is ridiculous and would never work*

hopefully we dont have school tomorrow...yucky roads are due and sleep is much needed by me

thats it

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