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2003 25 June :: 2.56 pm
I'm bored again so I'm updating. Yeah. Actually I'm going to a Madison Greene concert tonite and just trying to kill time. It's going very slow. Oh well.
So when are we gonna take over that abandoned radio station? Or do the volunteer thing for 88.1? Or whatever radio thing we're gonna do? Just wondering....
Bye y'all!
PS: KT your journal is evil and won't let me post comments but I miss you too
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2003 24 June :: 7.50 pm
:: Mood: no thank you
:: Music: The One and Old-Dead Meadow (in me head)
Hi people. I'm updating cuz i'm bored. Not that I have anything to write about. So I guess I'll just give y'all some song lyrics. Don't worry its short
Though the wind blew the sand across the face of the land, doubt is the dirt that buries man.
That's it. That's the whole song. Actually no, its like 10 minutes long but the rest is just instrumental and it goes dun-DUN!! Dun, dundun, dun, DUN, dun, dududun dun.....well i guess you'd have to hear it but anyway....I'm done. Thank you for your time.
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2003 20 June :: 9.27 pm
i was real bored...
avoidant
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2003 20 June :: 2.05 pm
Hi y'all. I'm bored and lonely and suffering from friend deprivation. If any of y'all wanna do something, please call me cuz I'm going stir crazy! Ok I'm done now. Bye.
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2003 19 June :: 1.18 pm
:: Mood: beautiful melancholy
Some great need in me starts to bleed...
Hi everyone. I'm stuck in MI for a long time now. Until July I think. Well, Cedar Point was fun except at the very end I felt kind of ill. I think I rode to many roller coasters. It was worth it.
I went to Missy's (or Mel if you prefer) birthday party on monday. I don't think most of y'all know her except Katie. We used to hang out in middle school and now she wants to hang out again so we'll see what happens. It was weird, I usually don't really like parties that much but this one was alrite. I felt a little out of place but then again I always do around a lot of people I don't know to well. So yeah.
I'm leaving now so I hope to see y'all soon. Jesus is love, I Jesus you all. Bye!
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2003 16 June :: 1.25 pm
:: Music: Grateful Dead- Dark Star
Back in MI for a day...
Hi y'all. I'm back from WI and I'm going to Cedar Point tomorow. Yay! Well let me tell y'all about my trip. I don't kno if youll care but hey...
Well we left on friday, sat in the car for 8 friggin hours. We being me, my dad and 2 brothers cuz my mom's in Sweden. First thing we did when we got to Greenbay was stop at bayfest, the festival where Little Feat would be playin' on saturday. Bayfest is kinda like SOS, but much bigger and better and funner cuz its not in Rockford. So I dug Bayfest for awhile and then we checked into the hotel...thats about it for friday.
Saturday we drove out in the country to buy the food of the gods: CHEESE!!!! We spent like $40 on cheese. That's the great thing about WI.
Saturday nite was the Little Feat concert. We got to Bayfest around 5 and dug it some more. Little Feat wasn't going on until 10:30 so we had some time. I was watching this polka band that did Phish and Allman Bros covers-very intresting! I also talked to this girl who was into bands like Phish and ths Allman Bros-also very intresting! I love WI people.
Finally, Little Feat came on. Yay! I had been waiting all year for this. They were awesome! I danced and twirled around a lot. And I met this crazy hippy. He was yellin all this crazy stuff like "Full fuckin' moon!" and "Jerry!" when they played parts of Grateful Dead songs. He danced and twirled around alot too. God bless his soul. Hippys rock, especially WI hippys. So yeah the concert was wonderful. That should tide me over 'til Burningman.
Sunday- we drove home and visited my grandpa who lives in IL cuz it was fathers day. Nothin too intresting happened there. I cried when we got close to home. Quietly tho, so my family didn't notice. I hate Rockford so fucking much. I can't even verbalize it. I can't wait til I'm 18 and I can move away forever and never come back again (except to visit my parents)
Well, thats about it. I'll see y'all later I hope. Bye!
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2003 12 June :: 1.53 pm
I'm Leaving tomorrow
Yes, tomorow I'm off to Greenbay, Wisconsin to see Little Feat. Yay!
Not that it matters to y'all cuz I never see you anyway...
Bye now.
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2003 9 June :: 1.50 pm
:: Mood: confused
Something just occured to me....
