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2005 5 March :: 11.33am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: homewrecker x gretchen wilson
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ya so dariens leaving in like 3 mins. :( im sad.. im gunna miss her! well we slept at julies last night and saw cursed! it was good! ya and when my mom picked us up she was like virginia amanda and brittany stopped by yesterday! that pisses me off soooooooooo much becasue it hurts me to see the person who was my bestfriend and isnt aloud to see me come over! i just dont like it and im gunna tell her not to i think! ya so anyways i have funny pictures from last night!!
ohh and darien painted tinkerbell on my wall
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ya thats all for noww
-Nik
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2005 5 March :: 11.19am
yea im stupid after i did that logn ass entry i relaized it doent matter how logn ti is there is the same about of entries on the screen... lol
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2005 3 March :: 8.18pm
:: Mood: high
:: Music: Ben Harper- "Walk Away"
Yea well i was jsut lookign at my journal... i jsut redid it yesterday and there is still somehtin wrong wiht it.. and u know what that is???... there is still to much shit from a long time ago on here... the background is new then this page needs to b mainly new.. so im going to try and write the longest journal entry of my life to get rid of as much of that shit that i can...
this is going to b hard seeing that im a boring person and i have nothign to write about but im gonna try neway...
hm... oh im failing all my classes.. haha as if u cant tell not like i can spell (sry for all the spelling mistakes)... but school sux becasue i do all my class work and i knwo the shit... i just dont do my homework.. becasue i have no time lol unless i want to come home after school on the few times a week i dont have to work... i think i need to quit my job becasue it really fucks up things.. but i need the money soo w/e
MANDAS GOING TO LAS VEGAS SOON!!!! Hell yeah Manda!! i know ull do great!! u have and amazing voice... and dont worrie about the ppl because all u have to do is sing and tell love u!! lol i love u Manda!!/
... and these are 2 my favorite sublime songs ever :-D...
"Garden Grove"
We took this trip to Garden Grove
It smelled like Lou-dog inside the van, oh yeah
This ain't no funky reggae party, $5 at the door
It gets so real sometimes, who wrote my rhyme
I got the microwave, got the VCR
I got the deuce-deuce in the trunk of my car, oh yeah
If you only knew all the love that I found
It's hard to keep my soul on the ground
You're a fool, don't fuck around with my dog
All that I can see I steal, I fill up my garage
Cause in my mind
Music from Jamaica, all the love that I found
Pull over there's a reason why my soul's unsound
It's you
It's that shit stuck under my shoe
It's that smell inside the van
It's my bed sheet covered with sand
Sitting through a shitty band
Getting dog shit on my hands
Getting hassled by the man
Waking up to an alarm
Sticking needles in your arm
Picking up trash on a freeway
Feeling depressed everyday
Leaving without making a sound
Picking my dog up at the pound
Living in a tweaker pad
Getting yelled at by my dad
Saying I'm happy when I'm not
Finding roaches in the pot
All these things I do
They're waiting for you.
and the other...
"D.J.s"
All of the d.j.s surely have taken a lesson
Start talkin trash and we'll come with my smith & wesson
A little competition comes my way but it always winds up the same,
"the stone that the builder refuse shall be the head cornerstone"
Ain't nothin wrong, ain't nothing right
But still I set and lie awake all night
All of the d.j.s surely have taken a lesson
Try talkin trash and we'll come with a smith & wesson
Enough d.j.s come with enough style
but when I bus my lyrics we all Know it's wicked-wily.
Ain't nothin wrong, ain't nothing right
But still I set and lie awake all night
You better strap with the gat
If you wanna walk with me, bound to come down
With the new stylee, rockin rubadub know as reggae music
Gotta come down with some new lyrics
It just ain't nothing, it's been a real long time
Ain't nothin wrong, ain't nothing right
But still I set and lie awake all night
Rubadub blender a new mixer
I am the one with d.j. with enough flavor
Hear the dub and say lord have his grilled cheese.
I ain't Jamaican, but I ain't no freak
Caught the man eno with the one pound bag o' tweak
And called him ghost rider everytime you see him he fulfill the danger
Ain't nothin wrong, ain't nothing right
But still I set and lie awake all night
Dred gotta a job to do and he might fulfill his mission
To see his pain would be his greatest ambition
We will survive in this world of competition
To make sure that till the ..is done
I won't wait so long
For you
Stop your messin around,
Better think of your future
Time to straighten right out or you'll wind up in jail
Yes Sublime is my favorite band ever and that is becasue they are the best band ever jsut to let all u ppl know... and if u dont agree with me kiss my ass :-)
random shit...
http://virtual.bonghit.net/
dont ask...
