:: 2004 5 January :: 8.49 pm

oh greatest thing ever
bobcats vb: ahhhh, in my next life... i want to be doug....


she makes me laugh :)

ok, so first day back at school, besides the fact i was really tired, it was fine, i did good on the math test i got back, chem is rapidly making sense, i get nap time in spanish, and study hall is filled with dumb humor...really it couldnt be better, then i came home, went to weston to get gas, creepy guy delivering milk asked me why we live where its cold...kinda freaked me out, but he meant well...i guess....now its time for AS study guide...goo!

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:: 2004 4 January :: 12.18 pm
:: Mood: cheerful

2004...doesnt suck
well new years eve was kind of a dud, nothing exciting happened, we started off at baldwins, played cranium, then moved to jacobys where we met up with metcalf, herringshaw, hess, and rishel...we being me sara stevie jacoby and dunn...we did a lot of nothing at dans, we watched some old comic highlights and watched the 10 seconds it wook for the call to drop and then went back to the comics...kinda dull, but not horrible

thursday night i stayed home...i had no ambition to go out, and reallly no one else did either, so it was a nice night...i did nothing :)

friday megan needed to go shopping so of course she enlists all the girls, and one of our stops was victoria secret, which of course when dan heard wanted to tag along and brought ian with him, so we went shopping at the mall, and then to kohls where stevie locked her keys in her car and we had to call my mom who called AAA and we stayed there for like an hour and a half but it wasnt bad at all, we were just hanging out in a parking lot, it was actually a lot of fun....anyway we take megan home and ian had to go home so dan sara stevie and i went out to dinner and then back to megans house to watch the fiesta bowl which osu won by the way! and hess herringshaw ian and metcalf came back over and we all stayed there until about 1215....it was a long game, but i had an amazingly fun time that night, it was just fun, and i think everyone had fun, i think this group has finally gotten to the point where we can act like goofs around each other and not care, which is amazing

yesterday stevie called and told me that her house was the place to be that night and for me to pass the word around..she said she assumed around 10 people...heh...i got 12 over there, but it was a lot of fun, doug and james were completely happy playing their video games while the rest of us were watching or playing ping pong or talking or eating...it was again another amazing night, it was just a lot of fun...thats what i like doing most...just sitting around and hanging out with the people i have the most fun with...and nothing demeaning happened that usually does...normally on my drive home i think about how something or someone made me feel like an idiot or something i did was just dumb, and i think ive finally reached that level of comfort with these people that i just dont care anymore...im just having fun

and now school starts tomorrow and its all going to be taken away

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:: 2004 3 January :: 5.57 pm

james makes me giggle
Skirbyy: inchon especially is going to be a winger
WulffMsc: i love inchon
WulffMsc: its so easy to play
Skirbyy: we're gonna wing that like wow, cuz we need to practice that stupid percussion thing
Skirbyy: yeah whatever
Skirbyy: i like how it sounds
WulffMsc: except for dumb soloists
Skirbyy: yeah well
Skirbyy: you'll have that
Skirbyy: i like how headley has no concept of history at all
WulffMsc: hehe
Skirbyy: i was reading up on it and i almost cried because headley is the dumbest man alive
Skirbyy: he has like 4 chins
WulffMsc: haha
Skirbyy: he has more chins than a chinese phone book
WulffMsc: lol
Skirbyy: i bet he hasn't seen his willy in four years
Skirbyy: which is long enough to declare legally dead
WulffMsc: goo!!
Skirbyy: LOL

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:: 2004 3 January :: 5.54 pm

A close friend or romantic partner may seem to be in a rather quiet mood, Brittany, and not inclined to communicate with you. Therefore, you might wonder if this person is angry with you, or if you've said or done something that wasn't OK with them. It's likely that what's bothering your friend has actually more to do with work, family, or money than with you. Just make it clear that you're there for them if they need you.



