:: 2005 12 March :: 8.15 am

So..
Plans are as follows...

Today: I have to go to Springfield to pick up something. I'll be seeing Chase and Terri as well.. I never found out if Evan could go or not.

Tomorrow: I'm not doing a single thing.. atleast not as of now.

...and as you can see.. I made it through last night. One more down..

...also, you need to help me pick out something. It's for next year.. decor! I'm trying to find posters from art.com.. I've found 4 but, I just want to see what you think.

[update]
It's funny how c l u e l e s s people seem to act.

[update]
Well forget having a good morning.
I love the way my opinion really matters around here..
You're never wrong though.. isn't that right?

Every day brings something new.

Shoot Me

:: 2005 11 March :: 8.45 pm

Whenever you lose a family member your world starts to disintegrate...

Imagine what it's like to never have a family at all.

Just, for a moment.. try to imagine how hard it would be to have nothing.. or no one.

Shoot Me

:: 2005 11 March :: 6.30 pm

another long night ahead..
There's something everyday now. It wears me out.

I can only fix my internal appearance with the external for so long.
I'm running out of my external mask.. I can't hide this much longer. I never could hide it from you.. regardless of how well I thought I had it hid.

I'd like to think I avoid most questions and just people in general with my quietness but I can hear how bitter everything I say has become. I'm sorry to all of you that my bitterness may have affected.

I'm doing all I can to get my life steered in the right direction, I finally found the right person to give me a hand. Finally.

But, I'll update later with the news of the night. *crosses fingers* Maybe it wont be too bad.

[update]
My lovely father just admitted that he believes he's perfect...
That sickens me.. and he has the nerve to send me to a shrink?
Whatever.

Shoot Me

:: 2005 10 March :: 9.20 pm

That was the last thing I needed. None of you need to know, just know that none of you ever want something like this to be on your shoulders.
Ohh well, I can handle it... as long as no one dies or tries too.

I am excited about this summer now though. Just because of you again!

*sigh* I'm just ready for tomorrow to be over.

Shoot Me

:: 2005 9 March :: 9.30 pm

Am I the lesser of two evils...
...or are they?

Sometimes I wonder. I guess when certain things are screamed into your face as many times as they have been in mine, you start to second guess yourself and simply wonder what is really right and wrong.

A special thanks to you for making sure I was okay.

Shoot Me