:: 2005 2 February :: 10.00 pm

..What I really meant to say is.. Im sorry for the way.. I am...

It's hard to watch someone's life fail.

It's even harder when you watch yourself.

*hug* I'm sorry about the news, Evan.

Today was just a disaster. No reason, it just was. Tomorrow shall be quite easy. Morning time will consist of making posters and goofing off only. Our walls will be filled with complete shit. I am sure only a few people have the ability to produce something of artistic and creative nature anyway.

Anyway.. I know nothing else.

Shoot Me

:: 2005 1 February :: 3.45 pm

"Boxers, Briefs..?"
"uhh...No."
"Thong......commando!?"
*walks away*

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:: 2005 28 January :: 11.45 am

...when there's nothing else to do.
-random things-
sneezing, randomly placed leather, black with brown, the angle in which some things are placed, broken keyboards, enriched items, rust spots, the color coding of wires, things that are unplugged, baby blue eyeshadow, paint splatters, intercom systems,
tiny reset buttons, different sized bricks, the universal sign for on, cracks, rough spots, room numbers, green meaning go, clumps of mud, bird shituff on windows, flourescent lights.

Shoot Me

:: 2005 28 January :: 7.25 am

I'm kinda glad it's Friday.

I just finished the music for the Homecoming dance. It sucks.. bad. I don't care though, I wont be there too long. Atleast, I don't plan to be.

We lost our game last night against Hermitage 25-36.. so we play tonight instead of Saturday.

Hopefully, tomorrow I will get to go to Springfield and see my most special boyfriend with his broken wrist. I don't know how he stays so possitive with all that goes wrong in his life.. but, it's awesome that he does. Our phone conversation last night made me smile..

T-day.. hopefully it's better than the last two days.

Shoot Me

:: 2005 26 January :: 9.25 pm

Fuck today.
Today was and is fucking horrible.

Everything this morning went wrong, to begin an argument with my parents, later.. school, first hour went okay.. minus the absence of Ellen, but the rest of the hours.. they just went down hill extremely fast. I got sent to the office third hour for being 'mouthy' and the rest of the day I just gave up on. I just wanted to throw someone against a god damn wall and choke the shit of them. All of these damn jolly people are pissing me off. Fuck being happy. My parents are sure to ruin my chances of that.

After school I had basketball practice. He ran our asses off. It was hard. I thought I was going to die. Then, we finished practice and then It was time to come home. Hoo-ray for that, eh? As soon as I got home my mother starts just nagging about everything. I know I got mouthy with her but she wouldn't give up. She just went on and on about all of these things that didn't even apply to me.. or her, atleast I don't think they did. Anyway, she gave up on that after a while. Then, as im about to get in the shower she informs me that I no longer have a job. Yes, I'm not employeed until we get atleast 3 more residents. That'll be a long ass time. Then she told me that I wouldn't be able to go to Springfield as often because I wouldn't have any money to do so. So.. basically, the only thing that makes my week dissappear has been taken from me without me even being involved. There's just no more hope for this, for anything. Damn it, I'm just pissed.

I'm sorry if you read that entire thing. It's really worth nothing.

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