hmmm....sounds familiar

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:: 2003 31 December :: 3.48 pm
:: Mood: sooo sleepy

last night was a girls night at stevies - good old fashioned sleep over, and it was so much fun. lets see...the night started out with food, of every kind!! then we took a little road trip out to my house to pick up a game we never played and on the way back we stopped at herringshaws to take a tour of his house (i want that house! but mrs herringshaw said i could come back whenever i wanted) after that we went back to stevies and lounged for....ever. we sat up in her room and chatted for awhile, not about anything in particular, and then we moved to set up base in the living room...played some ping pong, i won two games, even though the second game i won wasnt won by me but it was won by someone who took my name (yea try and figure that one out) megan and sara were acting drunk in a sleeping bag, we did some sumo, megan has been declared the sumo slut (hehe) she likes to hump things...anyway, jackie and i had a nice chat, then we played this bored game, i flung a statue at paper people the entire time - hey, at least i was having fun. chatted some more...watched a movie...i fell asleep during it as did megan and sara (they must have been tired from the sleeping bag) but as the movie was shut off we were all bright eyed, so we watched duck tales at 430AM, i finally fell asleep during that...and when we all woke up around 9 it was declared that i talk in my sleep...i already knew that, but they were all giggly about it...idk lol then we had breakfast!! it was yummy, and we watched some television, gossiped some, made plans for tonight, and then we all headed our seperate ways...it was a nice girls night, best one of the year (and one of the onyl ones haha)

hmm...im not completely sure whats up for tonight, but whatever it is...should be interesting because im so sleep deprived!! ahh

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:: 2003 30 December :: 1.40 pm
:: Mood: better than last night

well i had a nice chat with stevie last night; i did the venting that i needed to. nothing was resolved but i feel a lot better about it than i did. so yay for that

i also chatted with abby last night, and of course the topic of discussion was track, and i was telling her about how happy i am with this new technique ive been doing, so she was interesting and i told her i would show her sometime and in the end i ended up trying to explain it to her via aim and in turn she was standing up trying to do it, it was probably quite the site, always a good time though..training starts soon for us so that should be interesting, i havent lifted in forever, and im going to die...

girls night tonight...slumber party type deal..and ive already had one guy prying me for details as to wear this girls night would take place, good luck figuring it out guys..i dont think you'll be crashing this one ;)

hmm

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:: 2003 30 December :: 12.00 am
:: Mood: happy/not happy...im just a mess right now

tonight was fun, sara called me at 6 and asked what was going on - i really dont understand why everyone calls me to find out plans, for once i would like someone to call me and be like hey this is what we're going, i guess i can wish right? - anyway, she wanted to play the game doug got her so we (me megan and stevie) met her and her house and then played while watching a movie...good movie and a good game, it was fun, then i had to go home and they went for ice cream...lifes really not fair sometimes

then i was on my way home, and there is one thing i hate about driving home - there is no one but me, therefore the only thing there to entertain me is my thoughts, and my thoughts normally arent happy ones, and i came upon a very depression conclusion on my way home tonight, thus the reason im happy and not happy, but i dont really want to go into it in this journal, im sure not everyone wants to read about it, so i guess if you care enough you can always ask me and i'll talk it out with you, thats what i really need right now is someone to talk to, not something to type on...

tomorrow i think is a slumber party at stevies, that should be a lot of fun, we havent had one of those in a long time, yet i fear some of the topics that will be brought up...like this new insight that everyone seems to have about my lovelife...ugh, i just dont know anymore, with what i thought about on the way home tonight theres not even a beginning to that discussion

i just dont know anymore

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:: 2003 29 December :: 1.14 pm
:: Mood: blank

last night was a lot of fun - we went ice skating, and normally i hate ice skating, but it wasnt horrible, i didnt fall and no bruises or blisters so i think next time i'll be a little more reluctant to go. it was me megan jackie nick stevie hess goph and kellie, it was cool

amanda showed up as we were leaving the ice arena and she took me to arbys to get a milkshake :) that made me happy, then we were off to the mershmans...i swear there will be a day that goes by and im not there, someday! but we played pool, and jacoby and herringshaw joined us, it was a lot of fun, i love pool, i was just in a pool playing mood so that made me happy and i came home, by curfew, thats the first time in a long time, i even had a minute to spare...quite odd actually

talked to abby for a bit when i got home...talked about january 5th...neither of us seem to be too terribly excited but frankly it must be done so we can be buff in blue haha

after that i just went to sleep...and slept until 11 this morning, i wish i wouldnt sleep in so late, i feel like a big loser when i do, but i guess it cant be helped, so tomorrow i'll work on waking up a little sooner

and so far today has been rather uneventful...talked to jacoby, and thats pretty much it, hopefully something will go on tonight, but in order for that to happen i'll probably have to plan something...my life is so dull

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:: 2003 28 December :: 12.30 am
:: Mood: sleepy

