Even People Who Never

Frown

Will Eventually Break Down

How Long Have You Been Self-Injuring?:	A while
What Type Of Self-Injuring Do You Do (cutting, burning, hitting, etc.)?:	Cutting mainly
What Triggers You Do Harm Yourself?:	Thinking
How Do You Feel As You Are Harming Yourself?:	Relieved
How Do You Feel Afterwards?:	Ok
Where Do You Usually Harm Yourself?:	Wrist or anywhere else
Have You Ever Needed Medical Attention After Harming Yourself?:	No
Who Knows About What You Do?:	Ellen
Why Do You Self-Injure?:	It makes me feel better
Think Back To The First Time You Did It, What Made You Do It?:	I was messed up on drugs and with Bryan
Does Harming Yourself Really Make Everything Better?:	No
Are You Currently Seeing A Therapist, Phsyciatrist, Or Any Other Doctor?:	No
If So, Is It Because You Self-Injure?:
What, If Anything, Would Get You To Stop?:	I dont know... Ellen
How Often Do You Harm Yourself (Daily, Weekly, Monthly, etc.)?:	Depends sometimes daily sometimes weekly
Do You Know Anyone Else Who Self-Injures?:	Not closely
Do You Have Any Scars From It?:	Yes
Do You Harm Yourself Even When You're Happy Or Have Had A Good Day?:	I never have good days
Do You Isolate Yourself From Others Because Of What You Do?:	Yes
Does It Help To Talk To People About It?:	Sometimes
When Was The Last Time You Harmed Yourself?:	Tonight
If You Found Out Your Best Friend Did It Too, What Would You Do?:	Go crazy...
Do You Do It For Attention?:	No
Have You Ever Been Confronted About It And Lied About What Happened?:	Yes
Have You Ever Tried To Kill Yourself?:	Yes
Are You Suicidal Right Now?:	Always
Are You Angry Or Depressed More Often?:	Depressed
What Would You Tell Someone Who Is Thinking About Hurting Themselves?:	Its a waste of time... if you really wanted to die you would kill youself the first time you tried.
Does Time Really Heal All Wounds (Both Emotional & Physical)?:	No, not always

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"Let Go"

I'm sitting on the edge of the water
Contemplating my strange life
The sun starts to fall into the ground
A breeze picks up off the waves
And everything is fine

I know that I am not alone
Everyone makes mistakes and starts to learn with time
There's nothing more I need to say
I'm happy with my life

Let go of all of the pain
Let go of all of the pain
Let go and you'll escape
You'll be happy with yourself
Let go of all of the pain

I dont know about that song.....I still like Adema however.....

LINDSAY I DISLIKE YOU....ALOT...A SUPER AMOUNT OF ALOT

And I, I can't believe
I can't believe all the travesty
Surrounding me, I , I want to flee
I want to flee from everything
In front of me!
Never again, I trusted in you
Fuck everything you think I should be
I stand, never again, never again

I hate you and everything you do

I hate everything....give me complete darkness and rain... Nothing else is closer to me... To all who are there, thank you... I, however, will only let you down just like everyone else... Send You Crashing to the bottom without warning... I am close to my final submission of everything....

I hate myself and All I do... I make people miserable.... May you all be better when Im gone

