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:: 2003 11 December :: 11.38 am
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: Nickelback - Someday

Meteora
Your ''Figure.09'' song


What Linkin Park song are you????
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Shoot Me


:: 2003 11 December :: 10.10 am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: Evanescence

Going Under
Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming Deceiving and Bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again

I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under

Blurring and Stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again

I'm going under
Drowing in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through

So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under

Shoot Me


:: 2003 10 December :: 9.20 pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Trapt - Echo

hmph....Im sorry Bryan....
I didnt mean to cause you harm in your fastly moving automobile.

Damn, Ellen's dog has no special powers either. I am awaiting the day I meet a special dog. One that lifts weights or something. One day... that dog will come. Until then, I will stick with my gay weiner dogs. Their attraction to each other sickens me greatly.

I dont know what to do to my car, I have no one that cares about it... so I dont know what to do. My indecisiveness takes over again. Damn me.

No fucking school tomorrow either... god damn... I want to go to FUCKING SCHOOL.... agh... I have nothing to do, no one I like lives close... at all...Amber lives on a gravel road, Ellen is like down the worst road ever, Bryan is 150 miles away... FUCK

...thanks to Ellen, I love this song... Guernica - Brand New... yes.... good song.

....is this the way a toy feels, when its batteries run dry...

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:: 2003 10 December :: 4.55 pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: Good Charlotte

the video to this song is really sad... see it if possible... made me think, un normally.

Hold On


This world
This world is cold
But you don't
You don't have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care
You're mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear


But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through


Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know


Your days
You say they're way too long
And your nights
You can't sleep at all
Hold on
And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to no more
And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to no more


But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through


Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on


What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...What are you waiting for?


Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Hold on

Shoot Me


:: 2003 9 December :: 9.20 pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: 12 Stones - The Way I Feel

he....

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