Dude Amanda got me hocked on Ben Harper and Jack Johnson... lol all i listen to is there songs all the time... the song i was listin to this when i stared to write this Walk Away by Ben Harper is my favorite... its an amazing song...and here i go with lyrics again...i need this to b long right...
Oh no
Here comes that sun again
That means another day
Without you my friend
And it hurts me
To look into the mirror at myself
And it hurts even more
To have to be with somebody else
And it's so hard to do
And so easy to say
But sometimes
Sometimes you just have to walk away
Walk away
With so many people
To love in my life
Why do I worry
About one
But you put the happy
In my ness
You put the good times
Into my fun
And it's so hard to do
And so easy to say
But sometimes
Sometimes you just have to walk away
Walk away
And head for the door
We've tried the goodbye
So many days
We walk in the same direction
So that we could never stray
They say if you love somebody
Than you have got to set them free
But I would rather be locked to you
Than live in this pain and misery
They say time will
Make all this go away
But it's time that has taken my tomorrows
And turned them into yesterdays
And once again that rising sun
Is droppin' on down
And once again you my friend
Are nowhere to be found
And it's so hard to do
And so easy to say
But sometimes
Sometimes you just have to walk away
Walk away
And head for the door
You just walk away
Walk away
lol and i have notrhign more to write about.. and im sure u ppl are bored with my randomness and are jsut bored becasue im boring but its ok.. i think im goign to stop this now.. i neeed foood:-)
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2005 3 March :: 7.28pm
the scale said: 127.5
when i was 120 - i could handle it
122 - i could handle it
125 - borderline
127.5 - i lost it
i cant do this.
what happened to 115?
fuck food
im giving it up for lent
i dont care that im not getting any nutrients.
i dont.
i wanna be skinnie
and not FAT!!!!!
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2005 2 March :: 10.43pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: Jack Johnson-
NEW
YAY!! i finaly redid my journal! i loved the one i had before but i love this one more.. lol i made this one.. as if it was hard.. its nothin complex like the ones manda makes but w.e i like it!.. but manda usually makes all my backgrounds cuz shes good at it... but today i jsut flet like haveing a new background and i could fined ne that i thought fit me so i made my own:-D.... how do u like it!!???
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2005 1 March :: 6.23pm
:: Music: GREAT
SNOW DAY!
YIPPIEEE NO SCHOOL TODAY!!!!! Thanks to the snow! i love the snow.. but we are going to pay for it in the end :(
Ya so any hoo i went over to my love TRACI ANNE COLE's house today! i missed it.. i missed her family.. and i missed her! im so glad thay we are getting closer and closer again, like we used to be.. i have been miserable without her.. the friends that i thought i had just talk shit and dont know how to stick up for their friends and shit.. it really pisses me off.. i dont need people like that.. and like traci is the only person i can trust! ya so anyways i took ALOT of pictures today! but even though it was a snow day we didnt play in the snow :(
pictures ---->Read more..
ya thats all for now
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-Nik
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2005 1 March :: 10.55am
haha stole this from lizzy! haha funny stuff
Your Boobies' Names Are: Betty and Veronica
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ya todays a snow day! im going back to bed!
-Nik
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2005 28 February :: 10.25pm
Your Boobies' Names Are: Cheech and Chong
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HAHAHA
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2005 27 February :: 8.28pm
:: Mood: contemplative
went to the movies
ya so i went to the movies with traci and michelle but we didnt have any money so we talked and begged people for money the entire time! we made about 6 dollars so it was awesome.. we made fools out of ourselves in the process thought lol
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2005 27 February :: 7.35pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: hear you me
i guess broken hearts never heal.
even though i have a boy.
why is it i can just look at your picture
and cry.
its been over two fuckin years.
why am i not over you?
after all the shit
you put me through
why do i feel like i should care about you?
will this happen again to my current boy?
i dont know how much more i can take.
I CANT FUCKIN TAKE THIS SHIT!!! WHY DO I HAVE TO FEEL SO MUCH!!?!?!?!?
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2005 27 February :: 7.16pm
:: Music: Beanie Sigel-Feel it in the air
ugh
Goodbye/....
I used to think that you were the one,
Now I'm sick of thinking anything at all.