Hey, I hardly ever hang out with y'all outside of school, which doesn't count. During school I saw y'all like 1/2 an hour before and after combined. Other than that, I hardly ever saw you. We almost never hang out on weekends and stuff like that. And yesterday I asked if anyone wanted to do something and I haven't got much of a reply. (maybe i'm being too impatient with that...)
Why don't we ever hang out? Is it something I did? Do you guys just not like having me around or something? If that's the case, you could just tell me and I'll be outta your hair.
I feel very excluded rite now. I mean, I kno y'all hang out together outside of school. How come I'm never invited? Do you just forget about me or something? Or do you not want me there?
I'm very sorry if you feel like I'm pointing the finger at you guys. I don't want anyone to feel guilty or anything. I don't want to guilt trip you guys into hanging out with me. I'm just trying to figure this out. I mean, I love you guys and don't wanna go all summer without seeing you.
So feel free to leave your thoughts. If you think I'm totally out of line, feel free to bitch me out. I'm sorry this is such a long entry...
I love you guys (and girls) Bye now.
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2003 8 June :: 5.51 pm
Hi all. What's new? I'm real bored and haven't seen any of y'all since friday! AAAhhh! To remedy this, anyone wanna hang out like tomorow or something? Oh and does anyone have traceys number by any chance? She wants me to come over on tues. and I'm sposed to call her but I'm a retard and I lost her number. So yeah. Thats about it I guess...
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2003 7 June :: 10.11 pm
:: Mood: suicidally depressed
:: Music: Lost and Found- I Am (in me head)
Hi y'all. How's everyones summer vacation going so far? Loo, It's only the first day. Actually it doesn't technically start till monday, but whatever...I feel like shit for no apparent reason. I don't kno why I feel the need to tell ya this but hey...Well I'm gonna go now cuz I thought I had more to say but apparently not. Bye.
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2003 6 June :: 3.07 pm
y'all get to read my crappy poetry! Don't ya feel special!?
I peer out of my self-imposed prison walls,
Avoiding any source of outside pain,
but hurting all the same
Alone, assumed to be rejected,
I wait for someone, anyone
to show me the light of day.
But no one comes,
because nobody hears my silent scream.
No one knows what I want to be,
what I used to be,
once upon a time....
I was happy,
I was free,
no walls surronded me.
But now,
I'm too scared
that no one will care
and I have to hide,
I just can't stand the light...
Please don't give up on me.
Please don't forget me.
Please love me.
Please don't give up on me...
I'll come around someday.
Yeah. I don't have the original copy of that with me at the moment so I probly forgot I line or 2 but oh well, you get the gist of it.
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2003 5 June :: 3.46 pm
I remembered the thing that I forgot
My brothers coming back from Montana :( Some of you have been informed of this fact and some of you haven't. I've been attempting to push it out of my head and it worked!...for awhile. Yeah. I kind of kno why he's coming back (even tho I'm not sposed to) but not the whole reason, but i don't wanna post it all over the internet. So if you wanna kno the partial reason, just ask me and I'll tell you. Yeah. So thats what I forgot. Bye for real now!
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2003 5 June :: 3.39 pm
Hi y'all. Whats up? Only 1 more day of school yay! Sorry about yesterdays entry. It sounds way more pitiful then I intended. Um...crud. I had something else I was gonna say but I can't remember what. Oh well. If I remember it, I'll be back. Bye now!
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2003 4 June :: 1.08 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Trogdor (in my head)
Erg. I've been home a little over an hour and I'm already bored. Apparently everyones going to Kristy's but I can't cuz I have no ride. How irritating. Sigh. Oh well. I'll live. Probably. If I don't die from boredom. Actually I'm not that bored. Only sort of. I'm rambling now so I'm gonna go now....
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2003 2 June :: 3.28 pm
:: Mood: Infuriated/Dismayed
:: Music: Good music that will now never be played on the radio
Well, we lost....
And by we I mean the people that don't like hearing the same song every 1/2 hour on the radio. The FCC voted to relax their standards on media ownership. So yeah. That opens the doors to propaganda, you kno. Now there'll probly be a lot of mergers and pretty soon we'll only see and hear what the media companies want us to on tv, newspapers, and the radio (except for independent sources). At least we still have the internet.....
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