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:: 2004 7 June :: 8.16 am

wow......
There's but little breath left
on the boundary of this life and next.
Not knowing if I'll be here next morning,
why try to trick death
with life-schemes for a permanent future?

-Milarepa, "Drinking The Mountain Stream"

I have a strong urge to put that in a song.

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:: 2004 5 June :: 10.27 am
:: Mood: woooooo!

Bands and summer festivities
Festival of the arts is today. Anyone wanna go?

In other news, Creed officially broke up. But meh, I haven't listened to them in forever. So whatever. I guess I should be really upset but I'm not.

But I am kinda upset that there's this band called Delcious that I listen to, and I was looking at the bands playing at Muskegon Summer celebration, and lo and behold, Delicious was one of the bands playing. But it's not the same Delicious. Erg. So that sucks.

But oh well. Such is the life in the land of Obscure.

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:: 2004 4 June :: 2.49 pm

I just finished filling out an application for Family Fare. It had a lot of dumb agree/disagree questions like: "It's hard to care about work when it's really boring." and
"My stuff is often messy." I answered honestly. They probly won't hire me.

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:: 2004 3 June :: 12.17 pm

So school's done....What now? I guess I should get on with my life....find a job.

They say we've got a lifetime,
but we know that ain't true....

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:: 2004 30 May :: 12.47 pm

Well I got home from IL last night. We were fixing up my grandparents house so we can sell it. It was an exciting way to spend a weekend. *sarcasm sarcasm* On Friday there was an old car show nearby so we went and loooked at all these old cars with fins. They were cool. I don't even really like cars but they were still cool. There was 3 cobras there and my dad was drooling all over them. Well I think I'm done now so bye all.

PS Happy graduation, Jackie.

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:: 2004 25 May :: 6.41 pm

w00t! I'm done with my research paper!

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:: 2004 25 May :: 2.07 pm

I'm in world religions. I'm done with my work so now I'm here. Yeah. I spose I could be productive and work on my research paper, but I don't feel like it. School is so dumb. Bye.

[edit 2:14]
http://www.guerrillanews.com/sci-tech/doc3922.html

Don't tell me the war's not about money.

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:: 2004 18 May :: 10.12 pm

for all you ddr freaks....
http://madison.indymedia.org/feature/display/17702/index.php

See if it makes any sense to you.

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:: 2004 17 May :: 5.43 pm
:: Mood: frustrated

The real world is heartbreaking.

You think you're on to something, and then BAM! something happens and fucks it all up.

Sometimes I don't know why I even bother.

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:: 2004 16 May :: 5.19 pm
:: Mood: pissed

I have found yet another reason to hate my neighborhood
Our dog is loose yet again. Someone just called and said our dog is "vicious" because it barked at her.

All I can say is wow. And fuck, because probably they'll call animal control. Again.

I think we are now officially the neigborhood pariahs.

I fucking hate it here.

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:: 2004 16 May :: 12.45 pm

I learned the secret of psychedelic guitar yesterday.

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:: 2004 14 May :: 4.02 pm
:: Music: Rolling Stones-Gimme Shelter

Been stuck in my head all day.....
Oh, a storm is threat'ning
My very life today.
If I don't get some shelter
Oh yeah, I'm gonna fade away.

War, children,
It's just a shot away, it's just a shot away.

Anyone ever seen Gimme Shelter? It's devastating. It's about a festival that the Rolling Stones put together and it's supposed to be the "Woodstock of the West" but they hired the Hell's Angels to be security and they keep getting in fights with the audience. At least one person dies. I don't remember how many, exactly. It kind of killed the hippy idealism.

What's anyone doing this weekend? I might go down to the park tomorrow if it's halfway decent. Even if it's not. Mr. Crane called me a hippy yesterday. It was funny. I'm reading the Screwtape Letters for world religions even though it's not required and I already have an A. I am officially a nerd.


I tell you love, sister, it's just a kiss away
It's just a kiss away
It's just a kiss away

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:: 2004 13 May :: 4.24 pm

Birthdays suck.

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:: 2004 9 May :: 5.44 pm

http://newyork.craigslist.org/mnh/tfr/30693227.html

Sometimes I wish I lived in New York. If any NYC people happen to read this, try out, dammit. I'll go see it.

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:: 2004 7 May :: 12.26 pm

I'm bored in french. Butterflies and fairies are kicking the tribbles asses. Oh well. We get out in 4 minutes. Bye.

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