Christmas with the family was awesome, i had fun, i dont see me cousins very often because we're all busy people, but about once every three months is enough for me...they're quite odd, but entertaining to say the least. I didnt come out half bad though, i got pretty much everything i asked for with the exceptions of the overly expensive things i asked for, but i wasnt really expecting them anyway

on friday i went to the motor city bowl with the mershmans....that was amazing! such a good game, so close the entire time!! the ride up was funny..interesting letters that family receives in the mail...then we had lunch at hockey town...that place is awesome, so yummy. then off to the game, we got there early, so megs and i went on a adventure...saw some people...avoided some people, good times. Jackie called me right after northwestern scored so i thought she was just calling to say that but it turns out she was at the game, stretchberys had an extra ticket so she got to come along, so we went and found her during halftime - saw herringshaw so we waved at him...he also sent me a few text messages and such, all in all a very good game

not a whole lot happened today...went to mershmans...i swear i cant go 24 hours without seeing them, and we went to the boy basketball game - we won, happy joy, then off to devers! i love the dever household, its so much fun. we ate food and watched monty python and jackass...i dont think i have ever seen james laugh so hard

so fun

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:: 2003 25 December :: 11.14 pm
:: Mood: yay!

TRACK QUOTES
"The muscle pulls hurt. The cramps hurt. And sometimes you want to give up. Then you realize congratulating the winner would hurt the most of all."

“Don't be afraid to give up the good to go for the great.”

it's taken hundreds of years for scientests to write the laws of phsyics... and one meet for me to break them!

Never turn your back on the ring!You run the risk of death or decapitation if you do!


my dog can run and my dog can jump but my dog can't throw

obsessed is just a word that the lazy use to describe the dedicated

To give anything less then your best is to sacrifice the Gift

“Ability is what you're capable of doing. Motivation determines what you do. Attitude determines how well you do it.”

"If you can read this, the race hasn't started yet."

"There are two types of pain in life; the pain of discipline and the pain of regret"

“Whether you think you can or think you can't - you're right.”

TO WIN YOU MUST BE PREPARED PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY;
STRIVE FOR EXCELLENCE;
ANYTHING LESS EQUALS MEDIOCRITY.

"You don't know how high you are until you are asked to rise"


track needs to start soon....

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:: 2003 25 December :: 12.11 am

crazy!!
well technically its december 25th, so Merry Christmas to all :)

craziest thing ever though...i cant sleep, so i was catching up on jjhuddle....and there was a message up about the defiance team this year...granted they only talked about the male team there and that really doesnt affect me i still found it interesting. there is a shot putter from defiance...his name is dan otra i believe...was he the hawaiian? does anyone remember? anyway, doesnt matter...he threw a 55 last year - that in itself is amazing....well his goal for next year is to hit 60 feet, thats crazy! thats almost double mine, i thought i was being all cool by making a goal of 34 feet, now i realize hes a male and they throw so much farther and crap, but still, idk, i just find it crazy...so yea, metcalf and bob will have one hell of a meet at defiance's invitational, no offense, but dont be expecting a blue shirt....now if only they would update with some girl stats id be all set, but i think abby and i will have a good year this time around...we're both thowing over 30 consistently, which combined will set us hopefull past 65...plus with the few meets where we have three throwers we can try to get stacie to throw close to 30 we should be getting some bright blue shirts from defiance...i cant wait until track season, it should be a great time

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:: 2003 24 December :: 10.04 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: no doubt...singles!

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:: 2003 23 December :: 8.44 pm
:: Mood: tired

ok, so i just finished Christmas with the Wulffs....not too bad, got some socks, earrings, black and white prints, and a scarf, plus money....food was amazing, complany was alright...they can be a tad disfunctional, but oh well...it was fun

ian sent me a text message...he's bored, so i sent him one back telling him that i missed him and to have a merry Christmas

thats all...quite the boring update...sorry

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:: 2003 23 December :: 3.10 pm
:: Mood: cheerful

last night was fun, we went up to see the lights before Christmas, it wasnt that cold either, so i was excited :) it wasnt anything extravagent or anything, but it was great just walking around and talking and laughing, just fun - plus we went to fazolis and i was starving! it was sooo good, and we acted like a bunch of goofs, especially amanda and the napkin throwing over her head

doug took me back to his place since he was my ride, and we took a much faster way home so i had to wait to head over to megans. we played video games, and i sucked it up at first but i got better and we ended up being champs so it was fun, and we were both dead off our feet so we werent too entertaining

