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:: 2003 16 October :: 3.41 pm
:: Mood: complacent
:: Music: Figure 8 - TRUSTcompany

~*Random*~
College you currently/plan to attend:OTC
Favorite band:Linkin Park
Cheech or Chong?:Cheech
Metallica - yes or no?:Yes
It's Lars, isn't it?:Larz
Random palindrome:modnar
Who's Chino Marino?:The Deftones Lead Singer
What does CCR stand for?:Central Contractor Registry
Virgin?:No
Favorite Author:Dont Know
Dave Matthews Band- yes or no?:No
Will I hold you again?:ummm......?
eBay - like or dislike?:its ok
What does CPR stand for?:CardioPulmonary Resuscitation
Hank Williams, Sr. or Hank Williams, Jr.?:Neither
Favorite color(s):Red and Black
Favorite CD:I like mix's
Clear or white glue?:white
Favorite food:crackers
Herbivore, Carnivore or Omnivore?:i dont like food.
Republican or Democrat?:Neither, I prefer just for the person.
What do you want to do for a living?:Floral Designer
Do you like our current president?:Not really
Turn-on(s):dont need any, dont have any
When do you want to get married?:whenever I find someone that is right
Do you love them?:them who?
Why?:for the hell of it.
Do you smoke?:No, gross
Turn-off(s):smoking, stupidity, severe ugliness, cleanliness is a must.

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:: 2003 16 October :: 3.33 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: For Whom the Bell Tolls - Metallica

~*Where...*~
Were you born?:Osceola, Mo.
Do you want to die?:I dont care
Were you happiest when you were little?:I was just happy
Were you happiest during your teenaged years?:no where's, when im with a good friend.
Are you happiest now?:With Ellen, anywhere
Do you fear being?:Around People
Is fancy bred? In the heart or in the head?:both?
Would you go if you could go anywhere?:Into a mountain dew bottle.
Would you go if you could go anywhere in the continental US?:Michigan
Do you want to be married (if you do.)?:If I ever get that involved I dont care.
Can you concentrate best?:In my bedroom. Good Environment
Do you like to eat most?:Whenever Im not around people
Do you like to be touched?:NO TOUCHING
If you're touched, causes you to freak out?:The Back of my leg.

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:: 2003 15 October :: 1.17 pm
:: Mood: pessimistic
:: Music: Poem - Taproot

My cousin told me a 13 year old likes me......lol, how funny are little people. Ohh and to top it off, he is the guy that asked me to have one of everything cherry in the concesion stand.......stupid little freak.

Damn, I found out I have a C+ today.....grr....I have to get good grades. Maybe I can bring it up, its only because I got a 66 on a test to maybe........

small reflection
of when we were younger
we had it all figured out
we had everything covered



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:: 2003 14 October :: 8.00 pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Headstrong - Trapt

brrrr its hot
I cant believe I said that......how strange.

I just had a good talk with someone who cares! Imagine that, someone caring these days, how rare.

"I wont give everything awayyyyyyy"

Nikki called me last night, told me stuff about stuff. She asked me why I didnt do anything with her and I told her that I didnt do anything with anyone. Is that not the truth? Ohh well....whatever happens with that happens.

"Shout Shout, let it all out, these are the things I can do without, come on, im talking to you so come on, shout shout let it all out, these are the things i can do without, come on, im talking to you, so come on"

Hmm..........

I got to the M's in my dictionary today. I read alot, but I dont think im learning anything, Im gonna have to read it like 5 more times to learn some stuff.

I need to go shower, for like the 4th time today. Its also time for my nightly ritual that Ellen doesnt like. But its ok, Its not like I try to kill myself, they are only tiny Ellen, if you want me to prove how small they are I will show you. Just let me know.

Man its hot. I dont know why, I was cold like two seconds ago, now my face is all red and burning up maybe im having 16 yr old hot flashes!.....

psychoneurosis: a neurosis based on emotional conflict in which an impulse that has been blocked seeks expression in a disguised response or symptom

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:: 2003 13 October :: 9.41 pm
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: Glass Shatters - Disturbed

my head ahhh.....
it hurts so bad for some unknown reason.

i wish i didnt have to talk to people very much, i had to be nice tonight though. I had to work a damn ballgame accually like 4 of them.....I have so many points over the required amount its not even funny.....I dont know why I am working.

I need to go to springfield and get more black stuff.

I really dont like this song.......

I am drinking a Mountain Dew and like an hour ago i drank a mellow yellow and they are like the same thing....but i still like MD better....lol, maybe its the bottle.

Ellen I want you to stay with me the 24th...cuz i will be alone, and I never see you...well not much.

I have alot of lighters.....like freakin 20 or something...

YES MY FAVORITE BAND...Linkin Park!!!!
"The lessons that you tought me, I learned were never true, now I find myself in question, they point the finger at me again, guilty by association, you point the finger at me again." good song.........Runaway

Sleepy time is nearing.

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