:: 2004 12 October :: 8.20 pm

I did have alot to say...
I'm trying to think of a phrase, quote, or single word to put on a shirt. It can include basically anything.. any color.. and any combination.

Any idea's?

I had open gym today.. it was hard. I've not played an actual game in so long.. i'm horrible at basketball.

Tarantula.. I'm drinking that. It's strange tasting.. one of those beverages that stings your throat.. because of the Tequila I would assume.. but yeah. It is a Blue Margarita mix.

I need someone to keep me warm *shudder*.. because it is cold.

:: 2004 11 October :: 9.45 pm

I think there is something wrong with me.
I've now decided to play basketball. I hope it goes alright.

I'm thinking of going to college at SBU as well. Unless there is some other opportunities that surface in various area's of the country.

That is all I know.

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:: 2004 6 October :: 6.35 pm

My dad is such an asshole.

I get so tired of his bullshit.

I hate the way im always wrong in his eyes.

I'm sorry im not fucking you.
Forget I ever fucking tried.

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:: 2004 5 October :: 8.10 pm

Things I like:
1. Mountain Dew Code Red
2. Catching the scent of someone you remember from the past.
3. Catching yourself in a stare and the feeling of it.
4. Sleeping in complete darkness.
5. Listening to music of any type.
6. Playing softball.
7. M&M’s, any kind but the regular ones.
8. Brown eyes.
9. Tall people.
10. The feeling after you get something completely unexpected.
11. Guys in pink shirts.
12. Labrador’s.
13. Things that make you think.
14. Silence.
15. Darkness.
16. The smell of rain before, during, and after it comes.
17. Feeling comfortable around people.
18. Cuddling with someone during the winter.
19. Fireplaces.
20. Watching a good movie.
21. Shoes.
22. Mystifying objects.
23. Reading.
24. Seeing things differently than everyone else.
25. Knowing the answer when no one else does.. but not telling it.
26. Watching my dog figure out how to eat something bigger than his mouth.
27. Smirnoff Ice.
28. Thinking about spending my entire life with someone I cant get enough of.
29. Lighters of any kind, size, or color.
30. People who think.

I missed alot but, that gives you an idea.

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:: 2004 2 October :: 11.35 am

Our make-up game yesterday went well.
We won, 15-0 in the 5th inning!

I was looking foward to the Art Walk but, unfortunately, it was not as fun as I had originally believed. I guess I just wasn't into the artsy mood last night.

I had a dream on the way home on the bus that everyone that had went to school yesterday was dead. Strange, eh?

I dislike being worried.. and I am. But I wont share why for the mere fact that none of you would not have any idea as to what I may be talking about.

Today is really cold. 54 degrees at nearly noon. Brrr... It's a good day to be sad.. cuddle up in a nice blanket or with someone. *shrug* But, I wont be doing that.

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