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2003 19 November :: 2.08 pm
I'm at school updating illegally. I'm such a badass. My brother got a grateful dead tattoo on his arm because jerry garcia told him to. He's dumb. Actually it's a pretty cool tattoo. I have deja vu. I think thats it.
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2003 8 November :: 7.24 pm
When the moon first came out it was full, but when I checked a few minutes ago it was crecent. Apparently we're having a lunar eclipse. Kinda cool, huh?
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2003 3 November :: 5.47 pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: Blow 'em off- Monster Magnet
He hides in the machine, and always stays 14
Who brings you back when you're gone gone gone?
Who keeps saying your prayers when you blow 'em off?
Who keeps alive the concept of mom?
Who cares to care when they're really scared?
When you're really scared...
I like those lyrics. So who does keep alive the concept of mom? I'm just wondering....
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2003 31 October :: 4.51 pm
:: Mood: indifferent
So much for the afterglow....
Well, my little haunted house fell thru. Oh well. That's what I get for waiting till the last minute to get my shit together. So I guess now I'm going to the haunt. Or something. Yeah. That's the plan. Bye now.
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2003 27 October :: 3.47 pm
yes....
HASH(0x8425d74)
What guitar are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
That's funny, I have a Strat. SG's are really cool guitars, tho. I want one.
Busses suck. I want my driver's lisense. I think that's it.
And God is still liquid.
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2003 21 October :: 4.10 pm
:: Music: In a matter of mere moments, the Hidden Hand
Yay!
My Hidden Hand CD just came. I'm excited. I've waited for weeks and weeks for it to come. I'm sure none of you care or know what I'm talking about, so I'm just gonna go listen to it now. Bye!
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2003 17 October :: 5.09 pm
:: Mood: i don't care anymore
I'm just bitching, ignore this if you want
I have to take the PSAT tomorow morning. I'm not happy. That just about ruins my whole weekend. There goes my one day to sleep in. But whatever.
I refuse to talk to my mom.
I hate it when the phone rings and it's not for me. Which is almost always. That sounds self-centered. And it's not like I ever call you guys.
I am such a bitch.
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2003 15 October :: 10.10 pm
:: Mood: bewildered
A somewhat Kyle-esque entry
I was reading the public pulse section in the paper today and I came across one by a guy who didn't like the idea of gay marriage. He made some pretty good points about the press bashing Christianity and how it's getting to the point that people are opposing Christians in public office. I disagreed with his idea that "it's freedom of religion, not freedom from religion." Personally, I think it's both. But the worst part was at the end: and I quote "We all have purpose and have one chance on this earth to prove we are worthy to recieve God's loving eternity." Has the man ever read the Bible? You can't prove you're worthy to God! You repent and thank the Lord he loves you enough to forgive you!
It's hard to tell from a letter in the newspaper, but he really doesn't sound like he knows what he's talking about. It really pisses me off when people like this are out there representing my religion. If you're going to believe something, you better understand it.
Ok, I'm tired and I'm going to bed.
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2003 9 October :: 4.06 pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Phish
Well, I should be doing homework rite now but I'm not. I'm supposed to be writing about justice, but I'm too pissed at my mom to do it rite now so I guess I'll wait. I was writing earlier but then my mom came barging in and was like "How was school?" and I was like "Go away, mom, I'm busy" but she just kept on yapping. And now I'm pissed. I swear there's no way I'm related to her. I was probly adopted, or switched at birth. Yes, that would explain a lot.
I'm going to chicago tomorrow for my grandpas funeral. I'll be gone all weekend. I'm not excited. What a great way to spend my only days of freedom.
Sorry, I'm in a nasty mood.
Bye now.
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2003 4 October :: 5.54 pm
We have aquired a car....
I'm excited. It's a silver taurus. The back is all smashed up, tho, so it'll have to be fixed before I drive it. No matter, I don't even have me license yet :p
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2003 2 October :: 3.24 pm
May the spirit from the dawn of creation infuse within and without, above and below, male and female as one life in love.
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2003 28 September :: 12.33 pm
:: Music: 5 o'clock People-Lunar
Hi. I just got back from church. I'm tired. Well, my babysitting job has disappeared. It lasted for 1 week. Now I'm back to no money. If I was less lazy, I'd get a real job. But I don't wanna work at Mcdonalds or somewhere like that. Meh...
lyrics time...
The quest for faith is a lunar endeavor,
Not warmer and brighter, but darker and wetter
I trudge and I slip as I reach out for daylight,
but grasp only fistfuls of night
I wonder is doubt the way of faith?
Sometimes I put it aside but never leave it behind,
balancing the weight of the state I'm in on the head of a pin
But I tire of being afraid
That I might slip away someday
Walk away and fall down
There's the feeling of being a kind of substandard
to struggle with things I just don't understand
My pride wants to join in the smile
To be back in style
But I tire of being afraid
That I might slip away someday
Walk away and fall down
So the search is on again
to find what I'm doing wrong,
and save this love I'm in,
but I don't know where to start
it never used to be this hard.
So I tread where angels trod
be found by me my God
hard pressed,
I must rest in you,
mystery meeting me
in silence,
in innocence.....
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2003 23 September :: 8.22 pm
:: Mood: overwhelmed
Hope
Update time...
for no apparent reason. You know what I hate? When people act like I'm stupid just because I'm 16. Like my mom. She won't listen to one fucking thing I have to say. It's very demeaning. And then she wonders why I never tell her anything.
I want to move to Cheqoumy. If it was a real country, I'd move there in a heartbeat.
It seems I'm living on hope these days. Hope for the future, hope for freedom, just hope. Where would I be without it?
Where would I be without you?
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2003 12 September :: 4.27 pm
Took the quiz.....
1. Orthodox Quaker (100%)
2. Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (90%)
3. Mainline to Conservative Christian/Protestant (84%)
4. Seventh Day Adventist (78%)
5. Eastern Orthodox (73%)
6. Roman Catholic (73%)
7. Liberal Quakers (72%)
8. Unitarian Universalism (69%)
9. Hinduism (64%)
10. Mahayana Buddhism (55%)
11. Theravada Buddhism (55%)
12. Islam (53%)
13. Orthodox Judaism (53%)
14. Bahá'í Faith (51%)
15. Reform Judaism (46%)
16. Sikhism (45%)
17. Jainism (41%)
18. New Age (37%)
19. Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormons) (37%)
20. Taoism (36%)
21. Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (36%)
22. Neo-Pagan (36%)
23. Jehovah's Witness (35%)
24. New Thought (35%)
25. Scientology (34%)
26. Secular Humanism (28%)
27. Nontheist (26%)
That's interesting. I'm a lutheran. And Tracy asked me today if I'd be the pope for her. So I guess I'm a Quaker-Lutheran-Catholic. Oh well, it's all Christianity.
Johnny Cash died today.
God bless his soul.
Well, I think that's about it. Bye!
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2003 7 September :: 8.19 pm
:: Mood: desperate
Help...
Um, I hope I'm not asking too much of you guys but can you make me talk? I know that sounds weird but I need to open up. I can't not tell you guys what's going on anymore because it's starting to make me sick.
So make me talk. Please. Force the issue. I can't do this alone, I need all the help I can get. I've said it before and I'll say it again: I hate being shy.
Love yous.....
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