after that we crashed at megans house - i got to see aunt elaine! :):) i was excited, i love that woman, we all just hung out and chatted and answered holiday trivia from the paper with the merhman family, it was a lot of fun, then it was just me megan and daniel, so we sat and chatted...they seem to have this idea in their heads about me and a friend, idk, i think hes just a friend, but they're stuck on the idea, they say that he and i just dont realize it yet...we'll see

then today megan aaron and i went shopping with jacoby because he needed to get gifts for everyone in his family. we went to eat at that italian place on main st and then to the mall...it was so much fun though, constant joking around, aaron and jacoby are hilarious when they're around each other, it was just tons of fun

now im home, and my house smells wonderful, and me family will be here in a few hours and we get to celebrate Christmas! im happy, this is what ive been waiting for for awhile. im just happy now

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:: 2003 21 December :: 6.05 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: the ataris

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:: 2003 20 December :: 11.58 pm

ahh! i feel like the worst perons ever! i didnt even realize that it was metcalf's birthday today, i am so sorry, but i really hope your birthday was wonderful even if i am a horrible person and forgot about it :(

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:: 2003 20 December :: 11.52 pm
:: Mood: happy

yay for first day of break

i did absolutely nothing today, and it was great, i slept, and then stevie called, so i went shopping with her, and then back to her house to watch a movie with sara and herringshaw and jacoby, it was a lot of fun, very relaxing

tomorrow im going shopping with jackie and jason, that should be fun, i need to get dougs other gift and then im good to go for Christmas gifts...except for actually making the other ones, oh well

im happy:)

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:: 2003 20 December :: 11.42 am
:: Mood: mmm...sleep

i slept for 10 hours...it felt soo good!

and today, the official first day of break...i have done nothing, and it was good. I saw my gma and my aunt for awhile, played dirty minds with my mom and grandma...my grandma has a funny mind, and ive watched television, it was good. i finally found out when we were having Christmas, i had no clue, my family doesnt clue me in on anything, probably because im never home, maybe today will be a day home with the fam, too bad they've already left for the day..damn them and their massive schedules

i didnt see any of the guys last night except for winston...they actually planned something for themselves, maybe this is a turning point..maybe i wont get calls every night wondering whats going on, its not that i mind it exactly, its that i dont understand how i was the appointed one to know all when it comes to who's doing what and when? why me? normally im as clueless as anyone..oh well

hmm...i need to work on Christmas presents

Metcalf mentioning...

bye!

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:: 2003 19 December :: 11.44 pm
:: Mood: sleepy

yes...break....

today was fun, three tests, all of which werent too bad, movie in AS was very good, i enjoyed it, joel came in and sang the hanukkah song...very interesting, jacoby enjoyed it...then madrigals caroled through the halls..they sounded nice, even though it was hard to hear over dougs complaining at times

went to see a movie tonight with the girls...chick flick, but it was still very good, im normally not a chick flick kinda girl, but its julia roberts, who cares? it was nice, then we all partied at dougs because he was home, i gave him his gift, which i think he will get great use out of, i bought him a back scratcher to take to AS now, dever and dunn will appreciate it im sure, but eh, oh well, he told me there was no use for me now...i took it as a thank you

now im home, and really tired, and no plans for tomorrow except sleep...and finally coming to the realization that im not going back to school for awhile...:)

Metcalf

thats all

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:: 2003 18 December :: 3.44 pm
:: Mood: busy

oh busy night...at least theres only 1 more day :)

i have 3 tests to study for tonight...chem math and spanish, spanish is a no brainer, math will be a little work, and chem is one to cram for...plus i have a paper due tomorrow...at least thats like 85% done already so just finish it and then revise it...it shouldnt be too too bad i hope

yea so i was really planning on giving out Christmas cards...that plan feel through so im really sorry you guys, i procrastinated too long and have too much school stuff to do tonight, plus i still have to buy yi's gift...gah! so much

but im very excited because if the mershman family is all well, i shall be traveling with them to the motor city bowl :), that makes me extremely happy

people are going away over break...that makes me sad, no megan for a few days, ians gone for a week, i think daniel's leaving, doug's going away if the weather cooperates :( i'll live, but i'll be extremely bored! hmm

well im off to start some mucho studying...

mentioning metcalf...

:)

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