[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? :::	Amber Shoemaker
Birthplace :::	Osceola, Missouri
Age :::	16
Age you act :::	I dont know....Mrs.H said 19 or 20
Current location :::	Collins, Missouri
Eye color :::	Blue
Hair color :::	Brown
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? :::	Lefty...somewhat ambidextrous
Zodiac sign? :::	Capricorn
Height? :::	5'10"
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality :::	German mainly...
Your hair :::	Curly...always in a ponytail
Your fears :::	Loosing everything I have...Dying old
Your perfect room :::	Black...Red Spongepaint...Posters of good rock bands everywhere
What you practically do in a day :::	Wake Up, Drive To School, Attend School, Drive Home, Get On Computer, Go To Bed
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse :::	Fuck, Freak, No,
Phrases you overuse :::	I dont care, Who gives a shit, Shut Up...
Your first thought when you wake up :::	Do I have too??
Your greatest accomplishment :::	Fufilling Expectations While Being Partly Myself
Something you want to do :::	Die
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke :::	MOUNTAIN DEW!!!
McDonald's or Burger Kings :::	McDonalds
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera :::	Neither
Chocolate or vanilla :::	Neither
Adidas or Nike :::	Adidas
Black or white :::	Black
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) :::	Bills...Coins are a pain in the ass.
Burgers or hot dogs :::	Neither
Egypt or France :::	Hawaii??
Rock or rap :::	Rock
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke :::	No...unless I am overly stressed and with people that smoke....not very often.
Cuss :::	On occasion
Sing well :::	No
Sing in the shower :::	No
Talk to yourself --a lot-- :::	I hear voices....Dont normally talk to myself
Believe in yourself :::	No, why should I? No one else does
Like taking these longass surveys? :::	Sure, nothing better to do
Play an instrument :::	Yes, Drums
Want to go to college? :::	Not really
Want to get married? :::	Maybe
Want to have children? :::	I cant have kids
Think you're a health freak? :::	No...
Get along with your parents :::	Sometimes
Get along with your siblings? :::	I have none
Think you're popular :::	Dont pretend to be, hope im not...
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state :::	No
Drank alchohal :::	Yes
Smoke :::	No
Get high :::	On Pills
Done any drugs :::	Pills
Eaten an entire box of oreos :::	No
Been on stage :::	No
Gone skinny dipping :::	No
Been dumped :::	No
Dyed your hair :::	No
Stolen anything :::	No
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest :::	Wesley
Loudest :::	Toby
Most shy :::	Angie
Blondest :::	Kim
Smartest :::	Ellen/Amber
Kindest :::	Ellen
Best personality :::	If all of them didnt have good personalities they wouldnt be my friends.
Most talented :::	Ellen
Best singer :::	Ashley
Most ghetto :::	Rawni
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) :::	Yvette or Kim or Rawni
Pain in the ass :::	Alot of them are...prob. Yvette
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style)):::	That new Sara chick
Funniest :::	Umm....Mrs. Hutton
Best person for advice :::	Ellen/Mrs. H
Dependable :::	Ellen
Trustworthy :::	Amber/Ellen
Druggie :::	Gene
Most likely to end up in jail :::	Kyle
Person you've known the longest :::	Wesley
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream :::	I was sitting on top of St.Johns hospital drinking
Last nightmare :::	I saw five of my friends get killed in a car wreck
Car ride :::	I drove home from school
Last time you cried :::	Umm massively like a week ago...but like watering eyes because of thinking....today.
Last movie seen :::	White Oleander
Last movie rented :::	Dreamcatcher/Final Destination 2/Anger Management
Last book read :::	Dictionary
Last word said :::	No...
Last curse word said :::	Fuck
Last time you laugh :::	Umm....Possibly through school today
Last phone call :::	I never get phone calls
Last CD played :::	Linkin Park - Meteora
Last song you listened to :::	Enigma - Trapt
Last annoyance :::	Parents
Last IM :::	Ellen...talkin bout Christmas
Last weird encounter :::	Hearing Voices...
Last person you hugged :::	Holy Shit....umm....Dustin or Kyle
Last person you yelled at :::	Sara
Last time you wore a skirt :::	Formal Interview
Last time you've been evil :::	A few minutes ago
Sarcastic? :::	lol....I am the sarcasm queen
Last time you fought with your parents :::	About 20 mintues ago
Last time you wished upon a star :::	I dont do that....
Played Truth or Dare :::	3 years ago...I had to kiss Kyle...
Spent quality time alone :::	I never get to be alone...although it is my prime
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM :::	Yes, Ellen
Do you feel lonely :::	Always
Ever TP'd someone's house :::	No
How about egging someone's house :::	No
Do you not like dislike not like me? :::	I dont know
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? :::	They "ain't" nothin....
Yo Momma :::	Is dumb
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? :::	No
What do you think of George Bush? :::	I think he has big ears
Any secret fetishes? :::	No
Do you like to wear chains? O_o :::	O_o no...I dont
How many languages do you speak? :::	1 and 1/4 I know some spanish and some german
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! :::	I think you are dumb as hell
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you XP)) :::	Not really now I have to find something else to do.

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