Hell. You are most likley to commit suicide tomorrow even! you think that you are a worthless piece of shit that is taking up peoples time, money and lives. you hate yourself and you just basically sit up in your room all day and listen to music, do drugs, cut urself or other shit like that. please dont worry though. it might get better. you never know. life works in mysterious ways. please rate!!!! `-)
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2003 17 November :: 3.23 pm
:: Mood: irate
:: Music: Staind - Could it be
I HATE SARA SOOOO MUCH.....
I was ranting about religion and how it pisses me off last night and today she just randomly yells in my face "YOU SHOULD LOVE GOD" I was like jesus christ you are dumb..... She really pissed me off.... and she kept asking me what I did believe in and I was like SATAN.... she kinda turned red and turned away.... but I dont believe in anything....she, however, does not need to know that..... I was cussing and everything infront of the teacher.... he pretended like he didnt hear me....thank you....
Also....in the same class....she jumps up on the stage and started fucking yelling about finding her fifth grade teachers address and that she knows "exactly where she lives" I was like who give a fuck.... That was fucking 5 years ago..... and I said "Why are you so happy about finding that out" her..."Becuase she loved me and She thought I was pretty" me...."Was she on drugs?"....her *confused*
It was one of those things where you just had to be there to understand the situation....I think she is pretty aware I dont approve of her dumb ass being in my presence.....hopefully. *marks down one more mission accomplished*
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2003 16 November :: 9.00 pm
:: Mood: infuriated
:: Music: Seether - Fine Again
I dont understand
I am like basically having a nervous breakdown for no god damn reason at all..... I have really lost myself this time..... I HATE ALL OF YOU WHO MUST READ THE BIBLE EVERY FUCKING DAY..... YOU ARE AS STUPID AS HELL..... THE BIBLE IS FUCKING FAKE.... GIVE IT UP..... IF IT WAS TRUE IT WOULD HAVE SOMEONES FUCKING NAME SIGNED IN IT..... THEY OBVIOUSLY WASNT FUCKING PROUD OF IT huh?....