hmm...
ecstatic : to be in a state of rapture; overjoyed

I really dont think that describes me but I like that word. Really interesting....

My face is really hot.

Aww.. Ellen I still love you.....always.... maybe the dumb fuck will get his head out of his ass sometime soon.

"How will this be when all is said and done, Will I know where i'm from" ....."these lies trickle down, imaginary lines cut through the ground" good song!

Hmm....I wanna have classes with my new bestest friend. But I dont get to. Because I dont have high enough standards for myself to take the same classes she does.

Im tired now......

PARTY IS OVER!
Shew, what a party, I am so overwhelmed with excitement I dont know how to restrain myself. Accually, it was just like the rest of my parties, boring, except for Ellen, the best person ever, she kept me sane. Everyone was fucking yelling and everything, I about went crazy.

My parents knew someone was drinking last night. Its all good though. I need to go pick all of the glass up on the b-ball court sometime.

Suprisingly they didnt wake me up do make me help them clean up this morning. I slept until 10......ha ha 10 hrs. sleep! W

Well Its time to go now, Its time to go to my weekly visiting grounds, BOLIVAR!! YAY!!

I LOVE YOU ELLEN, YOU ARE MY FAVORITIST PERSON EVER. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR COMING.

hmm...
Im ready for school tomorrow but we dont have school.....damn, I guess if I had a life or even a hobby I wouldnt be so amused about going to school just so I have something to do.

My party is tomorrow, I wonder how many people will show up, or show up drunk or high or get one of those while they are here. I'm glad I dont have to drive home cuz I probably wouldnt be able to after its all over.

I had a formal interview in english today, I was really scared but it went well. I was shaking my leg and my hands were having like tremors....ha ha.....Im just glad it is over.

I have to get up early in the morning so I can get ready for my party, Ive already talked about my party, I dont know why I didnt say this shit up there where it really belongs....who knows.....hmmm well

I am tired, I just watched some wierd movie with alot of couples and it severely depressed me.

Someone, not to mention any names *CABRYANUGH* just called me and told me that "You like breaking other people for their faults, but you never take a look at yourself"
OUCH

Well I am leaving now since Ellen isnt on, nevermind she just signed in. how strange.

fun with a dictionary
I have recently learned that dictionaries can be quite amusing. Ohh yes, It Is.

I have a credit card setting in front of me waiting for use and I am doing what? Typing stupid things that no one will ever read. Hmm quite strange, I really never understand my reasoning.

"I do it for the drugs" blah blah blah

did you know...

dentists recommend that a toothbrush be kept at least 6 feet away from the toilet to avoid airborne particles resulting from the flush......I keep my toothbrush in the living room now.

no piece of paper can be folded in half more than 7 times

donkeys kill more people than plane crashes.

the plastic things on the end of shoelaces are called aglets.

turtles can breathe through their butts.....ha ha they are so multi talented

MY PARTY IS SATURDAY.........ellen better come....grrrr......

HATE...APATHY...MELANCHOLY...i love words.