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2005 26 February :: 10.14pm
:: Mood: bouncy
fun night
so tonight i went to the mall yet again with traci, Courteney, Kathleen. Christy, And Ashley!! we had alot of fun.. some puerto rican guys were staring at us so traci and courteney thretened to thyrow their drink at them hahahaha ya so we were all WICKED hiper.. we didnt buy anything tho.. except pretzels!
x 6 TRACii 9 x: theres no point i should jsut be done with guys
xNikkiE 435x: what would you rather fuckig have girls!!! TRACI COLE PEACE DOWNNNNN
xNikkiE 435x: lol
x 6 TRACii 9 x: no lol just be like idependent no guys at all and grow up an old wrinkly lady who has 27 catz
xNikkiE 435x: omg thats so sad
-Nik
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2005 26 February :: 3.36pm
i believe in the sun
even when it is not shining
i believe in god
even when he is silent
i believe in love
even when theres no one there
but sometimes in this suffering and hopelessness despair
i believe in my heart
that someone is there
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2005 25 February :: 10.48pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: none
good night
went to the mall tonight with Traci and Michelle.. then michelle left and we chilled with Kathleen, courney and Christy! it was madd fun!!!!
Dont get to lippy!!!!!!!!
Peace down!!
Chopstick!!!
ahhahah love you girls
-Nik
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2005 24 February :: 6.11pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: closing time x green day
im chipper cuz i love this song!
wow vacation was fun so far.. tomorrow though im spending a girls day with my mommy.. its gunna be awesome.. we're gunna try on dresses that we cant aford and pretend for a little while that we're rich! lmao!
ya so dariens coming on wed night!! YIPPIEEEE she stayin till saturday i think and shes cuming to school with me! ya im so excited!!
ya so we couldnt go to the palace yesterday cuz B's mommy didnt feel comfterble about it.. i was sad but the julie came over and we had fun
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Closing time
Open all the doors and let you out into the world
Closing time
Turn all of the lights on over every boy and every girl
Closing time
One last call for alcohol so finish your whisky or beer
Closing time
You don’t have to go home but you can’t stay here
I know who I want to take me home (3x)
Take me home
Closing time
Time for you to go out to the places you will be from
Closing time
This room won’t be open till your brothers or your sisters come
So gather up your jackets
Move in to the exits
I hope you have found a friend
Closing time
Every new beginning comes from some other beginnings end
I know who I want to take me home (3x)
Take me home
Closing time
Time for you to go out to the places you will be from
I know who I want to take me home (3x)
Take me home
I know who I want to take me home (3x)
Take me home
Closing time
Every new beginning comes from some other beginnings end
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ya thats all i have to say for now
-Nik
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2005 24 February :: 2.55pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: truth is: fantasia
well...
hello! im bored and i figured id update... so i have school this week while u natick bums are on vacation. its ok cuz ill be too in two days...
anyway the big news is that im going to NATICK! for two days next week and coming to school with you guys!!! ill be there thursday and friday. it should be fun!
one more week!! lol
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2005 23 February :: 3.04am
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: some beach x blake shelton
tonight
so ya im pretty sure im going to the palace tonight with Brittany, Jacqui and Andrea! im madd excited but i have absolutly no idea what to wear!! ahhh lol i think they might come over early to help me decide.. or i will go to britts or something. ya so i wanna brin my camera but i dont wanna ruin it so i think i might buy a disposable one maybe.. i dunno i have never been to a night club thingy! YAY BUBBLE ROOM!!! woot woot!!
ahhh im like so hyper now.. it doesnt start till 7 but i am already ready to go nowwwww lol
-Nik
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2005 23 February :: 1.09pm
:: Mood: BORED
:: Music: Tom Petty-Breakdown
My Horoscope for this week...
Uranus, the planet of electricity, is hitting a nerve in relationships this week. Sudden attractions, distractions and strange reactions can shake the partnership tree. Emotional earthquakes threaten certainty, but maybe the things we're sure of are keeping us from finding what (or who) we want. There's nothing wrong with being wrong when it leads to something better.
RIP BABY 2-22-05
Comin down is the hardest thing
Well the good old days may not return...
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2005 22 February :: 7.49pm
this journal is now made by nikkie..
cuz darien loves nikkie..
cuz nikkie is the best..
-Nik
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2005 22 February :: 6.30pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: lalalalalla
Can i just say that i am in love with Rebecca Catherine Hayes!
ya thats all
-Nik
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